love brother

Chapter 4 The Wild Child

I know I'm dreaming, because my face reflected by the water waves is green and immature.

This feeling is very subtle, I know I am in a dream, but this scene does exist in the depths of my memory.

I remember it was the height of summer and the whole of Italy was unbearably hot, so my parents took Ryan and I to Switzerland for vacation.

At that time, I was a little short and fat, with ordinary facial features and a personality that was always a little timid. Standing beside the elegant and beautiful young master Kemersia like a white swan, I was like a clown, and no one would dare Will look at me more.

The Kemersia family's big house is the most outstanding in that area, and the huge swimming pool in front of the house is also outstanding. Ryan swims dozens of laps in it every day.The boy's body has just shown a tall figure, and it is especially pleasing to the eye when stretching his limbs across the water.

I can't swim, so I can only sit alone by the pool drinking drinks and kicking water, while Ryan is paddling around like a fish in front of me, and sometimes he will go ashore to bask in the sun, and I am often like this Watch it all afternoon.

Speaking of this, I have to mention another person-Anne Bolt.

Little Annie is the daughter of a nearby farmer. She just looks like a woman. She has long red curly hair and a little freckles on her face. She is very lively and lovely.She would sometimes deliver ingredients to us on behalf of her father, and I had no playmates, so I became acquainted with her over time.When Ryan was young, he was a hundred times more indifferent to me than he is now, so I saw that he was always silent. Compared with him, Little Annie and I had more conversations and were closer.Whenever Ryan sees me and little Annie together, he always looks at us with that dirty look, and if we accidentally laugh, he'll look over with those beautiful lifeless eyes without saying a word , we would be scared away from him.

It was also that summer that I found myself wanting more than brotherly affection for Ryan.

Going back to the dream, I saw myself waking up by the pool, maybe to find that Ryan was gone, I was a little disappointed, but I got up and left quickly.I remember that afternoon I made an appointment with little Annie to play in her orchard, but I had already missed the appointed time.The dream was illogical as I quickly saw Ryan rolling with naked Annie, having sex right in front of my eyes, and I screamed with my face covered in horror, wanting to rush and rip the teenage pleasure Crimson face.But the truth is, I didn't scream, nor did I tear Annie's face apart, I just quietly peeped through the crack of the door to see this scene.

Up to now, I still clearly remember the shock at that time, that Ryan, who has always been arrogant and ruthless, would actually expose his chest like that, and viciously entered and exited a peasant girl's body with his genitals.I felt sick and ashamed, but couldn't help but focus on him.His fair and firm skin, his graceful neck, the corners of his eyes and brows that were burning red with lust, everything made me unable to move my eyes away.When he was young, Ryan was as beautiful as a painting, and his posture when making love was even more beautiful than famous artists can describe.

I don't know how long I stood there, until Anne let out a cry that seemed to be dying, and Ryan stopped the violent impact and exhaled slightly, and I came back to my senses in panic.I felt something strange in my lower body, and then I felt the heat between my legs in horror.It was my first erection in my life, and it turned out to be my stepbrother in orgasm.The overwhelming desperation and fear, the sense of powerlessness emanating from the heart, are deeply engraved in my mind.

Even though I wasn't old enough then, I already knew that was abnormal, even unethical.

I was terrified at that time, and the perception that I was a pervert dealt a big blow to my unsteady mind.I remember hiding under the bed and thinking for a long time before I gradually accepted this fact.Ryan sat across from me at dinner, and I lowered my head as always, as if I was about to touch the plate.

"The red-haired peasant girl came to look for you today, but I told her you were sleeping, and she went back."

I looked up in surprise when I heard Ryan's voice, and when I saw that he was looking at me, I lowered my head in embarrassment the moment my eyes met.

I answered him with a weak voice: "I had made an appointment with her to go to the orchard in the afternoon, but I missed the appointment. I, I will apologize to her tomorrow."

Ryan hummed indifferently, and I sneaked a glance at him out of the corner of my eye, but a completely different appearance of him appeared in front of my eyes inappropriately.I heard my heart beating like thunder, and my face was getting hotter and hotter.

"Youni, are you sick? Why are you so red?"

My mother asked about it with concern, which made me even more embarrassed. I only said that I felt a little uncomfortable, and then left in a hurry.I am so afraid that others will know my dirty mind and show contempt for me, but I can't control my coveting for Ryan. I hate this involuntarily, but there is nothing I can do.

I woke up from the dream and found that my neck was covered with sweat. I stared at the bright sky outside the window for a while, then put on some clothes and got up, and went to the balcony to smoke.

In fact, the dream was not over. After that until we left, I never saw little Anne again.I can't face her, I can't stop resenting her, because of her debauchery, I have to realize that I am a pervert who loves brothers.

Then the next year I couldn't go there again with my family because of the chickenpox, and every night I lay in bed my mind was of Ryan with his arms around Annie making out in front of me, and I was going crazy with jealousy up!I couldn't stop delusion, let me lose weight quickly, I started to call my mother, hoping they can come back as soon as possible, mother and stepfather rushed back from Switzerland after getting the news, but I didn't come back Ryan was found among the people.

Trembling, I asked them where Ryan was, and my stepfather looked at me apologetically: "The kid said he wanted to stay for a while, and I promise he will be back soon."

He was with Anne, he was with that woman, he was with that shameful whore! !I pulled my hair and squatted down in pain. My mother and stepfather were terrified, thinking that I was seriously ill, and hurriedly called the doctor.But only I know that what I have is basically incurable, and my growing obsession with my brother has made me a terminal illness.

It was not until the third year that I saw the Swiss girl with red curly hair and a bright smile again.The difference is that in the past, when I saw her smile, I always felt happy and warm, but now I just find it dazzling.

Three years can change a lot of things, not only my height and Anne's bust, but also my gradually resigned feelings towards Ryan.But at the same time, I also know very well the hopelessness of this emotion.My heart is tormented and my mind is increasingly twisted.The desire for Ryan makes me feel angry at him all the time, but I can't vent it.

And under such a sick physical and psychological condition, I had my first sexual act.The subject is Anne Bolt.Yes, I did it on purpose.

Seriously, I should have seduced her.I stopped her when she came to deliver the food and took her to our stable.

"I know how you play with my brother, play with me too!"

I loathe this kind of obscenity, but I loved doing it with Lane's lover, it felt like vicarious physical contact with him.

Anne didn't know whether she was inherently slutty or found it exciting to have a physical relationship with two brothers at the same time. She agreed to my suggestion with little struggle.

I let her suck on me, closed my eyes and thought it was Ryan doing it for me, and the second I released it in her mouth, the sharp pain in my back almost made me scream.Annie didn't care about the messy clothes, and looked behind me in horror. When I turned around, another sharp whip hit my waist, and I immediately knelt down clutching my stomach in pain.

I raised my head with difficulty, and looked at the other party with some fear: "Brother, brother."

Ryan was dressed in neat riding clothes, holding a whip, and stared at us coldly.For a moment, I felt that if his sight had any substance, it was like a sharp sword, trying to pierce me through.

"Kemersia..." Annie just opened her mouth when Ryan's whip passed in front of her, pointing towards the door with a strong wind.

"roll!"

I could hear the undeniable toughness in one of his concise words, and I trembled more and more.I don't want to be so useless in front of him, but over the years, I've gotten used to being in awe of him.

Anne hastily tidied up her appearance, and fled away from the stable.

Ryan has straight and perfect legs, and when he wears riding boots, he gives people an itchy abstinence feeling, but when he stomped me to the ground with those feet, I knew I should suffer, but my flesh But contrary to common sense, I feel excited.

I lay on my back on the ground, watching helplessly as he slid the whip across my chest all the way to the lower abdomen where the white mucus still remained, pointing at my vitals.

"You are really... a wild child with no education." His tone was always arrogant and contemptuous, and the horsewhip dangerously teased my weakened genitals, and then spread the sticky mucus all over my body, even on my skin my face.

If I hadn't ejaculated once, I'd have had a humiliating erection, but even so, I was filled with relief that Ryan was finally ignoring me.

God knows, I wanted to touch his thigh and beg him to whip, but I was eager to appease him so he wouldn't hate me any more.I was so contradictory that the last thing I said was such a bland sentence.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I'm very sorry brother!"

He didn't speak, but bent down and wiped my lips with his hand. When he left, I saw red marks on his fingertips, which should be Annie's lipstick marks.

"Don't let me see you doing this kind of thing in the stables like an animal again, or I'll suck your penis." He said to me blankly, and the horsewhip also tapped my genitals in response to the occasion.

Naturally, I didn't want to lose my precious little buddy, so I hurriedly nodded in agreement.Maybe he really didn't like me, and he didn't even bother to say anything to me after that, he just passed me and took his beloved horse, and then left without looking back.

I was the only one left in the stable besides the horses. I lowered my head to find some dry straw and wiped the marks on my chest and lower abdomen. After wiping, I couldn't help shaking my shoulders and laughing.I have never been so happy to achieve a certain goal. The success of the scheme and the joy of being faced by Ryan make me ecstatic.

I buried my face in the haystack, laughed so hard that I coughed and laughed while weeping. I knew that if someone saw me, they would think I was crazy, but I didn't care.

That was the first time I got smug about my cleverness. I tricked Lane, that Lane!Although I racked my brains just to make him sever ties with a peasant girl, everything is worth it, for him, everything is worth it.

I sprinkled the hay into the air, sprinkled it everywhere, and got grass clippings on my hair and clothes, but my heart was never satisfied.

Ryan and I never went back to that big house in Switzerland for a few years after that, and I think we were both averse to it.

An inattention was deeply stuck in my memory, and I didn't realize it until my hands were hot. When I looked down, it turned out that the smoke had already burned to the end.

The sky was much brighter than before, and I just wanted to go back to my room, but I didn't expect Ryan to pass under my window in riding clothes and holding a whip. At that moment, I couldn't tell whether I was in reality or in memory.

When he saw me, he probably didn't expect that I would get up so early, so he was taken aback for a moment before greeting me: "Good morning, I'm going to go for a walk before breakfast, are you coming?"

I smiled at him: "Wait for me, I'll be here right away!"