Lover

Chapter 1

The weather is really bad today, gloomy, just like my mood, my lover has not contacted me for three hours, I am very worried about him.

My lover is a man who is beautiful...I usually say he is beautiful and he looks very unhappy, so let's change the adjective, my lover is a very handsome and powerful man, he has the most beautiful face in the world When I look at those eyes, I am often obsessed with them. He has the most moving voice and the most perfectly proportioned golden body in the world. Before he belonged to me, everyone was attracted by him and crazy about him. Made me feel uncomfortable before and now.I don't like others peeping at him, he is obviously my treasure, I guard him like a giant dragon and don't want others to get close to him, but my lover is too dazzling, what should I do if I am liked by others?Then imprison him, so that he can't communicate with the outside world, so that those who spy on him can no longer see him, and that's it.

But it can't, because I love him so I don't want him to be hurt.

I met my lover when I was in junior high school. At that time, I was the target of campus bullying. I was taken to the rooftop of our school because I didn’t pay the protection fee. I'm used to it, I can block them, don't think about it, "I haven't paid the money these days, is it itchy, kid?" The voice was loud and I felt his saliva sprayed on my face, disgusted, I turned my head blankly, and looked away, "Brat!" Huang Mao saw that I didn't take him seriously, So I clenched my fist and hit me, and I didn't want to hide, because avoiding would irritate the other party even more.

"Hey, it's not good to bully the few here." Just when I closed my eyes and was about to be beaten, a voice came, it was slightly hoarse because I hadn't successfully changed my voice because I was young, although I didn't see his voice. I was moved by his appearance, not to mention that I saw his appearance, and then I fell in love.This is my first love, even though he doesn't like me, he likes a thin boy with bangs covering his face and wearing glasses, and he is also a boy, maybe you think it's nothing now, but it's a bit turbulent with us It's shocking, after all, people will be regarded as a "pervert", but I still like him, regard him as an object of worship, as a male god, as my lover, I have tried every means to get it since he saved the beauty that time. His information, I know that he is the best boy in our school, I know that he likes to play ball, I know that he likes sports, I know that he lives alone in a rented house outside the school, and his parents seem to be abroad, I want him to be my lover .My school is all half aristocratic school, the elementary school, middle school, and high school can all go straight to the school. There are two kinds of people in our school, one kind enters by ability, and the other kind is rich and powerful at home, and I It's the latter, I was forced in by my cheap father who didn't care about raising children, whether I wanted to or not, cheap father didn't want to see me, and he never looked at me since my mother ran away with someone What's more, he also had a son with another woman. Even so, he didn't treat me badly materially, so my living expenses were targeted by the school's gangsters. My lover didn't help me last time. One morning when I went to school, I was sitting in the classroom and heard the teacher tell the students that it is best not to go out alone at night, and not to walk in the quiet intersection without monitoring.I nodded to express that I would be careful and would not walk alone on the path in the dead of night.

I began to collect everything related to my lover, the mineral water he drank after playing, the napkins he threw away after eating, sometimes I saw his sportswear was stained with sweat, and I would secretly help him Go back and wash it, and then I will zw on his sportswear, leaving traces of belonging on his things, my lover is very good and dazzling, everyone speaks highly of him, men like to play with him, girls like to play with him Confession, he never lacks friends, which makes me feel proud and at the same time jealous, jealous of those who can stay by his side openly, how good it would be if he was mine alone.I often think like this,

But I can't, I have to make myself good enough to be able to stand side by side with him, I am not good yet, in order to be able to be with my lover early, I am also changing myself, changing my dull temperament, trying to make myself cheerful Get up, change my grades, try to be as good as my lover, and change my image. After all, I think my lover is a beauty control, because he dates with pretty girls, but I am actually not ugly. There is actually a reason why Liu Hai pretends to be obscene. It is to cover up my appearance like that motherfucker. This is what my cheap father said. It looks disgusting, so I just want him to not see my appearance. I just grew my hair long, but now I know that my lover likes good-looking men, and I don’t want to listen to the opinions of men who don’t want to be my father, but I don’t need to change too much now, because I don’t like being in this school. He is together, after all, my lover is still half a year away from entering high school, and I still have a year and a half to go, and I will slowly change myself during this time.When my lover is still in school, I will follow him to send him home every time, and sometimes help him clean up his messy house, especially help my lover wash his underwear by hand, I will give him Taking the slightly loose underwear home and mending him the same style or more comfortable clothes by the way will make me feel very happy. I go to the court to watch him play every day, and the past six months have been extremely fulfilling.

But the happy time is always short. My lover graduated, and I am a little sad.

It was an afternoon when they took graduation photos. The afterglow of the setting sun shone on their lover, and the lens preserved the corners of his mouth and his hair soaked in the sun. I took it, my lover is very handsome, even now he is still a teenager who just graduated from junior high school, I want to ask him for the buttons on his school uniform shirt, but would it be strange to ask for his buttons without relatives and no reason? ?Just when I hesitated again and again, I watched the female students in my lover's class walk over with red eyes. Because I was so close, I heard what they were saying clearly, clearly...

The girl sniffled and said, "Can you give me your buttons?" The lover froze for a moment, but nodded quickly, and if there was one, there would be three. I was a little angry that my lover was too gentle to refuse others, and then I stared Seeing those girls wanting to finish off the buttons on my lover's clothes, I turned my head away in a fit of anger and felt irritated. Another year, I looked at my lover surrounded by girls, and I was a little flustered. Will it take too long?

During that summer vacation, my lover seemed to go abroad to visit his parents. He didn’t come back during the vacation, because I went back to his house every day to help clean up, so as not to be able to live in time when my lover came back. Sometimes I lived with my lover directly. Sleeping on his bed in his bedroom, it would be great if my lover is here, can hug me from behind, wouldn't that be very happy?

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