my ex boyfriend is super sweet

Chapter 134 Do You Still Blame Us

When Jiang Haitang found out that something was wrong with Douhan, Douhan had already stayed at home for more than a week. Douhan used various excuses to tell Jiang Haitang that Jiang Haitang had no doubts at all at first, until a certain time Douhan's mood was not right when he called him.

Dou Han also felt that he couldn't hide it anymore, so he told Jiang Haitang. Jiang Haitang knew that he would face this day sooner or later, but he didn't expect the situation to become so bad.

Douhan knew Jiang Haitang's character, so he didn't say much, just told Jiang Haitang not to worry too much, he would explain to his parents when his anger subsided, and Jiang Haitang also understood that it was what he did that made him They were too disappointed, what they did now was reasonable, it was just to protect Douhan.

Jiang Haitang smoked all night, and the red blood in his eyes was very obvious. After Qi Xinsheng knew about this, he had a drink with Jiang Haitang. The two of them didn't need to talk too much, just staying together to drink can also take a break Feeling.

Qi Xinsheng said: "If you want me to tell you, don't think about it so much. Anyway, it's already like this, so you can chase after it vigorously. His parents won't talk to him or you, so let's talk to his peers. Your father, they must give the old man face..."

The next day after waking up from a hangover, Jiang Haitang looked at the unshaven and decadent look in the mirror, washed his face, and called Jiang Yuan, "Dad, I have something to tell you..."

Snowflakes started falling outside the window again.

After Jiang Yuan received the call, he was stunned. He put down the phone and planned to drive. After thinking about it, he booked a ticket. In the afternoon, Jiang Yuan appeared in Jiang Haitang's house.

Jiang Haitang made Jiang Yuan a cup of tea, the best Biluochun, Jiang Yuan used to like tea, but this time he didn't drink it after a few sips, as if he was drinking plain water, his mind was in a mess.

Jiang Yuan looked at Jiang Haitang, drank tea in silence for a long time before deciding to speak, "...you said that you and Douhan are together, you are getting better, what do you mean?"

Sitting opposite Jiang Yuan, Jiang Haitang nodded, "It's the object."

After Jiang Yuan listened, he drank another big sip of tea, as if rushing to hide his uneasiness, he suddenly raised his voice, "You two men, who are you dating?" The huge second shock made Jiang Yuan's voice crack.

Jiang Haitang looked at the white hair protruding from Jiang Yuan's head, his throat became dry and hoarse for a moment, he could not speak, and lowered his eyes.

After a while, Jiang Haitang said, "I'm sorry, Dad."

Jiang Yuan stood up, anxious and restless, as if he couldn't figure it out at all, wandering around the room, Jiang Haitang wanted to say a lot, but he was afraid of making Jiang Yuan angry.

After a while, Jiang Yuan sat down suddenly, looked at Jiang Haitang and said, "Are you still blaming us? Blame your grandma for forcing you to get married, blame me for not stopping? Do you still hate it?"

Jiang Haitang opened his mouth, but continued to hang his head without saying a word.

Blame the old lady?hate it?Indeed, if it weren't for those years, he and Douhan might not be what they are now, but what's the use of being strange?What if I don't hate it?

Seeing that Jiang Haitang didn't speak, Jiang Yuan said with a bitter face, "I knew it, I knew you were still blaming us, I knew you didn't say anything, but you haven't had a good life these past few years..."

"Dad... I don't blame you."

Jiang Yuan paused, "But you're not doing well." Like a sigh, like affirmation, like guilt.

Jiang Haitang said: "I've only recognized Douhan in my life."

Jiang Haitang knew that Jiang Yuan couldn't accept it all at once, and didn't want to force him. Jiang Haitang gave Jiang Yuan a disc, and then went to the company.

Qi Xinsheng was a little surprised to see Jiang Haitang appearing in the company, "Hey, our company is not so strict, is it, or is your problem solved?"

Jiang Haitang's face was full of tiredness, and he was drinking strong coffee. Qi Xinsheng felt miserable when he smelled it.

"My dad is here." Jiang Haitang said.

Qi Xinsheng was taken aback for a moment, and asked worriedly, "What's his attitude?"

"I don't know." Jiang Haitang shook her head, thinking about Jiang Yuan's expression of bewildered and heartbroken self-blame, she felt a tightness in her chest.

Qi Xinsheng looked at Jiang Haitang and said, "How about I talk to your father?"

Jiang Haitang raised her eyelids to look at him and shook her head.

Jiang Yuan held the disc, feeling uneasy, and finally inserted the disc into the computer in Jiang Haitang's study.

Jiang Haitang started to be in a daze after the company finished dealing with today's affairs, standing by the window smoking a cigarette, the weather outside was gloomy.

Jiang Haitang sent a text message to Douhan, saying that he missed him. Douhan couldn't get through to the phone recently, and he didn't reply to the message. Jiang Haitang guessed that his parents probably confiscated him.

The snowflakes finally fell profusely. This time it was probably the biggest snowfall this year. It was like salt in the wind, with white flowers.

Jiang Haitang's car was parked downstairs in Douhan's apartment complex. He parked for a long time, smoking a cigarette in the car and staring out of the building in a daze.

On the way back, the snow was very thick. When Jiang Haitang took the elevator from the parking lot to the elevator, there was a buzzing in his head. He probably caught a cold because he was driving the window to blow the wind and smoke in the snow today.

As the elevator went up from floor to floor, Jiang Haitang thought again, whether Jiang Yuan had watched that disc or not, that disc was a birthday present from Douhan once, and it was edited and made by Douhan himself. It was a photo of them together before, accompanied by very sensational music. During the years when Jiang Haitang went abroad, he relied on this disc to continue his life.

Click—Jiang Haitang opened the door top-heavy.

The sound of cooking and range hood came from the kitchen, and Jiang Haitang's nose felt sore.

"Dad, I'm back." Jiang Haitang said standing by the kitchen door.

Jiang Yuan turned around and smiled at Jiang Haitang, "Hurry up and change your clothes, get ready to eat, it will be ready soon."

As if back in childhood, Jiang Yuan looked back at him like this, and said with a smile: "Haitang, you're back, go wash your hands and prepare to eat, it will be fine soon."

Four dishes and one soup are too rich for two people.

People who drink hot soup feel warm in their mouths, and the symptoms of colds seem to be relieved.

After eating, Jiang Yuan suddenly said, "Haitang, I watched that disc."

Jiang Haitang paused while holding the chopsticks, feeling nervous. She put down the chopsticks and looked at Jiang Yuan.

"You are more educated and know more than me. I think you should know what you are doing. I am old and I can't keep up with the thinking of young people, but I know that you have always been a good boy. I have always been proud of you. You have always been very promising..."

Jiang Yuan's words slowly spread to Jiang Haitang's ears, Jiang Haitang saw the deep wrinkles in the corners of Jiang Yuan's eyes, and felt very sour.

"Dad, I..."

Jiang Yuan stood up and patted Jiang Haitang on the shoulder, "I just hope you can live happily in the future, you haven't smiled for a few years, Dad knows you have something hidden in your heart, and he doesn't want to tell us , but you know, Dad always wants you to live well and have a good time, which is more important than anything else."

"If you are with Douhan and you are very happy, then let's be together. I thought about it all afternoon and couldn't figure out why two men can... simply don't think about it. People in this generation say whether they are long or short. It’s short, the most important thing is to live according to your heart and be happy.”

"You are more educated than Dad. I know what kind of character my son is. You have always been Dad's pride."

……

They talked a lot that night. Jiang Haitang didn’t expect Jiang Yuan to be so open-minded and say this to himself. Frankly speaking, Jiang Haitang was very surprised. He really didn’t expect it. He was even afraid that Jiang Yuan would think that he was sick and that he was abnormal. After all, Jiang Yuan did not go to college, and he lived in that small town all his life, and received limited information. He was afraid that Jiang Yuan would disappoint him.

But Jiang Yuan's reaction made Jiang Haitang feel ashamed, because he was too narrow-minded, and he wrongly estimated a father's love for his child.

The two sat drinking together, perhaps letting go of a boulder that had been weighing on their hearts. Jiang Haitang felt a little relaxed, and unconsciously started talking about Douhan with Jiang Yuan.

"He was really, really nice, nice to me..."

"I noticed him when he was standing on the edge of the playground watching me play basketball. He has big eyes, is very white, and is very cute..."

"He gave me chocolate and shared a baked sweet potato with me. The kid is sticky. I have liked him since then. He also said that he would go to a university with me, and that we would live together and raise a dog. Also..."

……

Jiang Yuan didn't know whether Jiang Haitang was drunk or could not help saying this. I heard Jiang Haitang rambled a lot all night, and he said it in a topsy-turvy way, but his tone was really relaxed and his expression was happy, as if he was showing off My dear, Jiang Yuan felt bitter when he heard that.

What crime did they commit that year, and how did they do such a thing.

Jiang Yuan thought about it all night, Jiang Haitang only told him that he likes Douhan, and Douhan seems to like him too, Jiang Yuan thought, if they are willing to be together, then they should be together, anyway, Jiang Haitang will also be together in the future. If you don't go back to the village, the villagers don't know and can't tell.

Haitang is the big boss now, he is rich, so he can't be wronged, he can live a good life here, so let's live a good life, the family must not say it now, at least not let the old lady know, otherwise there will be a mess, the thought of Old lady, Jiang Yuan felt in a panic again.

After thinking about it, Jiang Yuan thought of a very important matter, that is, Douhan's family. Jiang Haitang never told him about the attitude of Douhan's family. Jiang Yuan started to worry again, because he was disturbed by this incident I couldn't sleep at all. For a while, I wondered what to do if Douhan's family disagreed. For a while, I thought about whether I should go and talk to Douhan's family and let the two children live well. He knows that Douhan's child is a good boy. Should be a reasonable person...

Jiang Yuan thought wildly all night and didn't sleep well, so he asked Jiang Haitang directly after dinner the next morning, Jiang Haitang was taken aback, and looked at Jiang Yuan with a embarrassed expression.

"This time I came here for this matter."

Jiang Yuan was taken aback, Jiang Haitang paused, and told Jiang Yuan about this from beginning to end.