paranoid dependence

Chapter 12 Lack of Love

Liang Qiu originally wanted to take Shen Nian to eat something delicious to change his mood, but Shen Nian looked like a walking dead, so Liang Qiu directly waved his hand to stop the car and took Shen Nian home.

On the way, she also sent a message to Su Xiaoxiao, asking her and his father to go out first and come back later.

He understood Shen Nian, and knew that the last thing Shen Nian wanted to face at this time was other people's concerns, that would make him feel very pitiful, although he was indeed pitiful.

When getting out of the car, Shen Nian saw clearly where Liang Qiu brought him, hesitant, Liang Qiu smiled:

"There's no one in the house."

Only then did Shen Nian lose his worries, and went upstairs with Liang Qiu.

Sure enough, there was no one at home, so Liang Qiu took Shen Nian's shoes for him to change into, and asked him: "Do you want to go to bed first? Or do you want to eat something? I'll go out and buy it for you, and I can make it, but I'm not good at it. Great."

Shen Nian looked at him: "I want to take a bath."

Shen Nian is a bit obsessed with cleanliness, he fell down again today, and was in the hospital, so he probably would have suffered a long time ago.

"Okay, I'll get you pajamas. I keep your pajamas all the time, but you haven't come to sleep for a long time, so I don't know if you are too young."

Shen Nian's home clothes are spared by Liang Qiu, he will come to live occasionally, and it is inconvenient to wear Liang Qiu's all the time, so Liang Qiu asked him to bring a set for himself, just in case, but Liang Qiu said That's right, he hasn't been here for a long time, and the clothes are also from last year.

Shen Nian took her clothes and went to the bathroom, but was stopped by Liang Qiu before opening the door:

"You can't touch the water with your hands, let me wrap you with a plastic wrap?"

I don't know how it happened, the wound on Shen Nian's hand had already been bandaged, but now it was still soaked in blood, Liang Qiu held the plastic wrap but didn't know how to do it, so he simply ignored it:

"Okay, just wash it like this, you have to deal with this wound later, why is it so serious?"

Shen Nian looked down and said:

"I slapped Gu Zhi."

"Huh?" Liang Qiu thought he heard it wrong: "What did you say?"

Shen Nian knew that he heard it, but he couldn't believe it, so he looked up at Liang Qiu, and didn't repeat what he said just now, but Liang Qiu looked at Shen Nian's expression and knew that he was not hallucinating, and immediately wanted to take a picture of Shen Nian. shoulder, but was afraid of his pain, so in the end he patted his thigh hard and said:

"Good fight!"

"But next time you let me do it. You have injuries on your hands and you are not strong enough. I should beat that little pervert! I can be tougher."

Shen Nian smiled: "Okay, if there is a chance next time, I will call you."

Liang Qiu looked at the forced smile on Shen Nian's face, raised his head and rubbed his hair: "What next time, it's impossible, he can't bully you anymore, from now on we will unilaterally crush you."

"Okay." Shen Nian said.

Shen Nian went to take a bath, Liang Qiu was not idle, went out to the community clinic to get medicine for Shen Nian, and called Su Xiaoxiao on the way to tell them not to come back, just find a place to live, Su Xiaoxiao didn't know what happened What's the matter, but from Liang Qiu's tone, he knew that the problem was not small, so he asked:

"Is Xiao Nian okay?"

Liang Qiu had already walked to the door of the community clinic, and looked up at the sky when he heard this sentence: "Mom, you said that even your old neighbor can care about Xiao Nian and know that he is a good boy, why doesn't Uncle Shen know that? ?”

Su Xiaoxiao was stopped by the question, and Liang Qiu didn't wait for the answer any longer, she said "I still have something to do" to the other end of the phone and hung up.

Liang Qiu bought the medicine and asked the doctor what to do before leaving. On the way back, he bought some food, all of which were light. After all, Shen Nian couldn't eat spicy food now. He guessed that Shen Nian was not in the mood to eat right now. , but still bought a lot in sevens and eights.

When she got home, Shen Nian had finished washing, and was holding the untied gauze, not knowing where to put it.

"Just throw it in the trash can." Liang Qiu put the things down: "I'll go downstairs to throw it away later."

Shen Nian originally thought it was not good to throw these bloody things in the trash can, and was afraid that Liang Qiu's parents would be shocked when they came back, but after hearing Liang Qiu's words, Shen Nian felt relieved and threw the gauze in the trash In the bucket, I pulled two more paper towels to cover it.

Liang Qiu was amused by his actions, and sat down on the sofa:

"Come here, I'll give you medicine."

Shen Nian sat beside Liang Qiu, and passed her hand over. The wound was covered with water, and the edges turned white. It looked terrifying. Liang Qiu raised his eyes and looked at him:

"Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"It's not as good as what's in your heart, is it?" Liang Qiu asked him while disinfecting him: "Xiao Nian, whoever encounters this will not feel good, don't bear it, if you want to cry, cry, I will If I don't laugh at you, I want to cry."

"I don't want to cry." Shen Nian said, "There's nothing I want to cry."

Shen Nian's tone was very light, as if he wasn't the one who went through these things just now, Liang Qiu looked up at him for a while, but didn't say anything else, sterilized him, applied medicine, and carefully bandaged his wound : "Don't touch the water again, infection is no joke."

"it is good."

Liang Qiu took the medicinal wine again, patted his leg, asked Shen Nian to put his bruised leg on top, and wiped the medicinal wine on him, Shen Nian was not well and kept bothering Liang Qiu, so he wanted to come by himself, Liang Qiu also He didn't insist, got up and went to the kitchen with his things: "Then you apply the medicine and come over to eat."

"Okay." He seemed to be the only answer.

Shen Nian and Liang Qiu thought about the same thing at the dinner table, they ate very little and had no appetite for anything, but Liang Qiu was already quite content, after such a thing happened, it was not easy for Shen Nian to still be willing to eat something. If this happened to him, he might already be on the train fleeing the city by now.

Liang Qiu kept looking at Shen Nian from time to time, Shen Nian could feel it even if he didn't look at Liang Qiu, and answered his doubts directly without making him wait too long:

"Gu Zhi did it on purpose."

Liang Qiu was stunned for a moment, and immediately dropped his chopsticks after realizing it: "Did he do it on purpose? Did he get into a car accident on purpose? Why did he drag you because he wanted to die? Or did he just want you to die? I really underestimated this little pervert." He is dead, and he can do such a thing! What does he want to do?"

Shen Nian was just as angry as Liang Qiu when he was confirmed, that's why he slapped Gu Zhi, but now he has calmed down, and he can say many things calmly:

"His goal is not me, but my father."

Shen Nian looked at Liang Qiu's increasingly suspicious eyes, and said:

"He will do such a move today, and he just wants my dad to come back. He has been hostile to me since the first day he first came to the house, and he has clearly told me to keep me away from my dad. He doesn't like me getting too close to my dad, and he doesn't like my dad caring about me."

After saying this, Shen Nian also told Liang Qiu about Gu Zhi's anomaly in front of her after he came home.

"I..." Liang Qiu thought for a long time and didn't know what words he should use to describe his feelings. He sat down on the chair, and finally he could only say: "I, I can't understand."

"I kind of understand." Shen Nian looked at Liang Qiu: "It's so lacking in love, finally someone who takes care of him, likes him, so he wants to take it for himself and not let anyone touch it, probably because of possessiveness Bar."

It took Liang Qiu a long time to hold back a sentence from this incomprehensible emotion:

"You are missing too!"

No one understands how Shen Nian grew up better than Liang Qiu, but Shen Nian, who has neither father nor mother nor love, is not even gentle, kind and tolerant like Gu Zhi.It would be too scary if everyone who lacked love was like Gu Zhi.

Shen Nian did not deny the fact that she also lacked love, and smiled lightly, as if mocking herself.

Liang Qiu was silent for a few seconds, still unable to understand: "That's your father! It's not his."

Shen Nian nodded: "Yes, but Gu Zhi can see clearly what kind of relationship between me and my dad. If my relationship with my dad is really good, I believe Gu Zhi will not do this. At least he won't show his hole cards on the first day and tell me clearly what he wants. The reason why he did this is probably because he has seen the fragile relationship between me and my dad. Hit it."

"This matter can't just be left alone." Liang Qiu was so angry that he couldn't even eat anymore: "It's so aggrieved, we have to tell Uncle Shen, let him know what kind of person Gu Zhi is."

Shen Nian looked at Liang Qiu and said nothing, but Liang Qiu quickly understood something in Shen Nian's eyes:

"You...you said it."

"Yeah." Shen Nian lowered his head and poked the rice in the bowl: "He doesn't believe me."

"It's because you said what Gu Zhi did, that's why your father wants..." Liang Qiu didn't continue, he really felt sorry for Shen Nian.

But Shen Nian didn't seem to have any special feelings, and even smiled and said:

"I slapped Gu Zhi, and my dad wanted to give it back to me. Thinking about it, there seems to be nothing wrong."

"What's right?" Liang Qiu stood up angrily, and his movements were so large that the chairs behind him hit the floor. He didn't care about it, and just went back and forth in the restaurant like that: "You hit Gu Zhi? As a matter of course, he deserved it, what did you do wrong? Why did Shen Chongshan hit you? Gu Zhi is really not his son?"

Shen Nian got up, walked over to help the chair up, and said, "I don't know."

If it was only the status of a friend's son, Shen Nian felt that Shen Chongshan would not treat Gu Zhi so well. If there are women and sons outside, it is not incomprehensible, but Shen Chongshan can clearly tell himself.

Are you afraid that Shen Nian won't be able to accept it?Or do you not want to damage his image in the eyes of others?

Shen Nian didn't know, couldn't figure it out, and didn't want to explore anything.

Whatever is good, it has nothing to do with me.Shen Nian himself doesn't want to get involved anymore, whatever their relationship is, whatever they get along with, it's fine, he doesn't want to get involved.

Shen Nian's calmness did not affect Liang Qiu, he was still very irritable, he was still aggrieved, complained for Shen Nian, he couldn't just let it go, he was too aggrieved, but he didn't have any good way to get rid of it. Go teach Gu Zhi and Shen Chongshan a lesson.

Beat it up?Gu Zhi is lying down in the hospital now.

"No." Liang Qiu said, "I must let your father know what kind of person Gu Zhi is. Don't you think it's scary to have such a child by your father's side? If your father doesn't believe you now, then there is no proof." Is it? Why don't we find the evidence? Your dad will always believe it, right?"

What Liang Qiu said didn't seem to be wrong, but Shen Nian just knew that even if the evidence was put in front of Shen Chongshan, he would still not do anything to Gu Zhi, and maybe he would give him more because of his lack of love. .

Without Shen Nian speaking, Liang Qiu knew that this was not a good way, so he sighed silently.

What happened today was bad enough, Shen Nian finally calmed down, and Liang Qiu didn't want to drag him to keep talking about these unpleasant things.

"Don't talk about it." Liang Qiu smiled and sat down again: "There will always be a way. You will live with me for a few days, and we will talk about it in two days."

Shen Nian really didn't want to think about it any more, and nodded: "Okay."