sinovels Chapter 61 Miscalculation
Chapter 61 Miscalculation
Chapter 61 miscalculation
After subtracting more than half of the entourage to escort or accompany Hua Moyi back to the palace, Hua Shijun's troops are pitifully small.A group of people went to the border line, with only one chariot and two guards accompanying them.
Hua Shijun and Bi Ran shared the ride, neither of them took the initiative to mention the missing fetus.Before getting into the car, Bi Ran glanced around involuntarily, and all the incense tripods that had been placed around the chariot, burning with medicinal herbs for calming the mind and preventing miscarriage, all disappeared.
Maybe Hua Shijun was afraid that he would be hurt by the scene, or maybe he didn't want to remind himself of that innocent little life that disappeared?
Bi Ran paused in front of the car curtain for a moment, Fang lowered his eyes, lifted the curtain and lowered his head to get into the car.
Hua Shijun then got into the car, and the two of them faced each other in silence, only listening to the sound of the wheels outside the car.The slight neighing of the horse came from outside the carriage, and even the scolding of the coachman yelling at the horse could be clearly heard.
Bi Ran didn't discuss the child's problem directly with him, one of which was guilt; the other was that he didn't dare to touch it.
For the past ten years, the idea of escaping has been so strong that he tossed and turned day and night, unable to sleep peacefully; but he never imagined that as he got closer to the border and escaped from this nightmare, he felt as if a piece of his heart was crushed. The heavier and heavier boulder suppressed all the ecstatic joy that was thought to erupt into the farthest corner.
Several times when Hua Shijun was not paying attention, he secretly raised his eyes to look at the man's face.Upright and handsome, calm and calm, this is the person who has accompanied him for ten years and is worthy of his husband and wife.
With such a familiar face, after he left the Flower Demon Kingdom, seeing him again in this life would probably be a life-and-death situation.
The border is near.
As dusk approached, the palace attendant reported outside the car that it would take at most one more day to reach the destination successfully.
Hua Shijun hummed and turned around.When he turned his head, Bi Ran immediately withdrew his peeking gaze and straightened his sitting posture.
Hua Shijun said: "Tomorrow's Shenshi, maybe before Shenshi, we will be able to arrive at the place where you and I first met. Bi Ran, are you happy?"
To go back to the place where he met him in the first place, look at the place where the bond was formed, and relax.This was Bi Ran's original rhetoric, and it was also a reason why he persisted after losing his child.
But when Hua Shijun asked him this way, Bi Ran was suddenly in a daze.
Are you happy?
At the price of killing the child with his own hands, he finally got the dawn of revenge.
The closer he is to his wish, the happier he is?
A rare daze appeared on his face, and Bi Ran raised his eyes to look at the man sitting across from him. Hua Shijun's face was hidden in the darkening twilight, and his expression was unclear.
Probably because of his hesitation for too long, Hua Shijun repeated again: "You should be happy, right?"
His Majesty's expression was still unclear, and his tone was also faint and indistinct.
Bi Ran suddenly felt a sudden surge of fear, unable to tell where this fear came from, like a drowning person who has always hugged a solid piece of driftwood to float safely on the water; Suddenly, the piece of driftwood was about to be pulled away without a sound.
He opened his mouth slightly, and was stunned for a while, but the fear in his heart was added with a faint heartache, which mixed together and turned into an inexplicable sadness.
Bi Ran said softly: "...Yes."
Hua Shijun looked at him, the man's eyes were gentle, without any trace of murderous intent.They sat opposite each other quietly like this, you looked at me, I looked at you, calm and preoccupied.
Hua Shijun suddenly raised his hand and reached out to Bi Ran.
This action brought back the horrible memories of the day when he was bathing and cleansing himself, and Bi Ran subconsciously shrank back.Behind him was the wall panel, and his body pressed against the hard wooden surface, making a slight sound.
Hua Shijun noticed his avoidance, and the finger that was about to touch his cheek froze.Then she turned slightly, and instead gently stroked the hair hanging on the side of his neck.The man's fingers were a little rough, playing with Biran's soft hair, watching the silk as smooth as satin slipping from between his fingers without saying a word.
"Just be happy." Hua Shijun said softly, "If time is like the sand between your fingers, you can't grasp it, and it's hard to look back. I hope you can always stay in the moment of joy and freedom."
The heart suddenly beat violently, and it almost jumped out of the throat.This kind of strong feeling was unprecedented, and Bi Ran suddenly felt extremely strong uneasiness and extremely strong pain.He was about to raise his hand to catch the man's softly caressing silky palm on the side of his neck, and then desperately pressed his cheek against it.
The palms hanging by her sides were clenched and then loosened, Bi Ran curled the corners of her lips, showing a slight smile, and she felt that her facial expression was extremely stiff.But in the already dimmed light of the carriage, Hua Shijun definitely couldn't see clearly, which made him relax a lot.
Having reached this point, he has already sacrificed the flesh and blood in his belly that was once regarded as a treasure.Giving up at this time and looking back at this time is the most stupid.
Bi Ran suppressed the rising pain in his heart, and let Hua Shijun continue to caress his hair lightly without a sound, while stubbornly tightening his body.
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As night fell, on the boundless wilderness, the moon was bright and the stars were twinkling.
The wilderness of the Flower Demon Country is still a bit chilly at night, and the well-trained palace servants have already lit a fire in a sheltered place, and found a big tree with deep roots and luxuriant leaves, and laid out the couch, soft mattress and other items ready.Hua Shijun stood in the shadow of the trees where the bonfire could not reach, with his hands behind his back facing the busy servants.
Bi Ran wanted to call him to come and sleep with him several times, but swallowed the words again.
He was lying on the couch alone, with his eyes wide open, staring closely at the thick tree shadow above his head.The luxuriant leaves are intertwined, overlapping like an impenetrable barrier, and the branches are slowly swaying in the coming night wind.
Most of the flowers, plants and trees in the Flower Demon Kingdom have spirits, and these trees that have grown naturally in the wilderness for hundreds or even thousands of years are naturally even more spiritual.Bi Ran stared unblinkingly at the mottled shadows of the trees, and his confused and sad mood slowly spread and infected the trees. The evergreen trees fell one after another, and countless green leaves fell down.
"Strange, the unicorn tree will drop its leaves."
"Isn't this tree a tree of auspicious auspiciousness and celebration? That's why we deliberately chose to rest under it. Why—why do we have a very unlucky premonition..."
"Shh..."
The short and hasty conversation between the two palace servants also reached Hua Shijun's ears.His Highness frowned, laughing secretly at the absurdity of this journey, even the unicorn tree, which is known as a thousand-year-old tree, can't be seen?
At that time when the mist filled the sky, Biran's delicate and fair skin, which was as delicate as fine porcelain, showed those patterns looming, which made Hua Shijun, who was familiar with the classics of the Flower Demon Kingdom and familiar with the topography and landscape since childhood, see it at a glance. After all.
His Majesty's heart felt as if he had been bitten by a snake and scorpion, and his mind went blank at that moment, as if poison had entered his heart.He couldn't believe his eyes, twisted Bi Ran's wrist, and scanned it carefully and quickly.
He held his breath, unable to recover for a long time.When I can suddenly regain my senses, every word I say is like digging a deep wound in my heart.
"I lost my composure and made a fuss over it."──Is it your expectation to leave the Flower Demon Kingdom with this map of landscapes and roads?
"I will ask someone to buy hot water for you to wash your body." ──Hua Moyi, Lu Xiaonian, the child of this palace who was dropped by the red flower before he was born, are they all pawns in your plan?
What Hua Qianqiu said in the letter contained words, so it was so.
Tomorrow, if I let you go tomorrow and fulfill your ten-year careful arrangement, Bi Ran, would you be happy?
The green leaves of the kylin tree are flying like fallen cherry blossoms in their prime. Under the reflection of the blazing bonfire under the tree, the flying has a different kind of thrilling beauty.Bi Ran still turned slightly on the couch, unable to close his eyes and fall asleep all night.