sinovels Chapter 10 Resistance
Chapter 10 Resistance
Having said that, for this relationship, Hedeya and Palmer comfort each other more like two wounded people.It was the first time Hedeya saw that a person could be so frustrated, but what he did was not to resist, but to give up on himself.Hedeya instinctively wanted to comfort this hurt heart, sympathized with him more than she pityed herself, and there was a feeling of deja vu in it.Although I don't know what happened to Palmer, even nobles must have their troubles.Hedeya doesn't understand their troubles. Although the reasons are different, what they show is the same hurt heart.
Perhaps it was touched by the frustration and helplessness in Palmer's eyes, which directly hit the softest part of Hedeya's heart.He understood how it was difficult for him who was ignorant and ignorant to survive the first time he was dumped, and this Baron Palmer, if no one came to comfort him, maybe it would be difficult for him to survive.No matter how much Hedeya hated nobles, she still couldn't bear to watch Palmer give up on himself.Comparing his heart with his heart, compared to the previous aristocratic gentlemen who lived a life of extravagance and luxury, Palmer was considered an alternative among the many aristocrats he had seen.But the weak and weak character he showed, which is rare among nobles, is also doomed to the reason for his current pitiful situation.
For Palmer, this ignorant and ignorant boy who broke into his world when he was saddest and lonely, gently lent him a shoulder to warm his wounded heart.From his thin body, I got the tenderness and care that my lover never gave, and I didn't want to find out what kind of feelings I had for this young man. After all, the feelings were too heavy for Palmer. It was already weighing on him and he couldn't breathe, let alone another one.Although he was escaping, he had to admit that being with Hedeya gave him a rare peace of mind and freedom.
Looking at the young man's smile like a spring breeze, feeling the warmth of 37°C under the smile, exuding youthful vitality brilliantly, Palmer was gradually infected, as if he had returned to his youth.
In the spring afternoon, the young man would bring a well-brewed fragrant black tea, and then he would smile and look at himself quietly all afternoon.On a midsummer night, he will indulge himself and climb to the roof with his hand, watching the stars in the sky proudly shout out his wish, vowing that he will enter Dickbeck and become a great magician, Get him out of this pain.And Palmer smiled dotingly, concealing the cruelty of reality from him, not wanting to shatter the boy's dream, telling him that the son of a commoner without a guardian beast would never be able to step into the gate of Dick Becky for the rest of his life.
There was a slight urge to help him realize his dream, but in the face of reality, there was nothing he could do to help him. Aside from violating Via's laws, Palmer really couldn't bear to push this simple boy into this place where he had already lived. In the filthy circle of magicians.Because he knew that no matter how powerful a magician was, they were just supporters or minions of the upper-level rulers.No amount of money and fame can exchange for the present freedom and innocence.Studying, learning magic, and getting ahead, today when the gap in class rights is increasingly showing its dominant position, this is just the self-consolation of those common people. To put it bluntly, it is delusional.
Carefully maintaining the balance of this different kind of emotion with the teenager, Palmer's only hope is that such a peaceful life can last longer.However, the sky does not follow people's wishes, the balance is broken, and everything is fragmented and collapsed.
Unexpectedly, the wound that was about to heal was torn open, it would be so painful.
That day, on such a lonely and cold night as usual, Palmer was tossing and turning on the cold bed, and Hedeya was quietly guarding the door. The beast that came out devoured fragile hearts in an instant. At this moment, Palmer in the room must not be able to sleep.
It has been almost a year since Hedeya came to Palmer, which means that Palmer's lover who left angrily that night has not been here for a year.Are you still angry with yourself and waiting for him to come to apologize?Or have you already found a new love and completely forgotten about yourself?Palmer sighed helplessly, the answer in his heart gradually leaned towards the latter, but he still hoped that maybe he was thinking too much.
But when the thought came to his mind, Palmer couldn't sleep anymore.
"Hedeja, are you out there?" Palmer called
"Here, what is the master's order?" Hedeya's voice came clearly through the door.
"Come in."
The door was gently opened, and the dim light in the corridor was cut off quickly after being angled into a corner.Hedeya stood by the bed silently, waiting for Palmer's next instruction.
"Can you sleep with me? I can't sleep alone." Before Hedeya could reply, he pulled Hedeya onto the bed with one hand from under the quilt, lifted the quilt, and held him tightly. wrapped up.
The boy's slightly cold body gradually warmed up, and Palmer leaned against him without any scruples, greedily absorbing the warmth.
"If it's too cold, I'll ask Patty to help you prepare and warm the stove next time. Let's warm the quilt first." Hedeya said thoughtfully.
"It's useless." Palmer leaned his whole head on Hedeya's back, and said sullenly, "Even if it is burned with fire, the ice that has formed in my heart will not be warmed or melted."
"I'm sorry, I can't help you with your knot."
"It's okay, just let me hold you quietly. You can go when I fall asleep." Palmer tightened his arms.
"kindness."
However, just as he was about to fall asleep surrounded by warmth, there was a sound of hurried footsteps at the door, and before anyone could react, the door was brutally opened.
Palmer looked up, and saw the long-lost but indifferent face as usual, with anger in the sharp eyes, like a sharp sword, it had already stabbed the people around Palmer to pieces.Compared with the excitement that he hoped so much for that person to come before, at this moment, it was suddenly poured out like ice water.
Knowing that this is the calm before the storm, Palmer treats him like air.Hedeya raised his head and saw a pair of fierce gazes. The moment he saw him, he seemed to kill him.
However, Palmer didn't know what his intentions were. He glanced at the person at the door, then turned around and put his hands around Hedeya's neck, who was still in an unknown situation, and gently kissed his reddened ear. Yu said: "Leave him alone, let's continue!" The voice was not loud, but it was just enough for the intruder to hear, and at the end of the sentence, he still did not forget to groan with emotion.
If you don't break out in silence, you will perish in silence.Silence never belonged to McCracken.
"Palmer, what do you mean?"
"As you can see, what else can it mean!" Palmer stood up and stood in front of McCracken, staring directly at the person in front of him, determined not to run away.But after staring at each other for a few seconds, he was still overwhelmed by the arrogance of the man in front of him, finally couldn't help but lowered his head, and said softly to the young man behind him, "Hedeya, you go out first."
Hedeya, who witnessed all these inexplicable developments, seemed to understand something, looked at Palmer with a little worry, got up and left without saying anything.When passing by McCracken, he glanced sideways at McCracken, but was still shocked by the indescribable pressure that emanated from him.
What a horrible guy, he must be the one who hurt Palmer.
McCracken kept his eyes on Hedeja until his back disappeared outside the door, but he didn't make a move.Palmer, who was well aware of his habits, knew that he must be secretly thinking about how to deal with Hedeya later.
"If you dare to touch that child, I'll be rude to you! Tell me quickly." Palmer had already understood the personality of the person in front of him, and said straight to the point.
"It's you who has something to do! What do you want?" The man stepped forward, grabbed the hand of the man on the bed, pulled him to him, and narrowed his eyes angrily, "Unexpectedly, our baron would be dissatisfied with desire and hook up with him." Think of such a brat who doesn't even have hair growing!"
"Keep your mouth clean for me!" Her hand was pinched so painfully, she struggled, but it was of no avail.
"Oh, could it be that the little bastard couldn't resist your temptation and dared to climb into your bed without authorization? I really don't want to die. If you dare to steal my things, let's see if I don't kill him!"
"Come at me if you have the guts, don't take your anger out on that kid! It has nothing to do with him!"
"Irrelevant? You actually begged for that little beast! A commoner, what can he give you, just because he is young? Or is he better than me in bed, and can satisfy your desire? However, look at his stunted and thin body , this seems unlikely, um, my dear Palmer baby?" He squeezed Palmer's chin mercilessly.
The distance was only a few centimeters away, and the man's slightly hot breath could be clearly felt on his face.
Palmer met the man's sharp gaze fiercely: "I want to remind you, my lord, everyone is an adult, and I have no obligation to report to you what kind of bed partner I find! In your eyes, I am just a Earl, you are tired of the only ingredients in your dinner, you may not come here for a year, and you came to me today after thinking about it, and you still take care of my business." Palmer broke free from McCracken's restraint , stood up, quickly put on the robe that was placed on the end of the bed, and prepared to leave, "Although that child can't give me anything, at least he can treat me as a human being!"
"..." I have never seen Palmer resisting himself in such a tone. In my impression, this boy who inherited his father's little title and has been silently hiding in a corner watching him has grown up unknowingly. He expressed his love to himself in an immature tone. At that time, McCracken laughed on the spot, and jokingly agreed to his confession. Thinking of it as a boring condiment, he kept the lover relationship with him intermittently for a hundred years. No matter how I treat him, this guy never resists his own wishes, but today, Palmer's resistance makes the always strong McCracken speechless, but no matter what the reason is, he who has always been the leader , No one is allowed to escape from his control, McCracken caught up with Palmer, and shouted: "Stop!"