long thought

Chapter 22 (Clear Love)

Yang Fengshi slowed down all of a sudden, then walked over lightly, and turned down the sound of the TV.

He looked back at the person lying on the sofa again, and seemed still dissatisfied, so he turned off the light in the living room and turned on the reading light next to the sofa.Then I walked back and forth and turned up the air conditioner in the living room.

After finishing everything, he sat down with peace of mind—he sat on the ground a little awkwardly, but he didn't dare to lean against the sofa, so he could only put his uninjured hand on his knees and support his head.

The sound of the TV was so low that Yang Fengshi couldn't hear it at all. He could only feel Lin Zhi's breathing that became more and more steady behind him.

He turned his head and called softly: "Lin Zhi?"

The person on the sofa didn't respond.

Yang Fengshi turned his head slowly, his heart beating faster and faster.

"Lin Zhi?"

He still didn't respond at all, as if he was really asleep.

Yang Fengshi sneaked over and smelled a familiar smell, with a faint woody aroma, very quiet, very gentle, mixed with the smell of alcohol, exactly the same as the smell at the last reception.

"Lin Zhi—" he dragged out his tune, still confirming whether he really fell asleep.

The person on the sofa was still breathing steadily.

Yang Fengshi's heart was beating like a drum, and his voice seemed to overwhelm the TV. He couldn't help covering it with his left hand, trying to calm his heart down a bit.

Lin Zhi looked very gentle when he was asleep, and the few strands of hair hanging down his forehead ruined the original serious hairstyle.The eyebrows and eyes are relaxed, and the corners of the mouth seem to be smiling.

Yang Fengshi thought of the afternoon many years ago, when he was sleeping in front of him so defenselessly.It's just that at that time, there was still a greenness in his eyebrows that couldn't be hidden, but now, he is a mature and attractive man.

Many times, Lin Zhi always made him feel that time had never passed, and when they woke up, they were still in the familiar classroom.

Yang Fengshi felt sour in his heart. He fell in love with him at his best age, but he didn't have the courage and ability to become his best self, leaving some shadows in his youth.

Times have changed, and he has lived in the most mediocre way. He is still as timid as ever, without the courage to express his love, and he only dares to approach him when he is asleep.

He hates himself like this.

Yang Fengshi raised his hand slowly, wanting to be a villain who took advantage of others' danger, but he was timid and cautious even when touching it.Touching his slender and thick eyelashes, stroked them gently twice before daring to touch the skin.

Brow arch, nose tip, lips... If he could be bolder, he could even steal a kiss, but he didn't dare.

Yang Fengshi's fingertips stayed on his lips for a long time, and then continued to move down. The mole on his chin and Adam's apple... He seemed a little unconscious, but maybe he was drunk by the faint smell of alcohol. He approached Lin Zhi's chest , his lips touched the second button of his shirt lightly.

It's a kiss from a coward.

He even slowed down his breathing, greedily sniffing the scent that belonged to him, and it took a long time before he was willing to leave.

Lin Zhi still didn't wake up, Yang Fengshi looked at his peaceful face and let out a soft breath.

Maybe it was a guilty conscience, he didn't dare to stay here anymore, he stood up on tiptoe, and then went to the kitchen.After a last glance at the sofa, he closed the kitchen door and started washing the dishes.

Yang Fengshi tried his best to slow down his movements and lower his voice, but when he turned around, Lin Zhi had already sat up.

He hurriedly washed his hands, opened the door, looked at Lin Zhi who was rubbing his eyebrows with some guilt, and lowered his head slightly, "You're awake..."

"I'm sorry, I agreed to do the dishes." Lin Zhi's voice was inexplicably deep.

"It's okay." Yang Fengshi looked up at him, but saw that he was still rubbing and looked uncomfortable, so he asked him worriedly, "Are you okay?"

Lin Zhi waved his hand at him, then stood up slowly, looked at him briefly and then moved away, saying: "Thank you for today, I'll go back first." After speaking, he walked towards the door.

"Okay." Yang Fengshi was still a little worried, followed him to the door, and couldn't help but confess: "Be careful on the road."

"it is good."

The moment the door closed, Lin Zhi finally couldn't hold on anymore and leaned against the wall.

His heart was beating fast, and he didn't know if it was because he broke someone's secret or because of something else.

In fact, he had already woken up after Yang Fengshi called him for the second time, so when he felt him approaching, he could immediately open his eyes and avoid it. Maybe it ended in embarrassment, but it was just embarrassment.

But he didn't dodge, and even reacted to his soft snort.

At that moment, his breathing seemed to have a substance, passing through the skin to the brain, and then stimulating his sense organs and organs through the brain.

For the first time in 29 years, Lin Zhi tasted the feeling of being out of control.

The bathroom was filled with mist, and the overhead shower was dripping with hot water, but there was no one standing underneath.

Lin Zhi was naked, breathing rapidly, propping one hand on the wall, while the other moved quickly under his body.

People's memory is always very strange, often those things that you think you may not be able to remember, but suddenly you will remember all of them at a certain moment.

He thought of the hand he held the shopping cart tightly when they met for the first time, the red eye sockets when he saw him at the reception, the slender and fragile neck lying in his arms when he was injured, and the slender and fragile neck he often felt because of The blushing cheeks and ears...

He thought of countless details about him, then raised his head slightly, let out a muffled grunt, and let it go in his hands.

Lin Zhi lowered his head, calmed down a bit, then turned the water valve, allowing the cold water to pour down his head.

After taking a shower, he stood on the balcony and puffed, his thoughts gradually became clear, and many details that he had overlooked before became clear one by one, and then he realized his dullness, he was obviously so obvious.

Lin Zhi had the experience of being confessed by the same sex, and he also had such friends around him, but he knew clearly that he had no interest in this aspect.

He has been straight for 29 years, and it is inevitable that he will be caught off guard when he suddenly finds that he has a tendency to bend.

Lin Zhi thought that he hadn't had a love life for almost three years. Ever since Lin Qiu fell ill, he had been in a bit of a state of distress. He had never been to work seriously, and he didn't even have a transition period. Wearing a tie, he began to exchange glasses with others at the wine table.

Then he thought that tonight's situation should have something to do with alcohol.

Lin Zhi thought about it calmly, and finally wondered why he ran to find Yang Fengshi tonight.If it was really because of what he said, it would be too far-fetched.

But he thought about it for a long time, and it turned out that it was so far-fetched.

He stubbed out the cigarette butt in his hand, then picked up the lighter and planned to light the last cigarette in the cigarette case.

But when he was lighting the cigarette, he remembered the time when Yang Fengshi focused on lighting his cigarette that day on the rooftop.

Lin Zhi put away the lighter, took a deep breath, and then let it out with a sigh.

At nine o'clock in the morning, Shu Tingting sent a message to Lin Zhi, reminding him to take Xiao Hei for the second vaccination tomorrow.

Yang Fengshi: OK, thank you.

Front desk (pet hospital): You're welcome [shy]

Receptionist (Pet Hospital): Is your arm better?

Yang Fengshi: Much better, thank you.

Receptionist (Pet Hospital): Also, besides the dog, the owner had better get vaccinated too [seriously]

Yang Fengshi: Okay, thank you for reminding me, I will go for the surgery after the stitches on my arm are removed.

Front desk (pet hospital): [OK]

Yang Fengshi didn't reply to her again, maybe because he thought his words were boring, so Shu Tingting didn't send any more messages.

"Xiao Hei." He yelled, but Xiao Hei didn't respond at first, and didn't come until he yelled several times.

"Don't you know your name yet?" He grabbed it into his arms with one hand.

"Xiao Hei, Xiao Hei, Xiao Hei, Xiao Hei..." Yang Fengshi childishly called it several times in succession, trying to make him remember his name immediately, and then changed his voice and asked it, "Do you want to?" How about asking him? I'm afraid I may not be able to control you by myself."

Xiao Hei looked innocent.

"Forget it, let's ask." Yang Fengshi put Xiao Hei down, and then took out his mobile phone.

The big deal is that he has something to do and then he is rejected. What does he have to be afraid of?

Yang Fengshi: Are you busy tomorrow?Xiao Hei is going to get vaccinated tomorrow.

Less than ten seconds after posting, he began to regret again. Lin Zhi drank so much wine yesterday, he should still be resting now, what should I do if I wake him up?

But he didn't dare to withdraw it. It would be strange to withdraw it, right?He just hoped it didn't wake him up now.

But Lin Zhi quickly replied, it was a two-second voice message.

Yang Fengshi immediately sat up straight, turned up the volume to the maximum, stretched out his index finger and carefully opened the voice, and quickly put it to his ear.

Z: "OK."

Yang Fengshi's ears went numb for a while, and even his heart trembled.

Lin Zhi's voice was obviously just waking up, a little nasal, and the tone was very deep.

Yang Fengshi listened to the voice again, and then felt a little sorry for being late: Did you wake up?not good……

Before the word "meaning" was typed, he suddenly realized, and then deleted the word "not good".

Yang Fengshi: Did it wake you up?

Lin Zhi didn't say anything this time: It's okay, I'll wake up first

Yang Fengshi didn't know what to reply now, he held his phone in a daze for a while, but Lin Zhi sent another message: Shall we go to the supermarket together this afternoon?

He stared at the message for a long time before he was sure that he read it correctly, and quickly replied: "Okay."

After I sent it out, I thought it was not enough, so I said something pretentious: I happen to have nothing at home.

Z: Really, what a coincidence, my family is also

Yang Fengshi seemed to be able to see the expression on his face when he sent this message, and burst out laughing, then felt that he was so stupid, so he pursed his lips.

He returned the message, then stood up and went into the room to change clothes.

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I don't think this book will be too long.