Messenger of Bliss

Chapter 10

"Jae Mingzong, you love me, don't you?"

Unexpectedly, but also seems to be reasonable, Heitu stared at Bai Qian, his eyes were clearly full of anticipation, and he finally waited, the dull sincerity of his dull self was finally captured by the same Stupid, he saw through.

Jue Mingzong neither deceived others nor deceived himself, he was willing to pay any price for this inherent honesty.He slowly raised his hand, and tied the hair at the ear and temples for the person he was dreaming of, and gently covered his cold cheek with his fiery palm, and answered him with his usual succinctness——

"Yes."

Bai sneered, and leaned on his chest, "Give me some time, okay?"

Heitu hugged him carefully, "Fanyu, I can wait."

"What if we can't wait?"

"Keep waiting."

"I don't want to marry?"

"Unless you do not marry."

"Humph."

Bai Yan put his arms around his waist, listening to his calm heart like stagnant water, there was nothing inside.

"why?"

"You look good when you smile."

"Superficial." Bai Yan turned over and lay back, hooked his neck and rested on his shoulder, "However, I'm quite happy."

Heitu showed an imperceptible smile, Bai Qian stared at him for a while, then involuntarily moved closer, and whispered in his ear: "I found...you look pretty good when you smile."

Heitu opened his eyes dryly and didn't know what expression to make for a moment. Seeing his stiff look, Bai Tu couldn't help but poked his temple, "Shy? So cute."

Heitu's face was full of colors, Bai Yan looked amused, as if he wanted to comfort a frightened little animal, unexpectedly, he kissed the corner of his mouth.

Both were stunned.

The soft breath intertwined with ambiguity, Heitu raised his head, looking for his lips, but Bai Yan dodged in panic.

"I'm sorry."

Bai Yan sat up abruptly, clutching his chest, his dry heart remained the same as before, but he was indeed flustered.

"Everyone in the world admires me, fears me, and worships me, but I know that it's not liking, but respect." Bai Qian hugged his knees and murmured, "What's it like to like someone? I've seen too much love , so much that I can recite those high-sounding scenes back and forth, but I am getting more and more confused... If I like someone who is happy with someone, then I should like you. But in this way, I also like Che'er, and I also like Shi Zun, even Huai'an likes it..." He frowned, and knocked his head hard, "No...it's different...what's different...sorry...sorry..."

"Fanyu." Heitu wrapped his arms around him from behind, lightly pecked his earlobe, and stopped his wild thoughts, "It's okay, as I said, I will wait for you."

Bai Yan nodded and leaned on his body, "Tu Tu, you are completely different from 500 years ago."

"I haven't changed since I met you."

As if the newborn sun had ushered in ahead of time, and somewhere under his ribs was warmed by the sun, he smiled, "It's so nice of you to treat me."

Heitu tightly wrapped the coat covering him, his voice was flat but firm: "Not good, not good enough."

Bai Yan smiled knowingly, nestled in his arms, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

The sunrise on the sea is full of clouds and clouds, vast and lonely, the gentle breeze of the morning light blows away a little coldness, Bai Yan sneezes and wakes up.

"Tu Tu..."

Bai Yan rubbed his nose, and he was still comfortably resting on Heitu's arms, but there seemed to be a person standing in front of him.

He blinked anxiously, "Che'er?"

Bai Yan got up instinctively, but was dragged back by Heitu, who was like a child protecting the food and tightly bound him, glaring at the young man who was pointing his sword at him.

"Master." Bai Che turned his head to him with difficulty, surprise and anger filled his red and swollen eyes, and even his voice was trembling: "Aren't you... dead?"

It was a blow to the head, the chaos in his mind suddenly dissipated, Bai Yan gestured helplessly for a long time, but he was still speechless after all, he could only smile awkwardly, "I... I am dead, but I am alive again."

"Then why don't you come back!" Bai Che glanced at Heitu, seeing that he didn't intend to let go of Master at all, as if he understood something instantly, he shouted, "For him? Who is he?"

"It has nothing to do with him." Bai Yan took a deep breath, met Bai Che's disappointed and puzzled eyes, and calmly replied: "I don't want to go back."

"Why!"

Bai Qian patted the back of Heitu's hand, "Let me have a few words with my apprentice."

"Don't go!"

"Don't go." He smiled helplessly, and pointed to the beach not far away, "It's right there, just look at me, okay?"

Heitu hesitated for a moment, then let go of his hand.

"Che'er, come here." Bai Qian opened his arms, "Ignore me?"

"Master!"

Bai Che couldn't hold on any longer, he threw himself into Bai Yan's arms, raised his head and looked at him pitifully, like a homeless orphan, his thoughts slid down with the tears from the corners of his eyes, and formed a small stream. Xi, weeping so hard that he couldn't make a sound.

"I miss you...Master...Che'er misses you so much..."

Bai Yan lovingly stroked his hair, and let him vent and cry, until the young man gradually calmed down, then he held his tear-smeared cheeks and said softly: "Did you perceive the Taixu curse I recited? "

Bai Che pouted aggrievedly, "Yes."

"It's so smart. Grandpa Master asked you to come to me?"

Bai Che shook his head, and Bai Che sneered, "Even you can find my whereabouts, how could he not know?"

"Master..." Bai Che swallowed, "Che'er doesn't understand..."

"If you understand, I will take you as my teacher." Bai Yan squeezed his chin, looking at the vast blue sea as far as he could see, the golden light reflected by the floating foam, no matter how many twists and turns, they are all in the farthest place Gathered into a straight line, the world is complicated and simplified, even the gods can't tell the impermanence under the rolling waves.

"As a teacher, there is a confusion in my heart that must be understood. Master understands me, so he will not expose me."

"Puzzled?"

"Life is like traveling against the road, and I am also a pedestrian." He sighed softly, "Che'er, you were born with a delicate heart, and sooner or later you will realize the pain of being a teacher."

He smiled at Bai Che, "Besides, the future is long. I have sinned, but I don't want to atone for it. I am no longer worthy of being a god."

"Master..." Bai Che took Bai Yan's little finger, "You don't want me anymore?"

"Che'er, it's time for you to grow up. Since I have taught you the Taixu Mantra, I have made a plan not to have you." His tone was indifferent and lonely, just like when he was at the Gate of Ultimate Bliss, he could not help saying it, and rejected others thousands of miles away. .

"Master..." Bai Che knelt down resignedly, grabbed the corner of Bai Yan's clothes, and begged, "Che'er is wrong, don't leave Che'er... Please..."

"Bai Che!" Bai Che yelled, "Get up!"

Bai Che suddenly lost his voice, and sobbed to himself, wiping his unstoppable tears with his sleeve.

"I'll get you up!"

The young man obeyed obediently, Bai Yan looked at his weeping appearance, his heart softened, "Where's Huai'an?"

"Uncle Master is meditating, I ran out, unexpectedly I met you..." Bai Che was stunned for a moment, and then glanced at Heitu, who was staring intently in this direction.

"That man...does Master like him?"

"Like?" These two words were too pale to recognize again, and he smiled wryly, "I'm confused."

"But Che'er can tell that you like him."

Bai Yan laughed loudly, "You really are much more transparent than me, but..." He suddenly withdrew his smile and listened to the roar of the sea in a daze, "It's like practicing cultivation. Others are transparent, so it's useless. .”

"Master..."

"I don't want to." Bai Qian waved his hands and said earnestly: "Listen to Huai'an, he is a good god, I am not."

"I don't want to! I want to follow you, you take me away, okay?"

"Che'er..."

Bai Yan took him into his arms, he couldn't bear it, but he had to be hard-hearted.Shoals and abysses, it's all right to hit the south wall forcefully, and he can't bear the price of pulling a young man astray.

"I used to be firm as a teacher, and there is no need for the existence of the Ultimate Bliss Gate. Now, it seems that I may have overcorrected." He smiled faintly, "However, no matter how guilty I am, how much I blame myself, how ashamed I am, I still know what I have in my heart. Think, feel that I... am not wrong."

"Master..."

"Bai Che." Bai Yan made up his mind, and said in a deep voice: "Bai Yan is dead, you have your way to go, and it is meaningless to step on my footsteps. If one day, you realize Lan Yinxu Guo, you will have to do it again. If you follow my mistakes, then I have nothing to say. But today, the relationship between you and me as a teacher and apprentice is over, and from now on, let’s go our separate ways.”

After he finished speaking, he didn't look at Bai Che again, turned around and walked away, facing Heitu's pupils full of scorching heat.

"Fan Yu."

Heitu carefully stretched out his hand, and with a loud yell, he couldn't help but run towards him, stopped in front of him, and the moment he touched his palm, the echo in his heart told him that only this person could understand him. The trivial original intention of longing.

Moths to the flame, suicidal, but he is happy.

Seeing him laugh, he smiled too.

"Let's go."

Heitu's eyes drifted to the boy kneeling on the shore, "He..."

"When you break it, you break it. This child has deep roots of wisdom. I am doing it for his own good."

"Ah."

"Hui'an is nearby, that person is jealous, so you should avoid seeing each other."

"I'm not afraid of him."

"I was afraid you would hurt him."

"Your friend, I will not hurt him."

"Idiot." Bai Yan chuckled, "Where are we going?"

"Mojoon."

"Is it far?"

"Ah."

"Will you stay with me no matter how far away you are?"

"The ends of the earth, no matter how far away, I will accompany you."

"Okay."

Those peach blossom eyes narrowed into a deep slit again, bright eyes and white teeth, talking and smiling Yan Yan, 500 years ago, it was this kind of beauty that was as bright as the sun, like the spring breeze and dew, moistening the broken branches and leaves in the dry well, In that dark and savage heart, there was a sweet spring rippling out.

Deja vu, ten thousand years at a glance, obsession in this life, nothing more than that.

"Stupid? Am I that good-looking?"

Heitu came back to his senses, "Yes."

Bai Yan curled his lips into a smile, "Don't get tired of it."

"will not."

This pure magnanimity made Bai Yan a little embarrassed, he escaped from the affectionate stare that was sticking to his face, and coughed lightly, "If you don't walk away from Bai Zhengzheng, you will come, if you are not afraid, I will be afraid!"

Heitu touched his lips, "Yes."

Bai Che was still kneeling there listlessly, staring blankly at the direction in which Master left.Not long ago, he chatted and laughed with that man and left without a word of explanation, without a single order, and even refused to turn around.

He couldn't believe that Fanyu Shangxian, who loved him so much, could be so decisive when he abandoned him.

"why why why…"

"Bai Che."

A big hand caressed his hair, Bai Che raised his head sullenly, his vision was so blurred that he could hardly see the person coming, but he knew who it was.

"Master Uncle..."

"What are you doing here? Why are you still crying?"

"I..." Bai Che wiped his face, "It's fine. Feeling touched by the scene, just remembering Master."

"Is that so..." Bai Zheng didn't ask too much, looked at the unreachable sea level, and sighed meaningfully: "After Fanyu died, I have been reflecting on it every day, and I can't blame him for this matter. It is true , there are many people who suffered innocent disasters because of his selfishness, but if he did nothing, wouldn't the world be in such a mess? After all, he changed everything, but nothing changed A person, even a god, is nothing more than a drop in the ocean, and with one's own strength, one can neither save nor destroy."

"Uncle, don't you hate him?"

"Why do I hate him?" Bai Zheng smiled, "I just hate his arrogance and frivolity, he is obviously the stupidest one."

Bai Che stood up on his numb legs, took small steps towards Bai Zheng, and muttered in a low voice: "Uncle, Master, he left me, I hate him..."

He cried again while talking, Bai Zheng sneered, "Since you hate him, just don't look for him, and go back to the Gate of Ultimate Bliss with me."

"do not want!"

"Then you can give me something to do!"

Bai Che was taken aback by this scolding, and barely stopped, Bai Zheng saw his flushed little face, with a cute appearance like a doormat, how could he still have half of his usual domineering stubbornness?

"Would you like to go?"

The boy drooped his head, "Yes."

"Are your legs numb?"

"Ah."

"Just like Bai Yan, it will cause trouble." Bai Zheng squatted down, "Come up."

"Master Uncle..."

Tired of playing when he was a child, Bai Qian always carried him on his back. When he saw his master relying on that man so much, he knew it was impossible, but he still burst out with sincere jealousy. What is amazing is that this kind of sincere jealousy, I was relieved and calmed down by the heartfelt comfort that followed.

"Beware of the snot, don't stain my clothes."

"Humph."

Bai Che climbed onto Bai Zheng's back, perhaps because of empathy, it was the first time he wanted to let go of his grudges and prejudices to face this elder.He buried his head in Bai Zheng's neck, his heart was icy cold, only this broad shoulders could give back the warm illusion that he was the same as that person.