my neighbors

Chapter 28

Homicide". Although the report in the newspaper was simplified a lot, it still scared many people. We found a diary in Zheng Shutang's room, which was probably written by another personality of him, and it was full of him. Crazy crime facts. Only one sentence on the last page:

——There is always that one person who deserves your madness.

So far, I am the only resident left on the fourth floor.

I was terrified that this chain reaction would happen to me and disaster might strike.Just when I was about to move to live in Si Mu's house, an event that upended my whole life finally happened.This incident negates everything. It can be said to be the scariest but also the most true thing I have ever heard in my life.

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The fourth floor is horrible.I don't want to go back, but I have to go back.

Maybe some readers will be puzzled when they read this: Why didn't I move up to the fifth floor to live with Si Mu?It can't be my fault, Si Mu's room is like hiding some treasure, and I won't be allowed to touch it, not even to take a look at it.I once asked him what was inside, and he said with a dark face that it was research materials. I believed it on the surface, but my doubts and fears were growing day by day.I was worried that my idea would come true, Si Mu lied to me from the very beginning, maybe he was going to kill me in the end!But these are baseless, even absurd.

Sensibility told me to believe in Si Mu.Reason told me to run away from him and something was about to happen.

But I can't escape. The things that happened on the fourth floor are slowly connected together, leading me to an end point. Maybe what awaits me at that end point is the cruelty of death or the mediocrity. I have to stay as the fourth floor. The last survivor of the building may also be the next dead.

I told Si Mu part of my thoughts, of course not including the part where I doubted him.Si Mu advised me not to be too careless, nothing would happen, it seemed like it was the first time he comforted me seriously.

After packing up my mood, I spent two days lying on the sofa at Simu's house, and finally returned to the empty fourth floor that was feared by everyone.I knocked on the door of my house, as if someone was inside, but all there was was air, and I wasn't going to say goodbye to it, but I wasn't going to go near it either.

I leaned my forehead against the door and said softly, "Get over it quickly. After it's over, we'll move out."

With you, go to a place without so much blood and fear, and live on forever.

The wind in spring is always unpredictable, just like the smile of a delicate girl, you can never guess whether it will be cold in the next second or warm in the next two seconds.Maybe it can blow away two bright peach blossoms, or freeze those rivers that are about to melt again.I rubbed my hands, and there were still three or four plastic bags full of vegetables hanging on my arms. That kid, Si Mu, was so lazy that he didn't want to go downstairs, he was too tired to even buy a vegetable.As a person who rubs food, shopping for vegetables is my duty.

After opening the door of 503 with the spare key, Si Mu still threw himself into the book, without even raising his head to look at me.I was a little irritable, threw the dishes on the dining table, ran to him and pulled his book out of his hand with one hand.

Si Mu raised his eyes and looked at me, without any annoyance in his eyes, his tone rose slightly: "What are you doing?"

I looked at his calm and unwavering face, and I was a little disappointed, and there was still some inexplicable hotness on his face: "You read books all day long, are the books better than mine?" After finishing speaking, I almost bit off my tongue. It's all about what!

Si Mu still looked at me so indifferently, under the gaze of that kind of gaze, I couldn't keep my composure anymore, with a blushing old face, I almost shouted in a loud voice: "What are you looking at!" Really, unexpectedly Eating the jealousy of a book, I am hopeless.

I don't know how long he stared at me. When the atmosphere started to become strange for so long, Simu suddenly burst out laughing. His gentle eyes made me startled: "I really can't do anything about you."

Just when I suspected that Si Mu in front of me was being disguised by someone else's plastic surgery or that he had lost his mind, he stood up, looked at me condescendingly, and then kissed my lips with hesitation and decisiveness.I was forced to turn around by his movements, slipped and fell on the sofa.His lips were hurt by his teeth, and he didn't stop, continuing to deepen the kiss.

"Wait, wait..." I pushed him away while panting, and unnaturally turned my head away, "This... This is wrong." Simu raised his eyebrows, as if he was condemning me for not paying attention at this time.

I took a deep breath: "Si Mu, I'm one year older than you." Si Mu frowned, "So?" I mustered up the courage to grab his collar, and the two of them changed places in an instant. My knee was on his thigh.Looking at the face under me that haunted me, I kissed it almost without hesitation.Si Mu didn't resist much, and took advantage of the situation to support my shoulder.After the kiss, I ignored my face that was about to be cooked, and whispered in his ear: "So, it should be me."

The distance between the two of us is very close, and Si Mu and I feel that the atmosphere is a bit too ambiguous, as if something that has been brewing for a long time is about to happen.At this moment, my stomach made a very untimely rumble... which directly ruined the next thing.

"Let's cook first." Si Mu propped himself up on his elbows, "Give me a break." I felt ashamed at this moment, blushing, and retreated half a meter quickly. Si Mu got up, and gently brushed my hair with his hands. Just this action makes people feel hot and unbearable.

After finishing the simple lunch, Si Mu read a book for a while and then dozed off.I lightly covered him with my coat, and the tiredness was also attacking me. Just when I thought I was about to fall asleep like Simu, I suddenly saw in the dimness that the door of Simu's room seemed to be It was concealed, revealing a slender gap, like the gate to hell.

I woke up all of a sudden, looking at the door, my heart was beating violently.Si Mu usually very much repulsed me from approaching that door, and locked it carefully, but why did it open a crack today, as if deliberately letting me see it?I looked at Si Mu, and he didn't even respond when I called his name softly, it seemed that he had really fallen into a deep sleep.My heart is struggling left and right, maybe this is my only chance, the only chance to spy on Si Mu's secret and even my secret.

After seeing Si Mu for the last time, I walked towards his room with heavy steps—the moment I pushed open the door, the moment I saw clearly what was inside, Simu's voice sounded behind me, as if His monstrous anger was ignited: "Lin Feng, what are you doing!"

All the muscles in my body tensed up, and I looked into the room silently.Si Mu's room is very clean. On the left is a desk and matching chair, which are full of documents and papers, as well as a large stack of newspapers.On the right is a 1.5-meter-wide bed with spotless white sheets, just like a hospital bed.And the most shocking thing is not these, but the wall opposite the door, the wall is covered with photos, if you look carefully, you will find that all of them are photos of one person—my photo.In the photo, I was wearing earphones and a breathing mask, and I also had a ventilation tube inserted in my nostrils. I closed my eyes tightly and looked peaceful.These photos range from my immature childhood to my current adulthood. In the photos, I am all wearing a hospital gown with blue and white stripes, and I seem to be in a coma.And the only "photo" that opened his eyes was Si Mu's sketch. I never knew his art was so good.In addition to the photos, there are several newspapers and medical records on the wall. The words on the medical records are unclear, but the bold and black title of the newspaper is very clear: This is what I saw at Si Mu's house that day, a 13-year-old mentally ill boy

"What's this? What's this?!" I grabbed his collar, trembling all over, and the great fear overwhelmed me, making me almost unable to breathe, "This is what you want to hide from me? Why? I Standing here, right in front of you, what is that thing on the wall?! Who am I in the picture?! Why! Why! Am I getting medical treatment? No, it can't be, I'm alive, I'm Still here, just stand here!"

Si Mu's expression suddenly became strange, he grabbed his neck, as if he was about to suffocate.I let go of his collar at a loss: "I... I didn't mean it, I just want to know..."

"Lin Feng." Si Mu lowered his head and suddenly said, "Have you finally spoken... After six years, have you finally spoken to me?"

"What... what do you mean?!" I kept backing away, my voice trembling.This Si Mu is too strange!There is a strange and dangerous aura all over his body, is this person in front of him still Si Mu? !

He raised his head without looking at my face, but his voice was piercingly cold.

"I know that your mood is very unstable now, calm down first, don't react too violently, listen to me."

I'm not in the mood to listen to him talking about this, I wish I could beat him up: "Who are you?"

He looked up at me with unconcealable fatigue in his eyes. "Now, let me introduce myself." He walked past me, opened the chair in the room and sat down, his familiar eyes flashed with a light that I was not familiar with, and there was no tenderness at all. "It should be the first time. Meet, I'm Si Mu, your attending physician in reality."

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My whole body trembled, and those broken memories flashed through my mind one by one, slowly connected together, and then became clearer than ever before.

"Where is this place?" I pinched myself hard, it hurts, what is reality?Could it be that my 19 years have only been