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Chapter 189 You Are Not My Daddy

Ye Xiaolou couldn't forgive Lou Xueyi, because he still couldn't hate this person.

When he was a teenager, there were countless nights when he had killing intent in his eyes, trying to kill this person, although he knew it was impossible, let alone Lou Xueyi's own martial arts were unfathomable, Lou Xueyi alone Ye Xiaolou was not sure that he could fight against those guards.

Maybe he is simply too weak, and maybe he wants to get rid of it.

But for Ye Xiaolou now, all that is not important anymore.

Ye Xiaolou's feelings for Lou Xueyi have always been very complicated, but many years later, when he saw this man again in this dream world, apart from the first shock and disbelief, he was not as strong as before. And complicated mood.

"You're not my dad." Ye Xiaolou looked at him and said word by word, "My dad, he wouldn't look at me like that."

Lou Xueyi stared at him motionlessly, with a moment of disbelief in her eyes.

"You've grown up..." Lou Xueyi lowered her eyelashes slightly, and gently stroked the scars on Ye Xiaolou's face with his fingers, with gentle movements, with a hint of guilt.

"I should have told you all this time." Lou Xueyi's voice was low and hoarse, there was no teasing smile in his eyes, but a faint sadness instead, "it was not Xueyi who killed Wan'er people on the floor."

"I know." Ye Xiaolou paused and said in a low voice, "But he did die because of you."

Lou Xueyi smiled slightly.

He seemed to have seen Ye Xiaolou grow up from a young and immature child to what he is now in an instant, and Ye Xiaolou's appearance is exquisite and beautiful, even better than before, and his eyes when looking at him are completely different from before .

He is no longer the Ye Shaoqing who used to wholeheartedly and always only looked at the landlord of Xueyilou.

Lou Xueyi lowered her head slightly, and kissed him lightly on the forehead, "My little Lou has finally grown up..."

Ye Xiaolou could hardly restrain the tears from his eyes rolling down in strings, his heart felt as if the pain was piercing like a knife.

Lou Xueyi caught a tear that flowed from his eyes, and held it tightly in her hand.

He looked at the young man in front of him for a long time, and finally his eyes gradually dimmed.

Ye Xiaolou's body has already started to disappear.

What disappeared at the same time was the Xueyi Tower, which symbolized the pinnacle of martial arts power.

The pain in Ye Xiaolou's heart was unbearable. Even when he fell into the bottom of the lake and the cold lake water submerged him, it didn't make him like this now. It's bone-chillingly cold.

"Daddy!"

Ye Xiaolou finally couldn't help crying.

"Don't cry." The man said in a deep voice, "Xiao Lou, please stop crying, okay?"

Ye Xiaolou seemed to be wrapped up in a nightmare and was about to be completely submerged. Tears kept rolling down his cheeks from his tightly closed eyes, his hands were trembling uncontrollably, and the veins on the back of his hands were exposed. It looks very scary.

with a snap.

Ye Xiaolou opened his eyes suddenly, his eyes blurred by tears could only see a blank space of the ceiling, but the pain on his face was really hot, reminding him of the fact that he had woken up.

His chin was gently supported by a hand, Ye Xiaolou blinked, tears flowed from his eyes, his vision became much clearer.

"Daddy?"

Xiang Yan stared at him closely, with a hint of anxiety on her cold face, and there was even a livid beard on her chin.

Xiang Yan has always paid attention to his appearance. Ye Xiaolou often leans against the door of the bathroom, watching him shave. Xiang Yan's upper body is naked, and he slightly raises his head to look at himself in the mirror. He looked very sexy and charming at that time, Ye Xiaolou Xiaolou leaned against the door and watched him finish shaving, and then pushed him out to go to the bathroom by himself.

He looked like he had the gloomy charm of a mature man, but her eyes were bloodshot, and she looked haggard.

From the moment Ye Xiaolou was brought back, Xiang Yan watched by the bedside without sleep, didn't even eat a meal, he drove away all the people who came, and no one could step in here except the doctor, Later, even the doctors dared not come in casually.

"It's Daddy..." Ye Xiaolou sniffled, pitifully.

"Who is it if it's not me?" Xiang Yan said coldly: "You dreamed that you cried so much in your sleep, who bullied you?"

Xiang Yan couldn't stand his pitiful and painful attitude. If Ye Xiaolou showed weakness in front of him a little bit, and acted like a coquettish, Xiang Yan's heart would soften, and he would want to want him every time. Give him all the things you want to make him happy, not to mention that he is crying so hard that he can hardly breathe.

He loves him wholeheartedly, loves him, and gives him everything he likes, but why is his most beloved youngest son crying so aggrieved?

Ye Xiaolou blinked, then suddenly stood up and put his arms around his neck.

Xiang Yan was caught off guard, with a look of surprise in his eyes.

"Daddy—" Ye Xiaolou burst into tears suddenly.

Xiang Yan was completely confused now, "What's wrong?"

Ye Xiaolou was crying so hard that he couldn't breathe, Xiang Yan hadn't seen him cry like this for a long time, he almost forgot that his little son was the most unbearable when he cried, it could almost break people's hearts I broke down crying.

"I... I thought Daddy didn't want me anymore, and no one wanted me anymore..." Ye Xiaolou cried until his eyes were red and swollen, his face was full of tears, and he spoke intermittently.

He looked like a child abandoned by his parents. He was in a panic, holding Xiang Yan's neck tightly and refusing to let go. If others saw him, they would find it unbelievable. This noble and indifferent little son of the Xiang family, what? When will you show such a fragile side?

The pain in Ye Xiaolou's heart has been accumulated for too long. Since he entered Xueyi Building, all his pain and sorrow have been suppressed in his heart. Even if he cried, he was stuck in bed and choked. Before dawn, I went to the building to continue training.

Even on the day his mother died, his lips were covered in blood from what he wanted, but he didn't shed a single tear.

The first time he burst into tears was the first time he saw Xiang Yan in the hospital, and it was also the first time he cried out "Daddy" in more than ten years. He didn't agree to him, but let this strange child hug him in front of so many people, tears and snot all on his clothes.Gently kissing his face and eyes, "Don't cry, Xiaolou, dad is here, dad will protect you."

Ye Xiaolou's beautiful eyes were filled with tears, dark and moist, his nose and eyes were red, and there was a red mark on one side of his face, which made his face whiter.

He frowned slightly, looking very much like the young and ignorant child who threw himself on Xiang Yansuo back then, but cried more desperately than adults when they were sad.

"Dad." Ye Xiaolou choked up and said, "Dad, don't go, don't leave me."

"Don't go." Xiang Yan's heart ached, he sighed slightly, hugged Ye Xiaolou in his arms, and whispered in his ear, "Be good, don't cry." Xiang Yan held his face and coaxed him : "Dad doesn't go anywhere, but stays with you every day, eats with you, reads with you, and sleeps with you at night, okay?"

"...but you hit me just now." Ye Xiaolou's voice was full of tears, which sounded pitiful and painful.

Xiang Yan was stunned for a moment.

He did slap Ye Xiaolou on the face just now, and Ye Xiaolou's face is still a little red and swollen.

Ye Xiaolou usually has minor injuries and pains, Xiang Yan loves him more than anyone else, wishing he could suffer for him, let alone such a slap on his face?It was like ten times and a hundred times the pain in his own flesh.

However, Ye Xiaolou's arms were convulsed just now, and he seemed to be sleeping to death in a nightmare. If Xiang Yan didn't wake him up with a slap, would he have to watch him suffer so much?

This ruthless godfather of the underworld has always been decisive in killing and cutting. Even his confidantes who have been by his side for more than ten years can do it, but just for the slap just now, his hands almost trembled when he slapped him. of.

But Xiang Yan didn't think about what to do after the slap was over. Now it's all right, the youngest son was indeed woken up by the slap, but he felt wronged in his heart.

Xiang Yan is usually reluctant to even touch his finger, but now he slaps him directly on the face, how can Ye Xiaolou feel wronged...