sinovels Chapter 93 Chapter 93
Chapter 93 Chapter 93
Zipei, who was drunk on the bed, seemed to see her sister and mother in a daze. She also vaguely heard what they were talking about, but fell asleep in a daze after a while.
That night, Zipei had a long dream. She dreamed that Lin Yu vaguely looked like when she first met many years ago, walking towards her with a smile.She holds a large bouquet of platycodon flowers in her hand, and the sun shines on her face, so quiet and beautiful, like an angel waving wings in a fairy tale, every smile can soften the wind and make the world more affectionate …
But when Zipei stretched out her hands, ready to hug the person in front of her, Lin Yu suddenly had countless hands behind her, pulling her away forcefully.Zipei wanted to rush up and grab Lin Yu, but her feet seemed to be firmly stuck to the ground, and she couldn't move no matter how hard she tried; she wanted to call Lin Yu's name loudly, but her voice seemed to be choked by something. It was tightly blocked, she tried her best but couldn't make a sound.
Xiaoyu... Xiaoyu, don't go!
Sister: Pepe, wake up, Pepe!
Zipei opened her eyes suddenly amidst her exclamation. The light on the bedside was lit, and her sister was sitting beside her.She shook her heavy head, looked at her worried elder sister, unable to lean on her body, her mind was still full of the dream just now.
Zi Pei: Sister.
Sister: Is it a nightmare to see that you are sweating all over your body and your hair is wet.
My sister felt distressed and helped Zipei stroke the sweat-soaked hair on his forehead, a trace of worry flashed in his eyes.She was going home last night, but after seeing Zipei's appearance after drinking, she asked her brother-in-law to take the two children back, and she stayed with Zipei.At night, I chatted with my mother for a long time before going to sleep. An Sheng was woken up by Zi Pei just after falling asleep.
Zipei: Sister, I just dreamed about Xiaoyu, I dreamed that many hands pulled her away from me...I couldn't shout, I couldn't lift my feet...
Zipei choked up as he spoke, all the strength during the day was shattered by a dream.
Sister: It’s just a dream, why did you become a crybaby again?
While comforting Zipei, the elder sister frowned more and more as she thought about what Lin Yu said last night.
Zipei: Sister...
Sister: Well, Ang, Xiaoyu may come back in a few days, you are thinking about her, and she must be thinking about you too.It's all over now, isn't it?Think about when your parents didn't agree, you would rather not go home, when you were arguing and Xiaoyu almost did something stupid, now it's fine when you finally stabilize.You should understand that Xiaoyu has concerns. After all, she is the only daughter in the family, and she has too many responsibilities that she cannot escape.
Zipei leaned on her sister, just like when she was a child, she looked up at the stars in the sky in the yard and imagined what would happen when she grew up. She just listened quietly and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.
Sister: This road is difficult to walk. If you choose, you must be more patient than others, and you must have more trust and support between each other.What you have to strive for is to truly accept yourself in your heart, not the approval of others.You have the freedom to love each other, and others have the right not to support it, so as long as you feel with an authentic heart, what you do is right enough.The only ones who can support each other on this road are you, you didn't give up at the beginning, you should cherish it even more now...
Zipei: Sister, in fact, the moment I let Xiaoyu go back, I was prepared in my heart, but... just sometimes...
Sister: Silly girl, sister knows that you are suffering in your heart, so don't take care of things alone in the future, we are here!Loved ones are what you rely on when you are helpless and when you need it, you know?
Zipei: Sometimes I feel that I am strong enough, but sometimes I feel that I am so fragile.I thought that after going through all this, I finally understood how to love, but when faced with some voices, I still wanted to escape...
The older sister pulled Zipei to lean against the head of the bed, and put her arms around her shoulders. This strong and kind child has buried too many things in his heart.
Sister: Everyone has a vulnerable side. Even an omnipotent god will sometimes be vulnerable.So when learning to tolerate others, try to tolerate yourself, try to accept your own imperfections, we all need to live truly.I know that you want Xiaoyu to come back soon, but you don't want her to be in trouble. If you want her to finish what she should do, you will be tormented by longing, sister knows it all.
Zipei: Not long after Xiaoyu went back, once she was talking to her aunt and forgot to hang up the phone, and I heard them quarreling.I don't understand all the dialects, but I just vaguely heard my aunt saying that she will die if she doesn't have children...
It turned out that my sister and the mosquito were afraid that Zipei would know what she knew. For a while, my sister didn't know what to say to comfort her, so she just patted her on the shoulder lightly.
Sister: Then, have you ever thought about not letting Xiaoyu be born?After all, when a child is born, it is a concern, and one must be responsible for the child.
Zipei: I have thought about it, but I want Xiaoyu and I to live together in a truly carefree way, even if it takes a long time, even if it is only one day.On this day, we no longer have to worry about not explaining to anyone. On this day, we are just ourselves, and we don’t need to worry about who will look at us in such a way...
My sister's eyes became moist when she heard this, everything Lin Yu did was worthwhile, and everything Zipei did was also worth it!
The hour hand pointed to three o'clock in the morning, and Zipei and her sister were lying side by side on the bed, talking about the words that had been pressing on their hearts recently.My sister also talked to her a lot, things she had never said before, but she never revealed that Zipei lost her job because of her feelings. Since she didn't want everyone to worry about her, let her think in her heart that everyone never know it.
Family affection may be great in unconditional love, and there is another kind called willingness to fulfill for you!
The two of them were talking, and they didn't know who fell asleep first, but the door was gently pushed open and closed again...