love double

Chapter 14 Are You Happy Now?

When Min Yuxin came home, as soon as she opened the door, she saw Cheng Zixun on the sofa. She was sitting on the sofa with her eyes closed and she seemed to be asleep, with a tired face on her face.

"Azusa? Are you asleep?"

Seeing that she didn't respond, Min Yuxin took off her shoes and walked over lightly, bent over to look at her carefully, Cheng Zixun's eyes were tightly closed, and there was a pink cover photo album pressed under her arm, and even breathing sounds came from her nostrils , pursing his lips lightly, he really fell asleep.

How did you fall asleep on the sofa?Min Yuxin saw that her arms had been marked with red marks by the frame of the photo album, so he reached out and tried to pull out the photo album to make her sleep more comfortably.

He held her hand and raised it slowly, and then used the other hand to take the photo album. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw her shoulder, the coat was open, and the wound that was bitten by him was almost healed , but there were still black and purple bruises, his movements paused because of this glance, and at this moment, Cheng Zixun suddenly opened his eyes.She met Min Yuxin's gaze with a little misty gaze, and then saw the photo album she was holding, her expression changed suddenly, she almost subconsciously grabbed Min Yuxin's hand and grabbed the things in her hand.

"Ah!" Min Yuxin didn't expect that she would suddenly reach out to snatch it, but she pulled her body and staggered and crushed her. The faint fragrance of Cheng Zixun's body rushed into her nose immediately, and Min Yu was heartbroken by the soft feeling.

"What's the matter with you?" Min Yu raised his head from her shoulder in puzzlement, seeing her tense look awkward, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to peek, but I was just afraid that it would be uncomfortable for you to sleep on it..."

Cheng Zixun's eyes wandered, and his eyes were tightly locked on Min Yu's heart, as if he was looking at her, but he didn't seem to be looking at her, as if he was looking at something else through her.

Min Yuxin was flustered by her look. At this moment, she was pressing on Cheng Zixun's body, almost sitting on her lap, with one hand still held in her hand. The two of them were so close that they could see each other. The reflection in Cheng Zixun's eyes.This kind of atmosphere feels a little ambiguous anyway.

"Zi Xun, you, what's wrong with you?"

The slender and cool hands slowly climbed up his face, sliding from his brow bone to his eyes, the bridge of his nose, and then from his nose bridge to his lips. Cheng Zixun's eyes were full of sadness, loss, guilt and heartache, and his gentle voice sounded In his ear, "Yu Xin, are you happy now?"

"Why do you ask that?" Min Yu was puzzled, Wen Leyan also asked the same question, is it a coincidence?

"I just want to know."

"Well, if you say what you said before, you should be happy." Min Yuxin nodded, "Go to and from work on time every day, go home and take a shower before going to bed, and watching horror movies with potato chips on the day off is quite interesting. Things, no one is in charge, I feel very free."

"Don't you think it's lonely alone?"

Min Yu tilted his head and thought for a while, "Well, I might feel this way occasionally, but if I really want to find a boyfriend or something, I don't feel comfortable. Maybe I'm used to being alone."

Cheng Zixun brushed the broken hair behind her ears, and Min Yuxin suddenly remembered that he was still sitting on top of her, and hurriedly stood up, "You, you, just now, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, I reacted too much."

Cheng Zixun was stunned, then smiled slightly, Min Yuxin looked at the photo album she was holding tightly in her hand, thinking, this is something very important, like a photo of her former lover?Probably because I don't want people to see such personal things.

"Well, that, Azusa Xun, I want to ask you for a few days off, can I?"

"Where are you going?"

"Well, I want to go back and see my mother," Min Yuxin said while stealing glances at her, "If I don't go back for too long, she will get suspicious."

"That's it, then you go, pay attention to safety, and be careful yourself."

When she was a child, Min Yuxin was already sitting on the train home, until this time she was still a little overwhelmed.

Is that allowed?Cheng Zixun didn't say anything, Wen Leyan didn't say anything, Yuan Chengyu didn't say anything, and even Lin Mofei, who always liked to run on her, didn't object. Everyone agreed collectively as if they had discussed it, and they all told her to come back early ,be safe.

Is she working for someone?I don’t go to work every day and I’m only in charge of drills, and the boss takes care of food and housing and gives me holidays. If others know that there is such an easy job, they will definitely grab it.

Sitting opposite was a man in his fifties who was leaning against the window and taking a nap. Min Yu propped his chin and looked out the window boredly, suddenly feeling very sad.

Cheng Zixun asked her, are you happy now?

Why do you feel that there are other meanings in her words, why do you feel that she looks lonely when she says that?Is it because she herself is very unhappy?It must be, I like someone, but I can’t be with that person, I can’t even find him anywhere, all I can do every day is wait at home, waiting for him to come back to find me one day, even if it’s this This possibility is only 50.00%, she still chooses to wait.

She couldn't help sighing, what kind of mood does she like when she likes someone?From childhood to adulthood, it seems that I have never seriously liked someone...

Two hours later, the train arrived at its destination on time, and as soon as Min Yuxin got out of the station, he saw his father waiting outside.

"Dad, why are you here? Didn't you say you don't need to pick me up?"

"Your mother is worried about you, so she asked me to pick you up." Father Min lovingly patted her on the head, "Let's go, your mother heard that you are coming back today, and she cooked a table of dishes happily."

Min Yuxin nodded, and took Min Chi's arm to the parking lot to find his old Alto.

"Yu Xin, how are you doing over there?"

"Well, it's pretty good."

"Is the work going well? You are too. It's the same if you look here. Why do you have to go back? You obviously work well here..."

"Dad, did you remember wrongly? I stayed there after graduation. When did I come back to look for a job?"

"Ah, I remembered it wrong, I remembered it wrong." Father Min's face changed, he hurriedly changed the subject, chatted about insignificant things along the way, and arrived home before he knew it.

"Yu Xin, you're back!"

Min's mother was obviously very happy, Min Yuxin hugged Min's mother like a child and acted like a baby, "Mom, I miss you so much, what delicious food did you cook today, I'm starving to death!"

"Sweet and sour pork ribs, fish-flavored eggplant, shredded cabbage, I've made everything you like. My daughter finally came back once. How can I let you eat nothing?"

"Hey, Mom still loves me the most!"

Min Yuxin hugged her parents and walked towards the dining table. Only then did she realize that there was a man beside the table. He looked very refined, wearing black-rimmed glasses, and looked about 40 years old. She asked suspiciously, "This is... .”

"Oh, this is your father's friend, surnamed Lu, Lu Haiming, little Lu, this is my daughter, Yuxin."

"Hello, Uncle Lu."

"Okay, Yuxin is really beautiful. Your parents have been praising you!"

"Hehe, since everyone is here, let's have dinner."

The four of them sat down, and Min Yuxin asked casually while serving food for his parents, "Do Uncle Lu and my dad work in the same unit?"

"Oh, no, I'm a doctor, and I'm old school with your father."

"Doctor? That's amazing."

Min Yu raised his head in surprise, "Uncle Lu, are you a surgeon or a neurologist?"

Lu Haiming hesitated for a moment, then said with a smile, "I'm a psychologist."

"Psychiatrist? So it's like this. It's tiring to do psychiatric treatment for patients every day, right?" Min Yu became interested and looked at Lu Haiming curiously, not noticing the worried look on his parents' faces.

"Fortunately, it is also a happy thing to watch my patients recover."

"Hey, by the way, Uncle Lu, I want to ask you something. Recently, I've suddenly been afraid of thunder. Can you tell me what's wrong?"

Hearing the thunder, the faces of the three of them changed, and Min Yu asked strangely, "What's the matter, is there something wrong with what I said?"

"No, nothing, Yuxin, can you tell me how you felt after hearing the thunder?"

Min Yuxin squeezed her chopsticks tightly, thinking of the injury on Cheng Zixun's shoulder, her eyes dimmed, "I just lose control and can't help screaming, and do things out of my mind, such as biting people, crying..."

"Apart from that? Do you have anything else that is different from before?"

"It seems to be gone, but sometimes I feel that my life is not real, like a dream."

"That's it," Lu Haiming thoughtfully, "If this is the case, it's not a big problem. You may be too tired recently, and you should rest more. As for your fear of thunder, it may be caused by some stimulation you received when you were young." It is also possible that you have encountered someone or something related to this, which makes you impressed and scared. Lu Haiming said while observing Min Yuxin's reaction, these can be cured, tomorrow you can Come to my office, I will give you a hypnosis, put..."

Min Yuxin nodded in response, and suddenly noticed that his father's face was not right, "Dad, what's wrong with you? Why are you sweating? Did you have another stomach problem?"

Father Min clutched his stomach, "It's okay, it's probably stimulated by drinking unboiled water this morning."

"Does it hurt?" Min's mother stretched out her hand to rub it for him, "Yuxin, hurry up and take out your father's medicine. It's in the drawer of the bedside table on the right side of the room."

"OK, all right."

Seeing Min Yuxin enter the bedroom, Father Min worriedly asked Lu Haiming, "How do you see Yuxin recovering?"

"She looks pretty good, and she's in a good mood. Except for the thunder that has affected her, everything else is normal. Don't worry, Yuxin's situation is much better than before. "

"But, will she remember the past?"

"It depends on her. Amnesiac patients forget the most painful memory. If they can avoid harm in this way, it is not a bad thing. Since she is doing well now, you should not Let’s bring up the past.”

Mother Min nodded, and suddenly remembered something, "Ah, that's bad!"

Min Yuxin stood up and went into the bedroom, went to the bed and opened the drawer of the cabinet to search, strange, not here, mom remembers wrong, right?

Thinking of this, she went around to the other side, opened the drawer, and saw a file bag lying under the pile of medicine bottles, and saw the word Min from the exposed corner.She knew this portfolio, it was from a certain hospital in the city, did dad go to the hospital?

Just as I was about to reach out to take it out to see what happened, my mother opened the door and came in, "Yu Xin, don't look for it, I remembered wrongly, I put the medicine on the wine cabinet, come out quickly."

"Oh." Min Yuxin withdrew her hand, "Mom, what did Dad do in the hospital recently?"

"It's nothing, I just did a full body check to see if there's anything wrong with it." Seeing that she had closed the drawer and her face was fine, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief, "Come out and eat."