messed up

Chapter 38

"That's it." Li Yan took over the words: "Then you really worked hard."

Yu Jing shook her head: "The old people in my family are not hard-working. It's just that sometimes they feel a little powerless, which makes people very sad." He thought for a while, and he didn't know where the courage came from, and decided to be honest to the end: "Actually, I My physical condition is not very good either, and I had surgery for stomach cancer two years ago. Fortunately, I found it early, and I am in good condition now."

Xu Baiyu was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect Yu Jing to tell this matter frankly.However, what he didn't expect was that Xu Jianye and Li Yan were silent for a while, but in the end it was Xu Jianye who smoothed things over: "Xiao Xu, take good care of her, do you hear me?"

Xu Baiyu hurriedly responded, and suddenly felt that Xu Jianye and Li Yan were a little strange at this time: the parents he had seen since he was a child were almost always angry with each other or with himself, and it was rare for them to be so peaceful.

He glanced at Yu Jing, raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and put on a very restrained smile.He thought, these two people can't hold back, it's one thing that they are fully prepared to support him, as for the other side, as the old ancestors said, they don't raise their hands to hit people with smiling faces.Facing a humble and polite junior like Jing, it is estimated that their doubts and anger have long since dissipated.

The meal was a joy to eat.Xu Baiyu recalled that before, the three of them seemed to have never sat together for a meal so peacefully, and this was the first time in their lifetime.Before leaving, Xu Jianye patted Yu Jing on the shoulder with a smile in his eyes: "Younger, my son is a bit stubborn. He won't listen to us, so I have to ask you to take care of him in the future."

"Uncle Xu, Bai Yu is a very good person." Yu Jing smiled: "You can rest assured."

In the middle of March in the Gregorian calendar, Xu Baiyu deliberately switched shifts with others to accompany Yu Jing to the oncology department for an examination.Yu Jing kept telling him that she didn't need company, but Xu Baiyu refused to listen and insisted on being with him.

"It's really not necessary." Yu Jing couldn't laugh or cry: "It's been several years, and every time I go alone. I'm not used to being accompanied by someone suddenly."

"Is it just not used to it?" Xu Baiyu pretended to be disappointed: "I thought you were very moved."

"Yes, I remember it in my heart." Yu Jing smiled helplessly: "So you should go to work hard."

"You think I don't know what you're thinking?" Xu Baiyu grabbed Yu Jing's shoulders: "You don't let me go because you're afraid that if something goes wrong in the investigation, you can hide it from me."

When her mind was exposed, Yu Jing was stunned for a moment, then smiled guiltyly and said, "You're overthinking. How could I lie to you?"

However, this person's reaction just now was completely taken into consideration by Xu Baiyu.Xu Baiyu's hand holding his shoulder suddenly increased his strength, not giving him any room to refute: "When the time comes, let's go together and show me the result first."

When the day really came, when Yu Jing was undergoing an examination, Xu Baiyu was by her side as expected.In the oncology department, there are Xu Baiyu's classmates at the same level in the medical school of S University, as well as his senior brothers and sisters.Before the inspection was done, he had to stop three times to say hello to others.

Yu Jing shrugged: "I told you not to come here a long time ago. If it wasn't for you, the inspection might have been done by now."

Not to be outdone, Xu Baiyu said, "You don't have to tell me this, I will definitely come over."

"Xu Baiyu?" A young doctor not far away suddenly stopped him. Seeing that he was not wearing a white coat, the man quickly walked up to him: "Are you off duty today?"

"Yes." Xu Baiyu smiled at the other party: "I'm taking a day off today."

This person's name is Gu Qing, Xu Baiyu's undergraduate classmate.She glanced at Xu Baiyu, then at Yu Jing who was standing beside her, and asked curiously, "Come over when you're off duty?"

"Accompany my family members for the examination." Xu Baiyu said with a smile, "I don't worry if he comes alone."

Yu Jing coughed, pushed Xu Baiyu's arm, and signaled to him that time waits for no one, stop chatting and leave quickly.However, Gu Qing has always been careless and didn't notice, she still asked curiously: "Is that so. Is this your brother?"

"Blame me, I forgot to introduce you." Xu Baiyu pulled Yu Jing to him, "This is Yu Jing, my partner." After speaking, he turned to Yu Jing again: "This is my college classmate, Gu Qing."

Yu Jing smiled at her politely, seeing Gu Qing's smile on her face, he felt that this person's jaw would drop in shock.He wanted to say something, but Gu Qing took the first step: "Xu Baiyu! How could you do this? Why have you never told us that you like men? If you had told us earlier, it would have saved us from helping girls from other colleges with You match the strings."

Gu Qing's voice was a little loud, and almost everyone in the corridor took a look here.Xu Baiyu made a silence gesture to Gu Qing, and said in a low voice: "Go and do your work quickly, don't disturb me." Then she was dragged into the consulting room by Yu Jing.

Gu Qing didn't give up: "Hey! Go out for a drink together when you have time, and tell me how you two met."

"Little Gu," Gu Qing's doctor walked over and glared at her, "What are you doing?"

"I'm sorry." Gu Qing hurriedly apologized and ran away in a hurry.

The results of the reexamination showed that Yu Jing's physical condition was very good, so he started to settle accounts with Xu Baiyuqiu.However, he is not a person who is very good at "fighting with others", and in the end he can only play "cold violence".

A few days later, Xu Baiyu finally couldn't take it anymore and decided to give in first.After getting off work that afternoon, he calculated the time, guessing that Yu Jing had almost returned home from Mr. Yu, so he went to the flower shop to buy a large bouquet of roses before walking to Yu Jing's house.He originally thought that as soon as Jing opened the door, he would kneel on one knee and hold the flowers up, but the plan was not as quick as changing. He knocked on the door for a long time, but no one opened it for him.

He sighed, ready to open the door and go in.However, just as he took out the key, the door was suddenly opened from the inside.Yu Jing opened the door and said, "Sorry, a colleague called me just now."

The two froze in place at the same time.Xu Baiyu's mind went blank for an instant, and he forgot all the words he had prepared earlier.Yu Jing was stunned for a moment, then suddenly laughed.He took the flowers and said, "Bai Yu, thank you."

The person in front of him smiled gently and beautifully, Xu Baiyu couldn't stop laughing.He walked into the room and closed the door, watched Yu Jing tidy up the flowers, and asked tentatively, "Are you not angry anymore?"

"I'm sorry, I was the one who made trouble for no reason." Yu Jing walked over and hugged him: "As you said, I was actually very worried, so I didn't want you to accompany me, but in the end I didn't stop you." He sighed and confessed his thoughts : "I'm a little scared, if the result is really bad, I've already thought about the plan I originally planned to hide from you..."

"Nonsense." Xu Baiyu also put his arms around him: "It can't be like this in the future."

Yu Jing didn't speak, but nodded slightly.

"By the way, do you still remember that little Gu? It's the doctor we met that day." Xu Baiyu's mood became better in an instant, and he talked to Yu Jing about his old friend: "She really kept her word." , and asked me this afternoon when I could go out for dinner together."

"You decide." Yu Jing took his hand and sat on the sofa, reached out and scratched the tip of the other's nose: "After all, I don't know what she likes to eat."

"Okay." Xu Baiyu smiled and took out his mobile phone, and sent Gu Qing a message.

Entering April, Qingming is just around the corner.That night Yu Jing came out of the Provincial Mental Health Center as usual, and went to the gate of Xu Baiyu's community to pick him up.As soon as Xu Baiyu got into the car, Yu Jing asked straight to the point: "Baiyu, it will be Qingming in two days, do you want to go with me and my father to visit my mother?"

Just as Xu Baiyu closed the car door, he thought for a moment that he had heard wrong.He stared at Yu Jing, only to see this man smiling peacefully in the night.Yu Jing also looked at him, and reached out to give him a hug.

Although Xu Baiyu always felt that he and Yu Jing were living together as a family, but when the other party said this to him, he was still in a daze.He smacked silently, thinking, family.

"Okay." Xu Baiyu nodded.

During Qingming, the sky is not too cloudy, but it has been raining lightly.Xu Baiyu followed Yu Jing to the other mother's tombstone, and put down a bunch of plain gardenias.

"You two go first." Yu Cheng glanced at Yu Jing, then reached out to caress the cold monument: "I still have a few private words to say to your mother."

Yu Jing frowned slightly: "But Dad, we are worried about you being here alone."

Yu Cheng sighed: "Son, you just obey Dad this time."

"How about we wait outside?" Xu Baiyu pointed to the entrance of the cemetery, "We're right there, not too close to here, and we can always see you."

"Okay." Yu Cheng nodded.

Xu Baiyu put away the umbrella, and shared the umbrella with Yu Jing and walked to the gate.Looking at Yu Cheng's figure, he slowly took Yu Jing's hand.

"You don't have to work overtime on May Day, do you?" Xu Baiyu had already started thinking about May Day in mid-April, he checked the weather forecast on his mobile phone: "We can go hiking to watch the sunrise, and I'll see which day the weather is better. "

"Forget it," Yu Jing looked at him, "there will be so many people at that time, I don't think there will even be a place to stay. We can go again in a few months. Autumn is the best time to watch the sunrise, and the weather is clear Sometimes you can see the big river that runs across the province."

"Okay." Xu Baiyu put away his phone and met Yu Jing's gaze: "Then what are you going to do on May Day?"

"Relax at home." Yu Jing slumped down on the sofa rather lazily, and snapped her fingers at Xu Baiyu: "I'll cook for you."

Xu Baiyu found that Yu Jing's life has become more and more nourishing recently: it's not that the worries in this person's life have been reduced, on the contrary, in fact, they have nothing less to face.However, unusually, it seems that it is easier for a family to take on the life of two people than to run around separately in the past.

They are family now.Thinking about this, Xu Baiyu pursed his lips and smiled.He got down from the armrest of the sofa and leaned close to Yu Jing's side, entangled with each other's breath.

"What's wrong?" Yu Jing stretched out her hand and gently pushed back the hair on his forehead: "Want to tell me something?"

"No." Xu Baiyu looked at Yu Jing's delicate eyebrows and shook his head lightly.

April is one of the most comfortable times of the year. The air is cool, but it can still make people feel warm.This kind of weather is actually very suitable for going out for a walk. Xu Baiyu just wanted to make a suggestion, but when he looked up, he found that Yu Jing was smiling a bit maliciously.Before he could react, Yu Jing suddenly stretched her arms around his neck and pulled him to her.

Xu Baiyu could feel Yu Jing's heart beating a little faster, and so did he.He slowly moved closer and kissed the man's lips.

He didn't notice when Yu Jing sat up from the sofa, and when he came to his senses, he had already been pushed into the bedroom by this man.He decided to turn to the client, and while Yu Jing was not paying attention, he pushed the other party onto the bed, and rushed over to him, quickly taking off Yu Jing's coat.

Yu Jing smiled helplessly, and unbuttoned her shirt.Xu Baiyu rubbed his hair: "Didn't you say that hair loss is very serious in your industry? It seems that the rumors are not true."

"It varies from person to person. I only lost a lot of hair during the period of treatment, and I even bought a wig at that time." Yu Jing looked at him and said lightly: "But it all grew back later. .”

When he mentioned healing, Xu Baiyu felt very distressed.He lowered his eyes, and the scar left by Yu Jing's operation came into his sight unobstructed.

Xu Baiyu suddenly remembered the winter night a few months ago, when Yu Jing came back from visiting her mother's grave that day, holding a cigarette lonely, looking at him with a wry smile in the cold wind.

He sighed, pulled Yu Jing's hand to his waist, leaned close to Yu Jing's ear and whispered: "I'm going to give you a cheap price, what do you think?"

Yu Jing raised her eyebrows, and responded kindly: "Okay." He still smiled gently, with warmth in the corners of his eyes and brows, just like when they first met.

Later, Dr. Wu's lecture was finally held.The man was so busy with work that it was not easy to spare some time for these facts.Yu Jing was off work that day, so she also went to listen to it.He found that Dr. Wu spoke really carefully, and when he said important things, that man's eyes could even be said to be shining.Yu Jing glanced at Xu Baiyu who was sitting beside her, and realized that the same was true for her sweetheart.

After Xu Baiyu finished his work, he couldn't wait to rush over to hug Yu Jing.However, he still had other things to do, so he had to wait until night before he could really talk to this person.

That day Xu Baiyu was sitting in the co-pilot seat, happily describing to Yu Jing how much effort he and Dr. Wu had made for the lecture.Yu Jing listened with a smile, walking through the lights of thousands of houses and the streets and alleys.

Xu Baiyu's mouth was parched.He took a few glances at Yu Jing before he understood what he meant, and handed him a bottle of mineral water.

Xu Baiyu took a sip and silently looked at the scene outside the car window.As the weather got warmer, Yu Jing drove the car into the community, and Xu Baiyu saw many laughing children in the square.

He glanced at Yu Jing and asked with a smile, "Old Yu, do you think life will get better?"

Yu Jing narrowed her eyes and smiled: "Isn't it good now?"

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thousands of miles

Postscript: The main text of Cookie is over~ I am really happy that so many friends like this story, like Xiao Xu and Mr. Yu in the story.As a little transparent, I know that my article still has a lot of shortcomings. When I first wrote the article, I never expected that there would be so many favorites and comments. I felt flattered hahaha.Tomorrow will start an extra episode, the text will be slightly revised, and typos will be corrected. At the end of this month, this article will be completely finished~ Thank you very much for your company. Here, the humble author bows to everyone across the network cable Lah~ I also hope that your life will get better and better. We all have to overcome the many "failures" lying in front of us, and get joy and peace in the floating world! ps: As for the origins of the names of Xiaoxu and Mr. Yu, read the words "beyond gold and jade, but rotten within" upside down~ it's just a pronunciation, without any other meaning~