Madam's little secret I know

Chapter 55 is meaningless

The smell of gunpowder in the air is getting stronger and stronger, and the whole living room is filled with the same smell as the ruins after the war, but the stimulation of smell and the oppressive feeling brought by pheromones are second. At this moment, for the Xiang family couple and Xiang Qingshan He said that the strongest impact was the pain in the depths of their hearts brought to them by Xiang Jingyuan's words.

It was as if they were being cut into flesh and blood by a blunt knife. The knife and knife were torture, and every sentence was exposing the crimes they thought were touching.

This is actually the first time that Xiang Mingyun understands the true inner thoughts of his youngest son.

He has always been self-respecting and not good at words, and he has never felt the need to express his heartfelt love to the senior Alpha son. He has always believed that actions are above all else, and if he wants to train his eldest son to be a successor, then let his The spare time is occupied by all kinds of trivial training. If you want your youngest son to live a bright and carefree life, then let him stay away from all pressure and people with pressure, and let him enjoy life in the safest home .

This is love, there is nothing wrong with being like this.

Even when he made the decision that he thought was the most appropriate at that time, he still thought in his heart that it's okay, when his youngest son grows up, he will definitely understand his compulsion and good intentions, as long as he can make up for it by himself. He, he will definitely forgive himself.

The child will understand when he grows up, but he doesn't realize that the way he expresses his love is always contrary to the cognition of the young children at that time.

They need communication, companionship, expression, and an ordinary way of getting along between father and son, and he has never even said "Dad loves you", but now he is here waiting for the child's understanding and forgiveness, and even More than once, he vented his anger on the children's grievances caused by this.

Thinking about it this way, it seems to be a bit too much.

He always cherishes words like gold and thinks that talking too much is useless, but now he can't help but regret it. If he had even explained the ins and outs to his youngest son at that time, even if he had promised "Mom and Dad will pick you up", maybe... the situation would not have changed. become like this.

He's starting to feel like he's doing something wrong.

"Xiao Jing..." Xiang Mingyun took a step forward, trembling and stretched out his hand to reach the shoulder of the youngest son, "It's dad who is sorry for you, dad has always...loved you..."

"Don't touch me." Xiang Jingyuan, who was at the side in a daze, subconsciously waved away his aging hands, his eyes were red, and his eyes were dull, but he seemed to have heard some big joke. Laughed mockingly, "I don't need you to love me anymore."

After saying this, Xiang Jingyuan finally closed his eyes recklessly, and exhaled deeply, as if he wanted to drain away all the dirty emotions in his body, as if the hopeless expectations that had lasted for more than ten years were finally completely exhausted. At this moment draws a period.

From then on, I never need any harm in the name of love.

He opened his eyes again and walked straight out.

"Xiao Jing!" Xiang Qingshan grabbed him quickly, subconsciously felt that he couldn't let him go, but couldn't say anything for a while, so he could only hold his arm tightly, "I'm sorry..."

Hearing these three words, Xiang Jingyuan felt nauseous, and he wanted to shake Xiang Qingshan's hand away irritably, but the man's hand was really too strong. In a fit of anger, he turned around abruptly, and the gunpowder-flavored pheromone was once again unaffected. Exploding out of control: "What are you doing!"

"I'm sorry, Xiao Jing." Xiang Qingshan suppressed the discomfort in his heart, and restrained himself from releasing pheromones to confront his brother. He knew that in this situation, he really had no choice but to stalk him. up.

No matter what the price is, he just wants his brother to forgive him.

"Shut up!" The pheromones that were not under any threat began to surge exponentially, attacking everyone and every item in this living room like sound waves, as if venting and shouting the owner's manic emotions, Xiang Jingyuan felt that his breathing had begun to become disordered, how could there be such a person in the world?He didn't want to stay here for a second.

Now he just wants to go home quickly, lie in that warm embrace and have a good sleep, and forget all these bad things.

"enough!"

There was a sudden shout from behind, Ning Yun, who was standing not far behind Xiang Qingshan, was as pale as paper, bangs wet with cold sweat stuck to his forehead, one hand was holding the phone tightly, the other was covering his chest, Panting heavily, as the only Omega in the family who has no defense against Xiang Jingyuan's pheromone, he has almost lost any ability to act and think.

The next second, he tremblingly raised the phone, and said lightly into the microphone as if he had exhausted all his strength: "Fang Yichen, did you hear it all? I really can't take it anymore..."

Almost instantly, the pain and despair brought about by the suppression of pheromones disappeared, and Xiang Jingyuan's peach blossom eyes widened in disbelief, his legs suddenly went weak, As if he could no longer support the weight of his body, he collapsed to the ground in an instant, his eyes went blank, and his brain stopped spinning.

Ning Yun has been on the phone with Fang Yichen...he heard everything...he heard everything...

He didn't shed a single tear during the whole process, but at this moment, his tears poured down like a spring, and the fear of death gripped him firmly, choking his throat, as if there was an evil ghost from hell in his mind Constantly dragging and tearing him.

Was discovered.

He seemed to see Fang Yichen standing in front of him, the face that always had a gentle smile was full of cold disgust at this moment, as if he was anxious to get rid of some dirty thing, he turned and left without looking back.

"It's disgusting..."

He felt that something in his body was shattered, and the fragments pierced every organ in his body to bleed and shattered. A heart-piercing pain spread all over his body. He could no longer perceive the existence of the outside world, only felt himself His spirit collapsed in an instant.

Fang Yichen left, and his only pure soul that was nourished by love was also wiped out.

His face was already full of tears, and he kept whimpering Fang Yichen's name. His completely absent-minded appearance shocked everyone present, and Xiang Qingshan was the first to react after a while, and called out worriedly: "Xiao Jing?"

Xiang Jingyuan raised his head abruptly, staring at a pair of blood-red terrifying peach blossom eyes, his eyes wandered around among the crowd, and finally fixed on Ning Yun.

Immediately afterwards, the gunpowder-flavored pheromone that shot straight to the top of the sky wrapped Ning Yun layer by layer. Ning Yun's beautiful eyes suddenly widened, and his face was pale. The cold pain similar to suffocation made him feel that life would be worse than death.

"Why did you tell him!" Xiang Jingyuan's handsome face was distorted, his voice was sharp but hoarse, his terrifying eyes seemed to tear Ning Yun into pieces, "Say it! Why did you break the agreement! Speak up!"

"Xiao Jing! Don't be like this!" Xiang Qingshan was obviously panicked, and while holding Ning Yun in his arms, trying to relieve his pain with his pheromones, he turned his head and tried to calmly talk to his younger brother, "Xiao Yun's The mobile phone has been turned off all the time, and I didn't call Team Leader Fang, Xiao Jing, calm down, Xiao Yun will not be able to hold on if this continues..."

I don't know if this explanation worked, and Xiang Jingyuan really took back the pheromone, but before everyone could breathe a sigh of relief, they saw that he had picked up a small folding fruit knife on the bar at the door at some point .

"It's all my fault, I shouldn't have kept it from him..." His peach blossom eyes had lost focus, and he muttered, but the fruit knife in his hand was neatly pressed against the artery in his wrist, "He left I'm dead, what's the point of my life..."

Ning Yun dialed Fang Yichen's number in a hurry, Rong Heng cried and wanted him to stop, Xiang Qingshan rushed to stop him at the fastest speed, Xiang Mingyun even called the emergency number of the private hospital, but these It seemed that Xiang Jingyuan's voice and movements were automatically blocked out, and he swiped hard without any hesitation as if he had no nostalgia.

Strands of blood gushed out, staining his vision red, his consciousness was not so clear, and he didn't feel any pain.

【Speak】

come back come back!There is a little time in these two days, and I will try to finish it!Long wait everyone!

In addition, Xiaojing is like this because of mental problems. The paper man can always be rescued. Everyone must cherish life and stay healthy! ?