my neighbors

Chapter 30

Half of his face was stained with the blood of a beautiful man.

"Mom...Mom..." The boy raised his head, his eyes glistened with bloodthirst, "I'm going to kill you!!!! I'm going to kill you!!!" He swung his knife and stabbed the beautiful man's head hard. Body, blood spattered continuously, staining his clothes red, but he didn't realize it.

The beauty's expression changed: "This kid killed Zheng Shutang! It's crazy! Let's go!" Just as she finished speaking, the boy suddenly raised his head, numbness and madness appeared in his eyes, and he was even smiling: "You guys All! Gotta! Die!"

When the police arrived the next day, many people vomited, and the room was covered in blood. The five most wanted criminals were hacked to pieces, and the only ones breathing were two seemingly unbound men. The child of the power of the chicken.

Xiao Ai woke up not long after. Fortunately, she forgot everything she saw and was picked up by her grandmother.But Lin Feng just fell into a deep sleep.

At that time, Lin Feng's attending physician was called Si Zhou, and his son was Si Mu, a 12-year-old genius who was preparing for the college entrance examination.

Lin Feng turned into a vegetable, and Si Zhou found that his body still needed supplies, but his brain was dead.The little boy was so stimulated that his brain couldn't bear to sleep.But what is strange is that the child's subconscious will still respond.

Si Zhou thought, maybe he can cure him by himself, using an unprecedented method.

So he put headphones on the boy and tried to tell him some beautiful stories every day. The boy reacted a little at first, and his body would twitch unconsciously.Si Zhou believed that this method was effective for this child, and he named this therapy of storytelling to repair trauma "Si-style therapy".

Since Lin Feng was admitted to the hospital, Si Mu has been by his side almost day and night, learning this method of treatment.

Until the outbreak of SARS in 2002, Si Zhou died in a car accident on the way to the clinic.As a medical genius, Si Mu was exceptionally admitted to the hospital at the age of 16 to take over his father's work and practice Si-style therapy.But Si Mu and Si Zhou did it differently, he was very extreme, he didn't want Lin Feng to escape this memory, on the contrary, he wanted him to remember it.This innovative Si-style treatment was very effective, and Lin Feng gradually began to respond.In Lin Feng's subconscious mind, he confined himself in the apartment building where the accident happened, avoiding the fear brought to him by the five perverted murderers. ——Thus, there are the stories of the neighbors.

And in 2004, subconsciously in 1998, after Lin Feng experienced five perverted murders, it was finally time to wake up.It was also when the real Si Mu had a direct conversation with the subconscious Lin Feng for the first time.

my story ([-])

Actually...actually...that's the only explanation.It is also the only correct explanation.

I felt as if I had been splashed with a basin of ice water from head to toe, and I was so trembling that I could hardly stand upright.In fact, Si Mu had hinted to me a long time ago, but this kind of explanation was unprecedented, and I couldn't accept it all at once.

That's right... In Lao Wang's incident, Nana was obviously dead, so why did I still see the shadow of a woman lying on the window?In Zhou Huai's incident, why did the bloody kitchen knife appear in my house?In Xiaoai's incident, why did sprouts suddenly appear in that head?What were those broken memories in my mind before Si Mu kissed me for the first time that day?There are too many things that cannot be explained by common sense, "impossible to happen", because this is not reality!

"Sometimes it's yourself who binds you."

"Are you afraid of going to sleep or are you afraid of waking up?"

——He reminded me too early, but I didn't pay attention, because he was by my side, he told me not to be afraid, he protected me—and now it is this person who tore open my dream with his own hands.

His eyes struggled for a moment, and then he said to me: "What are you thinking? Don't think about anything! Your subconscious is driving me away!" I looked at him helplessly: "I don't think about anything...I don't ..." He suddenly opened a drawer on one side and threw something at me, it turned out to be a dagger! "Hurry up! I'm running out of time." With a cold expression, he pointed to the dagger on the ground, "Take this and kill Simu in your subconscious, do you hear me? Your body has been in a coma for six years and has It's about to collapse, wake up quickly..."

I looked at the dagger on the ground in amazement: "No...no...why do you want me to kill him?! No, no! He is...he is..." I couldn't continue because the person in front of me , this stranger is the real Si Mu.

His expression began to relax: "Remember...this Si Mu is what really binds you...Kill him...you can return to reality..."

The only thing that binds me.

That's right.I know that better than anyone.I would rather deceive myself, but I can't deceive anyone but me.

"Lin...Feng..." The Si Mu in front of me showed my familiar look again, looking into his bottomless eyes, I couldn't move any more, and I couldn't make any more actions.

Si Mu looked at my panicked look, and tried to take a step towards me, with a gentle expression: "Do you know everything? Lin Feng, calm down, listen to my explanation first..."

"How calm do you want me to be!" I felt a rush of blood rushing to the back of my head, and rushed to pick up the dagger on the ground, pointing the tip at his heart, "Stop misleading me! How many years have you harmed me! It's been six years, six years! I've had enough! It's all my wishful thinking, wishful thinking that those people are after me, wishful thinking and suspicion, wishful thinking that you like me! These are just wishful thinking on my part !"

Si Mu looked at me calmly: "Lin Feng, are you going to kill me then?"

I choked, tears overflowed from the corners of my eyes, and the hand holding the knife handle trembled.I dare not, I dare not kill Si Mu, even if this Si Mu is just a virtual body in my subconscious, I dare not attack him.

"Don't..." I couldn't control my tears, and I couldn't control my mood, the feeling of eagerly wanting to be by his side.All this is just because Si Mu in reality is too strange, and Si Mu in reality just doesn't love me!

When he spoke, it was my most familiar voice and tone: "Don't be like this. Lin Feng, don't lose your temper. As long as you want, we can move out. Don't be afraid, I'm here."

That voice has been bewitching me, and that's why I—

I don't know how the dagger pierced Si Mu's chest.In short, by the time I realized it, Si Mu's chest was already red with bright red blood stains, as if waking up a memory that shouldn't be there—my tears had blurred to the point where I couldn't see the things around me clearly. The long-standing fear once again filled my whole body at this moment, making me unable to even shudder.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." I seemed to keep repeating this sentence, in front of Si Mu's painfully distorted expression.

In the next second, the world around me collapsed.There was no dagger, no Si Mu's room, and no that person. There was only boundless darkness, and I was alone.

Yes, my world has always been pitch-black, and I am the only one.This is how I should be.

I sat down slowly in the black void, hugged my legs, and buried my head between my knees.The coldness of the tears did not wake me up, but made me fall into another deep sleep.

……

"Lin Feng... Lin Feng..."

"Lin Feng..."

I slowly opened my eyes, and the first thing I saw was the gray ceiling and ceiling fan, the wires protruding from the peeling wall, an iron rod for infusion dividing my sight, and the breathing mask on my nose.

I tried to move my fingers, and it hurt like hell, and it was this movement that took almost all my strength.I turned my eyes to the side, and then I saw a person who should never be here.

"Lin Feng, are you awake?!!!" The man jumped up, ignoring that he was nearly half a century old, and excitedly shouted at the nurse beside him, "Why are you standing still for me to rely on you! Is the hospital raising you for food! Hurry up! Tell Doctor Si!" The nurse suddenly came to her senses and stared at me excitedly for a long time before rushing out the door.The man grabbed my hand and pinched me almost to faint: "Lin Feng, you are such a miracle! Do you know that! It's been six years! You finally woke up! Do you feel anything?"

I licked my dry lips: "Water..."

The man immediately let go of my hand, poured me a glass of warm water at the speed of light, and poured it into my mouth without saying a word, which made me cough several times in a row.I smiled wryly: "Captain Zuo... calm down..."

Captain Zuo looked at me strangely: "What am I imagined by you again? - But, if you call me by the way, you can call me Captain Zuo, haha, I didn't expect that I was actually a captain in your subconscious mind. Self Let me introduce, I am your nurse, surnamed Zuo, your attending doctor is Si Mu, he will come over soon."

After I drank the water, I was like a plant that has been in drought for a long time, and immediately sat up with some strength. Maybe it was because I didn't want to lose face in front of Si Mu.

"Tell me about Si Mu." I grabbed Captain Zuo, the intelligence machine that came to my door.

Captain Zuo sat down carelessly, and went straight to the point: "Si Mu has a very serious autism since he was a child." He was shocked when he saw me open his mouth for a moment, and said, "You don't know? Well... his mother died giving birth to him, but he