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Chapter 4

In the stilted building, she didn't turn on the lights...

She didn't know how long she had been standing at the window with her arms crossed. It was so long that it was already dark, but she didn't notice at all. The sound of the river water could be heard here, which made her feel less lonely, and she was barely able to dispel the pain in every day. When I wake up in the morning, I have the thought of not wanting to continue my life...

Li Boshu's words still echoed in his mind, "Teacher Zhou, you have to be careful, Xizibai won't let you go."

Time flies so fast, it's been a year... Now she is numb to this sentence, yes, she knew she would not be able to do it by herself...

But putting everything aside, she knows whether Xiaobai treats her well or not. She seems to be born not to give up on people who treat her well. She is most afraid of others being kind to her. She can feel it personally. Sincerity and truth, she will be more afraid, and remind herself not to rely on, not to believe, she has lived in lies for too long, the life is so fake, and the acting is so tiring...

But the guy who is born to make people happy, brought her far more than what she expected at the beginning...

A year of farce and startling every step of the way has changed her too much. Thinking back to the beginning of her, she only regarded Xi Zibai as a disaster...

Because as long as it is brought to her by actor Bai, it can cause her a feeling of distress, whether it is happiness or misfortune, it will block her many paths, whether it is about her own dream, or her dream about her home country...

She is not a woman who accepts fate...

Few people know about Zhou Mei's past, or no one knows...

She was born in the first year of the Republic of China in the family of a warlord general of the Sichuan-Kangzhou family. She was a veritable lady of the family. The family was sent abroad, and she has been living alone all the time. She has excellent grades and full marks in all subjects. She was admitted to the most famous Winchester College of Art in the UK. What she learned abroad was freedom and democracy. Give her old thoughts, who knows that the domestic situation changed drastically during her stay abroad. Her family was murdered, and she became an orphan overnight. In order to avoid the limelight, she could not go home. She had no source of livelihood. She also had to endure poverty and desolation. She walked alone on the streets of tall and burly foreigners, drawing pictures for others, working as an apprentice in a clothing store, and crowded with a group of women workers in ragged skirts in a noisy big factory, pushing the sewing machine Earn some bread money for a living, and spend the night in a corner of the slum no matter the weather is hot or cold, because she is young and small, she is often bullied and beaten by homeless people, the bullying and disaster she suffers every time Taught her a bloody lesson. Fortunately, she got used to it and survived. She learned to protect herself. She made money as hard as she could, saving pennies for pennies. She sat in on courses at the world-famous university in the small town. In 13, she finally saved enough for a boat ticket to return to China, and returned to her hometown, which she had been unfamiliar with for five years. She felt that she could not find her way...

She has lived abroad for several years, and she is well aware of the unfair treatment of her own race, and how her family and country are divided and trampled... She didn't understand it when she was a child, but now, she can no longer pretend to be indifferent. She finds that she can't calm down, Just like she couldn't bear the pain of losing her loved ones back then that bit her nerves and bone marrow... Seeing the nation being humiliated by the barbarians, the land lost and divided, and the factions in the country kept fighting each other, she had to embark on the journey again , came to a place full of anger, here, she met her father's best friend back then, Liu Xiang, Commander Liu, who is now the chief treasurer of this spicy land, Liu Xiang has always been sorry for not being able to protect her The family felt guilty, so they accepted her as a goddaughter. Her elegant speech, introverted and strong, who did not belong to her age, and accumulated abundant knowledge and experience abroad, shocked Liu Xiang. He cherished and loved talents, so he let her stay. In the major teaching courses that were just established at that time...

Every time she arrives in a beautiful place, her confidence, beauty, and broad horizons will bring her many suitors, but her ideals and dreams are too far away from her, and she certainly doesn't have the time To take care of the children's private relationship, Qing Qing me...

It is said that a woman who has no talent is a virtue... Once a woman has knowledge, how can a man control her to wash and cook at home for the rest of her life...

Therefore, Zhou Mei was not surprised by the appearance of actor Bai, she just found it very absurd, because almost everything was on her rejection list, but a woman, this is the first...

Then she had a complete headache, she knew how to reject a man, but she really didn't know how to reject a woman, or in other words, how could a woman be so troublesome, so difficult, so... cheap?

She thought that Xie Zibai was afraid of her, but fear is the same thing, Xie Zibai never gave up harassing her, this year's frenzy, she and Xie Zibai's battle of wits and courage, almost exhausted all her mental energy , so that she almost forgot what she was doing, what her mission was, and that her identity was dangerous and special, and she would be killed if she was not careful...

Bang bang, bang, bang bang bang...

Zhou Mei, who was immersed in thinking, was relieved. Hearing the rhythmic knock on the door... immediately rushed to the door, and looked out carefully along the crack of the door... When she was sure it was the familiar felt hat, Only then did she dare to open the door. The man outside the door, with his head down, walked in quickly and closed the door...

After entering the room, Zhou Mei picked up the teapot, shook it, but found that it was empty, and said softly, "I'll boil some water for you and make some tea..."

"Life is becoming more and more simple, and I don't even prepare hot water for myself..." The middle-aged man took off his hat, looked around, and sighed. This is the intelligence liaison officer of the underground party, and people call him He is "Old Zeng"...

Speaking of this, the secret about Zhou Mei gradually revealed itself...

She is a member of the Communist Party, a member of the current Nationalist Government, the Communist Party in her mouth, and an undercover agent who sneaked into the Nationalist Party... As for why she chose this way, she knows well, she knows that the prosperity and decline of the country cannot be separated from the bottom layer suffering people...

She thought that after she lost the one she loved and made the right choice, she could roam freely on the edge of the most dangerous, do what she wanted to do without any worries, without weaknesses, without weakness, in a country On the occasion of life and death, offer her youth and blood...

She is different from those women who only know rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, and even more different from those women who can sing the melody...

Anyway, what she thought was completely overthrown by an actor surnamed Bai from now on...

"I spend most of my time at school now, and this is just a place to stay." After lighting the fire, he quickly added firewood to the stove, stirred the charcoal fire inside with the stove hook, and then returned to the house, laying firewood on the table. Sitting down, Zhou Mei calmly looked at Lao Zeng's hesitation, and couldn't help laughing, "No need, no need."

"You know what I'm going to say." Lao Zeng also smiled meaningfully, "You don't deserve to suffer like this. Are you sure you don't want someone to take care of you? The organization can solve this."

"Thank the organization for always caring about me, but I really don't need it..." Zhou Mei was afraid that he would continue to mention it, so she immediately diverted the topic away, "Is there any task this time..."

"The person code-named Eagle sent news to the intelligence team, saying that Gao Jianqin, the commander of the garrison area, will celebrate his birthday this month. On that day, hundreds of internal officers will come to celebrate after receiving the secret message. I think this is a good opportunity. Our central army suffered heavy losses in the anti-encirclement campaign last time, this time it is time to pay them back."

"Okay." Zhou Mei nodded in agreement, "What do I need to do..."

"The place where they celebrated was in the Yushan Mansion in the center of the city. That area is not far from the central government. It is not suitable to make a big move. If a large number of troops are attracted, it will not be conducive to our retreat. As the saying goes, capture the thief first and capture the king. Most of this group of Kuomintang parties are useless, and there are only a few who have some skills. Gao Jianqin's head is a must, and there is another one. He has a heroic major general named Tang Xiangwan under his command, and he has a close relationship with him. When you think of a way, lead them all to the stands on the third floor of the mansion, and our people will lie in ambush on the opposite floor, and they will be killed immediately, and the spirit of the national army will be frustrated!"

"Xiao Zhou?" Lao Zeng looked at Zhou Mei's slightly pale face, and asked with concern, "What's wrong with you?"

"I have no problem, I will definitely complete the task." Zhou Mei still said lightly, then got up and walked to the kitchen, "The water is boiling..."

"I've always been at ease with Xiao Zhou's affairs, it's all right, don't be too busy, I'll leave first when it's getting late, and you have to take care of yourself" Lao Zeng said everything he needed to say, stay a second longer for the two of them Said it was all dangerous, he picked up his hat, gave a few instructions, and left in a strange way through a small door specially prepared by Zhou Mei in front of the stilted building...

Zhou Mei squatted in front of the stove in the kitchen by herself, some smoke that hadn't escaped from the chimney came out, and her eyes were reddened, she closed her eyes, and cursed hoarsely...

"You bastard named Bai..."

You released the news because you wanted Gao Jianqin to die, right...you have selfish motives

But when I perform the task, I also have selfish intentions, so I want Tang Xiangwan to die...

During the year Bai Yuan harassed her, not only did she know Bai Yuan's not to bump into the south wall and not look back, but she also understood her deep affection for Tang Xiangwan...She hates herself like this...very much...she even went to eat a man's vinegar...

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Putting a woman face to face with a nosebleed, she really thought that the actor Bai who had suffered so much would never come again, but looking at the pair of embroidered shoes that were only worn once and then thrown aside, she felt that her thinking was too simple. She underestimated the beautiful dream of a woman toad who wants to eat swan meat, besides, Xizi Bai is definitely not a toad...

When she found out in her class that she was dressed in tatters, was holding the same textbook as other students, and was staring at her piously, Bai, she knew that she would never have a peaceful life in the future...

From that day on, she didn't dare to say the word "answering questions", because once, the only actor in the classroom was Bai, who was waving his arm like a bamboo pole, and asked some stupid questions that she couldn't bear, and she was very patient. She answered several times in a row, let alone throw this person out in front of the class. She always wants to save face. Can others find out that this ridiculous actor came to school pretending to be a student to harass her?

In fact, Bai Yuan felt that the questions she asked were not boring at all...

She thought she really didn’t understand what is the Pythagorean Theorem, what is Alpha Beta, what is point-to-line and line-to-face, what is differentiation and what is integration, and she doesn’t know why Zhou Mei, a woman with a background in design, would do these things. Weird stuff, why does a clothes maker have to teach math...

Whenever the bell rang for the end of class, Zhou Mei picked up the book as if she had been released, and left, fearing that she would not be able to escape if Xizi Bai would stick to her, but what surprised her was that Xizi Bai never followed her, as if she She just came to study, not only that, but she had to wait for all the students to leave, and then she would sit in the empty classroom by herself, holding a pen, and trying to use crooked fonts to write down all the things that Zhou Mei had written on the blackboard. Copy it down in a notebook verbatim...

Whenever she comes home at night, as long as Tang Xiangwan is there, Bai Yuan no longer rushes to her separate storage room to play, play, sing, and always snaps an orchid finger. Instead, she rushes directly to Tang Xiangwan's study and learns her After asking about the contents, Tang Xiangwan has already endured this kind of torture, and there is nothing he can do...

Creaking, the sound of the study door being opened... Tang Xiangwan's heart trembled for a moment... He raised his eyes, then collected the documents on the table with a sad face, and moved the chair aside. Bai Yuan was really like a bird, carrying Wearing a faint scent of makeup, she drifted to the desk by a strange coincidence. She didn't sit in the chair Tang Xiangwan had prepared for her, but sat on his lap unceremoniously, and spread the notebook in her hand...

"Xiaobai" Tang Xiangwan rubbed his brows dumbfounded, "It's okay if you ask me about leading troops to fight, I don't know what these weird symbols mean."

"I don't know if you don't know how to learn. Teach me after you've learned!" Bai Yuan leaned on her chin, and a feeling of infinite admiration for Zhou Mei suddenly arose in her heart...

"These are foreign cultures, which require a certain foundation of mathematics, but this little girl is also very powerful, she is young and understands everything."

"So!" Bai Yuan turned her head quickly, and shook Tang Xiangwan's shoulders coquettishly, "You let me go to school, let me go"

Tang Xiangwan was a little dazed, "Did I not let you go? Is it useful for me not to let you go? You have already gone, so what do you want to say?"

"She distributes 50 test papers for each test, and I can't answer them!"

"Xiaobai... You can't just go if you want to go... Besides, the test paper is in your hands, will you really know how to answer it?"

"..." After being choked, Bai Yuan couldn't hold back, she immediately turned around and pinched Tang Xiangwan's face with both hands, her brows were erected "Hmph, if you don't go, you won't go, don't use your car tomorrow afternoon Already!!"

"How can I drive to Xiangshan Villa?" Tang Xiangwan yelled as his pinched facial features were about to lose their shape..

"I don't care, whether you crawl or walk, I will leave the car!"