Chapter 50
Chapter 50
Meeting is always too unexpected.
Even though Xu Mu had searched for any place where Song Qing might go, even in X University, he went in and looked around, but he couldn't find anyone.
But today, because he felt a little embarrassed about living in Wanchenle's house, he thought of taking the initiative to buy some daily necessities, but when he turned around, he saw Song Qing at the egg place.
Song Qing held two boxes of eggs in his hand and compared them back and forth. He frowned and couldn't decide which one to choose. His slightly long bangs covered his forehead, and only the side face and the corners of his eyes were slightly exposed.
Xu Mu hadn't had time to experience the trance feeling of not seeing each other for a day like three autumns, Xiao Bie Sheng was newly married, and the sea was once difficult, Song Qing seemed to have noticed something, and raised his head.
was found.Xu Mu's throat slid up and down, unable to utter a word.
Song Qing also didn't expect to meet Xu Mu at this time and this place, which obviously didn't match his plan.
Perhaps out of some unspeakable guilt, after staring at Xu Mu awkwardly for two or three seconds, Song Qing chose to drop the egg in his hand without hesitation and ran away.
Xu Mu was caught off guard, and his outstretched hand only had time to touch Song Qing's clothes.There were so many people in the supermarket, Song Qing was flexible, and after only a few seconds of hesitation, Xu Mu could only see his back.Poor him, he has saved up a lot of words to tell Song Qing, and wants to tell him that the matter is settled, and he will never hide anything from him again.But they left him with a back view, and now, he couldn't even see the back view.Xu Mu only felt extremely bitter in his heart.
Song Qing stopped at the place where women's clothing was sold, squatted down, held his knees, and took a deep breath.Xu Mu probably didn't catch up.This made him both annoyed and relieved.
Why did Xu Mu seem to have lost weight? He must have not eaten properly.
Well.Just wanted to pounce on him and kiss him.Fortunately, he ran away.
Song Yuling's timely phone call interrupted his imagination, and Song Qing frowned in dissatisfaction.But immediately, he didn't know what he thought of, and a smile appeared on his face again.
Aggrieved and walking alone in the supermarket crowd, Xu Mu's heart was full of sadness.Song Qing's various behaviors seemed to tell him that he didn't want to see him.Could it be that all these behaviors of myself are self-indulgent, maybe the card left behind is really just a breakup fee.When the phone rang, he was still immersed in his emotions, and he only managed to pick it up at the last second. Feeling a little depressed, he gave a faint feed.
Song Yuling snorted silently on the other end, but looking at Song Qing, he couldn't help softening his tone, "Xu Mu?"
Xu Mu regained consciousness, the voice didn't sound like someone he knew. "I am, you are?" For some unknown reason, he used the honorific title, and then secretly scolded himself, when did he become so polite.
"I'm Song Qing's uncle." Song Yuling didn't want to talk nonsense with him, so he directly explained his identity.
Xu Mu was startled, uncle?Uncle Song Qing is back?So what does this call mean?Discovering the relationship between him and Song Qing, Xingshi came to question him?He wasn't sure if the relationship between Song Qing and his uncle had eased, so he could only ask tentatively, "Then what's the matter with you?"
Song Yuling snorted unhappily, "Stop talking nonsense, don't come to the coffee shop on the far left on the first floor, the matter between you and Song Qing is useless."
After hanging up the phone, Xu Mu was still in a trance.
What do you mean? This is it.This is commonly known as meeting the parents!If you don't come, there's no show, so does that mean there will be a show when you come! !
It took Xu Mu 10 minutes to find the place designated by Song Yuling, still relying on Song Qing's faintly visible side face blocked by a large potted plant.
Song Yuling made a displeased face.
Song Qing also lowered his head and fiddled with his fingers, as if he didn't intend to speak.
After not seeing each other for a few days, Xu Mu's attention was fixed on Song Qing's fingers, and he couldn't bear to move them away.
Well, I really want to be his finger.
"You are Xu Mu?"
After a long while of relative silence, Song Yuling opened his mouth to speak with dignity in his tone.
Xu Mu subconsciously glanced at Song Qing, and nodded slightly when he saw that he didn't respond.
"Hmph," Song Yuling sneered, looked him up and said, "A young man with no money, no talents, and a face that can still see, what right does he have to despise my nephew?"
"Ah?" Xu Mu was dumbfounded.
"Let me tell you, Song Qing can't be bullied by everyone. If you don't like him..." Song Yuling wanted to beat the young man while the iron was hot.Unexpectedly, Song Qing said suddenly, "Uncle..." A soft address, but his tone was full of loss and frustration, and he also begged together vaguely.
Song Yuling coughed, and swallowed what he hadn't finished speaking. After thinking about it, he was still a little unwilling, and said to Xu Mu, who had no reaction, "I don't understand the deviousness of you young people. , but if you let me know that he has been wronged by you, hum, don't blame me for being rude!"
Xu Mu was so shocked that he couldn't speak, and just nodded blankly.
Song Yuling looked up at him again with disgust, picked up the magic mirror on the table and put it on, "You guys talk about it yourself," and then specifically asked Song Qing, "Don't be too late, come back after you finish talking !"
Xu Mu's resentful eyes drifted over, Song Qing nodded and responded in a low voice.
After Song Yuling left, only two people remained.
It was Song Qing who was calm and relaxed.
It was Xu Mu who was at a loss and looked confused.
He couldn't help but pull Song Qing's clothes corner, with a flattering expression, "Song Qing."
Song Qing glanced at him, put down the quilt that had been in his hands to keep warm, got up and walked straight to the bathroom.Xu Mu got bored, but he still got up and went with him.
Just entering the bathroom, Song Qing turned around, grabbed Xu Mu's collar before he had time to react, dragged him into a separate door, and bolted the door neatly.Song Qing narrowed his eyes, raised one leg and stood on the toilet, suppressed Xu Mu with his whole body, and looked at him expressionlessly.
His hand was still on Xu Mu's neck, Xu Mu couldn't help swallowing, "Song Qing."
"What my uncle said is not true, he misunderstood some things, so you don't have to take it seriously."
"How can I do that!" Xu Mu cried out, impatiently explaining, "Song Qing, listen to me, I've settled everything, I've taken care of everything, and I won't hide it from you anymore, you, Can you go back with me?" He was a little incoherent, and even cautiously flattered him at the end.
"Solution? Then if I don't leave, are you going to stay silent for the rest of your life?" Song Qingyu sarcastically said every word without politeness, "That's right, there's no need to hide it for a lifetime. After a few months of lying, it will be broken up in two. Yes, it’s easy to save..."
"Song Qing? I didn't!" Xu Mu leaned against the wall slumped, as if he had lost all his courage, "I really didn't think so..."
Song Qing turned his head and blinked vigorously, suppressing the distress in his eyes, then turned his head with an understatement expression, "Then what are you talking about? Chen Yixin? Chen Shiqing? You hide so much, is this your attitude?!"
Xu Mu never thought that he would be forced to such a point, and he would still be the one he loves the most.
Song Qing had already loosened the confinement on him, watching him slide down his body step by step, his voice choked up, and he seemed to have been stabbed in his heart.
"Song Qing, I really can't, there's nothing I can do." Xu Mu covered his face with his hands, tired and embarrassed.
"My mother is a mistress, you know? I can't accept that my so-called father tramples her love under his feet and dismisses it. He didn't even think of finding me until he needed an heir. Before that, he didn't even know my love. Existence. And my mother traded my stay for her to go away. The ridiculous thing is that I was the last to know. In this way, my mother has a new family, a new lover, and I will always be a Man. I can't convince myself of my parentage, I can't imagine seeing any sympathy in your face.
Song Qing squatted down, grabbed one of his hands, and pressed the only kiss in such a long time to the corner of his reddened eyes.
"How can you be so unconfident in yourself?" Song Qing's voice was very gentle, as if there had never been any grievances and separation between them.
"You are you, you are Xu Mu. When I met you, you had nothing. But now, you still have nothing but me. Your mother gave you the first 30 years of life. Can you give me the next few decades?"
There is always someone who will love your soul with nothing.Only now did Xu Mu truly feel the truth of these words.He buried his head on Song Qing's shoulder and said hoarsely, "You just bullied me."
"Yes, yes, my fault. There will be no next time." Song Qing put his arms around his shoulders, and said the most romantic sentence in this unromantic place, "You are my light, forever imprinted on my heart In the dark."
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51 chapter
The adjective "shameless" refers to Song Qing and Xu Mu.
Obviously Xu Mu was still immersed in the complicated emotions of uncovering the last layer of disguise in front of Song Qing in the last second, but in the next second Song Qing suddenly moved up to him ambiguously, and gently sucked between his collarbone, he Then he could no longer speak.
Fingers slid down his waist, poking inside vaguely, Song Qing blew wickedly into the stunned Xu Mu's ear, "It's playing in the toilet, don't you come?"
What a rascal!
Xu Mu took a deep breath of the not-so-fresh air, and violently broke away from Song Qing's confinement. He pushed him against the wall against the guest, and blocked the chattering mouth.
Song Qing rubbed his sore waist and endured the discomfort in his lower body, secretly cursing in his heart that such a thing would never happen again.I have to free up a hand to comfort the shameless person who is belatedly shy.Xu Mu rested on the seat and was held by his hand, he couldn't help shaking his body, glanced at Song Qing furtively, his ears turned red immediately, and turned his gaze out of the window to stop looking at him.Song Qing squeezed his fingers amusedly, and looked out of the window.
The taxi driver looked at the two people in the back seat strangely through the rearview mirror. They were sitting so far away, but they were still holding hands.The well-informed, he yelled in his heart, think you are blind!
The house that I haven't lived in for a few days is deserted and deserted.Even the two pairs of fluffy slippers that were originally placed were missing one each, and they were lying together alone.Song Qing stepped into the living room with bare feet, and found two other slippers at the door of the bedroom. The little rabbits decorated on them were squeezed crookedly, as if they had been wronged.
Xu Mu has been a little absent-minded since he entered the house. He watched Song Qing put on his slippers, open the closet, take out a set of pajamas and go straight to the bathroom. He moved his lips, but he still didn't say anything.
Song Qing seemed to have discovered something, turned around and raised an eyebrow at him, raised the clothes in his hand, "Do you want to go together?"
"Ah?" Xu Mu was a little dumbfounded and didn't react for a long time.
Song Qing simply walked back, dragged him into the bathroom, and turned on the shower.
It wasn't until he and Song Qing were lying side by side in the warm blanket that Xu Mu hesitated and said, "Song Qing."
"Yeah." Song Qing closed his eyes, took his hand and put it on his waist, "Knead."
Under Song Qing's warm skin, Xu Mu paused before continuing to ask, "Is that all?"
He asked inexplicably, but Song Qing answered unambiguously, "Otherwise, what else will happen? Crying, making trouble, and hanging yourself? I didn't think about it at first."
Too understatement, Xu Mu suddenly became a little angry, "I am alone now, and I have broken away from the Chen family."
Song Qing still didn't open his eyes, and said, "It's okay, you still have me."
"I gave Chen Shiqing your card," he spat out the address awkwardly, "he told me to get out."
"Well, get the hell out of here with me."
"My mother is a junior."
Hearing this, Song Qing finally understood the awkward meaning in his words.He thought for a while, turned over and sat up leaning against the head of the bed, and stretched out his hand to pull up the inexplicably awkward person, looked him in the eyes and said, "My mother committed suicide, she jumped off the track."
"..." Xu Mu was startled suddenly, looking at Song Qing's plain expression, he wanted to hug and comfort him, but he felt uncomfortable, and it took him a long time before he replied, "My mother abandoned me and formed a new relationship with someone else. family."
"My father is gay and abandoned my mother." Song Qing turned his head away from Xu Mu's reaction, and simply made it clear to him, "My mother accidentally fell off the train when she was going to find him by train. But it should be on purpose..."
Xu Mu didn't know if it was painful or sad for Song Qing to uncover the scars of the past in front of him like this, he only knew that he was already very sad.The emotion called distressed fermented and spread in his heart, which made him no longer care about his little temper, and only wanted to hold his Song Song tightly in his arms without saying anything.
Song Qing leaned his head on Xu Mu and smiled slightly, "Xu Mu, actually, I'm not telling you this to be more pitiful to you. It's just a basic plan to be a partner who is going to spend the rest of my life with you. I would, so I said it. If life brings you unhappiness in the first place, we can only make up for it by becoming happier later on.”
Having said that, he gently squeezed Xu Mu's palm, "Some unhappiness is inherent, and I didn't intend to let it last for a lifetime."
Song Qing is probably the kind of person with strong action, he said, so he did that.
Whether it's Duan Chengxia or Song Yuling, he will let everyone who has something to do with his life know that Xu Mu exists. This is his lover, even though he is male and is not accepted by the world.But here it is the treasure of his life.
Song Qing still didn't go back that night. In fact, Xu Mu didn't stop him, probably because he knew that Song Yuling had reconciled with him.But Song Qing saw that the house was obviously deserted during this time, and even some things in the refrigerator began to deteriorate, so he chose to keep them.Song Yuling didn't say anything, but his little assistant called and asked him if he wanted to change his clothes with a hint of trepidation in his tone.Song Qing smiled, looked past the person who had been listening to him talking on the phone and pretending to be carelessly swiping his phone, refused, and hung up the phone.
"Song Qing, isn't this bad..." Xu Mu asked hesitantly as Song Qing rummaged through the boxes to find clothes for him.
"What's wrong, didn't you always want to go?" Song Qing frowned and looked at the clothes in the closet, answered his question, kept moving his hands, and finally picked out a plaid shirt he was satisfied with Come with a plush vest.
Xu Mu stretched his hands and let Song Qing put on this obviously student-like clothes for him, while lowering his eyes and said, "I just want to take a look, I didn't expect to be so upright."
Song Qing raised his eyebrows and looked at this man who was obviously starting to worry. He unbuttoned two buttons for him, and touched his collarbone with his lips, "Xu Mu, do you know that I am different from you?"
He raised his head and looked at Xu Mu with clear eyes, "You have concerns, and you are used to leaving a way out for yourself. But I, since I was a child, knew that I can't leave a way out for myself, otherwise the only chance may slip away."
The third class of finance caused a commotion when it was in class today.
The reason is that the department grass in their class who has always been high-key and low-key and doesn't like to talk to anyone asked for leave for a week finally came to class today. He was not alone, and he shook the hand of another person who was obviously not from the school, more than ever. high profile.
More importantly, it was a man.
It wasn't until the teacher came to the class that the upsurge subsided.The teacher of microeconomics is an old lady of a certain age. When she saw Song Qing coming, she asked a few words in a friendly manner.Song Qing answered calmly, Xu Mu's hands hanging on both sides were a little sweaty.It's too challenging here, he never thought that Song Qing would be so daring to bring him directly to the class, and still be so high-profile.All kinds of gazes and whispered discussions around him made him a little anxious.After Song Qing sat down, he leaned towards him naturally, and naturally answered a girl in the front row who asked in a low voice, "Song Qing, are you a couple?"
Xu Mu suddenly became nervous. At that moment, he suddenly didn't know what kind of answer he was expecting.Obviously, it should be very sensible to hope that he will answer no, he will not care, this is a public place.But his heart was pounding violently, as if telling him, that's not the case, he wasn't expecting this answer.Until Song Qing answered softly but firmly.
"Yes."
He seemed to hear the sound of blossoming in his heart, just like the fireworks they watched together before, one by one bloomed.Song Qing turned his head to look at him, and asked with a smile, "Isn't it?"
He heard himself answer, "Yes."
Very firm, very sure.
He suddenly felt relieved.What else would he have to be afraid of in front of this man?Even though he lost his job and the love of his parents, he still has him. This is really the luckiest thing in the world.
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