Chapter 82
Chapter 82
Ye Xiao has always known that she is not very normal.
If you want to be strict, it is 'sometimes'.
Sometimes, she's not normal.
The normal here refers to all rational activities within the normal range.
Of course, things are much better now than they were then.This kind of irrationality is just that the body forces the brain to overheat out of self-protection instinct, and the adrenaline rushes to avoid some things deliberately.
In a certain sense, this is also a price. Although Ye Xiao finds it annoying to go 'crazy' regardless of the occasion, at least she would rather be like this than not knowing who she is.
It's just...it's useless.
She 'dreams' more and more often, 'goes crazy' more and more often.This kind of means to transfer the pain has reached the time limit, and everything that should happen is waking up step by step according to an irreversible trajectory.
Just like what that person once said, those pains have grown into her body because of the rotting too deep for too long, and become a part of herself. Even if that memory is forcibly stripped away, one day, she will also Back to square one, not to mention...it's just a transfer, not a delete.
How can man escape from himself?
In such a process, both healing and destruction have become an instinct of choice.
Ye Xiao recovered from the trance, and was immediately hugged by the extremely strong smell of blood with claws and claws.She paused a little sluggishly, and then suddenly remembered where she was.
Ye Xiao lowered her head in a daze, her cold fingertips were slightly curled up by the hot blood.She was still holding Ye Wuyou's sword, but at this moment, the originally snow-white and beautiful sword was only covered with blood.
Although I don't know what I did in the time just now, I can guess it by looking at it like this.
Ye Xiao lowered her eyes halfway, and stood there without saying a word.She felt as if she had stood in the wind for a hundred years, almost becoming half a sculpture, but in fact, it only passed a short one or two minutes.
288 exploded in his mind, but Ye Xiao didn't listen to anything, and simply blocked it, then slightly moved his feet that seemed to be stuck in the soil, and sighed extremely tired in his heart.
There was still an unfinished dark red in the sight, which made Ye Xiao feel very unhappy, as if she was no longer a human being, but a dangerous and ferocious carnivore.
She hadn't taken a few steps when she suddenly saw a girl in a red skirt standing in front of her abruptly.
The girl turned her back to her, with a huge pink bow tied in her hair, as if sensing her gaze, she turned around bit by bit.
At that moment, Ye Xiao suddenly remembered something that vaguely made her feel wrong.
When she lost her mind, she couldn't calm down spontaneously.In modern times, she still needs to be injected with drugs. In this world, only the smell of Ye Wuyou can wake her up. Now...
Ye Xiao's eyes were gloomy, but her fingers trembled nervously, and a chill rushed up her spine.
"Ye Xiao," the girl turned to her, showing a delicate and lovely face, the red skirt fluttering slightly in the wind, "You have occupied it for so long, should you give it to me?"
"..." Ye Xiao didn't speak, the fingers holding the scabbard turned white, and her complexion was extremely pale.
Seeing that familiar face, Ye Xiao already understood where it was.
"Don't you want to?" The girl seemed to understand her expression, and tilted her head to look at her with some distress, "But no, you have to let me, it doesn't belong to you, it belongs to me."
As she said that, the girl walked closer and closer to her, and said to herself as she walked: "You are already dead, why do you still pester me? Why do you still want to occupy my things for so many years?"
Ye Xiao shivered for no reason, she couldn't help but took a few steps back, biting her lips bleeding: "Who... are you?"
The girl met her almost collapsed gaze, let out a yell, and innocently showed a sweet smile: "What are you talking about, have you forgotten, I am Ye Ge."
Ye Xiao's complexion changed drastically, and she tilted a little as if she couldn't stand up.It took her a lot of effort to suppress the desire to retch, and her hoarse voice suddenly became several degrees higher: "Impossible, Ye Ge is already dead!" Ye Ge is already dead, and together with her parents, forever Left in that car accident.
With all her happiness.died.
"What are you talking about?" The girl looked at her in surprise and pity, and there was a bit of sarcasm in her words: "You are the one who died a long time ago! Have you forgotten?"
Did you forget it?
"It was you who made Ye Xiao disappear. You killed her. She was so young at that time, and I was only my age."
You killed her - she was so young.
Ye Xiao couldn't help but retreat, but those two words kept echoing in her ears like a curse, which made her unable to breathe, almost drowning in the spreading despair.
"I don't, I'm Ye Xiao, I'm Ye Xiao, I'm Ye Xiao..." She finally couldn't hold on anymore.Half-kneeling on the ground and covering his ears, his teeth were clenched, and his fragile nerves were only one step away from collapse.
"You're not Ye Xiao, Ye Xiao died a long time ago." The girl finally walked in front of her, smiled and opened her hand, leaned into her ear, and said word by word: "You, yes, Ye, Ge .”
Ye Xiao opened her eyes wide, flung the girl's hand away, and heard the sound of something breaking from the depths of her body very clearly.She was greatly shocked, she clenched her teeth, but she still held on, and said through her teeth without changing her mouth: "I am Ye Xiao."
"You're really stubborn..." The girl looked at her helplessly, and waved her hands unhappily.In the next second, the scene in front of Ye Xiao changed.
In the gloomy room, the smell of alcohol and blood mingled and intertwined, forming an extremely depraved piece of music.
On the dirty floor sat a beautiful woman.The smile on her lips was gentle and weird, and she brushed the girl's face with her slender fingertips, and said softly, "Baby, Mommy loves you."
"Tell mom what's your name?"
The girl was crying tremblingly, looking at the fruit knife in the woman's hand in fear, her trembling voice was low and inaudible.
"Speak up, tell mom, what's your name?" The woman frowned impatiently, then cut the girl's scarred thigh again, and poured disinfectant alcohol on it, "Huh?"
The girl was in so much pain that she couldn't speak, she paused for a few seconds, "My name is Ye, Ye, Ye..."
"Ye...Ye Xiao—ah!"
Severe pain came from her legs again, Xiao Yexiao cried more and more desperately, the voice that troubled her for many days reappeared, and said to her: [Give up, choose me, as long as you give up, there will be no more pain .I will take care of everything for you. 】
[No, that's the name my parents chose, no, you can't give it up. 】She shed tears and said to the voice in her heart, 【That is the last thing my parents left me. 】
[But you are in pain, you can't protect yourself, you are too weak. 】The voice said with hatred.
【Then, what should I do? 】Xiao Yexiao was trembling in pain, her thin body was crumbling.
【Do you miss your parents? ] The voice suddenly changed its attitude and asked her gently.
【Yes I do. 】Xiao Yexiao replied without hesitation.
[Then let's exchange. 】The voice seemed to be laughing,【You just need to disappear, you can see them. 】
【disappear? 】Xiao Yexiao was at a loss, 【Why disappeared? 】
[It is death. ] The voice chuckled.
[But I don't want to die.There's no point in being dead. 】Xiao Yexiao shook her head, 【No way. 】
【This is different, this is a death that only you can choose. 】The voice patiently explained to her, 【You just need to give everything to me, choose to disappear by yourself, and sleep under me forever.You will sleep for as long as your whole life, and you will never have to face these pains again. 】
Xiao Yexiao hesitated for a moment, she was exhausted by the pain, and finally gave in to the temptation of not having to suffer any more, 【If it's sleeping... well, what should I do? 】
[Just disappear, you agree? 】
Xiao Yexiao hesitated for a moment, then nodded.
[Then it's done, don't come out again. ] The voice was very happy, 【You have disappeared. 】
Xiao Yexiao said I know, and then her ignorant consciousness suddenly fell into darkness.
The woman was about to make another cut, but when she saw the girl fainted, she snorted, picked up the whole bottle of alcohol and poured it on the girl's wound.
The girl was convulsed with pain, and after a long time, she slowly opened her eyes.
She looked at the crazy woman, suddenly smiled, and said in an extremely soft and sticky voice, "Mom, it hurts so much..."
The voice was so familiar that the woman stopped all her movements and looked at the girl in disbelief.
Seeing her in a daze, the girl grabbed her skirt unhappily and said coquettishly like a puppy, "Mom, what's the matter with you? I'm Ye Ge."
"Did you see it?" The picture froze, and the girl looked at her with a nasty expression on her face, "...Obviously you told me to disappear. All the pain after that... I have suffered, I have suffered! Isn't Ye Xiao abandoned by you!"
Ye Xiao stood there, her body trembling like a dead leaf shivering in the cold wind, her face was wet with tears, she said to the girl very softly: "I'm sorry. It's me..."
It was I who abandoned you.
Ye Xiao let go of his hand, and the Flowing Sword fell to the ground lightly, making a small sound.
She suddenly lost all her strength, the magnified emptiness pierced through her weak soul, and unprecedented fatigue surged out.Ye Xiao couldn't stabilize her body, and took a few steps back, but unexpectedly, she stepped on the ground.
In reality, as soon as Ye Wuyou stopped the bleeding with difficulty, Ye Xiao walked into a forest with a very strange expression.
She hurriedly followed, thinking that her master might be ill again, she couldn't help being very worried, for fear that something might happen to Ye Xiao.As a result, Ye Xiao walked very fast, she was injured and couldn't keep up at all.
When Ye Wuyou finally caught up with Ye Xiao, Ye Xiao was standing on the edge of an unknown cliff with a blank expression, as if in a daze.
Ye Wuyou walked up with a face as heavy as water, and just stretched out his hand, before he could touch Ye Xiao's sleeve, Ye Xiao stumbled backwards as if he suddenly lost strength, and it was at this moment that Ye Xiao stepped on the ground suddenly. , Ye Wuyou's complexion changed drastically, he grabbed Ye Xiao, and then...
It is inevitable to fall, cliff, and die with her.
Ye Wuyou: ...
This love deserves full marks, yes, awesome.288, who was shielded by Ye Xiao, thought indifferently, and captured Ye Wuyou's dog-like expression for a moment.
The author has something to say: Little Angel [smashing the keyboard]: What are these stupid people writing! ! !
Author [Top Pot Cover]: This is love!How nice to die for love together!Ahhhhhh don't hit me I'm still a child!
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