long thought

Chapter 24

It rained for a long time, so Lin Zhi ate dinner at Yang Fengshi's house.

The small round table was still useless, because Yang Fengshi simply forgot to buy a chair and stool, so the two of them could only eat on the coffee table.

Yang Fengshi looked worriedly at Lin Zhi's trousers that were rolled up because of wetness: "Your trousers...do you want another pair?"

"It's fine, and..." Lin Zhi looked at him, "Do you have any pants I can wear at home?"

Yang Fengshi had nothing to say, he lowered his head silently and took two mouthfuls of rice into his mouth.

Looking at him, Lin Zhi raised the corners of his mouth.

For a while, neither of them spoke, only the sound of the TV was playing.

After a while, Lin Zhi suddenly called out to him, "It's time."

Yang Fengshi's chopsticks, which were already unsteady, almost fell off, and his heart trembled, "Yes." He didn't dare to say more, fearing that his voice would also tremble.

Lin Zhi took a bite of his meal and asked him naturally: "I have to go back to Xianyun in two days, do you want to go back and have a look?"

As soon as he finished speaking, one of Yang Fengshi's chopsticks was squeezed out because he was holding it too hard.

Lin Zhi looked up at him in surprise, but he had already lowered his head to pick up the chopsticks, then stood up immediately after picking up the chopsticks, and went to the kitchen.

When he came back, there was no abnormality in his expression, but he asked him: "What's the matter with you going back to Xianyun?"

Lin Zhi didn't ask any further questions, but only explained: "My father's matter, some matters in his company need to be dealt with." He originally wanted to take him back with him, just in time to revisit the old place, but Yang Fengshi behaved like him. Think a little differently.

Yang Fengshi gave a "hmm" and said after a long time: "I won't go back." He paused and continued: "The arm is not very convenient..."

Lin Zhi naturally knew that he was making excuses, but he still followed him and said, "Well, that's right, your arm stitches are about to be removed, so it's not good to run around."

Yang Fengshi breathed a sigh of relief, silently lowered his head and went to eat.Then his eating speed seemed to be pressed by 0.5 times, and when Lin Zhi finished eating, he still had almost half a bowl left.

Lin Zhi sighed silently in his heart, already regretting why he had to talk about this topic while he was eating.

"I don't know how many days I'm going to be there." Lin Zhi turned around, trying to distract him, "But I'll try to come back before you remove the stitches, okay?"

His tone was very gentle, but Yang Fengshi felt inexplicably sad when he heard it, and even his nose was a little sore, "Okay..."

Lin Zhi sighed, leaned closer to him, and apologized to him in a low voice, "I'm sorry, did I not mention Xian Yun?"

Yang Fengshi raised his head, his eyes were already a little red, he shook his head greatly: "No, it's none of your business, you don't need to apologize."

"But I almost made you cry."

Yang Fengshi lowered his head again, sniffed, "I don't want to cry."

Lin Zhi smiled helplessly, "Okay, you didn't want to cry." Then he asked him, "Then you raise your head and talk to me, okay?"

Yang Fengshi quickly raised his head, only to realize that the distance between the two was getting closer, and he didn't dare to meet his eyes, so he could only look down.

Looking at him recently, Lin Zhi's heart almost melted. His face was as big as a palm, and his complexion was very fair. His facial features did not match his face but it was just right. Too much would be too strong, and any less would be too light.The drooping eyes showed long eyelashes, and the reddish eye sockets and cheeks looked a bit pitiful.

He wanted to go straight to it, but held back, and then asked him very gentlemanly: "Can I give you a hug?"

Yang Fengshi thought he heard it wrong, and looked up at him in astonishment.

But Lin Zhi seemed to know that he would react in this way, and asked again: "Is it okay?"

Yang Fengshi actually wanted to ask why, but he didn't ask, he was afraid that if he did, Lin Zhi would really not hug him because he couldn't find a reason.

So he nodded and said "hmm".

Lin Zhi hugged him very gently, first he supported his shoulders and pulled him towards him, then he rolled over and embraced him in his arms.

Yang Fengshi had never been hugged like this before, and the person who hugged him like this in his memory had already left him.

Lin Zhi's embrace was so warm that he felt that he might be cold when he let go of him.

"Accompany Xiao Hei to get vaccinated tomorrow." Lin Zhi told him, "Then rest at home and wait for me to come back."

"it is good."

Yang Fengshi felt that the relationship between the two of them seemed to be a little different, but he had a faint idea in his heart but didn't dare to think about it any further. He was afraid that it might just be his illusion, maybe Lin Zhi would comfort his friend like this. ?

Until the evening Yang Fengshi was still thinking, how many people was he hugged by Lin Zhi?Anyway, he is not the most special one.And he can't tell him that he is the first person he has hugged besides his mother, and he may also be the last one, after all, he has no friends around him who can hug him.

Then he thought about his loss of control today. He hadn't heard the word "Xianyun" for a long time, and he didn't expect that he would react like this.

Yang Fengshi felt a little ashamed for being late.

The last time he went back was the day before the Mid-Autumn Festival of the year before last. For a tourism advertising project, the client asked him to conduct on-site inspections.He stayed there for two days, and when he was about to go back the next day, he finally decided to go home and take a look.

But when he knocked on the door, the first thing he saw was Yang Shunwu's face that ranged from happiness to embarrassment.The smell of food came from the room, and the sound of the TV was also loud. Yang Wenwen's voice came out: "Dad, who is it?" Yang Shunwu ignored him, and said to him with a blushing face, "I'm back..."

He said "hmm" without even entering the room, then put down the things in his hands and left, and there was no voice behind him to stop him.

He never went back afterwards, only Yang Shunwu would make a phone call every year during Chinese New Year, and hang up after two or three sentences.

He always thought that he was an outsider, but when he really faced the reality, he fled weakly.

To him, Xianyun was like an old warehouse full of past events. Except for the occasional two years in junior high school, he never wanted to mention the rest.

Mother's car accident, Yang Shunwu's remarriage, Yang Wenwen's birth, Lin Zhi's back... and many more, piles of piles, like the string at the other end of a kite, no matter how far he goes, the roots will always be there, and the alkaline soil will make fertilizer , the street lamp is light.

From a certain moment there, his soul has stopped growing, so he has low self-esteem, withdrawn, and always good at self-doubt.

For him, Lin Zhi was the only handful of rain there, which could quench his thirst when it was about to dry up, but it could not be used as a source of water for irrigation, because even if it was just this small handful of water, he had spent his time in exchange for it.

Xiao Hei lay beside him sleeping, nestled there like a little black ball, fluffy, "Xiao Hei..." He reached out to touch its head, but it seemed to be asleep and didn't respond.

Forget it, why did he think so much?For so many years, he has come step by step by himself, and as for the future, he will always experience it.

The next day was cloudy and gray, but it was a little cooler than before. It was already mid-September, and summer seemed to be over.

Yang Fengshi struggled with what to wear for a long time, and finally chose an ordinary shirt and black trousers. There was no way, he had no clothes to wear, and it was impossible to keep wearing those two sets interchangeably.

He had just changed when someone knocked at the door. He thought it was a takeaway, but when he opened the door, Lin Zhi was standing there.

"Let's go out to eat today." Lin Zhi was dressed in black today, with a black shirt and black trousers. He was ridiculously handsome, and he was a little different from usual.

"You today..." Yang Fengshi thought he had something to do so he dressed like this.

"Today, I will accompany you to dinner, and then I will take Xiao Hei to get vaccinated." Lin Zhi finished following his words.

"Oh...Okay." Yang Fengshi didn't dare to look at him directly, "I'm going to the bathroom, I'll come out right away." He hurried back to the house.

He washed his face again, and then looked in the mirror, but the more he looked, the more dissatisfied he became.Sighed, and went out.

Yang Fengshi thought that they should just find a place nearby to eat, but Lin Zhi drove him a long way, and he was still a little dazed when he got out of the car.

"Sir." When Lin Zhi got out of the car, someone greeted him and took the car keys from him.

Lin Zhi took Xiao Hei from Yang Fengshi's hand, and said to him, "Let's go."

After he walked out two steps, he found that Yang Fengshi was still in place, habitually clutching his clothes with his left hand.

Lin Zhi suddenly realized that it might be a mistake for him to dress like this today. He handed Xiao Hei to the service staff, then turned to look for him, and asked him softly, "Why didn't you follow?"

This is a French restaurant, a high-end restaurant that Yang Fengshi has never been to. He can see the well-dressed customers inside, and he is obviously out of place.

"My clothes..." Normally he wouldn't say such words, but for some reason, when facing Lin Zhi, he was able to say them.

Lin Zhi smiled, bent slightly to meet him at eye level, "It's okay, there is no dress code here, and there are more casual clothes than you."

"really?"

"Well, if you don't believe me, go in and have a look."

In the end, Lin Zhi was wrong, there was nothing more casually dressed than him, but he responded calmly: "Maybe it's a little different today, there were really many in the past." Because he was one of them, but he also It just happened to be a whim and I ordered it myself.

Now that he had already come in, Yang Fengshi didn't have so many worries in his heart, and the two found a corner place to sit down.

"Where's Little Black?"

Lin Zhi handed him the menu: "It's okay, it's gone to eat too."

Yang Fengshi took it and flipped through it. He had never eaten French food before, and only saw those frighteningly high numbers.

He gave up after watching it for a while, and said, "You should order it, I don't really understand."

Lin Zhi smiled and said, "Then order some of the dishes I often eat here, some of them are pretty good."

After ordering, the waiter took the menu and walked away. Yang Fengshi suddenly became curious and asked him, "Do you often eat here?"

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