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Chapter 59

Almost a sleepless night.

The dark red lattice curtains blocked the windows tightly, but the faint morning light could still be seen faintly. Zhou Mei got up, opened the curtains, and looked into the distance quietly. After a while, she quietly walked to the next door. In Xiao Ruicheng's room, the immature boy was lying on a big bed big enough for him to display his skills. His sleeping appearance was very exaggerated. The weather was sultry and the quilt had been kicked to the ground by his shadowless feet. Zhou Mei bent down to pick it up for him. Lifting the quilt, sitting by the bed, stroking Rui Cheng's cheek with his hands.

My child, what should you do in the future... But life is like this, suffering outweighs happiness, many things you can't refuse, you can only bear, I'm sorry, I brought you into this world without your permission , if my luck is really that bad, I may not see you grow up and become a tall and strong young man in the future. If I can wait until that day, can you protect me at that time? I don’t have to do this tired.

Zhou Mei wiped the corners of her eyes with her hands, and couldn't help laughing at herself, she had to lose some time before she knew that there were still people in this world to miss.She got up cautiously, went back to the room and changed into a light green cheongsam, looking at the strange self in the mirror, her complexion was haggard again due to the bright colors.

It was only then that she realized that this dress had been under the cabinet for many years without being worn on her body. Since she was in charge, she seldom wore this kind of color that is only loved by little girls. In fact, she still loves red and green the most. Because of his status, he has not followed his own will for a long time.Facing the mirror, she braided the bangs on her forehead into a playful braid, and stood crookedly on her head. After rummaging through the shoe cabinet for a while, she found a pair of embroidered cloth shoes that fit her feet. She wore these Shoes, she walked out of the villa briskly, and the moment she stepped out of the iron gate of Jing's mansion with her own feet, she felt extremely free.

It turned out that the feeling of not riding in that broken car was so good. Zhou Mei strolled slowly on the stone road in Nanshan, and wobbled towards the direction of the city.

At 6 o'clock in the morning, the roosters of each family competed to crow, as if they were comparing whose singing voice was better. Jian Rong, who was dressed neatly, pushed open the door, with a bamboo basket hanging on his arm, and was about to go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables. Mei was waiting in front of her house, with her hands behind her back, standing upright like an old pedant.

It's rare to see her dressed so delicately, Jian Rong was greatly surprised, "Miss Zhou, is it so early?"

"Is she up?" Zhou Mei didn't see her at all, and walked directly towards the courtyard with her hands behind her back, looking in a good mood.

"Not yet. Didn't I go to paint yesterday? I got a whole body of color, and fell asleep when I came back."

"I'll go see her." Zhou Mei smiled, and gently pushed open the door of Xi Zibai's room.

The air in an ordinary house and the air in a mansion really have two different smells. The former smells of damp wood, while the latter smells of cold metal. Zhou Mei prefers the former .

She tiptoed to the bed, and saw that Shishi was clinging to Xizibai, with one hand in her clothes, sleeping soundly, while Xizibai was sleeping gracefully, with one hand folded behind her head, One hand is holding Shishi.

Zhou Mei scratched Xizibai's nose with her hands, Xizibai frowned, her breathing became a little anxious, Zhou Mei suppressed her laugh, and directly pinched her nose with her hands, Xizibai's expression became more and more ferocious, and finally He opened his eyes in a daze.

The picture in front of him, from swaying, to overlapping, to gradually clearing up, merged with the cold shadow at the bottom of his heart, and Xie Zibai rubbed his eyes with his hands, thinking that he was dreaming.

Zhou Mei lowered her body, and gently pressed a kiss on her lips.

Xi Zibai's back went numb, his eyes widened suddenly, and he was completely awake.

"you!?"

"Hush..." Pointing to the poetry on one side, Zhou Mei whispered, "Point in"

The opera singer Baizhang Er was puzzled, he hugged Shishi quickly, and moved into the bed, Zhou Mei kicked off his shoes, lay down next to opera singer Bai, like Shishi, wrapped his hands around her waist.

This woman is probably mentally ill again, and she always does things that ghosts expected. The actor Bai was still in shock, thinking to himself, before he could ask why she appeared here, Zhou Mei had already breathed out evenly The sound, the one that sleeps is called a fragrance.

After a long while, the actor Baicai climbed up cautiously. She carried Shishi into Jian Rong's room, and then walked around to look at Zhou Mei's sleeping face quietly. She gets along, but rarely spends the night here. This kind of moment is extremely rare. With her hands, she gently fiddled with the braid on the forehead of Xia Zhou Mei, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help raising.

After Zhou Mei fell asleep, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon when she opened her eyes again. This time was the hottest time of the day. She was sweating and weak. Looking at the unfamiliar environment and furnishings around her, she sorted out her thoughts , calling out lazily, "Xiaobai..."

Actor Bai, who was washing yesterday's dirty clothes in the courtyard, heard the voice, and walked in immediately, with soap foam on his hands, "Wake up!"

"Well, hug" Zhou Mei lay on the bed, stretched out her hand, and didn't move.

Xi Zibai sat on the edge of the bed and lowered his body, "My hands are dirty, do it yourself~"

Zhou Mei hung her hands around her neck, Xie Zibai straightened up vigorously, Zhou Mei leaned into her arms without letting go.

Seeing her acting abnormally, although Xi Zibai was happy in his heart, he couldn't help asking "what's the matter, is someone bullying my ancestors?"

"Who would dare?" Zhou Mei laughed.

Indeed, no one would dare.

The actor raised his eyebrows: "I've been to Xiao Luo's, she will arrange the company's affairs for you, okay, don't worry, go wash your face, I'll take you to dinner, there is a new restaurant called Lao Ma Chao Shou, the taste is super Bashi~"

"No, I want to eat your tofu"

"...There is no tofu at this spot, even if I can buy it, when will it be finished, stop making trouble"

"If other people heard what my daughter-in-law said, they would have done it long ago, and you are the only one who talks nonsense!"

The actor's brain went blank, and his mouth was half-opened, "Huh?"

What the hell?daughter in law?She should really look up the almanac, what day is it today, the sun is coming out from the west.

"Look at your virtue, if I really marry you in this life, I don't know how miserable my life will be. Fortunately," Zhou Mei shook his hand in front of Xi Zibai's eyes, "Stupid? Aren't you going to eat Chaoshou?"

"I'm going to wash my hands," the actor Bai Mumu replied, turned around and left.

Seeing her distraught back, Zhou Mei smiled. She took out a cigarette from her small handbag, lit it and smoked it. By the way, she unbuttoned her cheongsam from the neckline to her chest, and picked up the cigarette that was lying on the bedside. Fan, fan gently.

Xi Zibai came back soon. After entering the door, she stared straight at Zhou Mei, then closed the door directly, and inserted the latch with her backhand.

With a cigarette dangling from the corner of Zhou Mei's mouth, she smiled evilly, "It's so hot, what are you doing~"

"Can you stop doing this?" The actor Bai walked straight towards Zhou Mei and pushed her down on the bed.

"What's the matter~" Zhou Mei asked with some tiny beads of sweat hanging between her collarbone, shining brightly.

"Without the tofu I made, my own tofu, would you eat it?"

Zhou Mei leaned back, allowing the delicate kisses of the person on her body to fall on her neck. I have to say that Xizibai's tofu is indeed more delicious than her own, round and plump, and has an excellent texture.

...Between the foreheads of the two of them were soaked with sweat, Zhou Mei lay on Bai Yuan's body, she lowered her body and held her face, her usual slack mezzo-soprano voice was a little hoarse , her eyes also slowly turned red, "Xiaobai, do you know that I dare to rebel, but I am afraid of the right and wrong in this world"

Bai Yuan was very tired, her mind turned white, and she could only listen to Zhou Mei's words that she couldn't understand.

"I am willing to suffer, but I am afraid that I will be lonely for the rest of my life"

"I know that I am no worse than those men, and I know that it depends on human effort, but even if I know everything, I still have to pretend to be knowledgeable in front of people, I want to flatter the powerful, I want to give those men enough face, and if I say something, I feel sick to my stomach If I want to be so strong, I have to admit in the end that if a woman wants to gain a foothold, she must first show weakness. This world is still in the hands of men."

"I desperately wanted to change everything. I made it to today step by step, only to realize that even with money and power in my hands, I still can't do whatever I want. Some roads are really difficult."

"What are you talking about?" The tenderness after being lingering, actually ran out these endless words, noticing that the brilliance in her eyes was different from the past, she actually had some determination, and the actor Bai panicked.

"I was 16 years old and I met my first boyfriend in the UK. At that time, something happened at home and I had no money. I had to rely on him to survive. He was very good to me and could afford my studies and take care of me. I depend on him very much, and because he joined this organization and wanted to make a career with him, I thought he could marry me, so when he and Miss Sheng held their wedding day, I almost, into the seas of Britain"

"Are you surprised that someone like me can't think about it like that, but I did feel depressed for a while, and my only gentleness and innocence were gradually worn away."

Xi Zibai listened patiently. Hearing this, she couldn't help gnashing her teeth. She only wished she hadn't smashed that bottle of champagne on Wen Song's head back then.

"I've never been short of suitors, but no matter whether it's my godfather, sixth master, or Jing Yuan, I always have to be careful. In their eyes, I'm just a woman. If I don't follow suit at all, they They will be stingy and take back that gift, waiting for me to understand, even if it is insignificant to them, the old master Confucius said that only a villain and a woman are difficult to raise, but I think that the heart of a man is the smallest, too small to be Let a woman override him every inch of his head"

"It's just me, I don't need you to please me, and I don't need you to pretend to be ingratiating. You can come to me as you please, and go away as you wave, right?" No matter how stupid the actor Bai was, he could understand Zhou Mei's meaning.

"If I reincarnate again, I don't want to be a woman in my next life, even if I'm an ordinary person. If that day comes, you have to remember me. Don't think I'm short, don't think I'm annoying. I will love you for the rest of my life. Why don't you Scolding, I won't even talk back, I'll let you do what you want"

I will give you all the things I want most but can't get, without reservation.

Zhou Mei was stupefied, and kept chanting, but at this point, she burst into tears.

"My God" the opera singer couldn't laugh or cry, in fact, Zhou Mei's temper has been in fits and starts, she has long been used to her being affectionate the day before and then turning her face and denying others the day after, so let's assume that she is sick again, so she can only be gentle Coaxed "Okay, okay, don't have another life, I don't want to know you again in the next life"

"Yeah, you don't love me anymore, let alone the next life, in the second half of your life, you might forget me," Zhou Mei murmured.

"Tch..." The actor rolled his eyes in vain.

"I want to live with you for a few days"

"Ah?" Xie Zibai looked surprised, "Live here? Can this be compared with your home? Besides, how do you explain this matter?"

"How can I explain what's up to you?"

"What did you say just now that you scolded and didn't answer back? You can turn your face faster than turning a book!"

"You don't even want to know me anymore, what kind of face do you expect me to give you?"

No matter how the two argued, Zhou Mei still stayed here as she wished, but she still thought too well, let alone staying for a few days, just the next morning, the two were distracted by a hasty knock on the door Woke up, was woken up, and Shishi who was resting with Zhang Jianrong, she couldn't help crying, and kept arguing for her mother.

Outside the door was Li Boshu's dusty face, and Jing Luo, in order to avoid unnecessary wars caused by seeing Zhang Jianrong, deliberately waited in Jing's car parked on the mountain road.

"Madam!" Apparently, Li Boshu had already learned everything from Jing Luo, and he couldn't control his emotions. "I have something important to report to you, and the second lady is also below."

Seeing that it was him, the actor Bai knew that it must be something that cannot be pushed away, so he went back to the house to coax Shishi, leaving Zhou Mei alone in front of the door.

"I'm back." Zhou Mei frowned, "No matter how important it is, there is no need to smash someone's door early in the morning, it would be rude."

"Mrs..."

"Okay! I'm fine!" Zhou Mei said sharply, "I'll go and tell her, go down and wait for me."

"Yes"

After a while, Jing Luo, who was snoozing behind the car, heard the sound of the door opening. She rubbed her eyes, and saw Zhou Mei sitting beside her with a cold face, and quickly stuffed a lot of documents at her hand towards her. In the past, "Sister-in-law, I inquired with a friend who studied in Japan yesterday. He is a medical student. He said that your situation is not hopeless, but the current medical conditions in China must not be curable. You can go to the United States to see, our family is not short of money, you hurry up, don't delay any more."

"I know, but surgery is always possible," Zhou Mei said lightly.

"It's better to have a probability than to wait for death!"

Li Boshu started the car slowly, his hand holding the steering wheel was trembling, listening to the conversation between the two in the back seat, he felt pain in his heart.

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The author has something to say:

I find it very interesting. When I was busy with work and put it on hold for a long time, the collection volume of this article reached a peak, but when I started to speed up the update speed, it started to lose favorites. Is it because my text makes people unhappy? Or are you afraid that I will kill one of the two heroines?Rest assured, for me, death is not a terrible thing at all, it is just the end of pain, I will not let them go so easily, and likewise, I will not let myself go

30, or at most 32 words, conclude the essay, and then fill in the last hole in my life

Since the collection keeps dropping, I am not afraid to scare people away anymore. Anyway, this article is very cruel. After I have repeatedly revised the second half of the article, it has become more and more cruel. I am not afraid of being scolded anymore. From my heart, Da Luo God, Alas, burning ghosts to sacrifice to heaven