love double

Chapter 17 Love is Selfish

Lin Mofei returned to Cheng Zixun's house with a full stomach, kicked off his shoes and threw himself on the sofa.Cheng Zixun, who was busy in the kitchen, poked his head out when he heard the movement, "Murphy, you're back, where is Yuxin?"

"Her, there is her friend to pick her up, so I don't need you, you are just worrying about it!"

Cheng Zixun was stunned for a moment, then nodded, "Okay then, let's eat together, just wait a moment, it will be ready soon."

Lin Mofei looked at the person who got into the kitchen again and covered his face helplessly. Why didn't she get angry?

Stewed chicken nuggets with potatoes, cucumber and eggs, shredded cabbage, braised eggplant, four dishes and one soup, Lin Murphy looked at those attractive vegetables, but lost his appetite to taste them.

"what happened?"

Cheng Zixun handed over a bowl of rice and sat down beside her, "You don't seem happy."

"It's nothing, it's just a trip in vain, and I feel angry." Lin Mofei took the chopsticks, and only picked up cucumber, egg and braised eggplant, and did not move the other two.She lowered her head and took two mouthfuls of rice, suddenly her eyes were sore, "Zi Xun, why don't you do what you like?"

Half of this dish is what she likes, and the other half is what Min Yuxin likes to eat. Cheng Zixun is considerate of them, but he doesn't think about himself at all.

"These are all good, and I'm not picky about food." Cheng Zixun scooped up the soup and put it in her hand, "Isn't it delicious?"

"No, it's good." Lin Mofei said sullenly, "Zi Xun, can you like someone else?"

"Hehe, what's wrong with you today?" Cheng Zixun paused, put a piece of potato into his bowl, and said softly, "If you can choose what you like, there won't be so many people who are unhappy. .”

"At the beginning, you, Yuan Chengbin, and Wen Leyan made an agreement to keep Min Yuxin a secret from each other. You decided not to mention the past and let everything start from scratch. You asked Min Yuxin to choose again. You said you would compete fairly with Wen Leyan. But, why do I feel that you never take the initiative when facing Min Yuxin, and you don't even talk much, Zixun, you need to say that you like her, and she won't feel it if you treat her wholeheartedly. I didn't ask her to stay at your house because I wanted you to be her protector." Lin Mofei stared intently at Cheng Zixun's side face, "Are you still afraid?"

Cheng Zixun shook her head, "I just want her to be happy. If you only rely on those previous feelings to tie her down, she won't be happy."

"You still feel that you owe her, right, because she can't face the psychological shadow, so she chooses to seal up you and everything related to you, and start her own life again, so you don't dare to approach her again. She is afraid that her appearance will implicate all her fears to collapse again, afraid that she will go crazy again!"

"Murphy!" Cheng Zixun's fingers holding the chopsticks trembled slightly, she closed her eyes, and tried her best to suppress the pain in her heart, "Stop talking."

"Are you going to be her temporary safe haven? Treat her wholeheartedly when she comes, and wait here when she leaves?" Lin Mofei pressed Cheng Zixun's shoulder, "Love is selfish, you know , Yuan Chengbin knows, Wen Leyan knows even more! Your blindly giving in will only make yourself farther away from her!"

Cheng Zixun sat stiffly on the chair, her eyelashes fluttered over her eyelids, "I don't want her to hate me..."

Lin Mofei suddenly understood, and impulsively pulled Cheng Zixun's body, "Actually, you didn't intend to fight from the beginning, did you? You want to give Min Yuxin to Wen Leyan?"

Cheng Zixun raised her eyes and smiled at her, with a look of loneliness on her beautiful face, "I didn't mean to give her up to others, I just wanted to use her way to make her notice me. Do you still remember? I used her to scratch my car to threaten her to be my stand-in to date Won Sung-bin, no matter what exorbitant demands she made, she would agree, and get up early every day to make breakfast for me, who knows nothing, while I was out. I change the sheets at home when it rains, come out to give me an umbrella when it rains, and get drenched all over, and secretly put a gift made by her on my pillow on my birthday... These are all for her. I did it, she felt that she was small, so she never told me her feelings, she was obviously younger than me, but she always took care of my feelings, she endured my wild temper, so, she didn't remember me Why can't I bear this?"

"These days, I can finally understand her feelings back then. Guarding the person I like, guarding a relationship that may never get a response, I feel happy when I see her smile, and feel sad when I see her sad. As long as I can do something for her, the sweetness in my heart can overwhelm the bitterness of love that cannot be expressed, she has waited for me for so long, and I should wait for her."

"But, it's useless to just wait." Lin Mofei felt bored, she never knew Cheng Zixun would think like this. "You know, I, I was at the station today, and I saw her drinking Wen Leyan, and the two of them held hands very intimately."

"I know."

"You know?!" Lin Murphy's eyes widened in surprise, "Then you still let them go together?"

"When she is with me, she never smiles so happily." Cheng Zixun laughed at herself, "I only give her pain and hatred. Sometimes I think I am ridiculous, and I want her Have a good time and push her away, and at the same time want her to remember that I am still with me." Cheng Zixun picked up the curly hair on Lin Mofei's shoulders, twitched her fingers, and showed a relieved smile, "So, let She can choose by herself, as long as she feels happy, that's fine."

"You... Oh, forget it, it's useless to say it!" Lin Mofei raised a hand and picked up a piece of meat and threw it into his mouth, "You don't worry about me, sometimes I feel that Wen Leyan and I are here Contest!"

Cheng Zixun suddenly reached out and hugged Lin Mofei tightly. Lin Mofei's hand shook, and a piece of eggplant fell on the table. The faint fragrance of Cheng Zixun's body kept getting into her nose, and she couldn't help being nervous, "You, what are you doing?" ?”

Cheng Zixun blinked, his bright black eyes narrowed slightly, "Murphy, don't you like me?"

Lin Mofei was stunned for a moment, and then ruthlessly touched Cheng Zixun's waist, "Yes, yes, I like you so much, hurry up and let me touch you!"

"Oh! I'm kidding, you really touched it! Giggle..."

"Hey, most of them hooked up with me, I'm not Liu Xiahui who can sit still!"

The two chased after each other from the dining room to the living room, until their foreheads started sweating and they fell down on the sofa with a smile.Cheng Zixun twisted the hair sticking to her face behind her ears, "Stop playing, I'm going to starve to death."

Oh, that's right, I haven't eaten yet, it's all because of Min Yu's anger!Lin Mofei stood up and pulled Cheng Zixun up, and said mischievously, "Let's go, let's have a meal~"

"Okay. Wait a minute, the chopsticks fell to the floor when I beat you just now. I'll change them for you."

Lin Mofei watched her enter the kitchen, saw her bare feet, shook his head helplessly, and the smile on the corner of his mouth deepened.

How could I fall in love with such a fool.

*****

"Yu Xin, what do you want to eat? Noodles, hot pot? Stir-fry or something?"

"Well, let's eat hot pot. I know there is a restaurant that is delicious. I'll take you there."

"it is good."

Being led away by her, Wen Leyan couldn't hide the smile on her face. She knew that the person in front of her was slowly accepting herself. As long as she worked harder, she was confident of winning her heart.

The two walked to a small alley, Wen Leyan looked around curiously, "Yu Xin, how did you find such a remote place?"

"When I was in college, I often liked to run around. I searched all over the world for delicious food with my dormitory classmates. Everyone is like that. If we find something, we will share it with each other. In this way, we will know more and more. too much."

"Speaking of going to school," Min Yuxin became excited. She let go of Wen Leyan's hand and ran forward. She stood at the intersection and pointed to the electric pole beside her. The people who live here will be at their disposal, and we have climbed this telegraph pole a lot! Hehehe, I didn't expect that later..."

She stopped suddenly, raised her head in surprise, Wen Leyan asked strangely, "What's wrong with you?"