Love flowers when the rain is flying

Chapter 12

Yes, I just said too much. "

Being apologized before apologizing made him anxious.

"How come, Yixin doesn't need to apologize at all, I was too negligent."

"No, I'm half a catty too."

That's because - Le Bu only thinks about that idiot lover in his head, completely ignoring Yixin, that's why he gets angry and blames Hua Shiyu... probably like this.But Yixin's depressed expression, it seems that the reason is not so simple.

Although Hua Shiyu was very concerned, he was drinking wine in silence, and the atmosphere at the scene made him unable to ask.Just as Hua Shiyu was restless, neither of them said a word, only the wine slowly dwindled.

"But... why does Le Bu like that kind of straw bag?"

After drinking nearly half of the one-liter bottle, he lay down on the tatami with all his heart. He looked different from his usual straight waist, and his tone became casual, probably drunk.

"Well, I can't fully understand what Agui is thinking."

Hearing such a blunt answer, Isshin smiled lightly.

"It really hits the nail on the head. Although I think so too, it's surprising that there are still many people in this world who like that kind of idiot."

"yes?"

"Yeah, and most of the people who will be caught by that kind of man are serious and gentle people like Le Bu, who are good at taking care of others. Probably because the other party is too useless, so there is no way to leave them. "

"This can't be considered 'gentle', right? It's a different matter if the cause is illness or force majeure, but you don't need to sympathize with the guy who accidentally fell to the ground."

"...It's like an opinion that a princess would say."

Hua Shiyu tilted his head.

"How should I put it, like someone who only reads textbooks."

The wholehearted wry smile made Hua Shiyu's chest tingle, and he thought of Da Ge's words.Da Ge worked in a small factory manufacturing precision machinery five years ago, but suddenly fell ill and had to be hospitalized for a long time.Although already married, his wife seemed to have deep feelings for Da Ge, who only cared about his work, and left with the child after handing over the divorce agreement.To make matters worse, when he was in the hospital, the president who worked with him asked him to resign voluntarily. When he recovered, he would no longer have the strength to live.

—But I'm alive, that's enough.

At the dinner party in the ruins, Da Ge said with a smile.

Da Ge's partners also have their own experiences, so they live here.

Hua Shiyu believed that he had always been able to choose an appropriate way to deal with advances and retreats no matter where he went, but at that time, the social words he had learned were of no use at all.Whenever he didn't know what to say and felt confused, everyone would change the subject very sweetly.

He felt the same shame and restlessness now as he did then.The phrase "it's like an opinion that a princess would say" pierced his heart hard, and he was extremely anxious to be isolated in this way.He stared at the soup bowl with sadness, but muttered with all his heart:

"However, the so-called textbooks are always correct in the end. If you really like it, Le Bu shouldn't continue to let that idiot go. He clearly knows this, but he is afraid of being hated, so he keeps procrastinating. Le Bu really Fool, but I also like Le Bu's stupidity that is not worthy of praise at all."

Yixin looked beyond Hua Shiyu and stared at the empty mid-air.

He is clearly here, but Yixin doesn't need him at all, feeling really lonely.

"I'm going to be a good-for-nothing man too. In this way, Lebu will..."

Yixin pressed his face against the tatami mat, his eyes were dull, as if he was very drunk.

"Don't say stupid things, Agui didn't realize Yixin's goodness, it's because he has no vision."

"Ah Hua is a good person, I'm almost falling in love with you."

Being stared at blindfolded, Hua Shiyu couldn't help but jump.

"But your looks are not my type."

Yixin sighed, and Hua Shiyu was greatly disappointed.

"What kind of looks do you like?"

"ugly."

"What a strange interest."

After Hua Shiyu finished speaking, he was serious with his whole heart.

"Don't get me wrong, it's just that other people think so, but I think it's cute and I like it very much. However, it seems that people like me in society say 'specialize in ugly people'."

Stylish men, specializing in ugly people, there are so many words in this world that I don't know.

"Anyway, the general public doesn't understand Lebu's cuteness. Eyes that are a little bit apart like a flounder and a squashed nose are obviously super cute, right?"

"Maybe so."

Although it was difficult for Hua Shiyu to agree, she still nodded because she was looking at herself coquettishly.

"Why does Yixin like Agui?"

Although Hua Shiyu didn't want to know, she still asked, because as long as Lebu was mentioned, Yixin seemed to be very happy.

"Because he can make omelets."

"Egg cake?"

"When I was watching the night for my parents, there was an endless stream of pilgrims. As a bereaved family, I had to be busy receiving pilgrims, so I didn't have any sense of reality that my parents had passed away."

When it was late at night and the pilgrims stopped coming to express condolences, Yixin didn't know what to do about future plans, store management, and a bunch of other things that had to be considered, and he couldn't even shed a tear.Just as Yixin was in a daze with his head downcast, Le Bu came after hearing the news, probably because he came in a hurry. Le Bu was wearing ordinary clothes, and his eyes were bruised and blackened.

"I asked him what happened, and he said he was beaten by a lover. I didn't know that Le Bu was gay at the time, and I laughed at him for dating an incredible girl."

But Le Bu thinks about Yixin first, saying that he should leave his affairs alone.Le Bu asked Yi Xin if he wanted to eat something, and Yi Xin replied that he had no appetite, but Le Bu went into the kitchen to make omelets.

"Because the omelet is very soft, even if you bite into it without chewing, you can still swallow it, and the taste is relatively light and refreshing. How should I describe his behavior... If he is not careful, he may be meddling in his own business. Eat it Doesn’t it feel like swallowing slowly? I was already very tired at that time, and when I ate the omelet, I became hungry instead. I suddenly became angry with myself. How could I let myself Are you hungry? I shed tears without realizing it..."

Yixin closed his eyes, as if recalling the scene at that time.

"Lebu didn't say anything, just sat quietly in front of me, one eye was swollen like a panda, maybe because there were many factors just at that moment..."

Hua Shiyu regretted it, if only he hadn't asked.After the death of Yixin's parents, there was no room for him to intervene in the six years of long yearning.

"Isshin likes Turtle very much."

Hua Shiyu muttered, his voice was so small that he seemed to be speaking to himself, and he smiled wholeheartedly:

"I'm so busy every day that I don't have time to rest, but when I see that guy's face, I'm like, 'I'm going to work hard today'. When he gets into an argument with that idiot, I have to go Help him, because he is too good and always suffers, so I have to take good care of him."

"Really? I understand now."

Enough is enough, he doesn't want to hear any more.Without saying a word, silence enveloped the two of them.But because of the silence for too long, Hua Shiyu couldn't help worrying if it made Yixin unhappy, but Yixin said:

"——If you don't say that, it seems like I can't hold on any longer. It's scary."

Hua Shiyu looked carefully, with a very tired expression on his face.

"As I said just now, I am so busy every day, but not only do I not make money, but I am in debt. Every time I think about it, I feel very unmotivated. No, all of this is my choice. I am already very I know it will be like this, even if it is for my father and mother, I will never close the store, but sometimes my determination will be shaken."

Yixin said that at first he thought that as long as he put his mind to it, everything would be solved. However, at the age of 20, Yixin didn't know how hard it would be to handle the restaurant business and pay off the debt by himself.

"Of course, I'm only 20 years old."

"I'm 26 years old now. It took six years. My initial motivation was like a balloon. I'm overwhelmed. Why do I have to wear myself out for someone else's debt? ?As soon as I relax, I want to say such nasty complaints.”

He couldn't support himself alone, so he hoped for a reason to work hard.Maybe he was just using Le Bu as an excuse to work hard.Maybe he said that he always liked Lebu because of him and for him in order to prevent himself from becoming a worthless man.

"I like work and I like him, although I like him..."

These days, it's not so clear—he muttered wholeheartedly, turned over, and turned his back to Hua Shiyu.

Hua Shiyu stared at his back, unable to speak a word.

Talented, majestic, masculine and perfect - what Hua Shiyu once said to Lebu.When Yixin himself heard this sentence, what did he think?Under the interaction of the past deeds repeatedly told by his grandfather, Hua Shiyu has always believed that Yixin is a perfect person without any weaknesses or worries.

But this is impossible.Whether it is to inherit the storefront or pay off other people's debts, it is his own choice, so he can't complain casually, and he should be in great pain.Hua Shiyu felt extremely ashamed, he didn't think of such a natural thing any further.

"……sorry."

"Why are you apologizing? A spoiled princess shouldn't know about such things, right?"

He couldn't get angry when he heard Yixin's flippant tone, he just felt very sad.