love double

Chapter 12 Fool, let me protect you now

Cheng's Mansion

"Zixun, come here, I often make scented tea with my own hands. You used to drink this the most." Shen Yue carefully put the tea in her hand on a small saucer in front of Cheng Zixun, and sat beside her, "It's not easy for you When you come back, just sit down for a while."

"Mom, you don't have to work for me. I just came back to see you." Cheng Zixun smiled at her. Although she hated this family very much, after all, Shen Yue was the one who gave birth to her and raised her. To take care of her.

Cheng Gan, who was sitting by the side, couldn't bear it anymore, and said with a gloomy face, "Did you just see your mother when you came back? Cheng Bin ran over from a long distance and asked you to come out and sit down together, just to embarrass you like this , still showing face?"

"Uncle, it's okay, Zixun and I have known each other for so long, where did she put on any face?" Yuan Chengbin smiled to smooth things over, "Zixun is probably not feeling well."

"Uncomfortable? Hmph, I'm afraid I don't want to see my father." Cheng Qian snorted coldly, "Are you still blaming me for the past? You are my daughter, and everything I do is naturally for your own good. But what about you, don’t want such a big family business, start a small company by yourself, talk about self-reliance, let others think that I, a father, abused you, and this family is so unbearable for you?”

"I just want to live my own life." Cheng Zixun's expression was indifferent, and his tone was cold.

Snapped!Cheng Gan patted the table and stood up, "Live your own life? The life you want to live is to let me let go of it. Are you fooling around outside and messing around with a half-dead woman?"

"Dad!" Cheng Zixun suppressed his anger, "Please show some respect, she is not a dubious woman."

"Cheng Zixun!" Cheng Gan yelled angrily, "I'm your father! Could it be that I'm not as good as an outsider? It's been a year, and you still can't let it go? I said that it wasn't my intention to become like that, it was an accident , I also said that as long as you know your way back, I, Cheng Gan, would still accept you as a daughter at any time, but I didn’t expect you to still be so stubborn!”

"Father?" Cheng Zixun sneered, stood up, Shen Yue looked at her anxiously, her guilt and worries were clear at a glance, she was always weak in this family, she always knew what her daughter wanted and liked, But there is no way to go against her husband's will...

"I don't want any glory and wealth, and I don't want any wealth. I just want to prove to others that I, Cheng Zixun, can support myself. I am not some canary trapped in a golden cage waiting to be married. You say you are me Father, when have you considered my feelings? As long as you think it is right, I must also say it is right. I must do what you want me to do. What I want is a lifelong companion Lover, but you never believed in the love between us! You said you wanted me to prove it, and I proved it to you. For the past three years, my heart has been with her. Isn’t this proof? How can you believe it? I'm not on a whim, but I love her wholeheartedly?"

Cheng Zixun paused for a moment, with a sad smile on his face, "Dad, if I was the one who suffered those pains back then, would you still be able to stand here and say something, waiting for me to return to my lost path, and frankly say that it was all accidents?" Is that all?"

"You..." Cheng Gan's tone immediately softened. Yes, that incident became a thorn in everyone's heart, and it also became the root cause of Cheng Zixun's hatred of herself. If he didn't stop her, wouldn't he? Will something like that happen?But if there is no if, he watched his daughter change from grief and indignation to numbness, from obedience to resistance. All these changes were for that woman. He already had the answer in his heart, but he just didn't want to admit it!

Sitting down weakly, guilt lingered in his heart, he closed his eyes slightly, "But, it was her choice, didn't she? She has already left you, why do you still miss her? Even if it is you and Cheng Bin Make a promise, let everything start again, can you be sure that she will fall in love with you again like before?"

Cheng Zixun shook his head gently, holding back the tears from the corners of his eyes, "I just don't want to make myself regret, I just want to make up for the damage I did to her. I know it's stupid, but Dad, didn't you also fight for your mother and your family back then? You If you can use your actions to prove that you really love each other, why can't you tolerate our love?"

"Daughter, she is a woman, and you are also a woman. What can two women do together? What you need is a husband who can take care of you, not a lover!"

"That's what you think." Cheng Zixun looked at his father, "I'm not as weak as you imagined. I will take care of my own affairs. I just hope you don't get in the way anymore. The things between us are natural. It will work itself out."

Yuan Chengbin's eyes stayed on Cheng Zixun's body all the time. Hearing every word she said, it seemed like a handful of salt had been sprinkled into his heart, but he was still reluctant to let go. She was right, no one is willing to give up the person they really love She, Cheng Zixun, is like this, and so is he, Yuan Chengbin. Love is wrong and love is right. At the moment of falling in love, it is meaningless. He only knows that the person he likes is this woman. He looks at her weak and bears the blame and responsibility. Hurt, watching her go farther and farther hand in hand with a woman, but she still refuses to look back at him.Therefore, he can only use this method to keep her...

"Uncle, don't worry about our affairs. I will explain clearly to Dad. How can your old friends for decades have conflicts because of our juniors? I said give Zixun time, and you will definitely give her."

He looked at Cheng Zixun tenderly, "I'll wait for her. After a year, if they are still together, I will let go. If they are not together, then I will protect Zixun and take care of her for the rest of her life."

"Cheng Bin, I have wronged you." Cheng Gan said gratefully. He has always appreciated Yuan Chengbin. The two brothers have kept the Yuan family's family business in order. I made a marriage contract, but I didn't want to wait for Zixun to become a shackle that restrained her when she grew up.Yuan Chengbin fell in love with his daughter, but her daughter's heart was given to others without hesitation.

Is this also my fault?

Cheng Zixun raised her eyes to meet Shang Yuan Chengbin's gaze, her eyes were as calm as water, she really couldn't respond to this man who was her fiancé.Every time I come back, the atmosphere at home is gloomy and depressing. Every time I come back, my father will reason and persuade him because of him and himself.

She really didn't understand why Yuan Chengbin insisted on clinging to him, knowing that she liked women and knowing that she didn't love him, but she still followed behind persistently, hoping that one day she would understand his true intentions.His firmness and care could not make her feel warm, it would only make her feel more and more heavy.

She sighed softly, and looked out of the window, where the white lilies were in full bloom, making her heavy heart feel better.These were planted by herself three years ago, just because of her joke about lilies.

At least, my father didn't ask anyone to destroy it.

The corners of her mouth were gradually stained with a smile, Cheng Zixun walked to the window, stretched out her fingers, and tapped lightly on the glass with her fingertips.

Fool, let me protect you now.

*****

"Where are you taking me?" Min Yu looked dissatisfiedly at Yuan Chengyu who was driving beside her. She felt that she was just like a sports companion. Wen Leyan handed her over today, and Yuan Chengyu led her tomorrow. Go out, and be tortured by Lin Mofei from time to time, although she is very unhappy, but there is no way, the one who pays is Cheng Zixun, for the sake of the boss, she has to endure everything, this is her job, isn't it.

"A new theater has opened in the east of the city. I think the atmosphere is good, so I want to take you to see it."

"Movie theater?" Min Yuxin narrowed his eyes, "Isn't the Eldest Young Master planning to have something romantic?"

"Yeah, you guessed it right." Yuan Chengyu showed a row of big white teeth, and smiled complacently, "The woman I like is really smart, she can see through a little bit!"

"Hey, what are you talking about, I'm not your woman! The three-month period hasn't come yet, and I haven't taken a fancy to you yet! Don't always be self-righteous!"

"I can't even talk fast? Are you too ruthless?" Yuan Chengyu turned the steering wheel, stopped the car slowly, and unbuckled the seat belt, "Okay, this is here, let's go down."

"Oh." Min Yuxin replied embarrassingly, took off his seat belt and opened the car door to go out.Movie theaters are the favorite place for couples, but what are she and Yuan Chengyu?Listed couples?I feel awkward no matter what.

"Zixun, wait here, I'm going to buy tickets, what kind of movie do you want to see?"

"Whatever, I don't choose."

"Okay then, I'll just look at it and buy it."

Min Yuxin stood there and waited for a while, looking boredly at the posters hanging around the theater, and froze when he saw one of them.

The name of the movie is "The Eraser in My Brain", it was made in Korea, except for the strange name, there is nothing else, but Min Yuxin doesn't know why he suddenly feels sad.That kind of sadness is deeply rooted in my heart. When I saw this poster, it was like finding the key to the box. Some things were opened and dripped out one after another, occupying the whole heart, making her Uncomfortable, he squatted down and wanted to hug himself tightly.

What's wrong with her, is she sick?

"Zixun, I bought a ticket..." Yuan Chengyu happily walked towards her, saw Min Yuxin squatting down with his arms folded from a distance, and hurriedly stepped forward to hug her, "Zixun, what's wrong with you? Where is it uncomfortable?"

Min Yuxin took a slow breath, shook his head, and distanced himself from Yuan Chengyu without a trace, "It's nothing, I don't know what's wrong, I was a little uncomfortable just now, maybe it's motion sickness, but it's much better now, which show did you buy?" ?”

"Oh, it will start in 10 minutes. It's the latest romance movie. I heard it's very touching. I thought you girls would like to watch these, so I bought it."

Yuan Chengyu took out the two tickets, on which was written in bold, "The Eraser in My Brain".