sinovels Chapter 11 My Missing
Chapter 11 My Missing
If Lu Li's pain comes from the habit of suddenly stopping, then Chi Zhen's pain comes from the fear of missing out day and night.
Chi Zhen felt so wronged in his heart, he wanted to grab Lu Li by the collar and punch him twice, and ask him what he should do to melt his stone heart.
On the balcony are the desk lamps that have been repaired for a day, and the chair with half of its legs broken.Chi Zhen ran away all day just to fix these two things for him. Lu Li was afraid of the dark, and Chi Zhen was afraid that he would be afraid if there were no lights at night.
Chi Zhen said every day that he would no longer care about the white-eyed wolf next door, but at night he still stayed by the microwave to warm up his meals over and over again.Sometimes he felt that the relationship between himself and Lu Li was so close, as if the cool fingers gently brushed his wound at the subway station that day.But sometimes he felt that the distance between himself and Lu Li was so far away, as if the other party had easily told him to leave him alone a few weeks ago.
"Hey, Xiaochi, why haven't I seen you go to work with that friend in the past two days?"
"You're talking about Lu Li, the policeman next door to me!"
"Oh yes, look at my brain."
"He, he's been busy recently, and he's taking on a big case again. He's very powerful."
He is very powerful, this is what Chi Zhen said on his lips, he never praised him in front of Lu Li, he always felt hypocritical.
"Is there a quarrel? Tell me, an old man."
"No, no, we are doing well, how can we quarrel, I have to take care of all three meals for him."
Chi Zhen lied without blushing
"It's fine if you don't quarrel...It's fine if you don't quarrel... This young man is impulsive. Sometimes he says a word or two stupidly, but he is too thin-skinned and refuses to give in."
"Xiao Lu looks like he has a quick temper. He is always running around, in a hurry, without stopping. Such a thin child, hey, he is actually a policeman."
"But you two really have a good relationship. After the child is with you, he always laughs and loses his temper less."
"Yeah... I feel good..."
The uncle smiled from ear to ear, as if he saw Lu Li who was smiling, but Chi Zhen felt his heart was filled with a piece of cotton and panicked. He didn't know if the panic made him feel guilty or because he remembered that he hadn't seen him these days. Lu Li felt uncomfortable.
Uncle Li on the tenth floor is an empty-nester old man. He was a chef when he was young. After retiring, he just sits on the stairs and basks in the sun every day in a daze. Chi Zhen and Lu Li's house was opposite, the two young people were familiar with the people who came and went, and they always talked to him when they had nothing to do.
But it was said that they were talking to each other, but Chi Zhen was the only one who could talk. Lu Li's temperament was rarely able to chat with other people except for interrogation and cursing.
When Chi Zhen chatted with the old man, he also saw that he was too lonely. The old man said that his son was a big boss abroad and sent him money back every month, but he never saw the child all year round. The child always shouted busy, busy .The old man also said that he has a group of very good friends. They travel all over the world and gather together at the end of the year, but there are fewer people every year.
Chi Zhen just listened and didn't say anything.
Chi Zhen has many stories but few friends, and he has those depressive experiences but can't tell them.
Except for Lu Li, every time he mentioned Lu Li, it was like a spinning top on its axis.The old man could tell that he cared about that kid named Lu Li.
Chi Zhen thinks that Lu Li is very good. Even though he has been divorced, even though he has a bad temper, and even though he has a low EQ, these are all perfect in his eyes.
That's right, Lu Li is perfect in Chi Zhen's eyes. All his so-called shortcomings are shining halos to Chi Zhen. He thinks that Lu Li will always be a touch of color in the black and white film, and will always be a little light in the dark night.
He admired Lu Li very much. With such a thin body, he could chase people for five streets without stopping. Even though he was a policeman who didn't want to be a policeman according to his father's expectations, he still took it seriously.
Like Wu Wenxuan, he also regards Lu Li as his hero in his heart, like that night when he jumped over the balcony and hugged himself in a panic, or that morning when he gritted his teeth to tell him to shut up and then shouted to clean up that man. drunk.
But his appreciation is different from Wu Wenxuan's admiration. He thinks that Lu Li needs the love of others more, so every day he gets the hero a cup of warm water in the morning, and brings him meals in front of him during his three meals. When he was in pain and despair, he apologized tremblingly and comforted him, and when his hand drew a large amount of blood, he slapped the table and angrily cried.
It is also important to force the hero to speak out about himself.
Heroes never stand up when you are in danger, they always love others harder, but as time goes by, people start to be greedy and keep squeezing this poor man, until one day his strength is exhausted, To be abandoned again.
Lu Li was very unfortunate. He became this hero and tried his best to love the one he loved, but in the end it was all in vain.
Lu Li was lucky again. He met Chi Zhen who didn't regard him as a hero, and he could love him in his heart.
Like now, after Police Officer Lu harassed the people in the middle of the night, Chi Zhen went door to door to apologize for him the next day, and he greeted the bad face of the neighbor with a smile. I am afraid that there will be no second copy in Huacheng.
"Lu Li, how do you say there is an idiom? Lu Li, yes, that's the word."
"Hey, don't listen to his nonsense, what's the matter of parting or not, he is nonsense."
"Yes, yes, he is a policeman, very powerful. Being a policeman is his dream, and he never gave up."
"He can run around the clock for 24 hours, and can chase criminals for five streets. He has solved large and small criminal investigations in Huacheng, because he will make this city more peaceful."
"He sometimes has a bad temper, but in fact, like a child, he will not lose his temper for no reason. Every time he makes a scene, he must have something on his mind. He may make people feel annoying when he shouts, but He must have felt more uncomfortable."
"Hey, he lost his temper last night because the case didn't make any progress. Don't worry, don't complain. He just wants to give us a good living environment."
"I'll definitely go back and talk to him well."
"Thank you, thank you."
From the dawn when the sky was polished to the dusk when the sun was setting, Chi Zhen wandered around the unit all day, apologizing to anyone who met someone, and waiting at the door when no one was there.There are thirty floors in total, and one floor is divided into two households. Chi Zhen knocked on the door from door to door, and the famous people in the industry are not inferior when it comes to family life.When I finally ran home, I only felt my mouth was dry and my head was in a daze.
When Lu Li was in the elevator, he felt that everyone in the unit started whispering when they saw him. He was obviously shouting for people who wanted to complain about him on the balcony yesterday, but today he dragged the children to tell them to say hello to Uncle Lu.
Lu Li had never received so much enthusiasm. He dealt with three types of people every day, either dead victims, family members crying and forcing him to investigate the case, or criminals who couldn't fart for a long time.None of these people said thank you to him, and they all felt that he should do everything.
He replied bluntly, you are also good, his bright eyes were wide open, he was so at a loss, but cutely tight.
"Ding"
it's the elevator
When Lu Li saw the old man at the door, he thought he had pressed the wrong floor, and stepped out the door with one foot, then backed away.After watching it for a long time, I found out that I was right.
"Master, are you...? Are you sitting on the wrong floor?"
"Maybe, hey, let's not talk about the floor, I have to ask if you and Xiaochi had a fight."
"You, did you encounter something bothering you, Xiaochi, you have been busy running all day today, just because you are afraid that the neighbors will complain. The relationship between you two is really good..., haha..."
"You mean... Chi Zhen...?"
"Isn't it Chi Zhen? Just that lawyer!"
Uncle Li stood at the door, grabbed Lu Li's hand and started talking. Lu Li felt his heart skip a beat, and he had nothing on his mind except to see Chi Zhen.
"Uncle Li, you pressed the wrong floor again!"
Chi Zhen opened the door, but saw Lu Li who was stunned.
The air seemed to freeze.
It's been a long time since I've seen Lu Li, and Chi Zhen still feels a little unaccustomed to meeting him suddenly, his voice is hoarse after talking for a day, but Lu Li can still tell that it's him.
"Why did you lose so much weight?"
"Why is your voice hoarse?"
Chi Zhen and Lu Li said it at the same time
"You speak first"
They both said it at the same time
Lu Li really lost weight. He obviously ate too much every day, but why did he still lose weight? Could it be that the food didn't taste good?Chi Zhen blamed himself in his heart. "Hey, tacit understanding, this is a tacit understanding."
Uncle Li said with a smile, which made them even more embarrassed. After a long silence, Chi Zhen suddenly said, "Then I... send Uncle Li down first..."
As he spoke, he helped the old man into the elevator, and the elevator door slowly closed, Lu Li was facing Chi Zhen, and then slowly narrowed.
suddenly
"Wait, I'm going too!"
At the moment when it was about to close, Lu Li supported the seam.
"You are crazy!"
Chi Zhen pushed the elevator open, and he saw a red mark on his pretty forearm.
"Don't...don't touch...it hurts..."
Chi Zhen gently touched Lu Li's forearm, and Lu Li suddenly said tremblingly.
"Depend on!"
As Chi Zhen spoke, he kicked the elevator door.
"You are always like this, I am angry!"
Chi Zhen roared out suddenly, Chi Zhen couldn't see Lu Li's lack of love for himself the most.
"do not be angry."
"I'm sorry."
This time Lu Li learned his lesson, he gently grabbed Chi Zhen's sleeve, as if he was acting like a baby.
The author has something to say: In Chi Zhen's eyes, Lu Li has never been a hero, he is fragile and clumsy, and he can't help but love him.
☆、He came to my house for the first time