please don't look at me

21

Ding Sha and his parents made online videos, and the content of the chat was nothing more than work and study.Work is about Ding Sha, and study is about my sister.The background of the video is the small bungalow they rented locally for a long time, and it can be seen that the atmosphere of Christmas has not dissipated, and those exotic decorations must also carry a lot of happy memories.

"Why don't you come to see us during the Spring Festival this year? Your sister just started college and has been doing a lot of activities recently. She said she can't go back to China for the time being."

"Damn girl..." Ding Sha scolded with a smile, "Could it be that she fell in love with some boy and was reluctant to leave, I remember she always made a fuss about going back to China to eat snacks."

The mother chuckled a few times, as if she didn't care much about her daughter's puppy love: "Let's not talk about her, how about you, have you found a suitable girl?"

Ding Sha was already prepared to face this question, he shook his head without hesitation: "No."

My mother always felt a little guilty about this, and she hesitated to say: "We have been abroad for a long time, and there are many things that we can't help you with..."

"Mom—" Ding Sha dragged his tone and interrupted his mother, "Are you going to be so pedantic? I don't want to hear anything about forced marriage from you and dad."

The wrinkles at the corners of the mother's eyes were squeezed more clearly by her smile. She said, "Which ear of yours heard that I forced a marriage, huh? I just hope that someone can take care of you for us."

Ding Sha touched his nose, grinned and said, "Don't worry, I'm well taken care of."

The mother stopped talking, and looked at her son lovingly through the display screen. Ding Sha had nothing to hide under her gaze, and almost blurted out the matter between himself and Yu Xin.But at this moment, he was not ready, so he could only find an excuse to end the conversation hastily.

He just came back from a neighboring province in the early hours of this morning. The contract that he thought would take a long time was actually settled in one go. Probably the people there also want to finalize everything before the new year arrives.

After finishing the video with his parents, Ding Sa closed the computer and shrank back into the warm blanket.

Today is the last day of the year, and there are many grand New Year's Eve events in the city center of Hongcheng. The company employees and friends of Hongcheng have invited Ding Sha to join in the fun.If it was before, he would probably be happy to go crazy, but now something is different.

He called Yu Xin: "Where are you?"

"At home. Are you back?"

Ding Sha hid half of his face under the quilt, and his voice was muffled and unclear: "Well... I arrived early this morning, and I fell asleep as soon as I got home, and I just woke up."

Listening to Yu Xin's soft smile, Ding Sha didn't speak, and the other side gradually became quiet.

They are not used to acting like a baby to each other, and the sweetness that only belongs to lovers seems unfamiliar, and silence has become the most frequent theme.

After a while, Yu Xin took the initiative to ask: "Tonight...is there any event, do you want to go outside for the New Year's Eve?"

Ding Sha asked back, "Do you want to go?"

"No, no, I was just thinking that there should be a lot of people asking you out."

Ding Sha replied helplessly: "That's true, but shouldn't I stay with you?"

There was silence on the other side for a while, but soon, the voice that was deliberately probing but couldn't hide the excitement came over: "Then... can you stay at home with me?"

"Okay, I'll stay in bed for a while, and I'll go find you later."

"it is good."

Ding Sha liked to hear Yu Xin say the word "good".Yu Xin was always not good at talking when facing him, and the simple word "good" seemed to contain all his happy mood.

"That's it, see you later."

Just as Ding Sha was about to end the call, Yu Xin suddenly shouted in a hurry: "Wait a minute—"

Ding Sha was puzzled: "Huh? What's the matter?"

Yu Xin murmured for a while, then stammered and asked, "Um... do you like Western food? I have learned to cook some Western food and desserts these days."

Ding Sha looked at the ceiling and sighed, "God, how lucky I am to have a boyfriend who is so passionate about cooking."

Yu Xin foolishly confirmed again: "So you can eat Western food?"

"Yes! No matter what you cook, I will finish it all." Ding Sha said boldly.

Yu Xin laughed a few times: "I hope you can eat it..."

Ding Sha swears that he really simply thinks that the word eat has only a literal meaning.So when he opened the door and saw Yu Xin wearing a long wig and a dark blue maid outfit, he was in a daze.

Yu Xin smiled at him, bent down and put the prepared fur slippers at Ding Sha's feet.

Ding Sha stuttered a bit: "What rhythm is this?"

Yu Xin still smiled and didn't answer, he waited for Ding Sha to change his shoes, then led him into the house by the hand.

The table has been set up. The staple food is the well-fried veal steak, and broccoli and cherry tomatoes are placed on the edge of the plate as decorations.In addition, of course there are essential red wine and desserts.If the background is changed, it can really compete with the dishes of high-end western restaurants.

But that's not the point at all, Ding Sha looked at Yu Xin who was standing obediently and silently with a strange expression, trying to guess his intentions.

Seeing that Ding Sha didn't sit down for a long time, Yu Xin stretched out her hand and tugged at his sleeve, and led him to the side of the seat.

Ding Sha sat down on the soft cushion in hesitation, took a sip of the red wine handed over by Yu Xin, still a little confused: "You, don't you sit?"

Yu Xin lowered her eyes and smiled, standing beside him, silent.

Ding Sha had no choice but to pick up the knife and fork first, and tasted the beef.

He praised: "Tender! Delicious!"

The corners of Yu Xin's mouth rose a bit more, and he put a few other side dishes in front of Ding Sha.

Ding Sha tasted them one by one, only regretting that he watched too few food shows, and couldn't express any deep praise, so he could only say "delicious".

However, no matter how delicious the dishes are, it is still very strange to have someone next to you staring at you eagerly.

Ding Sha took the napkin and wiped the corners of his mouth, then asked uncertainly, "Is the show... over?"

He really underestimated Yu Xin.

After a few minutes.

Ding Sa knelt on the bed to take off his clothes, he was a little nervous, his neck was covered with sweat, his collar was stuck and he couldn't take it off.

Yu Xin wanted to get up to help him, but Ding Sha hurriedly leaned back: "No, I'll do it myself... Hehe, your wig is of really good quality, I accidentally pulled it on just now and it didn't fall off."

……

Ding Sha really wanted to bite off his tongue.

After finally taking off his shirt, Ding Sha wiped the sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand: "Uh, come on."

Yu Xin never said a word, he was still wearing the same dress, and lightly put his hands on Ding Sha's chest.

The two looked at each other for a while, then kissed.

Ding Sha was also a little emotional, he tugged at the lace on Yu Xin's shoulder: "Let me help you undress, huh?"

Yu Xin shook her head, turned around, grabbed Ding Sha's right hand, and guided him to reach in from under the hem of the skirt.

Ding Sha touched his slender legs first, and his heart skipped a beat, only then did he understand what it meant when Yu Xin asked him that he liked black and white silk during a chat a few days ago.

Hmm... I hope he doesn't swallow too loudly at this moment.

He touched Yu Xin's underwear, which was slightly wet, probably because he had stretched it in advance.

Ding Sha pulled his trousers down, and slowly rubbed them up.

He thought, probably tonight can be the last.

Both of them were short of breath.The wide skirt covered most of Yu Xin's body, and her fake long hair brushed Ding Sha's arms from time to time, which made him even more crazy.

He put both hands in from Yu Xin's hem, put them on Yu Xin's waist, squeezed them hard, then groped down, rubbed his soft buttocks, and then flowed out along the buttocks A little lube down again...

He touched Yu Xin's long legs repeatedly, and the desire in his heart did not increase but decreased.

Ding Sha ripped off some of the white stockings on Yu Xin's legs, and hooked his fingers in to confirm.

"Yu Xin, did you shave your legs?" Ding Sha suddenly asked in a deep voice.

Yu Xin was kneeling on the bed, buried her head in the pillow, her whole body was a little short of oxygen, she didn't react to Ding Sha's words for a while.

Ding Sha couldn't wait for an answer, turned over Yu Xin's body, raised his skirt, and checked Yu Xin's lower body.

Yu Xin sensed that the atmosphere was not right, and asked in a low voice tremblingly, "What, what's wrong?"

Ding Sha ripped off Yu Xin's underwear, his eyes turned red.

Yu Xin couldn't resist his gaze, and wanted to hide back, but Ding Sha clamped his feet with great force, forcing him to spread his legs wider.

After a long time, Ding Sha asked in disbelief, "Did you shave off all your body hair to wear this suit?"

Yu Xin's eye circles were a little red, he didn't understand why Ding Sha suddenly became so angry, and replied softly: "I thought...you would like it."

Ding Sha broke down and let go of his hand, holding his cheek: "My God, how could you think I like this!"

Yu Xin pouted and rubbed her red ankle, muttering, "You were hard just now."

Ding Sha was powerless to argue: "I, I... Well, I don't hate this, but you don't have to dress yourself up as a girl for me! What I mean is, I don't want you to make so many changes for me ...it made me feel bad about myself."

Ding Sha was at a loss for words, he just felt annoyed that Yu Xin was always accommodating himself, but he couldn't make any changes because of him.

Ding Sha quickly took off Yu Xin's annoying long skirt, hugged him naked in his arms, and asked softly, "You want to be with me that much..."

"No!" Yu Xin interrupted him anxiously, "I don't want to force you, it's just, it's just me..."

Ding Sha sighed: "I understand, I like you very much too. But I don't know what's wrong with me, I still can't face this matter. I may... maybe I'm not ready yet."

Ding Sha bent down and saw several thin red cuts on Yu Xin's bare calf, and said distressedly, "Did you do it yourself?"

Yu Xin blushed, and could hardly raise her head: "Uh... It's my first time doing it, so I'm not proficient."

Ding Sha touched those small wounds with his mouth, sat up and flicked his forehead: "Don't do this kind of thing in the future!"

Yu Xin hugged her head and whimpered, "I'm sorry."

The two silently shifted their gazes to the dark blue dress thrown into the corner.

"Then...well, what should I do, it seems...it's quite expensive."

Ding Sha said helplessly: "Put it away first."

Now, both of them are actually thinking, it's a pity that they didn't make it on this day.

The author has something to say: I feel like I just did this, and I always have some regrets.

Let [Straight Man] Ding Su struggle a little longer!

I was chatting with a friend before, and I asked him why he hadn't made it to the end with his boyfriend for so many years.

He just said he was a little scared.

Whether it is to do 1 or 0, he feels that he can't do it.

He was terrified at the thought of it.

I was very puzzled when I heard it.

Thinking about it later, I understood his feelings very well.