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Chapter 21 Year 2, Chinese New Year

Pharaoh still hasn't paid me back.Muzi's family was urged to get married, so I asked Wu Le: "Lele, what do you think? Muzi is so nice, she often brings us meals from home, and usually gives you pocket money when you run out of money, and she washes the clothes. , she drags the floor, she cleans up the housework, she is not bad, tall, and the next generation will be taller in the future, the family is stable, and there is a job, the key is to love you, what are you dissatisfied with?" I think I am The analysis is clear and straightforward. A girl has everything she should have. Even the family can score an average. I really don’t understand what Wu Le is thinking. No, she keeps calling when I go out to play, and now I'm forcing her to only send text messages. When I think about getting married, she will control me like this every day, and I get a headache." Wu Le said indifferently, and could see He is also very torn.I slandered desperately in my heart. It was not because I didn't love deeply, and I didn't need a reason to love deeply.I'm ashamed to say text messages, now Muzi's short messages are basically: "Where are you?" "Outside." "What are you doing?" "Playing." "When will you be back?" "Not sure." "Follow the fate." Take a look, is this his human speech?If I were a girl, I would have dumped Wu Le a long time ago, but Muzi is just like that. He never tires of sending text messages like this every day, and Wu Le also answers wonderfully.From resignation to pending to guessing, I just don't tell Muzi where I am at night and what time I will come back.Just fighting for others, there is no fairness in the emotional world, in the end it is Zhou Yu who beats Huang Gai, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer.

Xiao Pan said that he was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination and was actively preparing for it. I was stimulated when I heard the news, and asked him eagerly what he was going to prepare for, thinking that I would also take the exam. I can’t live like this all the time. In the near future, I want to make a good plan for myself. When I was preparing the materials for the postgraduate entrance examination, Sanbao and I fought again. The reason is very simple. A young lady who had dinner with me sent me a message asking Should I go out to the bar to drink on Saturday? I think it's a normal question. When you go to Sanbao, you will become rebellious, incompatible, not professional, and have signs of having an affair.In short, using this as an excuse, we had a fierce fight at home, and I was completely defeated.It’s also strange that Sanbao didn’t run away from home after this fight. In the final analysis, maybe we didn’t fight hard. If I was beaten hard and shouted to break up, he must have run away. He ran out and hid for two days, so that I can calm down. .

This is the routine, the routine of the three treasures, which has been used repeatedly.

I'm running out of money, and I can hold on for a week at most. I talked to Sambo, and Sambo told me in a very unexpected way: "Don't worry, leave it to me. I'll make money. It's my talent to raise a wife." I looked at him He is still a little proud of the way he brags about not making a draft. After all, he has a sense of sharing responsibility, and it is better to have something than nothing.I have no money at all, but I never thought about asking my family for it. I don’t know why, and I never thought about it at all. It may be sensible, it may be self-esteem, it may be because I think I’m okay, or it may be because I think I’ve grown up.Anyway, it’s hard to live without money. Sambo is fooling around in the casino, and occasionally brings home some food. I’ve changed from ordering takeout to cooking by myself, sometimes even white water noodles. When I’m short of money, I’m even more miserable at school. If I go to eat at noon You can’t drink beverages when cooking, and you can only eat fried rice when you drink beverages. Although it’s unbearable to say it, I can actually handle it. Of course, I don’t drink beverages every meal. At that time, I didn’t drink boiled water, but only beverages.Boil like this.When I was on vacation, my mother called me and asked me who Xu Da was. I don't want to spend her money anymore, and I don't know what kind of mentality I have, so I said hard on the phone: "Mom, can you stop asking me, I'm already this old, I can decide my own affairs, Xu Da is my friend, very good I’ll talk about it later.” Actually, at that time, I didn’t even know how to leave tomorrow, so how could I talk about guarantees for the future? After all, Sanbao and I walked day by day. He didn’t have confidence, and I almost didn’t. Love, but never thought about the future, I have always set boundaries for myself, he is not the person I want to accompany for the rest of my life, unless he changes his temper and goes to work, then I would rather eat porridge and swallow vegetables and be with him.see.Who said that love is greater than reality, even if you give me a little reality, I will accompany you to grow old.It's a pity that Sambo never gave me any peace of mind. Except for hormones and adrenaline, we were left with poor pink bubbles. When we were young, we performed a love with no end and no future.

My mother came to H City behind my back and found Xu Da's house with my uncle. I didn't know about it at all, but I heard from Sanbao. He said his mother called him, and Tian Tian's mother was with him. My uncle is here, what exactly did my mother say when she came to his house, did his house entertain my mother, did my mother and my uncle sit down and drink tea at his house, did his mother pour tea, how did the conversation go, I didn't know anything, my mother didn't tell me, she didn't leak any rumors, she didn't even say that she came to H City, let alone Sanbao's house.Sambo also jokingly said: "Your mother wants to see my photo, but I don't have it at home. My mother showed my wedding photo to your mother." Sambo also teased his mother on the phone, saying that his mother was too dumb head off.What I heard was speechless, thinking that my mother was absolutely furious, but my mother didn't tell me to go to Sanbao's house at all, but just called to let us break up.All I can think about is how my mother found his home and how she knew his name. Many brothers who play with Sanbao only know his name as Sanbao. Almost no one mentions his real name. I really admire me. Mom's combat effectiveness, maybe this is the love for her son, and she will definitely be able to do what she wants to do.My mother is still nagging on the phone, saying that it is not suitable, that I am still young and don't know what love is, and I will understand when I meet a suitable girl in the future.My mother didn't dare to speak too harshly, because she never asked me since she was a child, because he put me in other people's homes to live around since she was a child. It feels a little pitiful, and I know my mother must be feeling bad.The only son suddenly grew up, suddenly became dazzling, and suddenly came out of the closet. She quarreled all her life and ignored me. When she remembered, she no longer had the ability to ask me.Maybe compared to the hardship that love makes her suffer, this is the time when she is helpless.I am so anxious but have no way to start, I want to ask and control, I am already 21 years old. 1.7 meters eight.I know my mother's hard work, I know her heart, I know she is uncomfortable, I know she has nothing to do, so I perfunctory her: "I know, I will consider breaking up in the future." Actually, I am not lying, I will consider it, Just not now.Mom hung up the phone. I'm a little glad that she didn't care about me when I was a child, and I'm not hysterical now. The fact that I came out and I was with a man made her ignore the fact that I came out. Maybe it's my mother's natural thinking Avant-garde, anyway, I didn't feel any pressure, and I was almost glad that my mother accepted my sexual orientation so easily.My mother is not by my side, and I continue to live with Sanbao, you and me.

There was something wrong with the Sanbao shop, and it couldn't continue. He didn't have a new place to go to. After all, he was not familiar with it, and no one would give him money.To put it bluntly, his brother opened that place, and he was equivalent to thugs, security guards, hot spots, booing and other duties in it, and then mixed hundreds of pocket money every day.Now that the venue is gone, Sanbao and I are sitting at home, and I can’t go to work in just a few days. Qian went home and started a big fight. Sambo said I didn't care, and said that my boyfriend was so poor that he didn't think of a way. I thought what he said was wrong, and I knew he was just angry and crazy, so we fought again. One fight, I'm completely defeated.On New Year's Eve, we woke up as if we had nothing to do. We only took the car back to his house in the afternoon. Because we had no money, we even borrowed the fare from Wu Le, 29 yuan.We calculated the round-trip distance and took a taxi home, which is not expensive, seventy.We went to his house empty-handed and didn't buy anything. I was a little embarrassed, and so was Sambo. We both smiled awkwardly at his house. His brother-in-law was still the same as last year, enthusiastic, funny, and busy.I don’t remember what I ate at the New Year’s Eve dinner. I only remember that I still drank wine, that there was still an air conditioner, that the room still had electric blankets for two people, and that Sambo still only turned on one side.On the first day of the new year, we came back after having breakfast. Sambo told me on the way back that his father talked to him and gave him a cigarette, saying that you are so old now that you can’t go on like this anymore. I'm planning, my parents are old.His father had always been quiet, almost taciturn.His father was also cleaning up the house, but his mother played cards every day, and even went home to quarrel with his father when he lost the game. His father was just such a good old man, so if he said such things to Sanbao, it would be a lie if he was not sad.Sanbao said that he had made up his mind. He would go to City Y in the second year of junior high school. There was a bar where his brother worked as a security manager. He went there to see if there was anything suitable for him. He went together.

I borrowed the toll from Xiao Yan. Sanbao didn’t ask me where I got the toll from. He only knew that I was rich. Then we packed up some things at home and took a car. The seven-hour journey, we took a cheap car.I can sleep in the car, and the hard board bed makes my back bones hurt, but with Sanbao, I am willing to go anywhere. With the mentality of working to make money, we headed to the new city all the way.

Wu Le called and said that he went home to reunite with his classmates from his hometown. His classmates from his hometown rapped and sang K too rustic, and he wanted to play something different.Wu Le said whatever he wanted.His classmate suggested to say hello, Wu Le followed without fear, but his classmate collapsed at one o'clock.Wu Le played a lot and still smoked a cigarette calmly, making his classmates look stupid.Wu Le said that his classmates were all idiots, and even the songs they ordered were outdated Fengwu Jiutian. He said that he almost vomited at the time.I imagined Wu Le sitting in the box pretending to be a pig and a tiger, and secretly wanted to laugh.

It is said that noble people see the wind and rain when they go out, but it rains heavily when we go out. I am a very superstitious person, and I firmly believe that our future is bright and we will definitely make a fortune.