Pretend to be straight

Chapter 101 2 more (comment 8k day Wan reached

Although Lu Zhi has a face that wants to be bullied, Shi Jinghe never thought of bullying her.

But she did this. When they were about to get together, she was a little angry because of Lu Zhi's attitude, and her unhappiness was obvious.

why?Why didn't Lu Zhi even say that he liked her?

It's as if she has cornered Lu Zhi, but Lu Zhi still "would rather die than submit" and still doesn't say he likes her.

Shi Jinghe also didn't understand what she was thinking, why she had to ask Lu Zhi to talk about it, but she understood when she was in the car.

Because of what Lu Zhi said, she felt a little more fulfilled, even though she had induced Lu Zhi to say it in various ways before.

Shi Jinghe began to feel insidious again, because she didn't like Lu Zhi that much, so she had enough patience to wait.

When she met Luo Mimi and had dinner together again, she kept Lu Zhi aside all the time, and even on the way, she lied to Lu Zhi that she wanted to go for a walk with Luo Mimi.

Why is she so bad?Shi Jinghe asked himself more than once during this period.

It wasn't until the parking lot that Shi Jinghe wanted to coax people, but Lu Zhi's stubborn expression with pursed lips made Shi Jinghe dispel this idea.

Okay, don't say it, don't say it.

Shi Jinghe got out of the car and left, but she didn't go far and came back.

Because she was worried, she didn't know if Lu Zhi was on the verge of collapse, and what worried her even more was whether her doing so would make Lu Zhi feel disheartened.

Some people are not born to express their feelings directly, she should have thought of it a long time ago, but she still forced Lu Zhi to a dead end.

Fortunately, she went back, even though it was Lu Zhi's crying that greeted her.

Shi Jinghe felt very guilty, because what she did was indeed too much. If she said she likes Lu Zhi in a normal way, it wouldn't be the current situation, would it?

And when Lu Zhi said "I'm sorry", Shi Jinghe had to admit that she seemed to be crying along with it.

She felt ashamed and blamed herself, because she had "cruel hands" on a beautiful girl like Lu Zhi.

With such thoughts in mind, Shi Jinghe took Lu Zhi into his apartment.

She still felt sorry for Lu Zhi in her heart, and even turned this emotion into tenderness. She hugged Lu Zhi and called her "Zhi Zhi".

The voice was full of tenderness, when Shi Jinghe called her like this, he was also surprised by himself.

Lu Zhi is so cute, because she still has red eyes, explaining to herself why she didn't immediately say she likes her.

While listening to her, Shi Jinghe felt as if his heart was stuffed with a lot of cotton candy, soft and sweet.

But her little girlfriend remembers the process clearly——

"But sister, you haven't said you like me until now."

Shi Jinghe took a breath, because this is what she should say, but she still hasn't said it bluntly.

Because she knew that she knew she knew that she was not a good person, and the reason why she wanted to be with Lu Zhi was still because of distress and pity.

And before that, she was still making excuses for herself and told Lu Zhi that she was afraid that Lu Zhi would misunderstand the difference between comfort and love.

how could be?When Lu Zhi looked at her, she could see the affection in those eyes clearly. The word "like" seemed to be imprinted in Lu Zhi's eyes. Only when she saw herself, would there be a different brilliance in Lu Zhi's eyes .

Shi Jinghe's thought of the actions that came down and attached to Lu Zhi's ear, she wanted, wanted to be able to tease Lu Zhi's heart again, so that Lu Zhi would start to like herself even more at this moment.

Her actions are all intentional, no matter how seductive she is.

And it wasn't until Lu Zhi kissed the corner of her lips and then kissed her dimple that Shi Jinghe felt that he had lost completely.

why?Why is the girlfriend she was with just now more provocative than her?

The operation of kissing the corners of the lips and pear dimples is even more itchy than kissing her lips.

While still in a daze, Shi Jinghe heard Lu Zhi's soft voice: "I'm super sweet, it's true."

It's true, Shi Jinghe has confirmed it.

That night, Lu Zhi slept with her, the two of them didn't do anything, probably because of the troubles during the day, they both fell asleep quickly.

Over the past few years, Shi Jinghe has only slept with his younger sister, because Shi Jinglan was afraid of the dark when he was young, and sometimes when her mother was away, she had to take care of Shi Jinglan.

The child's sleeping posture was a bit awkward, but Lu Zhi was different. Lu Zhi slept in her arms until dawn, and Shi Jinghe saw her when he woke up.

Lu Zhi's eyelashes are curly, and now that they are so close, Shi Jinghe can see a little more clearly.

She was so bored, because Lu Zhi hadn't woken up yet, she was already silently counting Lu Zhi's eyelashes.

It is impossible to count clearly, Shi Jinghe counted to the end, and slowly brought his lips closer.

Lu Zhi was sleeping soundly, and because he cried a lot last night, even with his eyes closed, he could still see that his eyes were a bit swollen.

By coincidence, Shi Jinghe gently pressed her dry lips to Lu Zhi's eyelids, and she breathed very lightly, or it could be said that she had already held her breath.

One second, two seconds, three seconds... Shi Jinghe counted ten seconds in his heart before withdrawing his lips.

She, she really likes Lu Zhi's eyes, especially when looking at her.

Lu Zhi hadn't woken up yet, Shi Jinghe breathed a sigh of relief, she obviously just kissed her eyes, but she was also afraid that Lu Zhi would find out.

They are already in a relationship, so it's reasonable to do anything, isn't it?

But she was just scared because she had the feeling that she was doing something bad.

However, her chance to kiss Lu Zhi's eyes again will come soon, because her cute little girlfriend has needle eyes.

Shi Jinghe had never had a needle eye, but she knew it would be painful and itchy, so she asked to help Lu Zhi.

As a result, they kissed again in the end.

Shi Jinghe:?

She herself didn't quite understand what she was doing, but Lu Zhi's expression showed no sign of rejection at all, so Shi Jinghe felt relieved.

After accompanying Lu Zhi to the hospital, Shi Jinghe went to work, but she was a little out of control at work, because she and Lu Zhi confirmed their relationship last night.

Although she felt that she didn't like Lu Zhi that much, it was a fact that they were already together, and she had to get used to it as soon as possible.

After that, just like a normal couple falling in love, day by day, the two people get along more and more naturally and harmoniously.

But Shi Jing and her heart are like mirrors, she knows how she feels about Lu Zhi, so in order to make Lu Zhi feel more secure, she has to show that she is jealous.

"You should apologize for saying to see the cat instead of wanting to stay with me."

"I've been eating cat vinegar all night."

Are you actually jealous?Only Shi Jing and himself know: no.

She would not be jealous because of a cat, but Lu Zhi believed it, and sincerely expressed his inner thoughts to her.

And when Lu Zhi almost kissed her later, Shi Jinghe didn't know what she was thinking at that time.

She just looked at Lu Zhi, as Lu Zhi got closer and closer, Shi Jinghe guessed that she wanted to kiss him, not the corner of the lips or the dimple, but the lips.

Fortunately, her sister showed up in time, otherwise Shi Jinghe felt that her first kiss was about to go away with the wind.

It's not that she didn't think that there would be such an intimate action with Lu Zhi, she just didn't think it would be so fast, even though she knew that she was just tempting Lu Zhi.

She is still good or bad, she doesn't want to take the initiative, she wants to be more passive.

It seems that in this case, the guilt in my heart will be less, because she didn't initiate all of this, right?

She still feels sorry for the fact that she doesn't like Lu Zhi that much, but if a relationship starts with pity, it's not impossible, isn't it?

It's not that she has no feelings for Lu Zhi, but she feels that she still needs time to fall in love with Lu Zhi.

And I don't know how long this time will be, because her parents' failed marriage has indeed affected her a lot.

Shi Jinghe actually thought that the reason she didn't like men might be because she thought those men might be like her father, who would beat their wives and children after drinking.

She doesn't hate men, and she has many friends of the opposite sex, but she still can't forget the ferocious face of her father she saw back then.

She accepts incompetence, so she throws her arms towards a gentle girl, and Zhong Nian turns out to be that kind of person.

......

So Shi Jinghe didn't believe in love for a reason, but even so, but because of Lu Zhi's appearance, Shi Jinghe felt that he seemed to be saved.

She hasn't had an accelerated heartbeat for several years, and now she is in a panic because of Lu Zhi.

Especially when Lu Zhi pulled up her turtleneck sweater and kissed her lips through the sweater.

He didn't kiss at all, and he couldn't feel the warmth of the other's lips, but Shi Jinghe was confused by this action.

She knew that Lu Zhi might be a natural flirt, but when Lu Zhi acted like this, Shi Jinghe still couldn't escape.

But she responded calmly, even though it was all a faux pas.

After Lu Zhi left, Shi Jinghe couldn't help re-examining this relationship.

She seemed to like Lu Zhi a little more because of such a kiss across the sweater.

After she wanted Lu Zhi to have a better life, she contacted Qiu Yu that night and told her about being with Lu Zhi.

Since there are still traces in Lu Zhi's heart after pulling out the thorns last time, if Qiu Yu comes back to apologize, will those traces in Lu Zhi's heart be healed?

Qiu Yu was surprised that the two of them were together, but she didn't have much to say other than that, and Qiu Yu did feel guilty, because she said that Lu Zhi was unlucky in the situation back then, and this sentence was too lethal .

Qiu Yu told Shi Jinghe frankly that he never liked Lu Zhi back then, because Lu Zhi liked him so much, that's why he was with Lu Zhi.

When she mentioned these past events, Shi Jinghe's brows became more and more frowned. If it wasn't because she wanted to leave Qiu Yu in Lu Zhi's heart, she would not have gone to Qiu Yu.

As Lu Zhi's first love girlfriend, Qiu Yu really agreed to go back to China without thinking for a long time, and soon bought a plane ticket.

But Shi Jinghe couldn't help worrying again, if Lu Zhi suddenly saw Qiu Yu, would his reaction not be as calm as he imagined?

She had no idea, especially when she called Lu Zhi later and couldn't get through.

She remembered the pain that Lu Zhi had suffered before, she was still discussing the process of apologizing to Lu Zhi with Zhong Nian and Qiu Yu, but now she had to leave them and drive back to the hotel.

If Lu Zhi were her friend, she would also feel flustered, not to mention that Lu Zhi is still her girlfriend now.

Fortunately, Lu Zhi lost his cell phone, nothing happened to him.

After thinking about it for a while, Shi Jinghe told about Qiu Yu's return, and after looking at Lu Zhi's reaction, Shi Jinghe felt that he was still a little too anxious.

She shouldn't have thought of asking Qiu Yu to apologize so early, so after finishing her work the next day, she took Lu Zhi and left Qicheng.

And she once again began to pretend that she was insecure, just to make Lu Zhi feel safe.

While talking, Shi Jinghe felt that she was really scheming, and she tested it herself, and it was really useful.

She knew that Lu Zhi's eyes were all on her, but she still mentioned Qiu Yu that she was jealous, that she didn't want her little cabbage to be seen by others.

Because Shi Jinghe didn't know how her acting skills were, and she didn't know if she really believed all of this.

But it turned out that Lu Zhi didn't believe it, because Qian Xu, one of Lu Zhi's friends, sent her a private message on Weibo, telling him something.

He said that Lu Zhi felt that he didn't like her that much, and if possible, let him persuade Lu Zhi not to think about it.

The more Shi Jinghe looked at it, the more he couldn't breathe, because Lu Zhi could see everything.

It can be seen that I don't like her that much, I can see that I express my liking very restrained, I can see that I am with her because of pity.

The result Shi Jinghe had imagined was not like this, she didn't want Lu Zhi to know all this, she would rather Lu Zhi think that he liked her very much.

It's so difficult, maybe because I really didn't like her when I was with her, so I didn't express enough emotion in my eyes, so Lu Zhi must have discovered it.

Shi Jinghe became anxious, and then decided to go to Lu Zhi.

She didn't want to narrate the facts, she wanted to make Lu Zhi stop thinking about it, because the truth is so cruel.

Shi Jinghe also has to admit that it feels really good to be with Lu Zhi.

Lu Zhiren is good-looking and has a cute personality. He can act coquettishly and flirtatiously, so Shi Jinghe doesn't want to lose this girlfriend.

She knew that she was selfish, maybe she should give up Lu Zhi, but she didn't want to, she wanted Lu Zhi to stay by her side firmly and not leave her.

Shi Jinghe thought over and over again, and felt that she might be lacking in love. She was not much different from Qiu Yu in nature, the only difference was that she would feel sorry for Lu Zhi, but Qiu Yu would not.

Lu Zhi drank alcohol, his eyes were not clear, Shi Jinghe didn't know if it was okay to talk to Lu Zhi in this state, but she was eager to solve it.

There are no loopholes in her words, very simple and straightforward-"Don't think about it, don't think that I don't like you, don't think that I am pitying you".

When Shi Jinghe said such words, he scolded himself more than once in his heart, because Lu Zhi didn't think wrong, did he?

And because the light at that time was too soft, when Shi Jinghe looked at Lu Zhi, he felt that Lu Zhi looked more attractive to him than before.

There was still a hint of drunkenness in Lu Zhi's eyes, and so did her voice: "You... just sleep here?"

What does this sentence mean?Even though Shi Jinghe had never eaten pork, he had seen pigs run away.

No, she had never seen a pig run.

Anyway, she understood, and she even finally began to feel that she wanted to take the initiative.

she...

Since she and Lu Zhi have been together for so long, they have been lip-to-lip at most, not even a formal kiss.

Lu Zhi's eyes are very attractive now, her lips are also very attractive, Shi Jinghe felt that a string in his heart was about to break.

Especially when Lu Zhi looked at him with affectionate eyes, Shi Jinghe felt that the city wall in his heart had collapsed.

She doesn't want to bear it anymore.

She had always felt guilty because she didn't like it purely, and she didn't even dare to take the initiative and advance much even for a kiss, but at this time, she didn't want to think about the issue of conscience.

Can conscience be used to kiss a girlfriend?If not, what else do you need to do?

With such a mentality, Shi Jinghe couldn't help raising his hand to cover Lu Zhi's eyes.

Maybe, if she didn't look into Lu Zhi's eyes, she would be more natural and less nervous.

She had never kissed, and she had only kissed Lu Zhi's lips.

But now, she will make a deeper movement.

When Lu Zhi's rosy lips opened and closed, Shi Jinghe followed his inner thoughts and bowed his head to kiss.

Is Lu Zhi made of candy?Why does Shi Jinghe have the illusion that he is eating candy when kissing?

Lu Zhi's tongue was slippery and soft, and the breath close at hand was like an aphrodisiac, which made Shi Jinghe sink deeper and deeper involuntarily.

She put her arms around Lu Zhi, from being active at the beginning to being passive later, and finally becoming active again.

Shi Jinghe never knew that kissing can last for such a long time, she doesn't even want to have a gap to catch her breath.

And she also understands why some people kiss so hard on the street, because kissing with their lover is a wonderful thing.

So beautiful, Shi Jinghe didn't know how long she had kissed Lu Zhi, and she didn't rest much after going to bed, she found Lu Zhi's lips again and started.

After this matter was resolved, Lu Zhi didn't seem to suspect that he didn't like her anymore. On this point, Shi Jinghe finally breathed a sigh of relief.

As long as Lu Zhi doesn't see that he doesn't like her that much anymore.

Not right, in fact, I am liking her more and more, isn't I?

Originally thought that she and Lu Zhi would go on smoothly like this, but God probably felt that Shi Jinghe "did too many sins" and finally let her get "retribution".

Lu Zhi's revelation after being photographed dealt a heavy blow to Shi Jinghe.

Not long after she woke up at that time, she opened Weibo where she was used to, and saw the trend of the video where Lu Zhi was shot.

Shi Jinghe never knew what a bolt from the blue felt like, but at this moment he understood.

The sky outside Yuncheng was gloomy. After Shi Jing and himself pretended to be calm, they couldn't help crying a little.

She knew that Lu Zhi met a scumbag before, but she never thought that Lu Zhi would have so many ex-boyfriends, and they were within the past two years.

Shi Jinghe had a feeling of being crushed under Wuzhi Mountain. She felt that she was cheated by Lu Zhi, because Lu Zhi changed partners too quickly.

She has not been with Lu Zhi for a month, but soon, will she also become Lu Zhi's ex?

Lu Zhi seems to like him very much, but Lu Zhi's eyes are meant to see that everyone likes him, right?

Shi Jinghe inevitably began to fall into a desperate situation. In order to verify her feelings in Lu Zhi's heart, she told Lu Zhi not to contact him for the time being.

But in the end, Buyao easily tried to challenge her weight in the heart of her lover, Shi Jinghe waited for Lu Zhi in the apartment for two days, but Lu Zhi still didn't come.

Shi Jinghe was already disheartened, it turned out that she was the one who was cheated.

She thought of all the things she had spent with Lu Zhi, and felt more and more that Lu Zhi was a liar in love.

Moreover, why did Lu Zhi send the message "Miss Sister is online dating" in the first place? Is it because he has long been her target?

These two days, Shi Jinghe has been in the arms of all kinds of ego, she began to think, whether Lu Zhi really doesn't care about her at all, or Lu Zhi still feels that he doesn't like her enough, that's why he treats herself like this.

Did Lu Zhi give up on himself?Shi Jinghe's heart was in a mess.

Lei Yi called at this time, Shi Jinghe decided to go to Liucheng to relax after thinking about it.

Shi Jinghe went to Liucheng, she didn't intend to see her father at first, but she felt that since she came here, there was nothing wrong with going to see her father.

She thought that her father had changed, after all, he already had a new career in Liucheng, didn't he?

But her nature is hard to change. When she went there, she happened to meet her drunk father again.

Shi Jinghe wanted to escape, but it was too late. Even though she kept exercising regularly, her physical strength was still much weaker than that of a middle-aged man.

In particular, her father remembered that he liked girls again, and scolded her while beating her.

It's not that she didn't resist, but compared with her own father, she couldn't do any harm with this little strength.

It wasn't until her father was tired and fell asleep that Shi Jinghe supported himself and called Lei Yi.

Shi Jinghe was hospitalized, and the disinfectant in the hospital smelled terrible, and she missed the fragrance of Lu Zhi all the time.

During the hospitalization, she could only lie on the hospital bed, and when she opened and closed her eyes, it was Lu Zhi's face.

She missed Lu Zhi so much, but when she saw Lu Zhi's message, she held back the thought of replying.

Fortunately, Weibo canceled the read function, so that she would not miss Lu Zhi's Weibo private message to her.

Yu Mo and Xiao Zhou visited her during this period, and Shi Jinghe learned all the truth from them.

In the end, Shi Jinghe had only one thought on the hospital bed, and that was to go back to Yuncheng to celebrate the one-month anniversary with Lu Zhi.

her.

She obviously fell in love with Lu Zhi a long time ago.

But she didn't understand until now.