Chapter 16 (Picking up land)
Chapter 16 (Picking up land)
It was raining continuously outside the window.Kiyoshi put the T-shirt on, and when he turned around, he saw Hinata Junhei who was half a beat behind him.
Because they stayed together to clean the basketball court, there were only the two of them left in the locker room at this time.The electric lights that were on the verge of damage flickered irregularly, drawing sharp lines in the dim interior from time to time.Hinata seemed to be disturbed by the flickering light, and was rummaging for something in the cabinet, but made no progress.
"Is there anything you can't find?" Muji asked.
"Ah, damn it... where did the towel get thrown?" Hinata didn't bother to turn his head back.
"Do you need help?"
"it does not matter……"
After carrying the well-packed shoulder bag, Muji watched the opponent's movements.With just a flash of God's work, he couldn't take his sight back.
Hinata hadn't changed her clothes yet, she was only wearing a pair of shorts.The white back sank into darkness for a while, and was coated with an ambiguous orange layer for a while.This scenery is not unknown to Muji.In fact, as long as he wants, he can ask Hua Gong to make it for him that night.
But this is the real Junpei Hinata after all.
Instigated by a complex mood that was not pure and sweet, Muji turned around completely and looked at him.
Compared with Hanamiya, Hinata's shoulders are slightly wider. On the contrary, his waist is not as exaggeratedly curved and sunken as Hanamiya, with a bit of flexibility like a girl.Hinata's waist is always straight, giving people a strong and rough feeling.The lines on both sides of his spine extending down to the tunnel are very nice, but the shoulder blades are not protruding, and the shape is somewhat ambiguous...
Hinata was unaware of Kiyoshi's explicit gaze.When he put his jacket on his neck sideways, and at the same time struggled to lift up his slipped glasses, Muji stared from his rump to the silhouette of the rolling Adam's apple, and his body suddenly became hot.
Even though he had delusional thoughts countless times, he had never really possessed this person once.Muji longed to have him physically.And Muji felt confused more than once... Isn't it really Hinata who was warming his body in bed last night? ?
"Hey you--"
The moment their eyes met, Muji looked away almost immediately.
Have you seen something?His shameful and humble desire.Because Hinata was unexpectedly speechless.
"That..." Hinata who wanted to speak again was interrupted again.
"Are you okay? If it's okay... let's go." Muji deliberately maintained a normal tone, but secretly knew how his heart was like a shamed child, frantically trying to find a hidden place to hide Get up, then let yourself fall down...
This time, maybe something was really seen.
The two people walking on the street at dusk each held an umbrella, neither saying a word.There was definitely something wrong with the atmosphere.
Are you disgusted already?Muji hoped that the edge of the umbrella could more or less cover his gloomy expression that was no less than the light gray sky above his head.Somber, depressed and vulnerable.
"Hey, Muji...you're not quite right?" Hinata finally spoke first.He turned his head to look at Muji's face, "—why do you look at me like that?"
There was a loud buzzing in his ears, like being hit by a meteorite on the top of his head, and Muji was completely stunned.
He never thought that Hinata would ask such a straightforward question, so it was just such a sentence, but he was already fainted by the overwhelming sense of shame and self-loathing.
"That... eyes..." That's right, that kind of dark sticky eyes, humble and greedy.Muji is too aware of what kind of virtue he is.
In the past, although he would have a desire for Hinata, but fundamentally speaking, he was attracted by the other person's personality, so it didn't matter even if there was no physical contact.But now he often looks at Hinata's luo body in a daze, and if he doesn't possess the other party, he will feel anxious all over, and he can't even speak as naturally as before.And sometimes, seeing Hinata and Reiko together would annoy him.This has never been possible before.
In the subtle influence, something has already deteriorated, right?Muji was sad.Is it my feelings for Hinata?Why is this so?
In the rhythm of the rain hitting the umbrella, Hinata's next words brought him back to his thoughts:
"That's not it...Maybe it's because I'm overly sensitive, but I always feel that you look at me strangely recently. How should I put it...it seems...as if you want to kill me."
"Huh??" Muji couldn't keep up with the other party's train of thought at all, "Kill...kill Hinata?"
"Yeah, so sometimes I wonder if I offended you somewhere, which caused resentment." Hinata scratched her short hair, and her raised eyebrows carried a hint of vicious warning, "And your eyes , Sometimes it looks like a different person, with a murderous expression on his face..."
Kill... a murderous maniac...? ?Murderer? ?In Hinata's eyes, is he actually like this? ?
"If you have any opinions, just say it." Hinata slapped him on the back of the head, "please don't look at me like that in the future, or you will have nightmares at night..."
Looking at the back of the other party, Muji stood still for two seconds before lifting his stiff steps again.
So this is what he called his understanding of "that look"? ?So how can this be called "over-sensitive", it is clearly "over-slow", right? !Hinata this guy!Muji couldn't tell whether he was relieved or more depressed.
After going through this incident, although Hinata didn't take it seriously, Muji was still a little restless. Even when he took a shower at Hanamiya's house that night, he spent a lot longer than before.
The "something went bad" question still haunted him.
In fact, even if Hanamiya cut her hair short, she still looks completely different from Hinata.His hair was softer than Hinata's, and when he touched it, he had the illusion of stroking a pure black cat.
Although Muji knew this, he didn't intend to explain it to Hua Gong.After all, the limited similarity between Hanamiya and Hinata is the reason why their bed partner relationship can be maintained, right?
But even so, it has already become a habit to associate with Hinata when doing AI.Muji suddenly realized that it was this abnormal twisted behavior that made him more and more unable to face Hinata, and also became more and more disgusted with himself who fell into lust.
Yes, self-loathing.
My feelings for Hinata will not change, only my character will change.Narrow, mean, greedy.When he came back to his senses, he had already turned into this unbearable appearance.
It's like... Mooji is shocked at what he thinks - like being possessed by Hwamiya.
For a moment, there was only gray in front of his eyes.
"In other words, other people's misfortune is as sweet as honey." Hanamiya's voice sounded in his head, "Muyoshi Teppei, I must destroy you..."
...Muji turned off the faucet, wiped off the mist from the mirror, and then leaned on the sink to stare blankly at his own face.
It was a wet, caged face.
Whoever gets close will be influenced by whoever, I have always had this sad trait.At the beginning, it was influenced by Hinata's dual personality, and now it is infected by Hanamiya's dark personality.
How did things get so bad?If he is allowed to develop again, Huagong will really destroy him, right?In such a way that he hadn't expected at all...
But can he really turn back?
After taking a bath, Muji walked into the bedroom with a complicated mood, but after seeing the scene in front of him, he was in a bad mood again. It is not an exaggeration to say that he was angry, and the instigator was Hua Gong.
The man who had caused him endless troubles was lying on the bedside, fiddling with something by the light of the desk lamp, while his schoolbag was lying on the ground with its mouth open.
Mooji's head is about to explode.He almost rushed to the bed and snatched the small model back from Hua Gong.
Seemingly frightened by his actions, Hua Gong was a little surprised.
"...What are you doing?" While questioning, Muji's brain hurt, "Why did you go through my things?"
Hua Gong managed to recover from the surprise, and then lazily turned over and put his arms under his head, "What are you nervous about? It's your schoolbag that fell apart by itself, I'm not interested in—"
"I hate this kind of thing." Muji pulled him up and shook him vigorously, "...it's really annoying."
Perhaps it was because his tone was too scary, Huagong looked at him in surprise and his pupils trembled.Muji knew that this was a sign that the other party chose to back down.
"... Hey, what are you going crazy about? You said it fell down on its own—" Hua Gong frowned as his arm was pulled hard.
"You don't think I'll choose to believe you, do you?" Muji interrupted him impatiently, "Once a thief, a lifelong thief, you've heard this saying, Huagong? Last time you peeked I only found out Hinata's number after I got my mobile phone, didn't you admit it yourself?"
Hua Gong's mouth opened in vain.
"……it is good."
Although there was a long silence, the other party finally uttered the word clearly.Muji didn't expect him to admit it so simply, and was a little speechless for a moment.
"If you think I'll be interested in that ugly doll, then I'll show you my interest." Hua Gong said in a joking tone while reaching out to snatch the doll.
It all happened so quickly that Muji's reaction was completely knee-jerk.He only knew that when everything was quiet again, the character model was still tightly held in his hand to protect behind him, but Huagong had already been pushed back on the bed by him.
He knew how much effort he had used, so he also expected that the other party would show this really annoyed expression.
"Muji, you took the wrong medicine! It's just an ugly—"
"It's not an ugly doll," Muji squatted down and roughly opened the schoolbag, but he was very careful when he stuffed the doll in. "It's made by a warrior from the Warring States Period."
Hua Gong, who was still angry, said in a firm tone, "I never thought you would like such boring things."
...It's not that I like it, but Hinata likes it.
Thinking this way in his heart, Muji was too lazy to say it.And it's not a "boring thing", but a birthday present for Hinata.It was more than a week before Hinata's birthday, but he had chosen this gift long ago, and decided to get it today, but he didn't expect that it would be found out by Hanamiya.
Having said that, it must have been like this from the very beginning, Hanamiya is bit by bit tarnishing the imprint Hinata left in his heart, and now even the gift he cherishes and wants to give Hinata is being fiddled with by Hanamiya at will.
Sure enough, everything changed.
If everything between him and Huamiya had never happened, would he still be able to keep his feelings for Hinata intact and clean?
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