Messenger of Bliss

Chapter 15 The Hateful

The floating light gourd made a purring sound again, Madam Zhou, the lamp is exhausted.

Bai Yan held down Fuguang, "Stop yelling, it's not time yet."

Hulu stopped the sound, Bai Qian stood upright, stretched out his hand towards Heitu, didn't say anything, just looked at him arrogantly.

With five fingers passing between the fingers, that hand was tightly clenched, and Heitu gave him a faint smile, "Let's go."

"It's your acquaintance."

Bai Yan snorted, glanced at Nanny Zhou's body, and left with Heitu.

Ah Han was sent to Chang'an Palace, the winking servants kept their eyes on him, how they came in and how they backed out.Heitu and Baiyan concealed their figures and quietly hid in a corner. With their cultivation base, as long as they are not reckless, Xueji will not notice.

Chang'an Palace was terribly cold, Ah Han was untied, knelt on the ground and huddled into a ball, shivering.

"Silly brother."

A beam of dim light fainted from the top of his head, Ah Han suddenly raised his head when he heard the haunting voice.A woman in a white robe walked slowly towards him with a candlestick in her hand, and he crawled forward involuntarily, with tears streaming down his face, while grinning foolishly, he kept calling: "Mother...Mother... mother…"

Xue Ji faltered, squatted down in front of him, pinched his chin, and made him look at her accurately, and in those pure pupils, reflected an old face with snowy temples.

"So, you can recognize me?"

Ah Han tilted his head and stared at her for a long time, as if he didn't understand what she was talking about, he grabbed the corner of her clothes and smiled flatteringly, "Mother, Ah Han is stupid, don't be angry..."

Xue Ji froze for a moment, put the candlestick aside, and gently touched Ah Han's cheek, "Brother Han, is your mother pretty?"

"Ok!"

Ah Han answered without hesitation, but Xue Ji's complexion suddenly darkened, and she slapped him across the face, "You're full of lies!"

Ah Han covered his face and sobbed, "I didn't lie..."

Xue Ji wiped away tears for him, smiled softly, and asked again: "Brother Han, is mother beautiful?"

"mother…"

"say!"

Ah Han was taken aback by the scolding, and timidly replied: "Pretty..."

"Ha... ha... so it's all pretending to be honest."

"Mother..." Ah Han carefully touched Xue Ji's hand, "Ah Han misses you so much..."

"Get out!" Xue Ji waved it away in disgust, as if it was a buzzing fly, "You are ugly and stupid, why are you still alive!"

"mother…"

"Don't call me!" Xue Ji got up and adjusted her clothes, and said leisurely: "I am the queen of the dynasty, how can I be such a bastard mother like you."

Her voice was indifferent but clear, like a sharp sword piercing into an ignorant heart with precision.

Although I didn't understand it, I was really hurt.

"Mother...why...don't recognize me..."

As dull as he was, he finally asked the secret that had been carefully guarded.

No one knew that the queen had another son. When she was three years old, her handsome younger brother was born. One was the current crown prince, and the other was abandoned like a shoestring.From then on, my mother was unwilling to give even a little bit of shameful pity.

"Why...why..." Xue Ji smiled sadly, but her eyes were full of tenderness, "At that time, her body was weak, and the things she gave birth to were horrible, so ugly, how could she be worthy of being my son and his? Ying'er is better. , heroic and unrestrained, just like him..."

She turned her head and looked at the child at her feet contemptuously, "Brother Han, you have to understand Bengong, it's been too long, countless days and nights, and it's so easy for him to wake up, how can he give birth to a son like you? He won't love me... won't love me..."

"I do not understand…"

"You don't have to understand." Xue Ji changed her face again, and smiled lovingly, "Brother Han, mother apologizes to you, don't blame mother, okay?"

"I don't complain." Ah Han hugged Xue Ji's leg, "Ah Han likes mother."

"So you want to make me happy?"

"miss you!"

"Come on." Xue Ji helped him up and pulled him to sit down in front of the big mirror, "Look at yourself."

"I can't see..."

"If I see clearly, I'm afraid I'm going to be scared to death." Xue Ji let out a sharp sarcasm, leaned into his ear, and said in a deep voice: "Help me, brother...help me..."

"What does mother want me to do?"

"No need to do anything..."

Xue Ji's cold palm slowly slid onto Ah Han's neck, and the child shuddered, "Mother..."

"do not move."

"Oh."

Ah Han sat down obediently, Xue Ji closed her eyes, and said calmly: "Just die..."

She just stood there calmly, with a sad smile, even the hand that was strangling her own flesh and blood was like a stray feather, she couldn't smell the cruelty, let alone see through it, behind that crappy lie the so-called truth.

Ah Han tried to struggle, but he opened his mouth wide, but he couldn't even groan|moan or whimper.His cheeks were flushed red, despair in those sluggish eyes was like a stone falling into a deep pool, sinking, no matter how deep it sank, it would never sink to the bottom.He couldn't even find a reason to comfort himself, his mother loved him, she loved him when she wanted him to die, and she didn't love him because she loved him, but why didn't her mother love him?

He was so stupid, pitifully stupid, and too stupid to be angry, but that didn't mean he didn't feel pain when he was trampled, betrayed and humiliated.

Something is being stripped from the body, the soul, or something else, Ah Han doesn't recognize it, he only vaguely realizes that he is about to die, and the only skill he has learned since he was a child is to accept his fate.

Being extremely ugly is fate, being indifferent is fate, being kind is fate, being stupid is fate, being poor is fate, life is life, and death is even more fate.

My mother hates me, and I want to make my mother happy, and my mother can be happy when I disappear.

Clumsy logic.

So go to hell.

"mother…"

He finally shouted the word hoarsely and gave up.

Xue Ji slightly opened her eyes, looking at Fuchen wrapped around her arm, her face showed sullenness.

"Why is Fanyu Shangxian meddling in his own business?"

"If you don't want to break your arm, let go."

Xue Ji let go of her strength, Ah Han was already unconscious, Bai Yan retracted Lve Ying, breathed out his breath, pinched his wrist, and was about to lose some spiritual power for him, but was snatched away by the person behind him ,"I come."

"Jue Mingzong is indeed a caring person." Xue Ji curled her hair and said teasingly, "If you want to be rescued, you should rescue him as soon as possible. This is almost dying, so you only interjected halfway. What's the intention of you two?"

"Xue Ji." Heitu put down Ah Han and stood up, staring at her sharply, "Why did you kill him?"

"The Jue Mingzong asked the question knowingly. The thing is on him. Kill him and bring it back, so that I can restore my original appearance."

"I warned you, that thing will bite itself back, don't touch it."

"Ha... It's easy to say, one thing can keep you young forever, and make the man you like love you for a lifetime. Even if you cut out the flesh and heal the wound, the woman will not hesitate..." She pointed at Bai Yan, coldly His eyes were filled with grief and indignation, but his tone remained flat, "It was staying in my body well, if he hadn't made the world unbalanced, that thing wouldn't have awakened, and it wouldn't have crawled into this child's body , There is no need for him to die... After all, it is my blood, do you think I really want to kill him? There is no way... Jue Mingzong, don't blame me for being vicious, if you want to blame, blame your sweetheart for being a mess! "

Xue Ji spoke confidently, staring at Ah Han who fell unconscious on the ground, and let out a smirk: "After all, he is only of such a humble use, isn't it?"

"That's not something you can control."

"How do you know if you don't try?"

Bai Yan snorted, "Hey! I understand, you've been going crazy for a long time because of this old face! You've become ugly, and you're afraid of losing your looks, aren't you?"

To the point, Xue Ji stared at him without saying a word, stalemate for a while, then sighed softly, "You won't understand."

"Yes, I'm so good-looking, of course I don't understand." Bai Yan blinked his sly eyes at Heitu, "Tutu, am I right?"

Heitu wrapped his arms around his waist from behind, not hiding the pampering in his tone: "Don't mess around."

"Hmph." Bai Yan crossed his arms, leaning lazily on Heitu's shoulder with winking eyes like stars, "Being alone for 30 years, this emperor...is he obsessed with that beautiful skin, or is he afraid of the one in your hands?" Right?"

"What the hell are you talking about! Of course it's because he loves me!"

"Oh...so that's the case..." Bai Yan nodded, "Then if he said, 'Queen, you have become what you are now, and the widow still loves you as before', would you believe it?"

"I..." Xue Ji gritted her teeth, "I believe it."

"Hahahaha..." Bai sneered and clapped his hands, "Don't deceive yourself, since you believe in it, why do you stay behind closed doors? Why hide it? Why would you rather kill your own son? Think about it yourself, the person who really doesn't dislike you Who else but this unlucky kid?" He raised his hand to pick Heitu's chin, and smiled brightly at him, "Believe in a person, you won't be afraid of getting old and ugly, look, I'm not. "

"You're talking nonsense!" Xue Ji was furious, her thin and thin body was trembling, she shook her head desperately, and said in a trembling voice: "500 years... I guarded a cold corpse and lived in the cold weather for 500 years... only ...Only myself...In order to bring him back to life, I exhausted all my skills, relying on that thing to maintain my appearance...He only said that I had been with him for 40 years, but he didn't know that it had been 500 years...500 years...This lonely long cold night, I don't want...don't want to bear it anymore..." With tears in her eyes, she slumped on the ground powerlessly, "Jade Emperor, I'm so lonely...I'm really...too lonely..."

There is no good or evil for no reason in the world, and everyone has their own difficulties that must be swallowed by themselves. Naturally, she will not be easily swayed by her after she has practiced for thousands of years.He stood up straight, put the whisk on his wrist, "Lan Yinxuguo, is it worth it?"

"Is it worth it?" Xue Ji smiled sadly, "The person behind you has loved you for hundreds of years just because he took one look at you, and has waited for you for hundreds of years. Ask him if it's worth it? For us demons and ghosts, time is too cheap, and companionship is the best gift!"

The air suddenly froze, and Bai Qian fell silent.

The eloquent Fanyu Shangxian, unexpectedly, was at a loss for words.

People who have never eaten sugar will not know the taste.People who have never experienced hardship cannot empathize.

It wasn't until he met Heitu, who made him taste the sweetness that he hadn't tasted for thousands of years, that he realized that there was all the dross in him, greed, selfishness, tyranny, jealousy, and even a little bit of compassion... , since you can't get rid of human nature after all, why should you hypocritically abide by your own virtue?

Heitu waited for him for 500 years, but Bai Qian couldn't say anything, saying that he couldn't imagine what kind of pain and torture it was.

That is to say, during the brief hesitation, Bai Qian realized for a moment that he is the big devil that everyone can punish, and I fell in love with him.

what is likePerhaps the Jade-like Immortal of Bliss is finally willing to give himself an ambiguous answer - not to become more perfect and noble for someone, but in front of you, I can, without any shyness, expose the unknown despicableness and filth in my heart.

And you still said seriously and firmly that you love me.

The cochlea brushed Heitu's warm breath, and the man exhorted softly, "Fanyu, I'm here."

You are here, of course you are, if you are not here, what should I do?

Bai Yan laughed at himself, and subconsciously looked behind for Heitu's hand, and the moment he was held, he smiled knowingly.

"I can't give you this child."

"you…"

"The Emperor is here!"

The three of them all came back to their senses, but it was already too late.

The author has something to say:

About why white ridicule is attack

You will know when you look back

I can only say

What else can you do with the person you like?Pamper me (*/ω＼*)

Then Bai Yan attacked haha