Mr. Alzheimer's

Chapter 69 If

After Fu Shuzhuo left, Pei Yang didn't know what to do for a while. In just over a month, he got used to the feeling of Fu Shuzhuo being by his side in everything.

He looked at the photo album in a daze, always feeling a little empty in it, as if something was missing.

After looking at it for a long time, the face that belongs to me inside began to gradually blur and liquefy, familiar and strange at the same time.

"Meow~"

Pei Yang was startled, and looked down. The white cat that he hadn't seen for a long time was cuddling around his ankle, meowing non-stop when he didn't respond.

Pei Yang squatted down: "You still remember me..."

Zhuo Zhuo: "Meow."

It rubbed against Pei Yang's palm, and when it felt comfortable, it collapsed on the ground into a soft ball, with its legs on the ground and its belly wide open.

Pei Yang touched it tentatively—it was so soft.

While stroking the cat, he murmured: "Don't be too clingy to him, I will really be angry, if you keep pestering him, I won't want you."

Zhuo Zhuo seemed to understand, and meowed twice.

During this period of time, I ate very well, the cat's fur was much smoother, Pei Yang touched it very lightly, and was a little lost in thought... There are cats and dogs, so I shouldn't be too lonely.

"Meow~" Zhuo Zhuo suddenly turned up and rushed behind him.

Pei Yang was taken aback for a moment, when he heard the familiar footsteps behind him, he muttered unhappily: "I just promised to be good, the cat who doesn't keep promise..."

Fortunately, Fu Shuzhuo abided by his promise and directly pulled him up over Zhuozhuo.

"Dad didn't make things difficult for you—" Pei Yang was slightly taken aback when he saw the box in Fu Shuzhuo's hand, "What is this?"

Fu Shuzhuo: "Father gave me a good thing."

Pei Yang reached out to pick it up: "Show me."

Fu Shuzhuo pursed his lips: "That can't be done, Dad said it was for me alone, a family heirloom, and only I can see it."

Pei Yang wrinkled his nose, he was so curious that he couldn't be bothered to stalk him.

He resisted the desire to explore: "Then tell me after you read it."

Fu Shuzhuo: "Screw nicely first."

"..." Pei Yang gritted his teeth, hearing that Pei Zhiliang should be in the kitchen, he whispered into Fu Shuzhuo's ear, "Husband."

Fu Shuzhuo is very useful, but——

He suppressed a smile: "I haven't watched it yet, I'll tell you when I finish watching it."

Pei Yang: "..."

Go to your uncle.

The main reason is that the love letter was torn into pieces, and it still needs to be spelled out to see what Pei Yang wrote.Puzzles take time, Fu Shuzhuo was afraid that Pei Yang would not get used to it, so he was not willing to leave him alone.

Fu Shuzhuo inserted a grape to feed Pei Yang, and he put the iron box on the desk, Pei Yang scratched his heart and cheeks, but there was a noise at the door, it should be that Pei Siwei came back.

She didn't even change her shoes, she hurried in the door and went straight to Pei Yang's direction - gave him a huge thump on the forehead.

"..." Pei Yang looked at her in confusion, "What are you doing?"

Pei Siwei has long hair, and her facial features are somewhat similar to Pei Yang's. There is sweat on her forehead, and she obviously has to hurry back.

Pei Siwei works in a special department and is busy all year round, so it seems that she has very little relationship with Pei Yang, but in fact she loved this brother a lot when she was young.

Besides, they have been in contact for so many years, so when she learned from Pei Zhiliang that Pei Yang was also diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease, she was angry and distressed. …

Pei Siwei calmed down after finishing his beating, and returned to his usual indifference: "I just want to hit you."

Pei Yang: "... Oh."

This sound was aggrieved, Fu Shuzhuo raised his hand and rubbed it for him, Pei Siwei didn't hit him too hard, it hurt just that.

Pei Siwei went back to the entrance to change his slippers: "How long will you stay this time?"

Pei Yang subconsciously glanced at Fu Shuzhuo, then at Pei Zhiliang who was beside him.He hesitated and said, "A week?"

Pei Siwei hummed: "Very good, if you're not busy, stay for a while longer."

Pei Yuji also bought a small cake on the way to pick up Pei Siwei, which Pei Yang liked to eat before.

He didn't know if Pei Yang's preferences had changed.Although they have been in contact for so many years, he is a foreign lawyer and he is too busy to see anyone all year round. Pei Siwei is similar, so they rarely meet with Pei Yang, and every short meeting may be separated by one to two years.

Originally Pei Yang and Fu Shuzhuo wanted to cook for lunch, but they were rejected by Pei Siwei and Pei Yuji, who said they would sit down and have a good rest as soon as they came back, and talk about it tomorrow.

Pei Yuji was married, but because of Pei Yang's illness, he didn't come back with his wife, fearing that Pei Yang would get nervous when he saw someone he didn't know well.

The two of them entered the kitchen and exchanged something in a low voice, Pei Zhiliang went straight to the entrance to change his shoes.

"Dad, where are you going?"

Pei Zhiliang raised his head and laughed: "You young people, communicate more. I'll go downstairs to play chess with Lao Zhang, and I'll buy something when I come back."

With the sound of closing the door, the house was suddenly empty.

Obviously the furniture is full, there are cats and others, but Pei Yang's heart is empty - more than one thing is missing.

Fu Shuzhuo thought for a while: "Show me your room again?"

Pei Yang's room is about ten square meters, and there is no private bathroom, opposite to Pei Yuji's room, they share a guest bathroom.

"When I just moved here, my brother knew that I was not happy. When choosing a room, he gave me the one facing south and lived in the smallest one."

"Hard-mouthed and soft-hearted."

Pei Yang hummed, a little wanting to laugh: "Actually, I used to hate him and envy him at the same time. I had good grades, and my father liked him for putting on a cool face every day. Then he went to college, so I followed him. Every day I looked cold and deep. I think I'm very handsome."

Fu Shuzhuo Yile: "That's when we first met?"

Who hasn't been in the second year of middle school, but the most rebellious thing Pei Kitten did in the second year was to hide a pack of Pei Zhiliang's cigarettes, but just after smoking the first one, he was caught by Fu Shuzhuo who just met in the corner of the school One is right, and has never had a relationship with smoke since then.

Falling in love too early, smoking will always worry about bad taste when kissing with the other party.

"There is nothing to visit, and it's not like you haven't been here before."

"..." Fu Shuzhuo breathed out lightly, his voice was astringent, "I've been here, but I still want to know more about your past."

"There's nothing to say... but the bed is a bit small, I hope we won't be crowded at night when we sleep."

Fu Shuzhuo smiled lightly: "You are too overestimating yourself. Although our master bedroom is a two-meter bed, one third of it will be used in one night?"

Pei Yang only likes to sleep curled up in Fu Shuzhuo's arms, he does this all year round, it saves space.

Pei Yang's ears turned red, he casually opened the cabinet door next to him to have a look, but couldn't help being taken aback.

Fu Shuzhuo: "What's wrong?"

"...It's okay." Pei Yang closed the door again, feeling an unreasonable panic in his heart.

——There are only his youth clothes in the closet, even his high school uniform.

The lunch was extremely sumptuous, except for Pei Yang, everyone looked a bit complicated. After 14 years, their family finally had the opportunity to eat together, but Pei's mother had passed away, which became an unspeakable regret.

Pei Zhiliang took out a bottle of white wine: "Drink something?"

Pei Yang was a little surprised, and subconsciously wanted to stop him. In recent years, he and Fu Shuzhuo rarely drank, and they agreed to nourish their stomachs together. He was afraid that Fu Shuzhuo wouldn't be able to hold such high-strength baijiu.

But Fu Shuzhuo squeezed his hand under the table and nodded to Pei Zhiliang: "I will accompany you."

Pei Yang was terribly conflicted, he was afraid that Pei Zhiliang would be unhappy, and he was also afraid that Fu Shuzhuo would be uncomfortable if he was fed too much.

Pei Siwei picked up some food for him, and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Dad knows."

"Um……"

Although Pei Yang still maintains the fantasy concept in the book - his family has accepted them for so many years, but subconsciously he still feels that his father doesn't like Fu Shuzhuo, and subconsciously wants to maintain it.

Drinking a glass of wine, Pei Yuji also drank a few glasses with him, Pei Siwei didn't drink at all, and had dinner with Pei Yang, occasionally chatting about the past.

Pei Yang was a little dazed while eating. He looked at his father with wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, and Fu Shuzhuo, who was calm and composed beside him, suddenly felt as if he had passed away.

My heart was full and empty at the same time, as if a hole had been punctured somewhere, slowly but fatally leaking air.

He couldn't control the soreness in his throat, it was as dry as if he hadn't drank water for ten days and a half months, and there was an unbearable stinging pain in his eye sockets.

Pei Zhiliang on the opposite side blushed from drinking, and was the first to notice Pei Yang's strangeness.He was taken aback for a moment, and then he spoke softly, a little cautiously: "Why don't you just let him drink some wine... Dad won't drink it for him anymore."

Pei Yuji and Pei Siwei looked at each other and said nothing. After all, they had never been with Pei Yang who was sick. It was best for Fu Shuzhuo to handle this situation.

"What's wrong?" Fu Shuzhuo was already slightly drunk, but he kept holding Pei Yang's hand, "What's wrong?"

Pei Yang shook his head first, then nodded: "Where did Mom go?"

"..." Everyone froze, no one could answer his question, and no one dared to answer it.Fu Shuzhuo stroked the back of his hand and said softly, "Didn't you say that Mom went on a trip last time? She hasn't come back yet."

Pei Yang looked at him: "Then when will she come back?"

Fu Shuzhuo's eyes were sore, and he almost avoided Pei Yang's sight.He forcibly calmed down and said, "I'll be back when it's time to come back."

Pei Yang looked at him for a while, then lowered his head and muttered: "Don't lie to me."

Fu Shuzhuo: "I won't lie to you."

After a meal, Pei Zhiliang used wine to relieve his worries, and Fu Shuzhuo and Pei Yuji drank a few more glasses together until they were both drunk.

Pei Yang: "I put away the bowl."

Just as Fu Shuzhuo wanted to help, Pei Yuji held him down: "Let Yang Yang accept it."

Fu Shuzhuo knew that he had something to say, and when Pei Yang took the dishes into the kitchen to wash, Pei Siwei frowned and said, "I've checked a lot of relevant information and said it's best not to let the patient take his confusion and false memory seriously. Only being able to sort out the reality is helpful for treatment, like Pei Yang..."

Fu Shuzhuo sighed softly: "The doctor gave me advice that a good mood is more important than truth and reality."

In addition to pathological reasons, the rapid deterioration of many Alzheimer's patients is due to too much negative emotions, anxiety, anger, restlessness, fear...

And the death of his mother was a fatal blow to Pei Yang, revealing the truth at this time would be tantamount to making Pei Yang suffer the pain of losing his dearest relatives twice.

Pei Yuji was silent for a while: "It's our fault. Let him know that his mother was sick and died in a car accident at one time. It's too exciting. If you were sick at the beginning, just tell him not to hide it, at least you have company The time is not so, so..."

Pei Siwei looked at his younger brother's back in the kitchen, and said softly, "He doesn't think that Mom is sick because of him?"

Several people were startled.

"He was like this when he was a child. Every time his mother was uncomfortable, he would be depressed." Pei Siwei organized his thoughts, "I was six or seven years old at that time. Wouldn’t it be less painful? Ask me if it’s too late if he doesn’t want to be born now.”

Every move of everyone around him, his father, relatives, neighbors, are telling him that your mother is in poor health because of you.

So the little Pei Yang thought, if only I hadn't been born.And every sickness and discomfort of his mother would aggravate the burden and guilt in his heart.

So when he grows up, he will talk back to his father and teacher, but he will never refute his mother's words.

So when he dared to fall out with his family, dared to be beaten like that by Pei Zhiliang, he refused to admit his mistake, but he didn't dare to look into Pei's mother's eyes.

If mother had said no at that time, saying that it was wrong, that the relationship between you and Fu Shuzhuo was not normal—maybe he would not have the courage to fall out with the family.

But the mother didn't. She couldn't convince her husband, but silently supported her son's choice.

Later, when Pei's mother got Alzheimer's disease, Pei Yang might think, is it because he was too a jerk at the beginning, making his mother feel sad by making such a mess with the family, that's why he got sick?

His mother died in a car accident, and he would think, if he hadn't lost contact with his family for so many years, his mother would not have fallen ill and took his photo to go out to look for him, and he would not have run through traffic lights in a stupid way, and finally fell into a pool of blood .