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Chapter 9

Love makes people worry about gains and losses.Qin Yao often felt that Shen Wang just treated him as his neighbor's younger brother, the same as he treated Qin Yu, there was no difference.He, Qin Yao, was nothing more than getting carried away with the fact that he was Shen Wang's only playmate of the same age.

"The only playmate" is what he calls himself.Because apart from himself, he didn't see that Shen Wang had any other friends.

He remembered when Shen Wang was seven years old and said, "I don't need friends."

At that time, the Shen family had just moved across from the Qin family. Shen Qing brought his siblings to the Qin family as guests. Shen Wang sat opposite Qin Yao, silently staring at the rice in front of him, and ignored Qin Yao from the beginning to the end.

Qin Yao's childish nature likes to do things the other way around, and the more he is ignored, the more serious he becomes. Since then, he has followed Shen Wang's butt every day, shouting "Shen Wangwang" non-stop.

One day when he came back from school, Shen Wang finally asked him: "What do you do with me every day?"

"I want to make friends with you."

Xiao Shenwang said coolly, "I don't need friends."

These words left an indelible impression on little Qin Yao's heart. He didn't understand how to play without friends.So he became more curious about Shen Wang, so he became a follower for another three days.

It was Shen Wang who compromised first, and he said to Qin Yao: "From today on, you are my friend, don't follow me anymore."

"Hee hee, then you have to call me Yaoyao."

"Oh, Yaoyao."

Although Qin Yao was short-hearted, he also knew that Shen Wang couldn't stand his stalking, so he was forced to become his friend.

For this reason, he was sad for a while, but he quickly shifted his attention.

Because he discovered another special thing about Shen Wang——Shen Wang doesn't have a father.

It is said that Shen's father had passed away a long time ago, but Qin Yao didn't know the reason.I just remember that at that time, he was like a child eager to share toys, crying and saying to Ms. Fan, "Mom, I want Dad to be Shen Wangwang's dad too."

The child's words made the adults present laugh, Shen Qing coaxed him, "I hope my brother has his own father, Shen's father has gone away, and he will come back later."

It was only after the adults took turns to fight that Qin Yao's thoughts were dispelled.

Qin Yao felt ashamed of himself as a child, and at the same time admired Shen Wang's calmness and understanding.

However, Shen Wang kept everything in his heart, like a stuffed gourd, Qin Yao never understood his thoughts.

What on earth does he think of me?Why is he so nice to me?Does he like me?With these doubts in mind, Qin Yao gradually survived the long summer vacation.

He asked Shen Xi for news about Shen Wang almost every day.

"Sister Xixi, when will Aunt Shen and Shen Wangwang come back?"

"I don't know either, baby, let me ask."

……

"Sister Xixi, did Aunt Shen call you back? How long will it take for them to come back?"

"Hurry up, hurry up, don't worry."

Gradually, Qin Yao's remedial classes ended, and he began to be busy with remedial homework or spending time with his younger brother. Every afternoon, he found time to help his parents look at the food stall.Under the busy schedule, they still face each other every day, lest they miss the news from Shen Wang.

Young and ignorant, do not understand lovesickness.But when you fall in love with someone, you also learn to love.

Fortunately, before the end of August, Shen Wang finally came back.Qin Yao also used labor in exchange for the cost of buying birthday gifts.

On the evening of August 27, Qin Yao took Shen Wang to the Little Bird Hall in the city center, where the concert of the famous Russian singer Vitas was about to be held.

Qin Yao bought two concert tickets this year out of his own mind, and he planned to confess his love after the concert.

Birthdays, concerts, confessions.Putting three unconnected words together feels very romantic.

This is Qin Yao's style of romance, and he is willing to go all out.

The arena was packed with Vitas fans, Qin Yao and Shen Wang sat silently in the back row.Vitas's singing was very expressive. Even if Qin Yao couldn't understand it, he couldn't help roaring with everyone. After two hours, his voice became hoarse.

After coming out of the venue, Qin Yao asked, "Ah Wang, are you happy today?"

Shen Wang thought for a while, pinched his face and said, "Well, thank you, Yaoyao."

"Hey hey, be polite." Qin Yao covered his face and chuckled, he felt that he was getting more and more motherly.

It was almost ten o'clock when the concert ended, but some of Qin Yao's plans hadn't been implemented yet. Thinking that they spent such a wonderful night together, Qin Yao was satisfied, and even wanted to give up confessing his love. He was afraid of failure...but how could he give up on Shen Wang? Woolen cloth?

On the night of August, the wind was blowing warmly, making people sleepy. Qin Yao followed behind Shen Wang, entangled.Walking into the community without knowing it, there is a faint singing sound coming from a certain basement, probably an old man who picks up waste listening to the radio, and it happens to be playing "Love You Forever" which Ms. Just like you/love you love you I love you/I've loved you all my life..."

Qin Yao listened and sang aloud, and when the singing ended, he couldn't help holding Shen Wang, and blurted out: "Ah Wang, do you want to have an early date?"

"Huh?" Shen Wang stood by the wall, the moonlight shone on him, revealing a bit of tenderness.

Qin Yao gritted his teeth, approached him and said, "That's...do you want to have a boyfriend, like me..."

The air became quiet, the moon hid in the dark clouds, and there were no street lights around, it was pitch black, and no one could see anyone's expression clearly.After receiving no reply for a long time, Qin Yao panicked, tears crept out of his eyes silently, no one noticed, not even himself.

After a long time, Shen Wang sighed and asked, "Qin Yao, do you know what you are talking about? We are not adults, and you are not yet 17..."

"I'll be 17 next month..." Qin Yao was in despair. He knew he had been rejected, so he broke down in tears and said, "Shen Wang, I like you, I really like you, and I also like mangoes, strawberries, and yogurt... But when I see those people, my heart beats faster, but when I see you, my heart beats faster. Although I like to make trouble and talk nonsense, I really like you..."

Qin Yao was so sad that he was out of breath from crying.

Shen Wang had no choice but to wipe his tears with his hands, "Don't cry, did I bully you?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose... Hiccup, you won't hide from me in the future, right?" Qin Yao hiccupped from crying, he waved Shen Wang's hand away, and rubbed his eyes vigorously.

"No." Shen Wang clenched his hands and agreed.

"Hey, I will continue to work hard, good night!" Qin Yao got the promise and ran away in a hurry.

The moon showed his head again, illuminating his path and illuminating his lost heart.

Before going to bed, Qin Yao couldn't help but send Shen Wang a WeChat message: "Shen Wangwang, why don't you like me?"

After sending and modifying the settings, turn on the new message reminder function, select the sound and vibration, and then hug the phone and wait for a reply.

When he was drowsy and sleepy, he finally heard the sound, Qin Yao opened it in a daze, and saw that it said: "Yao Yao, I don't dislike you, I haven't thought about it before, I will think about it in the future ,Good night."

What do you mean, Shen Wang doesn't hate me?Will he consider it?Are you pitying me?Qin Yao read these two or three lines hundreds of times before falling asleep with half joy and half worry. However, he had a dream that he and Shen Wang were climbing a mountain. He was always half a meter behind Shen Wang and climbed to the At a high place, he had to hold on to the straws so as not to accidentally fall, and continued to climb and climb. Just when he was about to touch Shen Wang, the straws in his hand snapped, and finally he fell into the sky. In the whirlpool...

Qin Yao woke up from the dream, and after reminiscing about the thrilling process, he felt even more depressed.

If you don't even help him in his dreams, the secret love really has no way out.

He took out his phone to check the time. He had only slept for two hours.But he wanted to understand a lot in a short period of time. Qin Yao knew that he had fought all the way, and there was no way out. There must be a battle between him and Shen Wang, and if he wanted his dreams to come true, he had to be a brave man.

"Shen Wangwang, I want to chase you!"

Qin Yao sent a message firmly, then went to sleep.

In the Shen family a few meters away, Shen Wang couldn't fall asleep anymore after seeing that WeChat message.

He never thought that Qin Yao would confess his love to him and cry "I really like you".

Shen Wang has always had a clear goal, and will position everyone around him.

To him, Qin Yao is a neighbor and a playmate who grew up together. He takes care of Qin Yao and defends Qin Yao based on this.

However, Qin Yao broke the balance today, Shen Wang was confused for the first time.He didn't dislike Qin Yao's words, but he was too shocked and didn't know how to respond, so he could only politely refuse before he figured it out.

He couldn't give Qin Yao a perfect answer, and he was unwilling to let Qin Yao have expectations in an ambiguous situation.

Shen Wang is more transparent than his peers in many aspects, except that he has never been in a relationship, so he doesn't know what it means to like someone.

When the friendship was on the verge of shattering, he began to think about love.

When Shen Xi came home in the middle of the night, he saw his younger brother sitting in the living room in a daze, and was startled.

"Why don't you go back to sleep."

Shen Wang crossed his hands and supported his chin without raising his eyelids, and asked, "Sister, when did you start dating?"

Shen Xi threw the handbag on the sofa and looked at Shen Wang strangely. Whenever Shen Wang obediently called her sister, it meant that there was something wrong, "What do you mean, my sister has been receiving love letters since kindergarten, why do you ask this, you are in a puppy love ?”

Shen Wang shook his head and said hesitantly, "Some people say that their heart beats faster when they see me, I don't feel that way, but I don't hate him either, maybe it's a habit, I like to be nice to him, I don't want to hurt him, I'm afraid he will cry. "

Shen Xi was surprised, "So you got out of the order?"

"...No, I don't know my own mind, I feel that we are too young."

"Brother, what do you think love is? This is an eternal riddle. You may not be able to solve it when you are old. If you try it out, you may be able to write a step, otherwise you will never be able to get close to the answer. Young man If you like it, you really like it, don't think too much, you have to seize the opportunity to find a partner, if you miss this one, there will be no next one?"

Shen Wang admired, "The theory is rich, it's a pity I didn't see you bring your boyfriend home."

"Don't digress, sister's words have been honed through practice, if you don't believe me, go and test it, don't worry, I won't tell our mother, I'm going back to the house, go to bed early." Shen Xi got up and left.

Shen Wang replied seriously, "Well, sister, thank you."