my love letter is always guilty

Chapter 11 011 Tragedy

Near the end of the term.

The first semester of university quickly finished its final steps in the cold winter, and there were exams one after another, without the tension of high school.

Most of them are aiming at the goal of 60 points long live, and completing their studies is an easy task.

But Tian Dong didn't even have the mood to deal with it, and even made a mistake about the time of the exam, resulting in failing the exam. Even if it was a fourth-rate university, the school had no way to cover up the students who couldn't get to the exam room.

Failing a subject can delay the arrival of the winter vacation. For Tian Dong, the vacation is meaningless, and he doesn't want to go home too early.

A few days ago, his father called and asked him to go to his grandfather's house for the Spring Festival. This was simply an invitation from the devil.

The school was empty, and when the crowd dispersed, it was snowing...

If ice is water falling asleep, snow is rain falling in love with the earth.

Every snowflake falls in this vast world with nostalgia for the earth.Looking around, the whole world is covered with silver, and the eyes are full of white scenes.Even that snowy winter night was completely without the darkness that the night should have.The sky was reflected in pale white by the pure white on the ground. The scene at that moment was romantic and extreme.

This fourth-rate university is located on the third ring road of the city. It has a good urban location. Except for the rather restrained and stingy campus, the urban construction around it is vigorous.

Nearby is the tallest building in Jiawubei City, with the prominent name "Tianwang Building" hanging on the building.

Soaring into the sky, a building with full glass curtain wall, black and silver, like a typical modern building in New York, 82 floors, even for such a tall building, the entire exterior is often cleaned, resulting in white snowflakes, which cannot be stained.

This brings to mind rejection!

Black rejects white!

Dong Hai came to this building for the first time. Although he has always resisted this building, the rooftop restaurant on the 80th floor can overlook the entire Wubei City, especially the nearest university.

You can see Tian Dong's dormitory building.

Endure what you don't like for what you like.

Unknowingly, Dong Hai became this kind of spying role. He took the black telescope, looked at it for a few times, then retracted it and put it on the best place on the table.

The waiter brought him cold coffee and treated him with the utmost humility.

The snow outside is not very big, fine and broken, fluttering, like a melancholy snow elf, Dong Hai recalled the scene when he first met Tian Dong.

It was the winter of the first year of high school. In the morning, I sent a damn invitation to my uncle, and my mother held a new wedding half a month after her divorce.

When I arrived at the classroom office, I passed the window and saw a boy in a navy blue sweater drawing on the desk, blowing his nose while pulling a paper towel next to him. He was very serious, with a pen in his hand, and he sketched on the white paper.

There is a little water on the eyelashes, it is soda that tends to react with cold and heat in winter, at first glance it looks like dew, tiny, lying on the eyes, like dandelions in water.

Dong Hai knew that he, Tian Dong, was a high-quality student who often appeared in school rankings. Dong Hai was just a little surprised that this slender-looking boy, besides studying well, could actually draw.

Heh... Good grades also need to attract people's attention in all aspects. This kind of person lives with all his strength all day long, has a strong desire to show off, pretends to be noble, but in reality is nothing, just showing off in front of others with full of vanity.

Tian Dong's first impression of Dong Hai is nothing more than that...

Later, he received a call from his uncle, telling him to wait. He didn't want people at school to know about their relationship, and he didn't want to spread the news of his mother's remarriage.

Uncle doesn't like his mother, and neither does Dong Hai.

After delivering the invitations, he passed the office again on the way back to the classroom. Tian Dong had finished drawing and left, leaving a pile of snot paper and a drawing on the table, and the office door was open.

Tired of waiting, Dong Hai went in and took a look. It was a pen drawing, a boat, a few haggard ones, and a river with weak water, with smooth lines and a sense of loneliness. At that time, Dong Hai looked at it blankly. The boy's paintings are really of a certain standard, and they belong to the type of pretending to be powerful.

After that, he never obviously met Tian Dong again.

Until the second year of high school, Dong Hai lived in a bar every day, and after sleeping with an unknown woman who recognized money but not people, he returned to that strange home in the middle of the night.

He has a younger sister, who is one year younger, and they grew up together, and they have a good relationship. After confirming that the sister's DNA is a father-daughter relationship with another man a few months ago, she changed her name to Zhou Sisi, and in a blink of an eye, she became a half-sibling.

Soon, the mother divorced and remarried.

The court sentenced him to his mother, and he was taken to Zhou's house as a dowry. It all happened like a disaster.

When he came to his brother's room, Zhou Sisi took out a letter and said, "The love letter written by Tian Dong is in English. It's pretty good. I don't understand many sentences. Brother, can you read it for me?"

"Why did he write you a love letter? When did you know each other?" Dong Hai asked casually, but he didn't care much, just a little strange.

Zhou Sisi approached and sniffed Dong Hai's smell, with a disdainful expression: "Going to find a woman again? You are so corrupt, and the pocket money you got in exchange for the report card is just spent, who is it for?"

"Go and see with me some other day, those women have the same expression when they see Qian and Mom!" Dong Hai said with a wicked smile, like a dark demon in the dark.

Zhou Sisi's expression was twitching: "It's disgusting."

"Hmph..." Dong Hai was about to take a bath.

"Tian Dong is gay!" Zhou Sisi said with a smirk when Dong Hai turned around.

Dong Hai turned his head, his expression unchanged: "Then he wrote you a love letter, are you a man?"

Zhou Sisi handed the letter to him, smiling shrewdly: "Fang Ze is his boyfriend, and Fang Ze is pursuing me recently, taking the love letter written by Tian Dong."

"So?" Dong Hai took the letter, opened it, the handwriting was clean, and the opening sentence was smooth.

——[The relationship between my parents is always deformed. They rarely consider my feelings when they make any decisions, or they don’t consider them at all, so my values ​​are gradually swinging left and right, and I don’t know if I will lose my direction because of this. 】

The relationship between parents is always deformed...

Dong Hai suddenly had a change in the image of the boy he saw at the window that day, and a word came to his mind, sympathy...

Zhou Sisi's eyes lit up, and said, "Brother, your English is better than mine, please help me reply."

Dong Hai didn't ask Zhou Sisi what the purpose was, but because of the feeling of sympathy, he replied to the letter and wanted to ask how to deal with such a deformed parental relationship...

[The swaying moonlight melts the lingering memories of the past, looking back at the path of my own growth, watching day by day, standing on the side of the road, with my hands in the pockets of my windbreaker, and seeing countless people walking past me expressionlessly , Occasionally someone stops and smiles at me, bright as a peach blossom, these people who stay will eventually become the warmth in my life, that is also a kind of perseverance, no one can abandon me, except myself. 】

……

No one can abandon me, except myself!

Dong Hai thinks that Tian Dong is like a soul healer, like a lonely swordsman who never gives in. He has a fortitude that Dong Hai doesn't have, and he looks at a life that Dong Hai can't see through.

Gradually, Dong Hai went to nightclubs less and less. In the end, he no longer had the desire to go to those dark places. He could spend his time in these letters. No matter what he told or was told, he began to feel that life was not as he thought. Embarrassed.

Inside these letters, there is an absolutely clean world that belongs to him...

Dong Hai forgot that Tian Dong was gay, maybe he forgot, maybe it was just because of the words, he readily accepted it.

At the opening ceremony of the third year of high school, Tian Dong, as a student representative, spoke on it.

The sun was warm that day, and the honey-colored light illuminated the fair skin of the boy on the podium.

In the crowd, Dong Hai could still see his eyelashes, his fine contours, his red lips illuminated by light, and the words he spoke were clean and clear. Dong Hai thought, is it the same when he read those letters? clear...

Dong Hai didn't understand what kind of feelings he had for that boy, he knew that he didn't like men, they had the same organs, the same body, and they didn't have climaxing desires.

It's just that when they meet occasionally, he will look at Tian Dong more, and it won't be because there is nothing wrong with writing love letters to each other. He just needs such a confidant, and he doesn't intend to stop the relationship.

As time passed, I learned in the letter that Tian Dong had developed with another boy, and that boy still pretended to be himself. On the one hand, he was confused with his sister Zhou Sisi, and on the other hand, he fell in love with Tian Dong.

Dong Hai thinks that Tian Dong should not fall in love with this kind of person. Tian Dong is a clean person, like a holy swordsman, with ideals and talents, and should not be delayed by people like Fang Ze.

After the No.13 letter, Dong Hai decided to take those letters to find Tian Dong, no matter what, at least Tian Dong would not be deceived by that kind of person.

But he happened to see Tian Dong and Fang Ze entering the hotel.

Only then did Dong Hai realize that Tian Dong was really gay, and he felt an indescribable sense of disgust, how could he have anything to do with a homosexual, Dong Hai turned and left, but felt heavy every step he took.

In the last letter, Dong Hai felt Tian Dong's strong love, like a sea, warm, sweet, and rock-like. Dong Hai felt heartbroken and hated Tian Dong's stupidity, so he couldn't tell the truth from the truth. False, never questioning who the person in the letter is.

Afterwards, Dong Hai started to go back and forth to the bar again, but somehow he was no longer interested in those prostitutes. He just held the wine, got angry for no reason, smashed glasses for no reason, got into fights, was sent to the police station for no reason, and was fished out by his stepfather for no reason.

He replied the last letter.

Writing letters has become the only way to escape, no, it is a way that can no longer be stopped.

Even if it is deliberately in line with responding to those sweet words that do not belong to Dong Hai...

Dong Hai believes that ideal love should be like this, just like words, gorgeous, firm, and never betrayal...

Fourteen months, the time he and Tian Dong corresponded.

On April NO.17, Zhou Sisi's scheme finally surfaced. She exposed Tian Dong in public, took those letters, and humiliated Tian Dong in the worst way. Even now, Dong Hai still doesn't understand why her sister, who was supposed to be reasonable, must You must hate Tian Dong deeply.

Dong Hai was very angry when he took those letters from her that day.

"Dong Hai, what are you doing? Do you sympathize with that homosexual? What is there to sympathize with? Homosexuals deserve death!" Zhou Sisi yelled, "They are the ugliest things in the world!"

Without saying anything, Dong Hai took the letters away and hid them where no one could get them.

But he didn't know that Zhou Sisi was so unwilling to give up. He bought a loudspeaker in the supermarket in front of the school and rushed straight to Tian Dong's classroom.

"You're gay, gay!..." She proclaimed wantonly, causing commotion, sitting in front of Tian Dong, repeating over and over again.

Tian Dong stood up, his clear voice remained unchanged, his eyes glowed like ghosts, and he responded like a dead man: "Yes, I am! I like Fang Ze!"

Zhou Sisi laughed wildly, and the students were unimaginably shocked. Some hurriedly spread this amazing secret, and some retched.

The next day, Fang Ze dumped Tian Dong, and the person who directed the ending was Zhou Sisi again.

A few days later, Zhou Sisi also dumped Fang Ze.

Everything is a tragedy fabricated by Zhou Sisi!

She aimed at Tian Dong, a person with whom she had no relationship.

Dong Hai didn't understand why Zhou Sisi did this, he just felt pain, absurdity, and regret...