Chapter 25
Chapter 25
Problem, forgot where these moths came from, and since when—”
I saw that he was so emotional that he was incoherent, and he couldn't bear to pat his shoulder, and he was noncommittal about the task assigned by Captain Zuo.Seeing Zheng Shutang like this, let alone hiding missing persons, he would be driven crazy if he didn't do anything.
The calmest among us is definitely Si Mu, he didn't react obviously when he saw the moths all over the wall, but said: "It's really strange."
Yes, it's like there's a giant magnet hidden on the wall that attracts those moths.But what that magnet was, I could never guess.After all, Zheng Shutang didn't remember too many things.
We went back to the living room.In the face of relatively few and too many moths, I still feel so disgusted that I dare not take a closer look.
No one spoke first.After a long time, when I stared at the corner of the table and felt sleepy, Zheng Shutang took the lead to break the deadlock: "Lin Feng... can you let me stay at your house for a few days?" I said ah, and Zheng Shutang became depressed He continued to explain: "Really, just a few days. Tomorrow I will call the fire department, and I will have to clean up these moths no matter what. I'm really scared..." His eyelashes trembled slightly, which made me feel anxious. shock.
Si Mu seemed to be about to say something, but I was moved by him, and said, "No problem, don't say a few days, months or years, it doesn't matter, anyway, there is nothing in our house to rob." I felt a little guilty when I said that. After all, Si Mu lives with me now, so it seems a bit disregarding his feelings to agree so hastily.
No matter how much you regret it, it will be too late to pour water out of what you say.
Zheng Shutang packed up his things, and we left 406 together.Zheng Shutang sighed and closed the door, as if a little inexplicably lost.As a result, as soon as he reached the door of my house, Si Mu suddenly said, "Why don't I go upstairs."
I just opened the door of my house. I was taken aback when I heard the words, and my hands froze. I didn't know whether to continue or pull out the key: "Ah? Why?"
Si Mu's expression was hard to discern: "It's inconvenient for three people to live in one room."
He turned around when he had finished speaking, leaving no room for it.I saw that Zheng Shutang had walked into my house familiarly, and he no longer cared about avoiding suspicion, so he grabbed his arm and said, "You...don't go."
As soon as these words came out, Si Mu and I froze in place, and the roots of my ears turned red and hot.I must have lost my mind when I said that sentence just now, or that sentence has not passed the review of brain cells at all.I secretly twitched myself in my heart, aren't we all in a relationship? Why is this way of getting along weirder than my first love.
Unexpectedly, after a brief daze, Si Mu raised the corners of his mouth and revealed a faint smile: "...OK." This smile was different from Zheng Shutang.Zheng Shutang amazed me because of his innate charm, and the gentle aura that Si Mu exuded at this time has already left Zheng Shutang a few blocks away. Is it true that Xi Shi is in the eye of the beholder?
etc!lover?lover? ! !I found that the atmosphere became more and more awkward, especially the way Si Mu stared at me, which was so meaningful that I couldn't describe it in words.
"Lin Feng, are you all right?" Zheng Shutang's voice came from inside the door.
I tried my best to hide my unnaturalness, and opened the door as if nothing had happened: "Uh, it's okay." Something big happened, okay!
Zheng Shutang looked at my face and smiled extremely palely: "Hey, you two don't need to be jealous of my presence. Although I will envy you in front of me, I really don't think about other things." Looking at my face His thoughts and actions were completely guessed by him.I felt even more embarrassed, and then thought of his boyfriend Qu Su missing, all the embarrassment turned into guilt again: "Uh... I didn't mean to do this, I know Qu Su..."
"Stop talking." Zheng Shutang sighed and leaned on the back of the sofa. "I'm just envious. If we didn't quarrel at that time... the last sentence I said to him was not that I hate you."
go along.I meditate in my heart.Captain Zuo said when he came to my house that Zheng Shutang had had a fierce quarrel with Qu Su before he disappeared.Zheng Shutang...he didn't hide it, or did he need to hide it?I couldn't figure out his thoughts, so I tapped on the side and said, "Why are you arguing? If it's just a trivial matter, then there's no need." I hope I can get something out of it, I pray silently.
Maybe because my prayers were fruitful, Zheng Shutang was really obedient.He pondered for a while, put his hands on his cheeks and asked us, "Do you want to hear my story?"
moth (five)
I didn't expect to hear the story of my last neighbor so soon.Because of the strong particularity of this story, I remember it very carefully.
Zheng Shutang and Qu Su met in college. It is not easy for people who go to college, so their love is usually resolved internally, and Zheng Shutang is one of them.He originally pursued Xihua wholeheartedly, and he was not bad in appearance at first... Unexpectedly, he was not the only one who dared to climb up to Xihua, but there was also a competitor who "didn't know what was good and bad", that was Qu Su.
At that time, the school flower was obviously about to be obtained, but that person had such a good-looking smile, which made Xihua's originally bright attitude hesitant.This kind of tie flower finally made Zheng Shutang see clearly, so he voluntarily chose to give up.He wants to talk about a relationship that can last a lifetime, not a relationship that only pays attention to frivolous appearance and does not aim at marriage.Since Qu Su also likes tie flowers so much, it is better to give this kind of woman to him.
What Zheng Shutang didn't expect was that Qu Su was also a smart person, so he didn't stay with Xihua either.Zheng Shutang didn't think too much about it, he thought that he and Qu Su couldn't even count as nodding friends, without the bridge of Xihua, there would be no more intersections in the future.But many things are not taken for granted, otherwise there would not be many bad relationships in the world.Yes, Zheng Shutang and Qu Su can be described as evil fate.
Going to a bar to drink, the bartender happens to be Qu Su's part-time job.Riding a bicycle for a ride, accidentally caught Qu Su's backpack.Occupying a seat in the self-study class, I was told that the seat I liked was occupied by someone else for Qu Su.Qu Su broke into his life with lightning speed, and Xi Hua had already been squeezed to the ends of the earth.
Zheng Shutang was amazed why he and Qu Su were so destined to meet each other everywhere.He was also amazed that he was indulging in Qu Su's warm smile and couldn't extricate himself, his heart beating faster than ever.
That day Qu Su called him to the rooftop to have a shower together, and asked him with a smile: "You don't have a crush on me, do you?"
Zheng Shutang laughed out loud, "Don't feel too good about yourself."
Qu Su looked at him sideways, and suddenly stretched out his hand to touch the top of his head: "But your behavior tells me that you are. Don't give me such an illusion, okay? You will really fall into it."
Zheng Shutang didn't feel anything, only the hot feeling in the ears could not go away for a long time.Maybe he started to have feelings for Qu Su from this time, but he also started to be unwilling to face up to his heart from this time. Although his heart was excited and eager to get close, it was so stubborn that he wanted to stay away.
a gay.How ridiculous and sinful these five words seemed at the time!Zheng Shutang's self-esteem is not willing for him to admit it, and it is impossible for him to admit it.
But once the heart is moved, nothing can be undone.The person who fell in love with him at the first sight, how can he be an ordinary friend.
Qu Su's response to his ambiguous attitude is also ambiguous. They seem to be a pair of friends, perhaps more awkward or shallow than the relationship between friends.Whenever there is too intimate physical contact or talk about emotional topics, the two will automatically avoid talking, so their getting along at that time has always been considered pleasant, at least Zheng Shutang and Qu Su are content with this balanced status quo.
The balance will eventually be broken one day.One afternoon, the afternoon sun shone obliquely in the huge classroom. There were only two people here, and only he and Qu Su had the leisure to stay here.Qu Su said to him, "I might be looking for a girlfriend."
Zheng Shutang didn't know how he got through that difficult day, he just remembered that he was definitely not in a good mood.Jealousy surged in his heart, but he couldn't say it out.
Qu Su suddenly said to him: "If you don't want to, I can also refuse her."
Zheng Shutang tried his best not to look so ugly: "What's the matter with me?"
He miscalculated Qu Su's reaction.Qu Su laughed loudly when he heard the words: "You are really not frank."
This seems to be the first time that they have mentioned the relationship between them, which is natural and inexplicable.Zheng Shutang looked into his eyes with a numb expression: "Please have a good, good relationship with that girl!"
After speaking, their lips touched, and this was the first time they kissed.Again, it is natural and inexplicable.
Zheng Shutang didn't say anything, and neither did Qu Su. The girl and Xihua had already been thrown out of the sky, and the love between the two began like this.They do what normal couples do, like normal couples do.It has been more than four years until now. (Hearing this, I secretly glanced at Si Mu, and began to silently count the shelf life of our love.)
Later, Qu Su went to work in a neighboring city of S City, and the two kept in touch, but the quarrels always stemmed from a life that was too happy and ordinary, just like a calm sea always has rough waves.
A week ago Qu Su said that he was going on a blind date.Qu Su is a single-parent family, and her mother suffers from severe cardiovascular and cerebrovascular diseases.His mother wanted him to marry a wife quickly so that he could
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