messed up

Chapter 6

The weather has been getting colder these days, and Xu Baiyu started to wear a scarf, but this year when he was rummaging in the closet, he suddenly thought of another person.Thinking of Yu Jing's slender figure and his pale face under the light that night, Xu Baiyu's hand that was about to close the wardrobe door suddenly froze in place.He remembered that Yu Jing didn't wear a scarf when he met last time, that person was wearing a dark overcoat, and hurried from the parking lot to the inpatient building expressionlessly in the almost dark sky.Xu Baiyu leaned against the closet door and thought silently, where should I buy him a scarf?

Xu Baiyu thought for a moment, but his mind was empty.He has never been too lazy to go shopping, and even buys his own scarves online, he is really not good at this.

He took out his mobile phone to check the time, and found that it was almost noon, so he boldly sent a WeChat message to Pei Yuning, asking if the person had any suggestions.Xu Baiyu is off duty this day, but he doesn't have much to do, as long as there is no entertainment, he can almost "stay at home" when he is off duty.After sending the message, he washed himself an apple, spread it on the sofa and ate it while waiting for Pei Yuning's reply.

Pei Yuning was probably having lunch at this time, so he replied to his message not long after.The person first sent a few question marks, asking Xu Baiyu who he wanted to buy for.Xu Baiyu didn't bother to pay attention to him, so he typed a series of ellipsis directly.A few minutes later, the man said flatly that he didn't wear a scarf and had never bought one before, so there was nothing he could do.

never mind.Xu Baiyu struggled for a while, and finally opened the shopping software.He swiped down with his fingers and rummaged for half an hour, but he still couldn't decide which one to buy for Yu Jing.

When he buys things for himself, he is very casual. It takes only half a minute to choose. Usually, the software recommends them to him and he buys them when he sees the fit. The appearance is basically not considered.But this time it was different, it was bought for Yu Jing, he looked at it, but felt that no matter which one it was, it couldn't match Yu Jing's gentle and calm temperament.

At the end of the selection, he finally chose a thick black cashmere scarf.This kind of color and style is restrained and deep. He thought about Yu Jing's usual clothes and thought that Yu Jing might like them.Thinking of Yu Jing wearing this scarf, he suddenly smiled, and then placed the order without hesitation.

Xu Baiyu paid the money, threw away the apple core and lay down on the bed.He took his mobile phone, found an English suspense movie and watched it. It was nearly dusk when the movie ended.

The scarf arrived quickly, and Xu Baiyu went to pick up the courier after get off work the next afternoon.Strange to say, he has lived to this age, and it has been a long time since he experienced such a panic-stricken moment.Many times he was indeed nervous, such as being called by the director when he was almost late a while ago, when he performed a puncture on a patient for the first time, or when he was defending his Ph.D.But these are all out of a sense of professional responsibility. This is the worry and anxiety that arises from his professional dedication as a student and now as a doctor.He has to be responsible for his white coat and the life and health of the patients.

But this time it was different, it was only when he took off his white coat and became a real person like Xu Baiyu.He entered the room and turned on the light, hurriedly unpacked the package, took out the scarf and checked it carefully for a while, and then carefully folded the scarf and put it back in the packaging bag after confirming that there was no quality problem.

The surroundings were completely silent, Xu Baiyu could even hear his own heartbeat.He knew that he was full of uneasiness in his heart, because he was worried that Yu Jing would not like it and would not accept his things, or what he was most worried about was that in that person's heart, the relationship with him was far from being acceptable. The point of gift and care.

Xu Baiyu sighed, he picked up his phone and wanted to send Pei Yuning a few moaning messages, but the content was edited but hesitant, hesitant to press the send button.After struggling for a while, he finally deleted the words in the input box one by one, and put the phone aside.

After all, that person will be going to another department for a rotation soon, and he has been very busy recently, and since he was broken up only a few days ago, his private life may not be peaceful.Xu Baiyu weighed it carefully, and felt that it was better not to disturb him at this time.

Yu Jing would drive to the hospital every morning before going to work, so Xu Baiyu woke up early the next day, trying to deliver the scarf to the inpatient building before Yu Jing left.But when he put on his white coat, he regretted it: he was in a hurry in the morning, and I was afraid it would be too hasty to deliver it at this time, so it would be better to wait until after Yu Jing got off work.

"You came too early today." As soon as Pei Yuning got out of the elevator, he saw Xu Baiyu who was already fully dressed in the corridor. He smiled and walked over to pat Xu Baiyu on the shoulder: "The sun really came out from the west."

Xu Baiyu narrowed his eyes to hide his entanglement, and replied with a smile: "Yes, it's rare to get up early."

Pei Yuning pushed him, pretending to be joking: "It's best to do this every day in the future."

"Brother, please let me go." Xu Baiyu begged for mercy with a smile.

At night, Yu Jing would usually stay in the old man's ward until the old man fell asleep before going home, so Xu Baiyu went to the inpatient building after work in the afternoon.Yu Jing went out for a while, and he was in the corridor when Xu Baiyu passed by.Seeing Xu Baiyu from afar, Yu Jing greeted with a smile: "Doctor Xu."

"Mr. Yu," after a moment of silence, Xu Baiyu stepped forward, pretending to be calm, and brought the bag containing the scarf to Yu Jing, "It's cold, I'll send you a scarf."

"Ah?" Yu Jing didn't react, and was stunned. He thought he had heard wrong, so he hurriedly asked, "What did you say?"

Xu Baiyu felt a little embarrassed, he passed the bag forward a little, and explained with a smile: "I bought you a scarf, I hope you can accept it."

Yu Jing heard clearly this time, he stood in a daze for a moment, then pushed Xu Baiyu's hand back: "Doctor Xu, what are you doing?"

This time it was Xu Baiyu's turn to be speechless: Yes, what am I doing?Xu Baiyu thought about it carefully, and felt that he didn't think much about it when he placed the order. He just felt that the scarf Yu Jing would look good and warm in, and that he should do the same, just following his heart.

"Mr. Yu, I don't think your body is particularly good, right?" Xu Baiyu looked at him and tentatively said at the risk of being scolded: "I just want to remind you to take care of your body, after all, the old man still needs your care. .”

As soon as Xu Baiyu said this, Yu Jing's face suddenly darkened a little.But it was only for a moment, and the next moment Yu Jing returned to her usual gentle and humble appearance.

Xu Baiyu reached out to hand over the scarf again, this time Yu Jing didn't refuse, and took it silently.

"Doctor Xu, do you have time these nights?" Yu Jing smiled suddenly: "I would like to invite you and your director out for dinner."

"Mr. Yu, let me tell you the truth, it is basically impossible for you to invite our director to dinner." Xu Baiyu smiled helplessly: "Our director is notoriously 'hard-hearted', patients or family members He never goes to treat guests. But don’t worry, the director has been doing his best for all the patients, and he knows your thoughts.” He paused, and then murmured, “I wouldn’t have agreed either.”

Xu Baiyu's last sentence was really strange, Yu Jing didn't quite understand it, so she just smiled and asked, "So Doctor Xu agrees?"

Xu Baiyu shook his head: "It's not Dr. Xu who promised you," he looked at Yu Jing, and said word for word, "It's Xu Baiyu." After he finished speaking, he smiled and blinked: "I'll be on the night shift tomorrow, The day after tomorrow and the day after tomorrow are free."

"Okay." Yu Jing also smiled: "When I get off work in the afternoon the day after tomorrow, I will come and see my dad, and then we will leave."

Xu Baiyu felt as if he had stood there for a long time, but it seemed that it was only a few minutes.He looked at Yu Jing's leaving back, thinking about what Yu Jing said just now.He told Yu Jing that they should just go out to get together as ordinary friends, and don't spend money.But Yu Jing waved her hand and told him to leave it alone, she would make reservations for the restaurant herself, and asked him what flavor he preferred and if there was anything he would not eat.

Xu Baiyu laughed suddenly, he felt that things in the world were really wrong: if someone told him before that he would become friends with doctors and nurses in a certain department, he felt that it was somewhat believable.But if someone told him that he would meet the son of a patient, he would think the speaker was crazy.

Doctors meet countless patients every day, and doctors help the world, but in the final analysis, they are just passers-by in each other's lives.Xu Baiyu feels that the most important thing for him to cure diseases and save lives is never to seek rewards, whether it is material fame and fortune or spiritual companionship.Although this is indeed the direction of his work as an ordinary person, which will bring him salary and position, and the gratitude of patients will also bring him a great sense of accomplishment and self-realization, but he feels that this is the first The responsibility of wearing a white coat is a wish, not anything else.

"So you bought the scarf to give to Mr. Yu." Pei Yunning appeared behind Xu Baiyu at some point, and teased in a low voice: "We have known each other for so many years, and you have never given me a scarf. Eat inside out."

Xu Baiyu was startled: "Why are you here?"

"Why can't I come over?" Pei Yuning raised his eyebrows: "What are you doing? Are you still afraid of me coming over?"

"What are you talking about?" Xu Baiyu smiled: "According to what you mean, I have to give you a warm welcome? This is the hospital building, not my home."

"You are real." Pei Yunning punched him on the shoulder: "What can I do if you welcome me?"

Xu Baiyu knew that this was the "sequelae" of the breakup. This person would be "abnormal" for a period of time every time they broke up.But Xu Baiyu discovered that Pei Yuning seemed to have "evolved" a new abnormal behavior this time: he was frustrated in love, so he ran to him to seek the comfort of friendship.

Xu Baiyu smiled: "Welcome Doctor Pei, is that alright?"

"It's not too bad." Pei Yunning snorted coldly, and left alone, leaving only Xu Baiyu's back.

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thousands of miles

Who would have thought that I would update three chapters today? Hahaha~ Today I read a passage from Mr. Wang Zengqi, and I think it makes sense. Let me share it: I hope my works can benefit the world and the hearts of the people, and I hope to nourish people’s feelings , Let people feel that life is beautiful, people are beautiful and poetic.