sinovels Chapter 55 Dreamland
Chapter 55 Dreamland
There are many unfortunate people in the world.
Traffic accidents, natural disasters, wars.
In her world, the poor accounted for 20.00% of the global population.
Countless people live in wars and suffer from war and hunger. Newborn children may starve to death before they are one year old. Even if they are lucky enough to grow up, they will be skinny and face the danger of death at any time.
Compared with them, Ye Xiao really felt that she was too lucky.
She is not disabled or mentally retarded, at most she has some brain problems, but even so, she lived peacefully for 25 years in her previous life, and she really has no right to say that she is an unfortunate person. In fact, she does not feel that she is what a misfortune.
She had to think so when she was sober.
I am a happy person.
I am a happy person.
She must, must think so.
But at this moment, facing her dream, or memory, she finally couldn't hypnotize herself.
And the nerves that had been quiet for 15 years were probably overwhelmed, and they were finally tossed by themselves beyond the use period and began to rebel.
Ye Xiao sometimes really hopes that she will become a mentally retarded person, instead of just lingering on the superficial exaggeration and deliberate happiness.
She had fooled everyone but herself sober as if someone had cut her in half with an axe.Half of her stood at the highest point, watching the other half of her dance with a fool's mask on indifferently and with a hint of pity, pretending to be a poor and happy fool.
Ye Xiao narrowed her eyes slightly, staring at the big red '囍' on the gray-green metal door.She was feeling very clearly that her heart was beating faster and faster, as if a motor was installed, maybe it was smoking.
The blood seemed to leave her body rapidly from the brain, and the cold feeling spread quickly, giving her the illusion that she had become a humanoid ice sculpture.
It's the worst.
There was no wind, but the door opened slowly, making an extremely unpleasant creaking sound.
Dust hits the face.
Ye Xiao's fingers suddenly twitched nervously for a moment, the corners of her mouth curled up in self-deprecating manner, and she made a completely different move from the last time.
She went in.
The old furniture belonging to that era gradually came into view.
Ye Xiao kicked away the wine bottle at her feet, her eyes were surprisingly calm.At this moment, she felt very inconceivable about the calmness of her escape. This kind of calmness was comparable to someone forcibly injecting her with a tranquilizer. Her emotions, emotions, and desires were all completely lost. Calm spreads infinitely.
But the heart in the chest was obviously beating so violently.
Ye Xiao stopped in front of an old wooden door, raised her eyelids slightly, and stretched out her hand.
Then, like a sudden electric shock, she shrank suddenly when her fingers touched the wooden door, and the reaction force drove her body backwards, almost falling to the ground.
The door wasn't as exaggerated as hers, but it just retreated slowly by itself, exposing a corner of the room, and then slowly expanded until the entire space was exposed in front of her eyes.
The corners of Ye Xiao's lips still kept rising, she wanted to laugh but she didn't, she stood stiffly for an unknown amount of time, and finally moved her pace and walked in.
In the dark space, the heavy curtains were drawn to reveal nothing, not even half of the light was let in, only the light bulbs hanging above gave off a faint light.
Black wine bottles were thrown everywhere, Ye Xiao stepped on the debris with a slight movement.The combination of alcohol and the pervasive smell of rotting food that had been stagnant for so long was disgusting.
Ye Xiao glanced around, and saw the corpses of several cockroach brothers and the large and dense spider web on the top of the room, on which hung a rather burly spider, weaving a web leisurely.
"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..." The childish and suppressed cries became louder and louder in her ears. Ye Xiao paused, looked down, and easily found the child curled up in the corner.
She hugged her knees, buried her face in them, and cried in a low voice that seemed to be sobbing.Ye Xiao took a rough look, and his pupils shrank immediately, as if his three souls and seven souls had recovered at this moment, and his stagnant emotions suddenly fluctuated.
"Woooooo..." The child didn't notice that there was an extra person in the cramped space, crying non-stop, and his thin body trembled slightly with the crying.
Ye Xiao resisted the thought of running away, walked up to the girl, slid down against the wall, and sat silently on the floor.
"Don't cry." She touched the child's head hesitantly, and said softly in a very familiar tone, "Don't cry, I'm here, I'll accompany you."
Under her movements, the girl slowly stopped crying, sucked her nose, and raised her face to look at her.
"Ye Xiao." Seeing this person, the girl was not surprised, but smiled weakly, "Why are you here?"
It was only then that Ye Xiao noticed that she was wearing a tattered skirt, which was full of torn marks and mottled blood.
Ye Xiao's brows quickly frowned, she stretched out her hand to wipe away the blood and wet tears on the girl's face, her voice was a bit shy: "She... she hit you again?"
The girl looked at her and smiled again, holding her hand, her voice was so thin that it might be broken at any moment: "No."
The girl said, tears streaming down the corners of her red and swollen eyes, but her smile was still bright: "Mom is very good to me."
She paused, and then said, "Ye Xiao, am I going to die? There is a lot of blood."
As she spoke, she raised her injured arm with great effort, and her clear eyes were filled with fear of death. The girl cried and said, "I'm so scared. Ye Xiao, am I going to die? I don't want to die."
The girl's arm came into sight, and Ye Xiao's heart suddenly ached.Her heart seemed to be on top of a frying pan, suffering, and the pain spread wave after wave.
Ye Xiao gritted her teeth and swallowed back the pain, and tremblingly stroked the girl's emaciated arm.
There was hardly a piece of skin on that hand that was healthy. More than a dozen scars that had not been treated in time after being burned by cigarette butts were very conspicuous on the pale skin. There were dense scars all over the child's arm, some of which were still oozing blood. The shades are different, some of the skin and flesh are turned out, and Ye Xiao can tell at a glance that it was cut out of pieces.
The girl's thin and frail arm seemed to condense all the evils in this world.
Ye Xiao choked for breath, stroking those hideous scars with trembling fingers, tears finally fell from her eyes.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." She kept repeating like a repeater, her eyes were getting redder and scarier, and tears dripped down on the girl's arm.
Seeing her crying, the girl stood up and hugged her back: "Ye Xiao, I'm actually very happy. My mother said that she loves me."
Ye Xiao trembled all over, her eyes were red, and her lips were bitten so hard that blood came out.
"Don't trust her, she's a liar."
"Mom is not!" The girl pursed her lips, a little unhappy, "You are a liar! You clearly said you would protect me! Ye Xiao!"
This sentence was like a bomb, it suddenly exploded in her mind, Ye Xiao clutched her chest, her brain buzzed, she almost vomited blood.
"I'm not...I..." She hugged the girl's body, trying to say something incoherently.
"You clearly said that you would protect me." The girl leaned half on her body, lowly, like a little beast that lost its mother, and the sadness in her tone was moving.
"I……"
"Ah, I forgot." The girl suddenly propped up her thin body, her forehead was pressed against Ye Xiao's, her eyes were wide open, "You are not Ye Xiao, Ye Xiao is already dead."
Ye Xiao pinched her palms with five fingers, her mind was shaken, and she pinched her collar vigorously. The extreme pain made her look terribly grim: "No, I am Ye..."
"Have you forgotten?" The girl covered her mouth, grinned very slowly, and smiled innocently in Ye Xiao's violently trembling pupils, "Ye Xiao is already dead."
Ye Xiao's pupils constricted, and a strong rusty smell filled her mouth. She suddenly realized something, and struggled frantically, but she couldn't break free from the girl's hand no matter what.
She watched the girl's smile expand infinitely, the corner of her mouth was torn, and blood continued to ooze, laughing at her like a devil.
"You forgot," the girl said, her voice was extremely sharp and weird, and blood was oozing from the corners of her eyes. She suddenly grabbed Ye Xiao's neck with both hands forcefully, her expression frantic, "Hahaha, did you forget?"
Ye Xiao broke away from her violently, covered her ears, her body convulsed uncontrollably: "No..."
The girl sneered, and the voice was still clearly heard in her ears: "Why did you forget, Ye Xiao is already dead, you killed it yourself!"
"Ah!" Ye Xiao suddenly let out a hoarse and desperate scream, and the whole world collapsed, like bubbles, shattered in the girl's crazy laughter.
"Ah!" Ye Xiao suddenly opened her eyes, her chest heaving violently.
She gasped for a few times, coughing as if her heart and lungs were about to come out, her body curled up into a ball of mud, her face as pale as a ghost.
After a while, Ye Xiao propped herself on the ground and stood up tremblingly.
Her footsteps were weak, and she fell to the ground within a few steps, completely embarrassed.
She twitched like a dead fish on the ground as if dying, Ye Xiao covered her face unbearably, tears dripped down her fingers, she bit her lips tightly, her shoulders trembled uncontrollably, and she didn't make a sound.
After an unknown amount of time, she stumbled to her feet again, dragged her weak footsteps half-walked and half-crawled out the door, not noticing that the sky outside the window was already dark, and she almost spent the day half asleep and half unconscious .
Ye Wuyou was concentrating on polishing the sword, and when the sword body was polished, she raised the corners of her mouth a little, put the Flowing Water Sword away, took off her shoes and was about to go to sleep, when the locked door suddenly slammed, it was someone Knocked open with brute force.
Ye Wuyou was startled, looked up, and was even more surprised: "...Master?"
Ye Xiao stood at the door with her head down.The disheveled hair covered all her expressions, so that Ye Wuyou didn't see her trembling body and the tears under her tightly closed eyes.
Ye Wuyou didn't even bother to put on his shoes, and hurriedly walked towards her, his brows furrowed.Unexpectedly, as soon as she met Ye Xiao, that man hung on her body like a deflated paper lantern, as if he had lost all his strength.
Ye Wuyou trembled instinctively, the air he exhaled was three points hot, and he subconsciously stretched out his hands to hug him up.She has grown a lot these days, Ye Xiao looks big, but her weight is shockingly light.
Ye Wuyou was slightly taken aback, and really felt like he was hugging an ice bump.
So cold, have a fever?
Ye Wuyou worriedly carried Ye Xiao to the small and narrow couch, and let go of her. Just as she was about to get the medicine bottle on the table, someone pulled her sleeves vigorously.
Unprepared, Ye Wuyou was pulled half on Ye Xiao's body, and before he could even blush, Ye Xiao put his other hand around her waist, rolled over while holding her, and they rolled on the ground. Together.
Ye Wuyou: ...
Happiness comes too suddenly like a tornado!
Ye Wuyou's ears were burning hot, his eyelashes trembled up and down, Ye Xiao kept silent, and hugged her tightly, making her struggle unnaturally, but Ye Xiao hugged her even tighter, and the veins in her hands were exposed. up.
So Ye Wuyou had no choice but to lie down obediently and let her hold her. Although she didn't know what happened to Ye Xiao, she felt a little bit of shameful joy in her heart.
Until Ye Xiao leaned against her neck very lightly, Ye Wuyou was suddenly taken aback, all the joy suddenly cooled down, she couldn't help frowning and hugged Ye Xiao's waist tightly.
Master is crying.
The author has something to say: the second update, put it up first, thank you everyone for loving me.