love double

Chapter 26 You said you would wait for me, but where are you now, my dear?

"As Xun's substitute, I still hang out with Bin. Every time he sends me downstairs, I can see that he is absent-minded. Xun wanted me to live with her because he was afraid of my family's suspicion. When Bin proposed to visit my house, my heart skipped a beat, and I immediately agreed. Xun went to Fei's place this morning, and he probably hasn't come back yet, so I led him upstairs, opened the door, Then I was dumbfounded.

I saw balloons and rose petals all over the floor, and Kaoru and Fei who were putting birthday candles at the table.

I panicked, but Xun and Fei greeted Bin very calmly, saying that they are my good friends, today is my birthday, and they wanted to give me a surprise, but I didn't expect that I would come back so early.

Bin didn't seem to have any doubts, and apologized and told me that I remembered my birthday wrongly. The four of us sang birthday songs together that day. This birthday was a thrilling experience, but I was still very moved. Even I forgot, but she Remember, she has done more for me than I know.

If this kind of life can continue forever, it would be great, even if I were to die happily, I think I would raise the corners of my mouth.The relationship with her is getting deeper and deeper, so that I can't let go. Even if I get angry and quarrel occasionally, I still love her.

There was no sunshine that day, and the weather was gloomy, which seemed to have foreshadowed what happened next.

After picking fresh vegetables from the morning market, I went home with her holding hands, and I saw a black Audi parked at the door from a distance.Kaoru's face turned ugly in an instant.

A middle-aged man standing in front of the car was gloomy. When he saw us coming back, he rushed up and slapped me.

That was her father, the father she had been obedient to since she was a child, but she had a big fight with someone she was afraid of for the first time in my life, and his father found out what happened between us, and also knew about Xun Instead of listening to him to develop a relationship with his fiancé, he found me as a substitute to fool him.He yelled at the bodyguards around him to take Kaoru back, I was so scared, I was afraid I would never see her again, I knelt down and begged him not to take Kaoru away, he just looked at me coldly, her daughter wanted to Marry a good man, not a woman.

Those words pierced my heart like a knife, and there was nothing I could do about the car taking away my beloved.

After Bin found out about this incident, he never met me again. I knew he was looking for Xun. All along, his heart was always focused on that person. I tried my best to make him hate me. But at the last moment, he found out that I was not Kaoru at all.

Without her the home becomes deserted and quiet.I didn't get any news from Kaoru. Fei told me that she was under house arrest at home, cut off all contact with the outside world, and her mobile phone was also confiscated. His father threatened her to separate from me, or he would keep her locked up. .

I don't know if she was still beaten. The slap hurt that day, but it was not as painful as my heart.This incident quickly reached my parents, who looked at me in disbelief, as if I was no longer their daughter, but a monster.My mother cried, crying very sadly, she asked me why I have to be a homosexual if I don’t love a good man, but is that something I can choose?I don't have to be gay, I just happen to be in love with a woman.Everyone wants us to separate, whether it's her family, or my family, they want this relationship that they think is unbearable and twisted to end quickly, and they don't want to believe that I really love her or that she is real love me.

I'm terrified, I'm uneasy, but I can't see her.Those few days were the darkest days in my life. Sitting alone in a corner and crying silently, I also had to bear the constant pressure from my parents.My mother took me home and kept doing ideological work for me. I begged her, and I told her that I was really not playing and I really loved her. I'm going to see a psychiatrist.

I feel like I'm going crazy.In fact, in their hearts, I must have gone crazy.Just when I was disheartened, an unfamiliar number called. When I got through and heard Xun's familiar voice, I burst into tears in the street without any image.

Her voice sounded haggard, and I told her that I missed her very much, and she said that there would be no one at home tomorrow afternoon, and that her father would go to the company to sign an important contract, and asked me to be at the place where we often go We met at a coffee shop, and I agreed without hesitation.

That day I lied to my parents that I was going to visit my former classmate and I would stay with her for one night. Unexpectedly, they didn’t question me

, just told me to be safe and go home early. "

The story ends here, there is no end, two years have passed, and it has not been updated.His fingers trembled more and more, Min Yuxin suddenly stood up, knocked over the chair, knocked over the water glass on the table, milky white milk dripped down the edge of the table and all over the floor.

Even if she didn't see the rest of the story, even if the author didn't show up for some reason, it didn't matter anymore, because she already knew the reason.

She sat down on the ground slumped, tears bursting out, and the dream-like fragmented scenes intertwined in her mind were finally reorganized one by one, awakening all her memories.

She bought a ticket to the city where she lived, and spent a long time cleaning up Kaoru's dusty house. At night, she hugged the pillow with her scent, happily looking forward to meeting tomorrow.

The next day was a rainy day, she sat in the coffee shop from afternoon to night, but that person never came.She walked out of the coffee shop under an umbrella and walked in the heavy rain in a daze. On the way, she was pulled closer to the green belt by the roadside by three men.

She cried and struggled for that person to save her, but the only response to her was the pain of being torn apart and violated. That kind of pain was burned in her heart, and it would appear in her dreams every night, becoming her. The lingering demon in her heart, whether she was asleep or awake, there would always be those three hideous faces in front of her eyes, so that in the end she couldn't stand it anymore and went crazy.

She is that drowning fish, she should have looked for another similar kind to stay together for a lifetime, but fell in love with the seawater that will always tolerate her and take care of her, so she would rather let the seawater submerge her forever, and keep her tears in the sea, even if it is because of this for the rest of her life Wandering, but also with her.

She took out the milky white mobile phone from the drawer, she never used it after being with Le Yan, and now she finally understands the meaning of Wen Leyan's words "This is yours".This phone was Cheng Zixun's birthday, she carefully selected a pair, one for her and one for herself.

Wen Leyan used to be good friends with Cheng Zixun and Lin Mofei. They often went out together. Later, Wen Leyan said to herself, I like you.

But she had already put Cheng Zixun in her heart.

The person who accompanied her to the movies was Cheng Zixun, the person who accompanied her to eat hot pot was Cheng Zixun, the person holding her hand was Cheng Zixun, they were all Cheng Zixun, and the one she had always loved was only Cheng Zixun!

If, if one day I also become like this, I don’t know anything and forget you, will you still wait for me to remember?

Stupid, what nonsense are you talking about, aren't you sitting here healthy and healthy, no one curses yourself!

I mean if, if I forgot you for some reason, would you still wait for me?

Yes, why don't you? If you forget me, I will cling to you and whisper my name in your ear 24 hours a day. See if you still can't remember me?

Honey, you said that even if I forget you, you are still willing to wait for me, but now, where are you?

The tears kept flowing, the hot tears hit the floor drop by drop, and slowly gathered into a small piece, reflecting the tears in her eyes and the paleness of her face.The heart was tugging fiercely, as if a big hand had grabbed it so hard that she couldn't breathe.Min Yuxin turned on the phone, trembling, and dialed the number by heart.