Mo Yan Appreciation

Chapter 48

Realizing that the other party just said it casually, it was quite a joke, his face was cold and hot for a while, and he didn't know how to continue.

Li Moyan turned cold at this moment, changed his tone, and continued: "You refuse to stay in the country, so I have to come here. I have already wasted five years, and it is impossible to wait another five years. Just waiting for you to change your mind."

Zhongxu Guzi sneered, thinking, since when did I become interested in you and change my mind?

Regardless of whether Zhongxu agrees or not, Li Moyan continued to say affectionately, "I know that running a team will not be easy, but this is your ideal. Since you insist on it wholeheartedly, then I am willing to try it!"

The other party's naked and affectionate confession made Zhong Xu speechless with shame. Fortunately, the people next to him could not speak Chinese, otherwise they would not laugh out loud if they heard it.Zhongxu raised his eyebrows, and said angrily: "Don't you have your own ideals? What is following me?!"

Li Moyan raised the corner of his mouth lightly, and replied solemnly: "I really didn't have it before, because life is arranged after birth. You don't need to work hard, and you don't need to fight for it yourself. You just need to do it step by step according to the plan. It’s almost like a doll, and there’s no ideals to talk about. So I only know that I love to play all day long, and sometimes I play too much, hurting others and regretting it, and at the same time hurting myself. But now I have it.” When speaking, the tone Definitely, without any jokes.

When Li Moyan was out of tune, Zhong Xu could still deal with him, but once he became serious, Zhong Xu would only have a blushing old face, unable to deal with it.

(10 fresh coins) Mo Yan Appreciation (Devil's Year of Attack vs Tragedy Uncle Shou) 74

Most of the people attending the party were French, and the two Asian faces of Li Moyan and Zhongxu were very eye-catching. In addition, the two men's figures, appearances, and conversations were all first-class, not to mention that although Li Moyan was young, But in such a "big name gathering" occasion, he showed maturity and calmness beyond his age, and his aura should not be underestimated. Zhongxu's sexuality is no longer a secret. The unconventional combination of these two people, their demeanor seems intimate and natural It attracted the attention of many people.

It’s okay if it’s in China. Anyway, Zhongxu has a great reputation outside, and it’s inevitable that people will pay attention to it, but he has changed a lot in these years. He has always kept a low profile in his work in the team, and it is not a good thing to be talked about by his colleagues in private.

Li Moyan seemed to know what Zhongxu was thinking, he pulled him out of the hall, and came to the back of a row of flowers and trees by the outdoor swimming pool.

The two of them sneaked around like this, as if there was something shady about it, Zhongxu was unconsciously embarrassed, and took a few steps back to distance himself from Li Moyan.

Li Mo spoke convincingly, he said: "I came to France this time, not just on a whim, I did enough—"

Zhongxu suddenly interrupted the other party, he said: "Running a car team is not my ideal."

Li Moyan frowned, then gave up his topic, and asked Zhongxu: "Then what is your ideal?"

Zhong Xu Gu Zi laughed lightly, showing self-deprecating humbleness, and showing disdain for things, or there was a contradiction between the two, "Ideal is only a word when I was in my 20s. I will only use it, but now that I am almost 40 years old, I have stopped chasing these flashy things and just want to live my own life. I am indeed satisfied with this job in the team, but it does not For me, it’s just a job, and the only difference between it and other breadwinner jobs is that I’m pretty good at it.”

Li Moyan talked to him about ideals, but he told Li Moyan that he had already stopped pursuing ideals, implying that he had already given up on that flashy thing called love.There is not only a 20-year age gap between them, but also a change in one's outlook on life represented by 20 years of experience.

The life that Zhongxu pursues now is something that young people like Li Moyan disdain, and what Li Moyan pursues is something he has long pursued, and he has given up long ago and is unwilling to start again.

Zhongxu felt that the conversation between the two should end here, but Li Moyan refused to stop there. He did not continue to pursue the question of whether the ideal was ideal, but asked Zhongxu with a wry smile: "You treat me as if Are you so unsure?"

Yes, Zhong Xu talked about these things, in the final analysis, he has no confidence in Li Moyan, not entirely because the other party has deceived him, but because he was also young, and he knows that the impulsive impulse in his 20s is the most untrustworthy .

Li Moyan is just in his early twenties, he is in a good age, he is full of ambition, brains, and looks, and he has nothing in the future, and Zhong Xu thinks that he is just one of Li Moyan's many "ideals", not even an ideal, but the other party. Li Moyan is indeed passionate about the heartache left by him when he was young, and Zhongxu must have it. Zhongxu has no doubts about this, but what about in two years?When his vision continues to broaden and his life is constantly filled with new things, how much of his passion can remain?

In other words, Zhong Xu's life has passed the peak, and it will only go from bad to worse in the future, while Li Moyan's future is in full swing. The problems between the two of them will not be solved by running in, trust, and tolerance, but will become more and more serious. significantly.

After going through these years of right and wrong, many problems between the two have arisen, and many have been resolved. Those problems that used to be cheating or not, trust or distrust, are no longer the focus, and eventually evolved into everything. The problem that year-end lovers have to face, is the momentary stimulation (true love) worth trying?

If Zhongxu was Li Moyan, he would not refuse to try. At the age of 20, what can't be tried?What's more, it's just a relationship with someone who is 20 years older than me. It doesn't hurt at all, because there will still be time to correct it in the future.

If Zhong Xu was just an ordinary person, he might try it too. It is the ideal of many middle-aged people to have a dewy relationship with a young man in his prime.But he is not an ordinary person after all. How many ordinary people are like him, who are young and have committed suicide twice?In other words, he has committed stupidity twice, and in any case he cannot commit a third time.

Yes, Zhongxu really can’t afford it anymore. He is tired of the days of riding a roller coaster. He has already passed the age of pursuing excitement, and he and Eric live a peaceful but peaceful life in a foreign land. , is indeed more suitable for him.

As long as Li Moyan doesn't pester him anymore.

Zhongxu didn't answer, Li Moyan continued: "I have already decided to give up my life in China and come to France with you, isn't that enough to show my sincerity?"

"If you don't want to be in France, then we can go anywhere else. It's not the place that matters, it's the people. I also know that we may have different opinions on some issues. There will be various situations in life. Such contradictions, but which couple will live together without conflicts? There is always a way to work together."

"You made your choice, and I also want to respect your choice, but I know you have feelings for me, and I always want to fight for it..."

Li Moyan's deep affection and sadness really moved Zhongxu. He couldn't say that the other party's promises were superficial and thoughtless, but being kind to the other party was also cruel to himself to a certain extent.Zhong Xu took a deep breath, thinking that he might have to be cruel again.

Zhongxu didn't speak, but his eyes already explained the problem. Li Moyan said halfway, the more he said, the more desolate he became, and finally gave up persuading, and sighed: "I really want to know, how can I prove myself."

(11 fresh coins) Mo Yan Appreciation (Devil's Year of Attack vs Tragedy Uncle Shou) 75

Zhongxu finished his conversation with Li Moyan. When he returned to the lobby, he found that Eric was gone. He searched around the villa again, but he couldn’t find him. It's not appropriate to be that intimate, will Eric leave in a fit of anger?

Zhong Xu dialed Eric's phone, but the other party didn't answer, so he didn't miss it any more. After bidding farewell to his master, he left in a hurry. He called Eric while driving. Although the relationship between him and Eric was not vigorous , but the attitudes of both of them are still serious. Even if these things happen suddenly, the final result will not be satisfactory. Zhongxu doesn't want any dirty things between the two. In any case, he doesn't want Eric to feel that he is betraying his heart. The one who betrayed righteousness, and hated him for it.

Zhong Xu went to Eric's house, and the latter's roommate told Zhong Xu that Eric had never returned home. Zhong Xu couldn't think of other places to look for him, so he had to go home first, hoping that the latter would go to his house to find him.

When Zhongxu arrived at home, the lights in the house were dark, and naturally there was no one there, so he continued to call Eric, and this time he finally got through.

Although the phone was connected, Zhongxu was embarrassed on the spot for a moment, not knowing where to start to explain, but the other party spoke first, and the other party said: "Alex, I am also a self-aware person anyway, why do you bother us to embarrass each other?"

The other party spoke so bleakly that Zhong Xu couldn't help but sigh, "I don't have any other intentions, I just want to explain clearly to you face to face, you must have misunderstood."

"You don't need to explain to me, I just want to ask you, why did you come to France? I thought you were no different from other Chinese who were forced to come to France to work hard, but you have such good conditions in China. even more proud, I really