messed up

Chapter 8

"What do Mr. Yu usually like to do?" When they returned, it was already dark, and Xu Baiyu was sitting in the passenger seat, squinting his eyes a little, looking through the car window at the shops on the opposite street that hadn't yet been proofed.The night was dark, and the warm yellow light in Xu Baiyu's eyes showed a bit of warmth. He laughed and joked: "Don't be like me, you don't know anything except going to work."

"Almost." Yu Jing also smiled: "I really don't have any special hobbies."

"No friends?" Xu Baiyu continued to ask.

"There are not many new friends, as for old friends." Yu Jing replied, "There are so many people who are destined to only live in memories. When I go to them now, I don't even know what to say to them."

Xu Baiyu nodded: "That's true." He was silent for a moment, and then summoned up his courage before saying, "If you think it's okay, then I can probably be considered a new friend."

"Okay." Yu Jing should be straightforward: "I think I still hit it off with Dr. Xu."

The two of them didn't say anything else until they returned to the neighborhood where Xu Baiyu lived.Xu Baiyu turned to look at Yu Jing: "It's good to come here, it's all at the gate of the community, so you don't need to go in."

"It's okay," Yu Jing said with a smile: "It's quite cold at night, I'd better send you in."

"Forget it, you have to go to work tomorrow morning, go back and rest quickly." Xu Baiyu turned to look at Yu Jing: "It's just a few steps, I won't be frozen. If you go in, it is a foreign vehicle and you have to register. It's troublesome."

"Okay." Yu Jing responded, thinking for a moment: "Doctor Xu, have a good night's sleep."

"You too." Xu Baiyu smiled and got out of the car.

After returning home, Xu Baiyu took out his mobile phone, originally wanted to send Yu Jing a text message asking if he was home, but when he opened it, it was full of indiscriminate bombardment from Pei Yunning.When he was eating just now, he was afraid that his cell phone would keep ringing, so he disconnected his cell phone from the Internet. Anyway, the hospital would call him if there was an emergency, and disconnecting the Internet would not delay anything.Xu Baiyu clicked on WeChat, and looked at Pei Yuning's messages one by one, only thinking that one head and two big.

This person probably drank too much, and his speech became incoherent.Xu Baiyu only saw the general idea, but it was enough: the breakup came so suddenly that the man was so depressed that he still couldn't get rid of the resentment in his heart.

Xu Baiyu sighed, and wrote in the input box: "Old Pei, life still has to go on, and there are countless knowledge points in neurology waiting for you."

Xu Baiyu pressed the send button, and within ten seconds the message from Pei Yunning came over.A series of "ah" made Xu Baiyu frowned, he felt that he could smell Pei Yuning's alcohol through the screen.Not long after, another piece of news came, which was serious, but the content surprised Xu Baiyu.

I saw clearly written in the dialog box: Xiao Xu, I envy you so much!Those like you who have been single for thousands of years are the winners in life!

This person doesn't have a good memory but also has a good forgetfulness, Xu Baiyu thought silently, is this the time to forget the time when he showed his love to me again and again?He typed a series of question marks and sent it, and added: "Brother, go home, you have to go to work tomorrow."

But what he didn't expect was that the other party replied immediately: "I just walked downstairs to your house."

"Senior brother!" When Xu Baiyu came downstairs, he saw Pei Yunning sitting on the ground. The man was still holding an empty wine bottle in his hand, with his head bowed down, completely frustrated and embarrassed.Hearing Xu Baiyu calling him, Pei Yunning hurriedly stood up, and smiled foolishly under the influence of alcohol: "Junior Brother! I knew you wouldn't leave me alone!"

"Let's go, hurry up." Xu Baiyu was afraid that he would fall, so he hurriedly supported him: "Haven't you been depressed for several days? Why did you suddenly go to drink again today?"

"You don't understand." Pei Yunning waved his hand: "I was wondering before, why did I suddenly break up with me when I was doing well all the time. I didn't know until today when I got off work, why was it so sudden, it turned out that she had already been with someone else Good job!"

"What?" Xu Baiyu was helping Pei Yunning up the stairs, seeing that Pei Yunning was about to start dancing again, he quickly pressed his hand: "Brother, let's go up and talk about anything."

Seeing that Pei Yuning was quiet, Xu Baiyu was afraid that he would make trouble again, so he hurriedly dragged and dragged him up the stairs.He took out the key to open the door, threw Pei Yunning in first, and then freed his hand to turn on the light.

"Senior Brother, your senior brother was deceived so miserably." Xu Baiyu didn't expect that Pei Yunning would already be crying until he turned around in just one turn.This person was not too dirty, he just fell to the ground, hugged Xu Baiyu's leg and began to cry.Xu Baiyu stood where he was, unable to move for a moment, and tried several times to persuade Pei Yuning to get up, but it was all in vain.

In the end Xu Baiyu simply ignored him and sat on the ground with him.Pei Yunning cried so much that she almost fell asleep leaning on Xu Baiyu's arm. Hearing Pei Yuning's steady breathing, Xu Baiyu's mind was still spinning.He laughed at himself, knowing that this person was totally out of his mind at this time, but he still said with all his heart: "Pei Yunning, you said you envied me, what can I envy? The life of a lonely family is so attractive Is it? I think you are the one who is in the blessing and does not know the blessing."

He shook Pei Yunning twice, and seeing that the man was still sleeping like a dead man, he said boldly, "Do you really think I'm single for ten thousand years? I just didn't tell you. In fact, no one else knows, no one I know, I like men."

After saying this, Xu Baiyu fell silent for a while. He turned his head and glanced out the window, only to see that almost every house on the opposite floor was lit, and they were on and off. Xu Baiyu felt in a trance that this was the dream that wanderers were looking forward to. house lights.

"I don't want to tell others. I always feel it's unnecessary, so only my ex-boyfriend and I know about the previous relationship. It happened several years ago." Xu Baiyu murmured: "That boy is my undergraduate student. We met when we were young, and we are also from our school, and we are studying Chinese. The two of them have been sneaking together for nearly a year. The man is very talented, and he often writes love letters to me. Literary literacy was raised at that time."

He usually never mentioned these things, but at this moment, he seemed to open up the conversation box, and insisted on talking about it: "Our school has many campuses, and because of our majors, we are not in the same campus. I felt like a long-distance relationship. At that time, I was young and ignorant, and because of trivial matters, I quarreled and broke up. I remember that it was winter when we broke up, and the boy got on the bus without looking back. , leaving me standing alone in the cold wind, I didn’t know how to pick up the scarf when it fell on the ground, so I just stood there in a daze.” He laughed at himself, with some bitterness in his heart: “What can I do? After all, life Long Man, I have never had the expectation of being a couple for the rest of my life. If two people can get through it, they will get along. Had a good time."

Xu Baiyu sat on the ground for a while, finally sighed, helped Pei Yunning up and moved to the bedroom step by step.Pei Yunning was originally nearly 1.9 meters tall, plus she was a fitness freak. She was the type who looked thin in clothes and fleshy in undress. Although she usually looked thin, her stature was actually not light.This person was already drunk to a mess, so the short distance from the living room to the bedroom took Xu Baiyu a lot of effort.In the end, he was so exhausted that he threw Pei Yuning onto the bed.

Pei Yunning fell into a drowsy sleep, and did not wake up even after this.Xu Baiyu sighed, helped him take off his coat and put on the quilt, then went to the closet to get a spare quilt and walked to the living room.

The bed was left by the landlord and is a 1.5-meter double bed.It's just that Xu Baiyu has been very taboo to sleep in the same bed with men since he found out that he is oriented toward men, so when someone comes to stay overnight, he always sleeps on the sofa.But generally there are not many people, at most a few brothers from departments who live far away come here occasionally.He hugged the quilt and turned off the light, lay down on the sofa, and sighed softly.

He has always been very envious of Pei Yuning.What Xu Baiyu has, such as education and work, Pei Yuning is not bad. What he doesn't have, such as a personality that is both right and wrong, a happy family of origin, countless friends, a good-looking partner with a good personality, Pei Yuning is also There are, or have been, and there will be in the future.He really didn't expect that this person would be in such a mess, and he could say something like envying him.

Xu Baiyu took a look at the phone, only to realize that he was only paying attention to Pei Yunning just now, and didn't even notice the text message Yu Jing sent him.He just told him that he had arrived home and told him to go to bed early, but Xu Baiyu looked at the phone several times over and over.He opened WeChat and thought hesitantly, since he even has the other party's mobile phone number, should he add a WeChat friend?

Xu Baiyu never thought that one day he would hesitate about such a thing, he didn't even know what he was hesitating about.In the pitch-black night, he stared wide-eyed, not feeling sleepy.He felt that if he sent the request, Yu Jing would not refuse it, let alone prevaricate him with excuses such as not seeing it, but he still didn't take any action.

never mind.Xu Baiyu's heart thumped, he put the phone aside, and wrapped himself in a quilt.

"Xu Baiyu, wake up." The next morning, Xu Baiyu was woken up by Pei Yunning. He thought he was going to be late, so he sat up suddenly from the sofa, grabbed his phone to check the time, and suddenly felt a desire to tell the time. Pei Yunning's impulse to kick the door.He tried his best to restrain his anger from getting up: "Brother, what time is it?"

"That's it?" After sleeping all night, Pei Yunning regained his sobriety, and at the same time, he also returned to his usual strict self-discipline and harsh treatment of others.He grabbed Xu Baiyu's shoulder and shook it: "What time is it?"

"Okay." Xu Baiyu rubbed his eyes and lifted the quilt, "I'm going to wash up right now."

"Xiao Xu, I think your bed is quite big, why do you sleep on the sofa?" Pei Yunning looked at the not-so-spacious sofa, and felt a little sorry for letting Xu Baiyu nest here all night: "It's not that the bed can't sleep Drive two people."

Xu Baiyu was taken aback for a moment, and almost turned the corner when he walked.To hide his embarrassment, he hurriedly coughed twice: "You've drank like that, what if you spit on me again in the middle of the night? Don't let me sleep?"

Xu Baiyu didn't want to confess to others that he was gay, he felt that it wouldn't affect anything, and it would be troublesome if he said it.He went to the bathroom and turned on the tap, trying to refresh himself with cold water.