Never Meeting Again In Our Next Life

Chapter 110 Thinking like crazy

Someone passed by and looked back at them curiously.

The assistant standing aside like a light bulb cleared his throat, and said with a smile, "Boss, Second Young Master Xia, it's not convenient to talk here, why don't we go back to the room first?"

Song Yan's room had been messed up before, and before he had time to tidy it up, the assistant had to give up his room, while he stayed outside the door, wandering around idly.

Inside the closed door, Xia Lin was sitting on the sofa, watching Song Yan silently; Song Yan lowered his eyes, not daring to look at Xia Lin.

The two stalemate for a long time, Xia Lin said: "Song Yan, don't you plan to say something to me?"

Song Yan looked at him cautiously: "What do you want...to know?"

Xia Lin said helplessly: "You don't know what to say, so let me say it. Actually, this time I came to America, most of the reason is to see you."

Song Yan looked at each other in surprise.

Xia Lin's voice was gentler than he expected, but the gentle Xia Lin made him more at a loss than the angry Xia Lin.

I only heard Xia Lin say: "Song Yan, although I haven't been with you for long in this life, I have been with you day and night in my last life. Do you think you can just find a substitute to fool me and you can hide it seamlessly?"

Song Yan was stunned for a moment, and Xia Lin held one of his hands, raised his cuff to expose his elbow, and said, "Look for yourself."

Song Yan twisted his elbow with some difficulty, and found a black mole on the outer elbow. If Xia Lin hadn't pointed it out to him, he might never have noticed it for the rest of his life. Then he realized that his stand-in had posed for some pictures. Some of the movements are standing with the sleeves rolled up and the feet exposed when the elbows are turned outward.

Song Yan smiled wryly: "As expected, nothing can be hidden from your eyes."

Before I came here, I had a lot of questions I wanted to ask you." Xia Lin rubbed his forehead wearily, and there was an unconcealable look of tiredness between his brows, "But after meeting you, I suddenly didn't want to ask you anything. . "

Song Yan said bitterly: "Xia Lin..."

"Since you came to the United States, you have never actively contacted me. Every time, I have repeatedly asked about your recent situation. When I knew that you could stand and walk, I

I'm really happy for you. But I didn't expect that you would use such a way to perfuse me..."

"No," Song Yan anxiously argued, "Xia Lin, listen to me..."

"Song Yan, I have been having the same nightmare for three years. I dreamed that you just died in the cave like that. No matter what I said, you couldn't hear you. Every time I was

Waking up from a nightmare, I will not be able to sleep all night. I really hope that you can get well soon and return to a normal life as soon as possible. "

When Xia Lin said this, he shook his head slightly, and a self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "But I didn't know until now that I have been doing superfluous things. You have long had your own ideals and ambitions, and your The layout is far more open and grand than I imagined, even if your legs and feet are inconvenient, you can still do well in different fields, but it seems that I... am too rigid about personal gains and losses."

When he said this, he lowered his eyes, as if he was suppressing some emotion.

When he raised his eyes again, he smiled relievedly: "But that's fine, although it's a bit regrettable not to see you recover, but... it's also a good thing that you can find the value of your life. Don't worry, I won't let you down in the future." I will ask you about your physical condition again, and you don’t have to bear any more burdens.”

He paused, stood up and said, "That's all I want to say. I'll go first."

"Xia Lin!" Seeing that the other party turned to leave, Song Yan wanted to grab Xia Lin's hand in desperation, but because of his unstable center of gravity, he snatched nothing, and fell straight forward.

Xia Lin's footsteps faltered, and he turned around to lean over to help, but Song Yan grabbed his ankle.

Song Yan didn't care about his embarrassment at the moment, dragged his broken leg and crawled forward two steps, hugged Xia Lin's leg tightly, raised his head and begged in a low voice like a child: "Xia Lin, I was wrong, I Wrong, don't go."

Xia Lin didn't expect that he would hold her back with such a humble attitude. She was stunned for a moment, and just about to say something, she caught a glimpse of Song Yan's hand that had been hidden in the sleeve before showing a bandage. Mottled blood gradually oozes from the bandage.

He wanted to lean over to check Song Yan's wound, and when he moved, Song Yan immediately hugged him with greater strength, as if he was afraid that Xia Lin would disappear from his eyes if he was not paying attention.

Xia Lin was a little helpless, and persuaded: "Song Yan, let go, I..."

But Song Yan hurriedly explained: "Xia Lin, I'm not trying to perfuse you, nor do I feel it's a burden, I just-... don't know how to face you. I know you care about me, but your concern will make me Fallen, I deceive you, alienate you, avoid you, just to cut off my thoughts.

"Actually, I don't have the grand ideals and ambitions you mentioned at all. My wish is very simple, that is, I hope you can live well. Over the years, I have been telling myself to learn to let go and give you freedom, but as long as I see you with When other people are together, I get mad with jealousy.

"Xia Lin, you don't know how much I miss you. I miss you every day and night. I read every message you send over and over again. I record every word you say and listen to it every night. falling asleep..."

Xia Lin was startled: "What did I say?"

Song Yan realized that he had slipped his tongue, hesitated for a moment, and then said: "You only call me on New Year's Eve every year. I secretly recorded the audio and kept it on the phone to listen to it over and over again. Close your eyes and imagine As if you were by my side."

Xia Lin, there is no cure for me. In the past three years since I left you, I have been living in purgatory every day. I miss you like crazy but life is worse than death. Xia Lin, what should I do?What do you think I should do..." In the end, his voice was so choked that he could hardly speak.

Xia Lin was stunned for a moment, as if being reminded of those long-lost memories in the depths of his memory, his eyes lightly flicked across the deep night outside the window, his eyes flickered slightly, and his eyes were full of sadness.

After a long while, he sighed almost inaudibly, forced himself to put away his sadness, leaned over to help Song Yan up, and said in a calm and authentic voice: "This time

When I came to the United States, I insisted on meeting you, because he hadn’t finished speaking, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw the screen of his mobile phone on the table suddenly light up, and a text message was displayed on the screen saver.

[Xia Lin, the results of the re-examination came out, it is indeed VHL syndrome.Taking advantage of the early stage of the disease to control it, you must actively cooperate with the treatment. Please contact me as soon as possible after returning from the United States. 】