Chapter 30 White Angels and Social Elites
Chapter 30 White Angels and Social Elites
Yan Xudong caressed his back, which was a soothing gesture, even though Qiu Xi said that he was not angry, as long as he was not blind, he could tell that he was unhappy.
Yan Xudong shoved warm barley tea into his hand while smoothing his hair: "Brother Qiu, do you feel ashamed that you are gay?"
Qiu Xi held the teacup in both hands and shook her head: "No, I'm just afraid that others will look at me strangely."
Yan Xudong said: "Why are you afraid? You didn't do anything wrong to others. We have all the rights of citizens just like them. If you were so afraid, why did you elope for...him?"
Qiu Xi turned to look at him, her eyes dimmed, why did she leave home for him?He really wants to go home, he misses his parents, but when the trouble was like that at the beginning, how can he have the face to go back and face his elders now that he has become so virtuous? !
"If you don't want to say it, it's fine." Yan Xudong slowed down, he hoped that Qiu Xi could quickly pull out the thorn in his heart, and he would repair the ruptured wound.
"We are college classmates." Qiu Xi said in a low voice.
Yan Xudong held his hand and made a posture of a listener.
"It's almost always a coincidence like all the stories. We are in the same class and the same dormitory, and we still have a relationship between upper and lower bunk beds. At the beginning, we have been in a normal relationship. He doesn't talk much, and he always helps me to carry water and food to occupy a seat. Little things, because he would help other roommates, so I didn't care about it at first, and I didn't even think about going there. I don't know when we started to get closer. Naturally, when we found out, we had become good friends. Friends." Qiu Xi smiled faintly, and could see a trace of bitterness from his faint smile, "Even if we became inseparable friends, I would never have thought that I already liked him. We went to the same internship company again in our junior year. .
In this way, even after graduation, we are still in the same place, and we still meet for dinner, play games and watch movies after get off work.After the internship period, I became a full-time employee, and he went to another company.We had only been separated for more than a week, and I found that I missed him unexpectedly. When I thought of him not being around, I felt very uncomfortable when I thought of not being able to see him after work. At that time, I didn't know what was wrong with me.I can't help but call him all the time, I feel very happy when I know that he also has the same idea as me, laughing like a fool all day long.I felt sweet in my heart, and every word he said made me blush and heartbeat.I started to care about my appearance, I wanted to make the best impression on him, and I even wore perfume like others.
But luckily we were both fools, so neither made fun of the other.Half a year has passed like this, even though we are in the same city, but sometimes it takes half a month to see each other because of work, although every time we meet, we are sneaking like thieves, obviously doing nothing, not even holding hands, but Both of them were very excited and nervous.Later, just like the dog blood story, he came to Huaicheng to look for me during the winter vacation that year. I didn't expect him to come to me, so I was very excited, and then kissed for the first time.While we were kissing my dad broke into my room because the lock was broken.Without saying a word, my dad raised the solid wooden bench in his hand and threw it at me. To protect me, he actually hit the bench. The corners of the square bench were very sharp and hit him right behind the ear, bleeding a lot on the spot.I was terrified and angry, so I went to grab my dad's bench.Unexpectedly, he raised the bench and threw it at me again. At that moment, it seemed that I was not born by him.
I saw the anger in Dad's eyes, and I heard Mom crying in the living room.When my father got angry, my mother didn't dare to stop her. She didn't dare to stop her since she was a child. She is a typical rural woman who depends on a man to live.He missed me because I took his bench.He ran to the kitchen angrily again and brought a thick and long rolling pin. I knew he wouldn't give up until he hit me, so I didn't hide this time.He hit my knee with a stick, and I knelt, and there was a loud noise when my knee touched the floor, but I knelt very straight and didn't make a sound, and then the rolling pin fell on my back.On the second fall, Wang Shikun hugged me from behind. I couldn't break free, so the rolling pin landed firmly on him.
Wang Shikun's blood flowed onto my body, soaking a piece of my white sweater red, which was particularly shocking.I was very sad and very angry. When my father got angry, he always hit me without saying a word, until you admit your mistake.I used to admit my mistakes even if I didn't know where I was wrong, but I didn't that time.I was trembling with anger, Wang Shikun gasped for being beaten, and my heart ached so badly.
My mother was crying in the living room: "Just admit your mistake, say that you don't dare anymore, that you are just playful, that you will never associate with him again, just say it!" '
I said: 'I'm right, I love him, even if he kills me, I won't admit it! '
My dad was so angry with me, he yelled: 'Get out, I never gave birth to you bastard, get out! '
I glared at my father angrily, and limped away with Wang Shikun.Later, it was discovered that Wang Shikun's back was purple from the beating, and he was even more unwilling to go home.The next night, my mother cried and begged me to go back, saying that my father had been lying on the bed since I left yesterday and that she had sneaked out without a drop of water.It will be [-] years old in a day, but we have made such a fuss.
I had no way to go back. Wang Shikun was beaten like this because of me, and he had to lie down for at least seven or eight days.I told my mother that I couldn't go back. Even if I broke up with Wang Shikun today, there will be a second Wang Shikun tomorrow.I only like men in my life, and I can't marry a wife and have children as they wish.
We left Huaicheng, went to Surui, and started our own lives, and no one mentioned sad things.But I didn't expect that the dream only lasted for three years. You said he liked me so much at the beginning and suffered so much from my dad for me, why did he change his mind so quickly?Doesn't he like men? Why can he sleep with women all of a sudden? "
Qiu Xi wiped away his tears with his fingers, this was something he couldn't figure out.
Yan Xudong hugged him in his arms, and kissed his forehead over and over again: "Maybe it's just for fun, maybe there are bigger interests that tempted him, maybe he really doesn't love you anymore."
"Do you know what it was like when I found out what he was hiding? I felt like I had eaten shit for more than three years. It was so disgusting that I ran to the toilet and vomited it out on the spot. We are all busy at work, and we are only busy at one o'clock at night. Time to meet, I thought this kind of thing would never happen if we trust each other, and the person who wants to cheat should be a man, why is it a woman?" Qiu Xi leaned on him, even though two years had passed, because he had never told anyone So I feel nothing when I hold it back, but when the gate is opened, I feel very uncomfortable and wronged.Abandoning his parents for such a person, he suddenly felt that he was an idiot and a jerk.Tears finally flowed out at this moment, the tears I had held back for two years.
He is not a fragile person who loves to cry. He didn't cry when he left home, and he didn't cry when he was betrayed by Wang Shikun, but now he couldn't control his tears.Telling the tragic first love to his current boyfriend, he felt very ashamed, and crying for the grievances of the year in front of the current boyfriend, he felt even more ashamed to see others.
Yan Xudong just hugged him, at this time he would not say comforting words, he knew that Qiu Xi didn't need his sympathy either, what he needed was a quiet and reliable company.
Qiu Xi got up from Yan Xudong's arms with red eyes, saw that Yan Xudong's shoulder was wet by herself, and couldn't help but blush: "I'm sorry, I made you laugh."
Yan Xudong felt that Qiu Xi, whose eyes were red from crying and tears were hanging on his face, was very cute, and he had the urge to bully him: "Just this once, don't say sorry to me in the future. I'm your boyfriend, be tolerant Everything about you, the past, present and future. I hope you will be happy every day with me, and I will try my best to be your happy fruit. Although you cry very charmingly, I still don’t want to look at your face To tears. If I had to, I'd like to be in another scene."
Qiu Xi blinked, just in time to blink a teardrop, her wet eyelashes flickered, and asked in a thick nasal voice: "What scene?"
Yan Xudong leaned close to his ear and said seductively, "On the bed."
Qiu Xi instantly turned into a crayfish, the sad atmosphere suddenly disappeared, and he stared at him without speaking.
Yan Xudong couldn't be honest when he was looked at by those wet and charming eyes, anyway, he was in the box, so he threw Qiu Xi down and kissed him enough.
Qiu Xi was out of breath after struggling out of his arms, and said angrily, "I'm getting cold if I eat or not."
"It's enough to eat you."
Qiu Xi pushed away the face staring at him: "Don't be a hooligan, eat quickly."
Yan Xudong only moved his mouth but did not move his hands: "For the rest of my life, I will only play hooligans to you, so feed me."
Qiu Xi was stunned by this confession, so he ignored the first half of the sentence and continued the second, saying, "Don't you have hands? You're not a child."
"Then I can feed you. It's not only for children. We are lovers, so we should feed each other. This is the fun between lovers." He said, picking up the bowl in a hurry, "Come on, open your mouth."
Qiu Xi stiffened her neck slightly: "I have a bowl."
Yan Xudong refused: "It's fine to eat my bowl, we even drank 'tea' just now, are you still afraid of eating my rice bowl?"
Qiu Xi quickly recalled what "tea" he was talking about, and couldn't help but blush again.
"Open your mouth, baby." Yan Xudong held up the bowl and chopsticks, as if he would not give up until he was fed.
Qiu Xi had no choice but to open his mouth and let him feed him.
Afterwards, the meal was very passionate and fragrant, and it was difficult for the two of them to hold back their guns on other people's territory.When leaving, Qiu Xi always felt that the waiter looked at him strangely, as if everything just happened had been watched, telling him that he just wanted to drill a hole.
After eating, I could catch a movie. This is what Yan Xudong had planned before. Eat, go shopping, watch movies, and do what all couples do.But after a meal, he just wanted to go home with Qiu Xi and have sex immediately, after all, he hadn't had sex for two days.He could bear it when he was single, but now he has a boyfriend, how could he bear the fact that he didn't have sex for two days? !
So he took Qiu Xi's hand and said, "Can I borrow your guest room for one night?"
Lincheng is very lively at night, people who love nightlife all ran out.It was the first time for Qiu Xi to be so close to others in public, and he was a little uncomfortable. He always felt that they were looking at him with strange eyes, which made him want to hide.
Yan Xudong noticed it immediately, but he held Qiu Xi's hand even harder, and passed the warmth through his palm: "Don't be afraid, people nowadays are very accepting of gays, and everyone will no longer look at him with strange eyes. We are. We just need to be natural and be the same as usual. Brother Qiu, we are no different from them, you are a social elite, and I am an angel in white, much better than those mediocre people, there is no need to feel inferior. "
After what the angel in white said, the social elite relaxed a little, but couldn't help speeding up his pace. The angel in white held his hand and didn't say anything, and smiled sweetly.The angel in white is to tell others that they are the best match.
After rolling the sheets, Qiu Xi lay on the bed exhausted and satisfied. Yan Xudong half hugged him and said, "Brother Qiu, do you want to go home?"
Qiu Xi's calm heart was disturbed by him again, and he kicked him angrily: "It was on purpose."
Yan Xudong smiled cheaply and then said seriously: "I didn't mean that, I want to tell you that I can accompany you back, but I will never let you leave them again, I will let my sincerity move them, tell them we They are living happily and beautifully. They will not lose their son, but will get an extra son, and I will honor them well."
"I originally wanted to take the piece of land in Huaicheng, and then I could go back. You know I dare not go back. I am now in Lincheng, only two or three hours away from Huaicheng, but when I thought of going back to Huaicheng I'm afraid."
"I know, being close to the hometown is timid. You haven't gone back for so many years, and you feel that you did something wrong back then, so you are even more afraid to go back and face them. But now that you have me, I will give you happiness, so you don't have to be afraid. "After speaking, he leaned over and kissed Qiu Xi again.
After rolling the sheets again, Qiu Xi was so sleepy that he fell asleep almost instantly.
Yan Xudong secretly glanced at him, then peeked at the trash can, the trick just now seemed to be broken.He swears he didn't buy a shoddy product or cut the cover secretly, but it did because it leaked when he took it off.
Yan Xudong couldn't help stretching out his hand to Qiu Xi's stomach after sleeping for a second, thinking that it wouldn't be such a coincidence, but at the same time hoping that it would be more coincidental.
Yan Xudong felt that he was so strong, even if some leaked in, he should be able to create a small life.With such secret thoughts, she hugged Qiu Xi sweetly and fell asleep.
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