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Chapter 30 I'm Sorry

Xiao Yan and I had a relaxed meal. This was the first time he came to my school. I took him around the school. When he came out, he insisted on taking me to the supermarket and bought me a lot of snacks. I ate it at school and said that I was too thin and needed to supplement more. I was inexplicably moved when I saw how he carefully selected in the supermarket.

God, don't match me up again, I really...

I can't accept Xiao Yan, and I can't reject Xiao Yan. People go to high places, water flows to low places, and when I meet someone who crushes me in every way, I long for handover and his energy, but it's not love.

I didn't tell Xiao Yan about my renting a house outside. I said goodbye to him at the school gate, watched him get in the car, and waited for a while before taking a taxi back.

Why don't you tell him that I live outside, I don't know, I don't want him to know.

Sanbao still didn't contact me. I was so happy and guessed in every possible way that this dog didn't know what he was doing.

I wasn’t too nervous about the junior course, anyway, I was the bottom one in the exam. In the computer class, Spider Solitaire, four flowers, I could finish it in two or three hours, excellent.

One day the teacher asked us: "You have been studying in school for so many years, what is the most powerful courseware you have done?"

One person replied: "Meitu Xiuxiu."

The whole class burst into laughter.

No money, no money, no money, I feel anxious when I don’t have money, what should I do if I don’t have money?I sent a message to Lao Wang: "Brother Wang, when can I return the money?"

"I'm really sorry for my brother. Something happened to me recently. Don't worry, it's not that I won't pay it back. I will definitely pay you back. When I delay this period of time, I will return the money to you as soon as possible."

I look at the message, all right.

Xiao Pan has already started to learn makeup. Make-up is part of the curriculum of the fashion department. Xiao Pan bought a lot of cheap cosmetics and insisted on giving them to me to try. I looked at the "stage special foundation" in his hand and felt knotted in my heart.

"I don't want to try, if you still want us to be brothers."

"You have to try, if you still want to be my brother."

We competed with each other, one held the puff and the other withdrew his body. I felt that if he came a little further, I would hit him.

I don't know him, he doesn't know me.

So it created a fierce scene of [-] rounds of Pan Pantian's sweet battle. After the fierce battle, I became his model. Look, no wonder people say: "If there is something that can't be solved, then go eat it. One hot pot meal, if you still can't solve it, then eat two consecutive meals." I think what they said is right, I am so spineless, I sold myself for a hot pot meal.

Pan Panhua is not good, except that the foundation is pasted like a wall, everything else is full of monsters.The eyebrows were painted like a crayon Shin-chan, and the mascara made my eyes hurt, and I blinked for a long time.

All the hair is combed up, like the king of gambling.

I looked at myself in the mirror, fortunately I was good-looking and had an outstanding temperament, otherwise I would have been turned into a mountain by him.

Pan Pan said that he wanted to take a photo and post it in the homework group, but I told him not to post it on Moments, and he agreed.

In the end, before it was twelve o'clock, I found my photo in Wu Le's circle of friends, with the accompanying text: Long live my emperor, long live, long live...

Don't stop me, I want to kill Pan Pan, I want to execute him Ling Chi, cut three thousand knives, don't die!

I sent a WeChat message asking Wu Le to delete this circle of friends. Wu Le told me with great regret: "It's been liked by two hundred people, it's a pity to delete it..." I never replied after that.

I'm so tired, these bad friends...

Sanbao sent me a WeChat message, and I was a little excited. This bastard finally sent me a message. I want to see what you said. When I opened it, it was the picture of me just now?

"What are you doing?"

Boring WeChat, I won’t reply at all. I didn’t expect him to withdraw immediately in the next second. I stared at the screen and saw that it was typing. After typing for a long time, it was gone. There was no movement. As for me, if I want to apologize, I just say, I will not forgive you.

I was so angry that my brain twitched, and my hands trembled and I said "lose you, uncle."

Sambo sent an emoji of hitting me with a hammer. Sanbao has never been a person who likes to post emojis. He was forced by me a few times. It was a bit strange to see him send a hammer. I was not going to reply, but Sanbao sent After making a 520 transfer, I only hesitated for three seconds, clicked open, accepted.

The movements are flowing like clouds and flowing water, without any guilt.

Seeing that I accepted it, Sanbao smiled with his mouth covered, and then I blocked him.

The call came after a while, but I didn't answer it, so he continued to call, and when it was the third one, I answered, "What are you doing?" The voice was absolutely cold.

Sanbao laughed on the phone: "Nothing, what are you doing?"

"It's none of your business. We broke up. I'll hang up if it's okay."

Sanbao was still laughing: "Hey~~ What kind of split is it? Look at what you said, I'm even embarrassed about what you said, we can't break up, we'll be friends for the rest of our lives."

I know that Sanbao is teasing me on purpose, the insult of being wronged and defeated is still in my mind, at most one-third of my temper has been lost, and there are still two-thirds of my anger, Sanbao knows that I am not going to calm down so quickly, on the phone Coax me: "What would Tianbao want to eat? I'll take a break in a few days and go back to see you. I'll bring you your favorite food."

When I heard that Sambo was coming back, I was really happy. Thinking of our breakup, I immediately said coldly: "You come back to care about my business, don't look for me."

"Okay, okay, I'm not looking for you, I'm looking for my wife."

"Who is your wife?" I blurted out, and then I regretted it, it was a trap, it was definitely a trap.

"My wife is Tian Datian, do you know her?"

"Know you dog."

"That's right, that's right, I just know dogs, sweet baby, why are you scolding yourself? It's so cute."

Sanbao couldn't help laughing on the phone, I was being teased and wanted to strangle him, Sanbao saw the joke was a bit too much, and coaxed me: "My sweet baby is the emperor, the emperor will have a lot of adults, don't be angry, wait I'll come back and bring you chicken soup dumplings, be good, don't be angry."

"Let's talk." After I finished speaking, I hung up on Sanbao.

If I continue to communicate, I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself. Yes, I'm so easy to coax, just coax it, and there is almost no bottom line. Regarding this issue, I also want to change it, but when I encounter Three Treasures, there is nothing I can do. If If other people dare to treat me like this, I will ignore you in the next life.

There are very few people drawing manually in the school. Since Sanbao’s phone call yesterday, I seem to have calmed down a lot. I took out the easel and drawing board that I haven’t used for a long time, and started to draw character sketches. This time I drew Sanbao.I can't tell what is hidden in my heart, I just want to paint him.

I found his photo on my phone, only to find that we have very few photos together. The only time I took a photo was in Y City a few days ago. I stared at our photo in a daze. Next to him, I leaned slightly and hooked his neck. I looked smug, Sanbao smiled obliquely, and I could clearly see the collarbone under my neck, reflecting the clear jaw line, outlining a young and sexy line.

The arm I hang around Sambo's neck is very white, which is in obvious contrast with his skin color. It should be the effect of light. In reality, Sambo is not black.Our mouths are a bit similar, a little fleshy, and our noses are high, which looks very three-dimensional in the photo. His eyebrows are thick and flat, while mine are light and raised. His eyes are not big, showing a light of contempt. My eyes Not small, revealing the light of happiness.He was wearing stripes, and I was wearing a white T. The more I looked at it, the more beautiful I felt.

I was fascinated by the photos, and I didn't make a single stroke for a long time.

In a relationship, when you meet, you just meet. There is really no such thing as tall, rich and beautiful, tall, rich and handsome, the main thing is that person.That's right, nothing else matters.

Buddha said: The feelings in this life are the debts of the previous life.I owed a lot in my previous life, so I will be my partner in this life to pay off the debt.

I believe what the Buddhists said, the Three Jewels and I had debts in the previous life, and we will pay them back in this life.

Sure enough, Sambo came back within a few days, and he brought chicken soup dumplings and two watches, imitating Cartier's classic models, and I yelled brazenly, "We broke up."

Sanbao pushed me: "Go to your uncle, break up."

Because he was in my house, I couldn't do anything to him, so he started to show off his might and domineering again.

If he can't beat him, it's flawed, so I really want to consider enrolling in a taekwondo class.

I was speechless to Sambo, but Sambo was doing what he was supposed to do leisurely, putting luggage, washing his face, taking a bath, changing pajamas, steaming buns, all in an orderly manner, without falling behind.

I leaned against the head of the bed, ignoring him, Sanbao came to me with a smile on his plate, put the plate down and gave it to me to eat, I looked at the steaming buns, no matter how wronged I was, I couldn’t hurt my stomach, Eat, I eat, I ate six or seven in one go, and my stomach was full. Seeing how happy I was eating, Sanbao poured water for me and said, "Tian Baolai, eat slowly, no one will grab it for you." .”

I held Sanbao's hand, drank water to comfort myself, rubbed my stomach, and finally hiccupped: "Wu Le hasn't eaten yet, save some for Wu Le."

"Yes, yes, you are thinking of others, can't you see that I haven't eaten yet?"

I smiled embarrassedly. To be honest, I really didn’t see it. It may be that I subconsciously feel that you are there every day, and I don’t have it when I want to eat.To be pointed out by the Three Treasures like this, I am a little cautious.I really don't pay much attention to him usually.

Wu Le ate the chicken soup dumpling in Y City, and exclaimed that it was delicious. Wu Le is also a foodie, and he knows how to eat it without opening his eyes all day. I must take him with me again, and I must eat all the delicacies there.

I slandered in my heart: It sounds nice, what about the money, big brother, you are a person who can hardly eat three meals a day, and you speak as if you have hundreds of thousands of dollars in your pocket.

This fierce quarrel was reconciled in this way, and we tried on clothes, watches, and physical fitness in the room before it was night.

The separation of the little ones brings us a different kind of stimulation. We are looking for new positions, exploring in the senses, the pleasure will sublimate to every cell, and the joy will fill every corner of the room, through sound, through struggle, through forbearance , through scratching, we both convey to each other that I love you, I need you, I am different from you, we are a union of soul and body, we are the only one for each other.

We are the best together.

Sanbao stayed here not long ago, and he will go back in two days. I know he came here specially to see me. Before going back, he left me 1000 yuan. Finally, he looks like a man, otherwise I always feel that I have raised a bad face.

I took the watch that Sambo bought me for 400 yuan. The imitation is really good. With the advancement of technology, these imitations are really not bad. There is no such thing as a high imitation a few years ago.I regard my watch as a treasure, and I must carefully roll it on before washing my face, lest it get wet or get bumped.

Sanbao said that he sent the rest of the socks back by logistics, and they are easy to sell here. Find an underwear store, and see who wants them, and sell them to him at once.I think it's right, I agree.

Sanbao is going back to City Y. He said that he is doing very well now, and he also has an older sister who takes good care of him. Don't worry, he will transfer money to me regularly.Sanbao never asked me about my studies, maybe going to school is already very far away for him, and my grades are not good, so I run away whenever I want. do not mention.

The last time I wanted to draw his sketch, I didn't start the pen. I was that kind of 3-minute enthusiasm, and now I don't want to draw again.

As soon as Sanbao got in the car, I started to miss him, afraid of being looked down upon by him, so I just sent: "Have you got in the car yet?"

"Just found a seat."

I'm alone again, so boring.

I can't be so boring, youth is omnipotent, how can I be idle?I resumed my days of attending classes during the day and hanging out with Wu Le at night.Thanks to Wu Le, I am really familiar with the bars in City H. I go to several places every night, but the taxi fare is relatively expensive.The only inconvenient thing is that Sanbao sometimes calls suddenly. Usually I don’t answer at this time, and then I quickly go back to school, video with him at school for a while, and tell him that you are not here. I have been studying at night recently. Hurry up Four, preparing for graduation, besides, I don't want to fail the exam.After doing this twice, Sambo really believed it.I usually only send occasional messages at night, and send messages after get off work in the middle of the night. If I don’t reply and he doesn’t call, we usually communicate the most at five or six o’clock in the afternoon.

I forgot to tell everyone about Li Jiao's situation, and there will be no intersection in this life.

Her best friend sent me a WeChat message, asking me where I was and how did I block Li Jiao?I replied to her: "I have a boyfriend, I'm sorry, tell Li Jiao, I really appreciate her help to me, I hope she will get better and better in the future, and have a bright future."

I rejected Li Jiao in the cruelest way, before we all had nothing to do, I stopped this thought earlier, it was good for both of us.

Li Jiao's best friend may not be angry, so it took a few days to reply me: "I thought the quality of college students would be better. I thought the quality of work-study college students would be higher than the average person. It seems that it is nothing more than that." After finishing speaking, she pulled me away. blacken.

I was so angry that I had a toothache, and I had nowhere to vent my words to her.

Think carefully about everything Li Jiao has done to me, indeed, respect me, help me, understand me, accompany me to ride a horse, buy me a meal, accompany me to a roadside stall, never asked for anything, think about it, I really feel sorry for her, Being scolded by her best friend, it seems that all her good things have become images in my heart. I have to admit that Li Jiao has touched me a lot. She treats me well in her way without asking for anything in return. I am happy and happy, and I like my likes.

I can't express the depression, touch, heartache, helplessness, and guilt. I always want to explain, but I don't know where to start. I'm sorry. I don't think she needs it. As long as I don't show up, it is the best reward for her. .

If I had told her the truth earlier, would we still be friends?

I guess Li Jiao was hurt a lot by me, since then she hasn't contacted me in any way, we are like waves in the vast ocean, our occasional collisions can never arouse any intersection.

I wanted to call Li Jiao to apologize, but the call blocked me.

My relationship with Li Jiao is like a milestone in my life. She taught me to respect, give, and be equal.It's a pity that I can no longer contact her. Every time I think back to this point, I always want to say in the middle of the night: "I'm sorry, I wish you all the best."