Chapter 47 Confession
Chapter 47 Confession
Fu Shuzhuo paused, feeling a premonition in his heart.
In the battle between heaven and man in Pei Yang's mind, he felt sad for what he would lose after confessing, and at the same time told himself, "Fu Shuzhuo is not yours".
Fu Shuzhuo's beloved cat is not him.
What Fu Shuzhuo wants to hug, kiss, and take possession of is another Pei Yang in the world, not him, a thief who steals other people's lives.
It should be said.
Otherwise, he will get deeper and deeper, and he will do more and more with Fu Shuzhuo, and Fu Shuzhuo will be more painful when he knows the truth in the future.
Pei Yang took a deep breath: "Are you a materialist?"
"..." Fu Shuzhuo turned around. Sha Mao didn't know if he was afraid that he would run away, so he unconsciously wrapped one end of the cloth tightly around his hand, and couldn't pull it off easily.
He deliberated: "It depends on what to do."
If what Pei Yang wanted to say was "wearing books", it might actually be a good thing.
During this period of time, he has been in contact with Dr. Tang, and the Alzheimer's disease research team funded by him is aware of Pei Yang's situation.
The unanimous opinion given by everyone is to try not to irritate Pei Yang. It would be great if he could think it out and speak it out.
But judging from the current situation, there is a high probability that I still don't understand it, but I don't want to continue to 'fool' him anymore.
Pei Yang sighed lightly: "Actually, I don't have amnesia."
"Pretend to be amnesiac and lie to me?" Fu Shuzhuo took over the conversation, as if he didn't know anything.
"No..." Pei Yang lowered his head and murmured in a low voice, "I'm not me, not your cat...nor the Pei Yang you know."
Fu Shuzhuo sighed slightly: "Why not?"
Pei Yang was confused for a moment: "I don't know either. I'm not from this world. One day I read a novel called "Zhang Yang"..."
Fu Shuzhuo: "..."
It was exactly as he inferred, Pei Yang only remembered the novel he wrote, so he thought he was wearing a book.
Silly cat.
"You said."
Pei Yang: "There are two protagonists in "Zhang Yang", one is your husband Pei Yang, and the other is you. After I woke up from sleep...they passed into your husband's body."
Fu Shuzhuo paused, today's confession caught him unexpectedly, he needed to come up with the best response as soon as possible to minimize the impact on Pei Yang.
Pei Yang's voice was fairly steady, but those usually beautiful eyes were now dimmed, as if they were about to cry.
"I didn't mean to lie to you, I just don't know how to say... I'm sorry."
Fu Shuzhuo: "So you lied and said you lost your memory."
Pei Yang: "Well..."
Fu Shuzhuo: "Then why do you want to tell me the truth today?"
Pei Yang clutched the cloth so tightly that his lips were about to be bitten.
"Because you love him very much..." Pei Yang said in a daze, "It's unfair for me to replace his body to get along with you. You should have the right to know, and he shouldn't be replaced like this."
Fu Shuzhuo sighed slightly, he took a few steps closer, and wiped away the unknowing tears on Pei Yang's face: "How can you be so sure that you are wearing a book? Such an unbelievable thing."
Pei Yang's eyelashes trembled slightly: "I came to your house right after I woke up...On the bed, this is not the world I know, there is no other explanation except for wearing books."
The splashing raindrops hit the black umbrella, the sound of the pattering rain became louder again, and the muddy water on the ground was washed clear.
The two stood at the end of the dilapidated alley. Occasionally, passers-by passed by and glanced at them, before rushing towards the rain curtain further away.
Fu Shuzhuo asked: "In the original world, what was your name?"
This is a question he has considered carefully, trying to be as cautious as possible in every sentence and every word.
"...same name as your husband." Pei Yang was a little uneasy.
Fu Shuzhuo tried to guide: "The appearance is the same?"
Pei Yang clenched his lips, and he couldn't help raising his voice: "You don't believe it, do you? But maybe it's because of the same name and surname that I put it on him."
Fu Shuzhuo quickly comforted: "I don't believe it, but this is too bizarre, give me some time to digest, okay?"
Pei Yang froze for a long time without speaking, half of his shoulders were wet by the rain.Fu Shuzhuo held his hand tentatively, and straightened the crooked umbrella.
"Let's go home first, sit down and talk slowly, okay?" Fu Shuzhuo took Pei Yang's hand, "It's windy here, I'm a little cold."
Pei Yang hummed lightly, but pulled out his hand uncomfortably.
Before he confessed the truth, he could still deceive himself and others to be intimate with Fu Shuzhuo, but he had already told the truth, and it would be too shameless to do this again.
Don't force Fu Shuzhuo: "Can you touch your shoulders? The umbrella is too small, so you have to squeeze it."
"...Mmm." Pei Yang's nose was a little sore.
Fu Shuzhuo hugged his shoulders tightly and walked towards the cabin.After tossing all afternoon, I didn't buy any shoes. Fortunately, Granny Cheng found it.
He first took Pei Yang to the uncle's house next door to bring back the slaughtered duck for their dinner.The uncle also thoughtfully loosened some chicken feathers, which can be cooked in soup or stir-fried.
When they got home, they didn't sit down and talk about things for the first time, but started cooking.
Pei Yang followed behind him tensely, opened his mouth several times but didn't speak - maybe Fu Shuzhuo was delaying time, or maybe he didn't believe him at all and didn't want to listen to his nonsense.
After washing the rice, Fu Shuzhuo pressed the cooking button, turned around and said to Pei Yang who was still holding on to the cloth, "When we eat, let's talk while eating, okay?"
"it is good……"
Pei Yang thought in a daze, it's better to slow down, and he can be more greedy for spending time together.
The kitchen was very quiet for a while, but they fit together very well.Fu Shu washes the roasted duck, Pei Yang hands over the beer, Fu Shu washes the chicken feathers, Pei Yang beats the eggs.
The gray cloth was still connecting the two of them, and the total length was no more than two meters. Fu Shuzhuo calmly kept a distance that was neither too far nor too close, so as not to make Pei Yang feel nervous because of being too close, nor to make him uneasy because of being too far away.
"Make duck soup for the rest, and eat it next morning."
Fu Shuzhuo's attitude when he mentioned tomorrow was taken for granted, which made Pei Yang feel that they still have tomorrow.
But is that really the case?When Fu Shuzhuo found out that the original owner had really disappeared, he might not be in the mood to wait for tomorrow's duck soup, and maybe he would collapse...
Pei Yang shrank his fingertips suddenly, not knowing whether it was the right or wrong choice to confess.This is a big blow to Fu Shuzhuo, if something happens to him...
Pei Yang was trapped in his own imagination, slowly regretting, why was he so impulsive just now?
If you can't go back, why don't you just lie to Fu Shuzhuo for the rest of your life - in this way at least one person will be happy.
Pei Yang's eyes slowly turned red, and he was almost scalded by the pot without realizing it, but it was Fu Shuzhuo who grabbed his hand for the first time: "Does it hurt?"
"pain……"
Fu Shuzhuo hurriedly grabbed his hand to flush cold water, Pei Yang flinched a few times: "Leg hurts..."
Fu Shuzhuo was taken aback, he squatted down and looked, Pei Yang's pants were not clean, they were covered with muddy water after being hugged by Granny Cheng before.
"She pinched you?"
Without Pei Yang's answer, Fu Shuzhuo could be sure. He dragged Pei Yang upstairs, half-guided and half-forced him on the bed, and pulled off his pants.
Fu Shuzhuo frowned: "It's all swollen."
He held Pei Yang's leg and checked it back and forth. There were seven or eight swollen crescent moon marks, which were caused by Granny Cheng's long nails.
Pei Yang stepped back stiffly, but Fu Shuzhuo pulled him in front of him without a doubt: "Take off your shirt too, change into a clean one."
Pei Yang opened his mouth, wanting to say that I am not the Pei Yang you love, this is really not good.
But reason only occupies a weak part, and everything else is trying their best to persuade him to obey and be intimate.
Unbuttoning the clothes, everything about Pei Yang was displayed in front of Fu Shuzhuo. Fu Shuzhuo almost tried his best to restrain the urge to kiss and embed the person in front of him, and put on clean clothes for Pei Yang.
Fu Shuzhuo stroked the skin of his legs: "It's not broken, the swelling should subside tomorrow."
Pei Yang hummed.
It's not a serious injury, but Pei Yang's skin is fair and looks very eye-catching.
Someone knocked on the door downstairs, it was Cheng Shi who finally comforted his mother.He came to thank Fu Shuzhuo and Pei Yang, and bought two bottles of good wine.
Fu Shuzhuo didn't intend to ask for it: "Pei Yang has a bad stomach, so we don't drink much. You don't have to be polite, today is what we should do."
Cheng Shi let out a sigh of relief: "No matter what, I still want to thank you, it was too much time for both of you."
Fu Shuzhuo thought for a moment: "Do you know any shoe stores? The ones are of better quality."
He and Pei Yang got wet again today, if they don't buy them again, they don't have to go out tomorrow.Although it is very likely that they will not go out tomorrow, after confessing today, both he and Pei Yang need to "digest" time.
Cheng Shi nodded quickly: "Yes, yes, but it's not a big brand, but the quality is very good!"
Fu Shuzhuo added his contact information, and the boss said that he could deliver it to their door if they chose a good style. It happened to be a rainy day and he was not busy.
He was not in a hurry to buy, and went back to the house to prepare for cooking.
Pei Yang sat upright on one side, with a straight body and hands on his knees, like a sinner waiting for the final judgment.
Fu Shuzhuo served him rice and a bowl of soup.
Pei Yang's heart broke: "Believe it or not, I'm really not him. I'm sorry these days, if you feel sick, you can do whatever you want."
He closed his eyes and felt the intimacy last night, and the time in the club locker room, the guilt for everyone was lingering in his heart, entangled him to the point of suffocation, and he couldn't think about it at all.
With a "ding", the phone rang.
Fu Shuzhuo lowered his eyes and looked at it. It was he who temporarily contacted the doctor team and got the answer there.
——Don't make the atmosphere too tense, talk about the topic of "crossing the book" as peacefully as possible, and guide him into reality.But don't talk about too many things that he can't accept at once, such as illness, such as the fact that your husband's mother died.
——If he has a stress reaction, stop guiding immediately and comfort him in time.
Fu Shuzhuo drank his saliva and said half-jokingly: "Since you feel sorry, then stay here."
Pei Yang: "...?"
"You said you are not my husband, so where did my husband go?"
"I don't know." Pei Yang pursed his lower lip, "Maybe...maybe he won't come back."
"So...then it doesn't matter if you are him or not?" Fu Shuzhuo said leisurely, "Anyway, your personalities are so similar, your body is his, your face is his, and your name is also his."
"..." Pei Yang was stunned.
Fu Shuzhuo: "After getting along for this period of time, I think you are also very good. As long as I don't know, I can treat you as him and continue to live."
Anyway, he 'can't come back'.
Pei Yang stared at Fu Shuzhuo dumbfounded, his mouth was open for a long time and he didn't say a word.Fu Shuzhuo's words are outrageous and bastard, it's a scumbag!
He was so angry that he couldn't care less about being sad: "Aren't you sad that your husband is gone?"
This bastard!
Fu Shuzhuo wanted to laugh a little, but fortunately he held back: "Do you want me to be sad?"
Pei Yang: "..."
It seems that I don't think much, and it seems that I think a little bit.
Fu Shuzhuo continued to fool him: "We are all adults, and the world of adults should be a little more confused and not too serious, so that life will be easier, don't you think?"
"..." Pei Yang's mind was in a mess.
what is this?He regarded Fu Shuzhuo as a substitute for his husband, and Fu Shuzhuo as a substitute for the original owner?
He held back for a long time: "Are you worthy of him like this? If he knows you are such a person..."
"He knows." Fu Shu rubbed his hands, "I can't help it, my husband has a hard life, so he likes a bastard like me."
Pei Yang: "..."
He had typed a lot of drafts, but Fu Shuzhuo made him unable to utter a single word.Even he almost forgot his original purpose, and began to think about the possibility of living like this for the rest of his life.
Fu Shuzhuo said leisurely: "Don't you like it too?"
"Fart, I don't like it!" Pei Yang blushed, "I've been married for seven years."
Fu Shuzhuo said meaningfully: "Is he handsome, rich, and older than me? Are you happier with him than with me?"
"Better handsome than you, richer than you...bigger than you." The face-saving Pei Yang turned his head and was bored for a long time but couldn't answer the last question.
Are you happy with Mr.
He and his husband have reached the seven-year itch, and the husband treats him coldly. They haven't hugged, kissed, or possessed each other for a long time.
And when he and Fu Shuzhuo are together, as long as they don't want to worry about unnecessary things, they are always relaxed and at ease.
Pei Yang didn't dare to admit this fact, he was silent for a long time: "Stop joking, don't you believe me?"
Fu Shuzhuo said seriously: "I don't believe you, since you are not him, then tell me about your life, is that okay?"
Pei Yang was confused for a moment.
Everything about him and my husband was written in my brain like a format, and when I really wanted to think about it, I couldn't find the beginning and the end.
It's like being covered with a layer of veil, all emotions are diluted, it seems that only the short month of getting along with Fu Shuzhuo is real.
Pei Yang tried his best to extract that real and not beautiful life: "I met him in high school, the first time we met was in the classroom, I..."
Fu Shuzhuo encouraged: "What?"
Pei Yang was quiet for a long time before he said: "I introduced myself on the podium, and it was love at first sight for him who was sitting by the window."
This is an awkward kitten, a secret that has never been told.
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