make you angry, a little happy

Chapter 54 The Prospective Boyfriend

How to coax my cousin?Zhang Zhao hadn't thought about this question yet.Because I was the one who was beaten since I was a child, and I have never coaxed him, so I just let him beat me up.

Woke up at 6 o'clock and rang the bell. At 5:40, the mobile phone alarm clock rang on time. Zhang Zhao turned over and was in pain.

Dry!After resisting for a long time, the joints in his body seemed to be dismantled by Qin Dalian and then installed by himself. Zhang Zhao turned off the alarm clock, lay flat on the bed and looked out the window.

There was no sign of the sky getting brighter at all, it was pitch black.There seemed to be a layer of asymmetrical ice flakes outside the glass window. Zhang Zhao sat up rubbing his sore abdominal muscles and took a closer look. It was ice flakes, carved on the glass like an asymmetrical conch pattern. It’s been a long time since I’ve seen this thing .

Su Xiaoyuan must have never seen such a beautiful ice flower.He took out his phone and took a photo, then stared at the photo in a daze.

This is what it feels like to be in love.I can think of that person's face when I see everything, even if it is an ice flower, I want to hold my hand and show him.Stupid as hell.

"Brother Zhao, what time is it?" He An also had a face full of pain.

"More than ten minutes, wake up." Zhang Zhao got out of bed shirtless and looked for a thermos. "If you want to say winter, you still have to come to the northeast. It's freezing outside, and you don't suffer at all in the house. How about it? Can you wake up today?" ?”

He An has already woken up. With such a rare opportunity for winter training, he can't get up unless he breaks his leg. "OK, no problem!"

"That's fine." Zhang Zhao poured two cups of hot water, "Here, this hot water is called life-saving water when I wake up. My mother loves to study health preservation. She forces me to drink hot water first when I get up every day. It's annoying her to death."

"Thank you Brother Zhao." He An took the water glass.

"Don't think too much about it. Didn't you hear what Qin Dalian said yesterday? A lot of people can't get through the second year because of their mentality. You belong to this kind." Zhang Zhao patted He An's broad shoulders, "You always feel that you are different from others. Wait a minute, get discouraged when you get on the stage. You can't do this, you have to show the energy that I'll smash you to death when you get on the stage!"

He An didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Brother Zhao, what I threw was a shot put. If I kill someone, I will go to jail."

"That's what I mean, you can experience it yourself." Zhang Zhao is not very good at persuading his brother, "Changzi... Have you sent you a WeChat message?"

"Sent it, I asked if the two of us have arrived, and I also asked how the arrangements are going here." He An held the sanitation cup issued by his father's unit, "I said everything was fine, and the head coach is Qin Dalian."

"Yeah." Zhang Zhao took a sip of water and waited for the wake-up bell at 6 o'clock.

He An opened his mouth, not knowing how to open it. "Brother Zhao, the three of us have been brothers since we started training in the second year of junior high school. If you have anything to say... just say it."

"I'm open! I'm gay, I just want to be gay. If he can't accept it, I won't force him." Zhang Zhao wanted to say more, the deafening wake-up bell rang in the corridor, and there were small loudspeakers at the door of each dormitory.

The formation of 20 dormitories on the entire floor calling for morning is equivalent to a fire alarm drama.At the same time, Zhang Zhao's cell phone rang.

"No, I turned off the alarm clock just now..." Zhang Zhao went over in a daze. It wasn't the alarm clock, but someone called him.

Dry!It's big baby!

"Hey, hello, hello!" Zhang Zhao was so happy that he almost threw his phone away, "Honey, you got up so early! Miss me? I miss you too!"

Su Xiaoyuan hid under the blanket, and his nose was still a little stuffy. "I, I'm afraid you won't wake up in the morning, are you up?"

Zhang Zhao just wanted to say that he got up early: "Ah... no, I'm so sleepy... Damn... I have to sleep a little longer."

"Brother Zhao, don't sleep, get up!" Su Xiaoyuan was afraid of waking up his younger brother, so he burrowed into the bed again, almost shrinking into a ball, "I heard you ringing the bell, get up!"

"I don't." Zhang Zhao pretended to yawn while wearing a sports vest, "Unless you promise...to call me every morning, I will escape today's morning run."

"You!" Su Xiaoyuan kicked his legs angrily in bed, "You rascal!"

"That's right, you just found out now?" Zhang Zhao put on long johns, "There are no scoundrels in the world. If there are more bullies, there will be naturally. I am your prospective boyfriend now, and I will be your prospective husband in the future. Isn't it normal for you to play a rogue?"

"You!" Su Xiaoyuan kicked his legs really angrily, and kicked the quilt several times, "Don't delay your morning run."

"Then do you agree or not? I, Zhang Zhao, have no other skills. I only listen to my future wife. Since you called me, you have me in your heart. If you don't call me tomorrow..." Zhang Zhao paused deliberately , said in self-defeating, "I won't practice anymore."

"Yes, yes, go! I...I'll hang up first, my brother is still asleep." Su Xiaoyuan hung up the phone cruelly, just when his brother turned over.

Xiaoyun is about to take the senior high school entrance examination, and he works harder than himself in reviewing. He must do a set of simulations every night before going to bed.Even when I go to the bathroom, I listen to English.Su Xiaoyuan could see it, he was competing with himself.

Competing is just competing, and studying hard is not a bad thing.It's just that now Su Xiaoyuan couldn't sleep at all, it was still dark, he really missed Zhang Zhao.Harbin...what a cold place, it's really hard to go out for a run so early.

I and Zhang Zhao met in August, which was midsummer.Zhang Zhao is summer in his heart, the hot wind blowing on his face.It was the same deskmate who always babbled in my ear, and the boy who whistled, laughed and cursed the loudest on the playground.It is the rhythm of running and panting, and every step is the sound of sweating.

It's the person whose school uniform is never clean, smells of sweat, and always blows the air at the corner of the stairs.The table bucket is not clean, but they eat snacks by the handful.

Really, why is this person so annoying that I can't sleep.Su Xiaoyuan found a cushion, secretly turned on the bedside lamp on the lower bunk, and picked up the thick political review selection beside the pillow.

I used to start at 7 o'clock, but it is not impossible to change it to 6 o'clock for Zhang Zhao.It's not that he doesn't understand why Zhang Zhao returned to long-distance running, he... understands it in his heart.

At 6:20, hundreds of winter trainees in the training camp were ready to go, standing together in the biting northeast wind.

Qin Xingguo was wearing a sweater, trousers, sneakers, a fanny pack on his waist, a peaked cap and a black whistle. "The monitors of each class report the number! Those who can't get up don't need to scream!"

"The first class should have 40 people, but the actual number is 39. The report is over!" "The second class should have 40 people, but the actual number is 37. The report is over!" "The third class..."

A row of queue leaders reported the past, and there was still a crooked moon hanging in the sky.

"Okay!" Qin Dalian blew the assembly whistle, "Those who didn't join the team just now stand outside the playground and form a team of their own! The assembled team goes around the field to warm up, 4000 meters, 5 laps! Jogging, stretching! Do you understand? !"

"understood!"

Qin Xingguo glanced at the late team from the corner of his eye, and looked at the neat team leader: "Do you know why you can't get the ranking? It's because there are always people who are ahead of you! It's because there are always people who are ranked higher than you. Just because, when you are asleep, there are always others practicing on the playground! If you want to engage in sports, you have to endure hardships, get hurt, sweat, and you have to know that running is painful at the end. Even blowing on your face hurts! Answer now, is 6 o’clock early?”

"It doesn't count!"

"It really doesn't count! Next door is the big base of the Harbin Youth Swimming Team. The young athletes entered the water at 5:[-]! No one shouted cold!" Qin Xingguo also followed suit, "You are afraid of the cold, nonsense! Everyone is afraid Cold! But remember well today, as long as you are still athletes and special students! On the playground, there will be no cold or tiredness! Only you can do it, or you can’t! Tell me now, whether you can do it or not!"

"Row!"

"Very good!" Qin Xingguo walked to the leading position and blew the training whistle, "If you can't do it, don't say I didn't give you a chance! Now turn around immediately and go back to the dormitory! The dormitory has warm quilts and breakfast, there is no need Drink the wind in the playground! Now, those who can keep up with me will run together. Remember, the road of sports students is only brilliant and glorious! The process is blood and tears all the way! Now tell me again, can you run? !"

"Yes!" Zhang Zhao and He An stood side by side at the head of Class One.

When the wind picked up, Zhang Zhao took a big step against the wind, and suddenly remembered a song that Chang Zi had heard to him.There are a million possibilities in an instant, whether to move forward or continue to wait, there are a million uncertainties in this winter night, getting into the night or looking forward to the dawn.

He chose to run forward, and chose to look forward to the dawn.Because only by running forward can I run to that person's side, and use the only thing I am good at to make up the gap between the two people's cultural courses.Before meeting Su Xiaoyuan, Zhang Zhao never thought that he would come back, but since he came back, he insisted on not giving up!

At noon, Zhang Yang finally woke up. He opened his eyes and smelled the smell in the dormitory. It was soy milk fritters and his favorite Chenghuang Temple three silk spring rolls.

"Third brother, are you awake?" Yang Guang sat down and waited for the beating.

"You got up so early." Zhang Yang got out of bed to wash up, and when he came out, he saw Yang Guang standing upright, "What are you doing?"

"Third brother, beat me up." Yang Guang opened his coat, and inside was a white short-sleeved T-shirt. "I asked your brother, and he said that you can't be coaxed when you are angry, unless it makes you feel good about it. Beat it up." , eat quickly after the beating."

Zhang Yang's mouth was filled with the lemon scent of mouthwash, and he pushed him away. "Who has the time to be angry, too lazy to talk to you... Have you eaten?"

"I ate it, I ate it in the cafeteria." Yang Guang followed him all over the room, "Third brother, are you really not angry?"

"Don't be angry, I'm not that small-minded." Zhang Yang pushed him again, getting too close.

"Oh..." Yang Guang stood still, took off his mature formal attire, and turned back into a timid younger brother, "Third brother, I want to ask you, who was that Yan Qingming yesterday?"

Just as Zhang Yang was about to bite into the spring rolls: "Ahem...heh, no one. Try this while it's hot, it's delicious."

Yang Guang took a big bite and ate the spring rolls, so he had to ask: "Third brother, don't lie to me, I think you two are different. Who is he? As for you buying a cake for him every year?" birthday?"

"He..." Zhang Yang wanted to cover the child's mouth with fried dough sticks, "Can you stop asking, let's eat."

"Don't eat, I finished eating this morning." Yang Guang twisted it very well, just like his brother, and vowed not to give up until he reached his goal, "Didn't you say that he died? Or did you say that his name was Yan Qingming, so he tricked his body into returning to life on Qingming Festival?" It's..."

As soon as Zhang Yang put down his chopsticks, his expression became a little uneasy. "You are still young and don't understand what's going on here. You'll understand when you grow up."

"I'm not young, I understand, you lied to me that he's dead, but he's not dead at all!" Yang Guang didn't know where the impulse came from. Those people say you, you don’t get angry when they say you dress like a mermaid! You..."

"Yang Guang!" Zhang Yang never called him by his name, "I'm really in a hurry to ask you again."

Yang Guang looked at him stupidly, as if he suddenly didn't know this person. "Third brother, you want to rush me because of Yan Qingming?"

Zhang Yang regretted it when he said it, Xiaoguang is really a good boy, there is nothing wrong with his personality other than being cowardly, and he has nothing to pick on himself. "I'm wrong, I'm not in a hurry with you, come and eat."

"I don't want to eat." Yang Guang stood up, pointed his back at him, and suddenly grew up at this moment, "Did you ever like him?"

Zhang Yang took a bite of the fritters and swallowed like chewing wax. "I don't even want to mention you. You have to ask... Yes, I liked him in high school. I like your brother and that rock. I like men. I don't want to tell you because I'm afraid you will find it disgusting... After all, there is something wrong with me. I like to wear women's clothes. I'm afraid I'll scare you..."

"He treats you so well, you still like him!" Yang Guang automatically skipped the third brother's coming out of the closet, and refused to look back as if angry, his back stiffened, as if he was angry with his family and wanted to run away from home: "You two "Where have you two gotten to?"

"What?" Zhang Yang couldn't take it anymore, "Did you hear what I said clearly, I'm gay, do you understand?"

"You two!" Yang Guang still refused to turn his head, and wiped his face strangely, "You celebrate his birthday every year, have you two kissed before?"

"Dear... kissed."

"Kiss, how many times have you kissed!"

"How can I remember this?" Zhang Yang looked like a playboy, with golden bangs covering his eyebrows, and he didn't think kissing was anything. What are you betting on?"

"I'm not angry." Yang Guang fell silent. He just lowered his head, and his ears were unreasonably red from behind.

Zhang Yang thought that he was shy, and also, he was a man, he lived with a man who liked men all day long, and he had seen his own women's clothing, so he must feel a little disgusted or disgusted.

"Hey, what are you doing, third brother won't show you skirts from now on, why not!" Zhang Yang thought he understood and went to hug him, but he couldn't see his face, this kid was desperately avoiding him, " What's the matter?"

Yang Guang didn't speak, just wiped his face strangely, and then let out a sobbing sound that couldn't be softer, very aggrieved.

Fuck it... Zhang Yang backed away in fright, Xiaoguang actually cried?

The author has something to say: Small theater, Zhang Gou: I will run as hard as I can for the sake of the big baby!

Su Bao: For Brother Zhao, I will study hard!

Zhang Gou: ...Fuck it, baby, don't work too hard, I'm afraid my running speed can't keep up with your grades!

Grandma counsels Yang Guang: I can't bear this grievance (crying with a "wow")