male god effect

Chapter 51 Him and His New World

87.

This is probably the most incredible scene in the history of EVIL's youth football team. Mars and Jupiter, who have always been at odds with each other, unexpectedly shook hands briefly for the first time and appeared together on the same battlefield.

The situation of dozens of people against a few people has completed a perfect crush in terms of numbers. I don't know whether to say that the punks are too unlucky or too lucky.Unfortunately, they just followed a young man from a factory with a little money in his family, came to Mars to show off his might, and thought it was a matter of making a profit without losing money, but they encountered such an overwhelming anti-killing; fortunately, they have not been killed The beating was so bad that the security personnel in the school had already arrived at the scene and ordered everyone to stop.

Everyone thought they would be scolded by Captain Charlie, but they didn't expect that this time, the captain's attitude was tougher than anyone else.

"Mars' own team members were innocently subjected to violence in their own campus. This matter cannot be left as it is. Even if this year's season is a gamble on the result of all members being banned from the game, please give me a satisfactory explanation from the school. Otherwise... I will consider suggesting to my father to suspend Mars's investment project next year."

Although Charlie is strict internally, he is notoriously protective of the calf externally.

——The so-called leader... But he never let his subordinates be bullied.

The teenager in my memory squatted on the ground and blew smoke rings, said Charlie, who was one year older than himself.

Charlie still remembers the summer when he was 15 years old, he asked his father's driver to drive the car to the [-]th district, then got out of the car and walked into the dilapidated slums, and found the boy named 'Shuoshu' for advice on how to play football.

There is poverty and harshness that a young master like him can never imagine. There are piles of rubbish everywhere, and there is not even a decent lawn.And those poor children who couldn't afford football, stuffed paper balls into their socks with bare feet, and practiced passing the ball beside the ruins.

There was a twinkle in every kid's eye when Charlie showed up with a soccer ball in his arms.

He didn't expect that 'Shuo Shu' would be the most inconspicuous and non-existent boy.

Charlie is two years older than the opponent, and has played football for a longer time than the opponent. He has a great advantage in terms of physical fitness and skills, but that's all.Despite many unfavorable factors such as his young age, the boy was still on par with him.

Your football is as good as mine, said the boy. I can't teach you anything.

No, Charlie thought, the boy had taught him too much.

The boy is always more ruthless to himself than to others. This 13-year-old boy, almost self-abuse, set himself a devil-like and terrifying training load, and persisted with an amazing perseverance.

Is 'Shuoshu' a genius?Maybe it is.But what supported him to win had nothing to do with the blood and sweat shed for hundreds of days and nights?

For the first time, Charlie felt ashamed. Compared with the teenagers who grew up in a harsh environment, his conditions were much better. He had the best resources, but his efforts were not one-tenth of the effort of the other party.

He spent three days with the boy in that slum and left with shame and regret.

For more than ten years as a teenager, it was just a dispensable episode, but for Charlie, it was a great turning point in life.

As the instigator of the incident, Lime was disqualified from this competition, banned from participating in various competitions for nearly three years, and had to accept up to six months of labor reform, but before that he may need more What I'm worried about is my testicles/balls that have been blasted by bullets—William with the most poisonous mouth, I wish him a happy time picking up soap in it.A few punks are also shut down and fined.Ji Mi, who shot in the school, was quickly escorted away by Ji's bodyguards, leaving only a secretary and a private lawyer to deal with the follow-up.

"elder brother--"

When Chai Jiu was not carried away by the stretcher and still had the last trace of consciousness left, she heard the cry of Chai Mei who was hiding behind Fryer.

After receiving the fake news on the phone, Chai Mei lost her way soon after entering Mars. Fortunately, she is not a stupid girl who would run around like a headless chicken when encountering such a situation.She found Fred, the brother's former little fan.Fred, who was more experienced, heard something suspicious from it, and immediately took the players from Jupiter to prepare to go to the place where Chai Jiu was.

And because Mars and Jupiter shared the same lounge, what Jupiter knew couldn't be kept from Mars.So the two parties gathered together to form the scene of that day.

I have worked very hard... But, what else... can I stop you from crying?

"Stupid brother."

Chai Mei said.

"Never say anything, always act as if nothing happened, just carry on like this, it's really...too much."

Chai Jiu stared blankly at her sister.

"Why did you say 'I'm sorry'? Why didn't you tell Xiaomei about the game? Why did my brother have to be afraid of being known by Xiaomei when he played football? Xiaomei... never forced her brother not to play football! She has been forcing herself , only brother himself!"

Chai Mei's eyes were red, and she breathed slowly.

"Obviously the past has passed for a long time, but my brother still keeps punishing himself with other people's mistakes. But... But, such a brother is not happy at all, right? Then why do you want to go on like this? Why do you want to Suppressing and hurting yourself, how about being a 'self' that is not your own?"

That's because... because.

Chai Jiu slowly closed his eyes.

Because I am a despicable person.

Everyone knows that no amount of punishment can make up for mistakes, so why do people torture themselves?Of course, it is to give the soul a chance to breathe for a moment of inner peace in the constant self-torture.

So selfish.

Chai Jiu drooped her eyes.

Because of my own incompetence, I failed to protect the people around me, and I still couldn't care about it after causing irreparable losses, so I simply used self-torture to wash away my guilt over and over again, but completely ignored the feelings of the other party.

Really, it sucks.

"No, it's not bad at all."

Chai Mei gently covered Chai Jiu's eyes with her hands.

"However, Xiaomei never hates her brother. No matter what her brother looks like, Xiaomei will like it. It's just... if her brother feels pain, Xiaomei will feel very bad too! Xiaomei hasn't seen her brother for a long time. Smiling, Xiaomei almost forgot what brother looks like when he smiles!"

Blindfolded, Chai Jiu felt tears falling from the sky above her head to her chin.

"What annoys my brother? What makes my brother so painful? What makes my brother unable to laugh? Why don't you trust Xiaomei? Why don't you tell Xiaomei? Xiaomei also wants to share her brother's emotions and understand her. life..."

Chai Jiu opened his mouth, but suddenly couldn't say anything.

He thought, he made a huge mistake, which made him seem to miss too many very important things.

For a long time after his mother's accident, he has been immersed in that closed and narrow world, ignoring the emotions of others and himself.He was absent from the whole time of a little girl's growth. From the beginning to the end, he didn't help at all, not at all.

——In the eyes of the seniors, there will always be only the distant scenery, and they will never look back and remember what is behind them.

Living in conflict and struggle, he has always cared about what he has lost, but he has never found what he still has.

He looked around with still eyes, taking it for granted that his sister would always be the crybaby who never grew up and would be bullied.

So, when one day he turned his head inadvertently, the little girl who would only hide behind her had grown into a fighter a hundred times stronger than himself.

Even... She even asked him to 'depend on' her in turn.

"So, let's stop here, senior."

said Fred, standing in the shadows.

"Senior, there is no need to carry it alone. Whether it is in the past or the present, it is the same. Those days should be over."

He and the boys in the slums once stood behind Chai Jiu and waved their flags, but they all miscalculated one thing at that time. The 15-year-old Chai Jiu was just a boy two or three years older than them. It is unreasonable to push him to the altar, and it is even more wrong to impose those expectations and responsibilities on a person.

"I only know now that... that happened back then. I also complained why my senior didn't tell us, but when I think about it carefully, at that time... even if we knew the truth, we couldn't do anything, right?

Fred clenched his fists, his voice trembling.

"But it's different now. All of us have been working hard, trying not to cause trouble to the seniors, trying to be on par with the seniors, trying to be a partner worthy of the trust of the seniors...so..."

So, try to trust everyone once more, you idiot senior!

Chai Jiu's face turned from white to red, and then from red to white again, as if he had suffered a huge stimulus, he gritted his teeth and broke out in a cold sweat.

In an instant, as if some mechanism was turned on, or the password was entered correctly, countless exquisite gears slowly rotated in invisible places, and Chai Jiu, in a state of dizziness, glimpsed a brand new world slowly appearing in his mind. in front of you.

There are countless shadows of people, and there are countless loves.

That's great.

He thought, he had found something, something he had lost.

That is the desire to live, that is the soul of life.

"elder brother!"

In the exclamation of her younger sister, Chai Jiu let go of her last bit of strength and fell back weakly, and was finally supported steadily by Ji Mi who pushed the door in.

"Okay, leave it to me next."

Ji Mi said.

"I will take good care of Chai Jiu."

88.

After her younger sister and Fred left the ward, Chai Jiu, who had been tense, finally relaxed.

The boy's head rested against Ji Mi's chest, smelling the familiar mint scent on the shirt.

Everything is brand new, only this person is the same as before.

He is the only light in his old world in the past, and he is the most dazzling sun in his new world at this moment.

Chai Jiu's back leaned against Ji Mi's body, trembling slightly at first, then it became more and more violent, until finally she burst into tears.

Ji Mi was bewildered by the burst of crying, this smart person who is usually able to handle all difficult things with ease, at that moment his mind was only a mess, and his movements were as clumsy as a fool.

"Sorry, it's too late. Chai Jiu...don't blame me?"

He heard him ask cautiously.

Do not……

Chai Jiu recalled that winter day a year ago, he was leaning against the cold tiles in the toilet, and in front of him was the silver wallpaper knife.

That day... If there was no "accident" caused by Ji Mi, he would have committed suicide already, right?

If that's the case... if that's the case...there will be no chance to welcome the new world, right?

The young man cried so hard that his cheeks were flushed, as if he had put all his energy into this matter, those emotions mixed with guilt, self-blame, sadness, happiness, etc. were completely released along with the tears.

In the past days, he has never shed a tear.

He didn't cry when he was discriminated against, ridiculed, threatened with violence or even death; he didn't cry when he was rejected and coldly treated by the girl he yearned for, and when his whole heart was thrown into the trash can; He didn't cry when treated with the same attitude.

But when the world began to treat him tenderly, he cried uncontrollably, like a wronged child.

"...Student Chai Jiu?"

Ji Mi hugged Chai Jiu, not knowing what to do, only heard the boy say.

"me."

He choked with sobs, and before he could utter a few words, he burst into tears again uncontrollably.

Such a lovely sister, such a reliable Ji Mi, and so many other people overlapped together.

But what about him?What has he done!

As soon as Chai Jiu closed his eyes, he could see the paper cutter hanging in front of his eyes.He sobbed, and buried his head in Ji Mi's arms in fear, like a child who has realized his mistake after playing with fire.

How stupid!unacceptable!

This world is so good, but he... But he almost gave up his life.

"sorry Sorry."

Everything is wrong, he thought.

"Sorry……"

He said so many nasty things and did so many nasty things to this man behind him.

——Lick it well, bitch.

——Chairman Ji, drink every drop.

But everything should not be like this. If time can be repeated, they will obviously have a better way to get along.

"It doesn't matter."

Like Chai Mei, Ji Mi covered Chai Jiu's eyes with her palm.

"I've always known that Chai Jiu is a very gentle person."

That was probably the most unbelievable evaluation the boy had ever heard in his life.

"At the beginning, I thought Chai Jiu would blackmail me."

Ji Mi said.

"I even suspected that classmate Chai Jiu was an undercover agent sent by another family. It turned out that I was really despicable for thinking like this."

He spread his hands, looking a little helpless.

"Student Chai Jiu obviously looks short of money, but he has never asked for anything. Wealth, power, status, honor...everything that ordinary people dream of, Ji's family can do."

Ji Mi shrugged and stroked Chai Jiu's hair.

"So I wondered, what exactly does Chai Jiu want? Later, this kind of question became more and more troubled to me; what was going on in Chai Jiu's mind? Why did Chai Jiu always not Laughing? Why is Chai Jiu so desperate? Why is Chai Jiu always lonely? Why why why? My mind is full of these endless questions. the most difficult subject."

Ji Mi smiled.

"I think, Chai Jiu is not the kind of person who would do things that are too much. There must be some reason for Chai Jiu to be like that. Because although Chai Jiu has done many things that seem to be too much, But I don't feel happy at all, and...Although Chai Jiu always seems to be very bad, but sometimes he is stupid, bullying others, and at the same time worrying about the safety of the bullied. It looks like He looks like he’s not afraid of anything, but when he tries to get serious, he can’t do it at all. How can such a soft-hearted guy be a bad boy?”

Worried about surveillance in the library, cover his head with a shirt; Worried about his marriage, wrap him in a quilt when he gives up on himself; Get angry when he hurts his body, play with a piercing tool smashed into pieces.

He was actually protected by this fierce and awkward boy in the most clumsy way.

"So, from that moment on, I made up my mind not to leave Chai Jiu alone again."

He kissed Chai Jiu's red earlobe.

"I like classmate Chai Jiu. I don't know what this liking turned into love, and I don't ask classmate Chai Jiu to respond to me, because liking and loving are both my own affairs. Classmate Chai Jiu only needs Just know that I love you, and then... just be loved by me."

Ji Mi, who didn't wear contact lenses, stared at the boy in front of him with those deep and pure sea blue eyes.

The process of waiting was tormenting, the boy's silence was so long that it seemed as if a century had slipped away from the two of them.

"Say it again."

Finally, the boy spoke hoarsely.

"Huh?" Mr. Cat was a little puzzled at first, but soon he thought about it.

"I love you."

As he spoke, he kissed the young man's forehead, and then the tip of his brow.

"I love you."

He kissed from the bridge of the boy's nose to the tip of his nose, and then most of the cheeks that were occupied by burns.

"I love you."

He repeated these three words over and over until No. 17, when he heard an extremely subtle 'um'

Chai Jiu's cheeks were hot, and her ears were red from tip to earlobe. When she looked up, she saw Mr. Cat looking at him happily and asking.

"So, can I kiss classmate Chai Jiu now?"

Chai Jiu hummed and ignored him.

"is it okay?"

Mr. Cat approached with a smile and asked, deliberately putting his face on the other's chin.

"is it okay?"

The breath he exhaled was clearly a refreshing peppermint scent, but for no reason it made people feel intoxicated.

"Is it okay? Is it okay?"

After a while, Mole closed his eyes like a good baby.

Mr. Cat looked at his frowning eyebrows, and laughed until his shoulders trembled.He blinked narrowly, quickly pecked his lips, then lifted the quilt and crawled in, and went to pick up the small fish with ease.

The little mole's cheeks flushed red with anger, and Mr. Cat, who was holding a small dried fish under the quilt, smiled with a "chuckle" and kissed the dried fish with a big mouthful.

"Student Xiao Chaijiu is more frank."

The little mole was shaking with shame.

The author has something to say: Thanks to every little angel who waited for me, let’s eat dried fish in the next chapter~ Are you happy?