sinovels Chapter 48 The Fourth Dose of Medicine
Chapter 48 The Fourth Dose of Medicine
It's okay, it's okay like this.
It doesn't matter what you become.
No need to apologize because.
I will be with you.
why?Why did he mistake it for a tatami even though the corpse was right in front of him?Is there something wrong with his eyes or something wrong with his brain?Is it artificial?Is it the magic of monsters?
Why only him, why did he choose him.
"What's that?" Sanada Shinzo looked at Asakura who was madly pushing the door and window, at the young lady who was staring blankly at Asakura, and at the terrified tears on her face.The sudden change made everyone panic, except the drug seller.
He was still sitting there, and the half-drunk cup of tea was still neatly placed in front of him.
"You know, what is that?" Sanada Shinzo asked again.
As if the pharmacist raised his eyes and glanced at him, Sanada Nobuzo found a sense of familiarity in the blue color, and he asked the pharmacist in the same way once upon a time.
But this time the pharmacist didn't answer him, he looked at the panicked Asakura and the young lady who lost his mind due to fright, and spoke slowly.
"Calm down, that 'door' cannot be opened."
"What... do you mean?" Asakura stopped pushing the door and window, turned his head and looked at the drug seller who was sitting calmly in disbelief.
"Who the hell are you?" He left the door and window, walked back to the drug seller, looked down from a high position, and inquired.
"I'm just an ordinary drug seller." The drug seller still said the same thing.
Asakura looked at the man who was still facing the dead body, cold sweat rolled down his forehead.
"Liar." That's not right.His experience told him that none of this was right.
He turned his gaze to the samurai who was stroking his sword and facing the corpse in thought. Half of his face was covered with blood that was about to dry up.But he didn't care, just staring at the corpse on the ground intently.
Yes, the corpse he just couldn't see.
"Monster." Asakura's fingers trembled, fear made him back away.
"It's about time for you to calm down. Look, that lady is better than you."
Asakura turned his head and saw that the young lady had stopped crying, her eyes were clear, and she was looking at the few drops of mother's blood stained on her pink kimono.The sun shines on her face through the paper window, and everything is as beautiful as when Asakura first saw her.
"Abai..." Asakura silently read the lady's name for some reason.
"You are somewhat aware of it." The pharmacist said to Miss Chong.
Notice what?Asakura was puzzled.
"Well, how much, I feel it." The young lady said, her index finger stroked the blood stained on the sleeve, her face was calm.
"What is that, Mr. Apothecary Seller, is it a monster?" The lady turned her head and looked directly at the Apothecary Seller.
"do not you know?"
"No..." Ah Bai shook his head, "I just can feel it, this is not normal..."
"You know, what is that?" Abai stared at the drug seller, the woman's beautiful face became more and more refined under the sun, as beautiful as a doll.
what is that?Does the pharmacist really know?Can he really confirm it?Sanada Shinzo looked at the drug seller and asked him for an answer.
What is it that is lurking around the corner?
"It's a monster." The drug seller said, slamming every word, and then added a little after a long time.
"Probably so."
"Monster...what the hell is it?"
The few people who calmed down sat back at the table, and Asakura asked with some anxiety.
"A kind of...youkai born from the human heart."
Asakura opened his mouth, feeling that the matter was so absurd.He has been studying the West for more than ten years, and he has always believed that monsters are only due to the ignorance of the person involved.In the past, he would have to reprimand this superstitious statement, but now that he heard such an explanation again, he didn't know what to do.
"My lord is... Onmyoji?" Compared with Asakura's bewilderment, the always weak lady appeared calm and sharp, with a straight waist, a correct sitting posture, and a strong and non-offensive look in her eyes that did not show any weakness.
Like a lady.Sanada Shinzo thought.
"No," the pharmacist smiled, "I've said it all, I'm just a pharmacist."
"Really." The lady sighed. "Then, you have a way."
"Kill it for me?"
Sanada Nobuzo was taken aback for a moment, he really didn't expect that weak lady to say such cruel words.
"Of course. As long as you find form, truth, and reason, this demon-repelling sword will be unsheathed."
At some point, the drug seller took out a dagger, red paint, gold leaf, and a ghost face.As odd as his flamboyant attire.
"The form of monsters formed by human karma, the truth of the incident, and the thoughts of the parties involved. As long as you understand these..."
Yes, as long as you figure out these... you can.The lady clenched her hands in her lap.
But are humans so easily able to identify with it?
Human beings are always self-centered and blindly believe what they want to believe.See only yourself as right, and only see as right what you think is right.
So blind, arrogant, stupid.
So arrogant that as long as the world is a little different from myself, what I'm waiting for is...
"Stop joking, how can monsters exist..."
doubt.
"How is it possible, such a thing."
negative.
"How can you accept it so calmly..."
mistrust.as well as.
"It's all because you joined hands to lie to me!"
betray.
"Please calm down, Mr. Asakura." The lady's cold voice sounded, restraining the man's excitement.
"Why, why even you, Abai, have become like this."
"There's no reason."
"You shouldn't be like this..." The man's eyes were full of confusion.
Yes, that shouldn't be the case.You should be more vulnerable, more emotional, more compassionate.You should be able to easily perceive all the good things in this world, and be full of fear for all evils in this world.You should be more, more pure and beautiful.
But why did it become like this?
"I, I don't want to be like this either." The young lady hesitated and said, her hands clenched tightly.
"I don't want to be like this either. I just want to live an ordinary and ordinary life. Fall in love, get married, live, and die in an ordinary way."
"But as soon as I think of that thing, as soon as I think of that sound in that mansion, that horrible panting of the beast. I can't help being afraid, I can't stop caring."
"Every day, every day, I am on guard against the beast that will come at an unknown time, worrying about my neck, my heart, and my eyes. I worry that one day I will die without anyone knowing, in the house , the body was covered by weeds, and the flesh was eaten by wild dogs."
"I can't stop smiling when I think about it."
"When I think about it, I can't get back to myself."
"It's really ashamed to say that I can't escape." The young lady looked up, her eyes filled with tears.
"Anyway, I've become like a monster..."
Lost the beautiful skin, lost the pure heart, lost the human warm body.
Humans who have been alienated by monsters, even if they want to forget, they cannot live normally like humans.
"so,"
So only.
"Please kill it!"
Asakura looked at Miss.Her face became more and more clear under the sunlight, and he was so close to her that he could clearly see the dust in the air floating around her, and the air made waves as she spoke.
The lady's eyes are so firm, the rich emotions of the past are gone, only such a cold and tenacious will remains.
A brutal will unshakable by emotion.
Asakura suddenly remembered the first time he met Miss.The sun was as bright that day as today, and the weather was fine. The lady was standing by the street in a light-colored kimono, and the sun was shining on her side face.
She focused on the pastries in the window of a dessert shop, but her eyes were not full of longing like other girls.
She just looked at the pastry in the window lightly, as if she didn't want it, as if it wasn't something she liked.
So why don't you go away?Asakura Yuichi felt strange, so he stepped forward like a ghost.
But, before he could speak, the lady turned around.
They face each other, eye to eye.
He saw the pale black eyes of the young lady faintly brown in the sun, and he saw the disrespectful indifference and hostility in the young lady's eyes.
so beautiful.
But it disappeared again in an instant, the young lady lowered her head, said she was impolite softly, then turned and left.Only Asakura Yuichi was left watching the back of the hastily leaving.
Now when he observed Miss so carefully again, Asakura Yuichi suddenly understood.
The lady didn't look at the pastries in the window that day, and it wasn't an accidental coincidence that she met his eyes.
Because that day, what the lady looked at was clearly true.
Obviously it was reflected on the window glass, the crowd passing behind her.
And a strange look from a man in the crowd.
"I'm very sorry, Mr. Asakura." He saw the young lady turn her head suddenly, looking at him with those indifferent eyes, and suddenly there was some soft emotion in her.
"Involving you in such an unlucky thing..." He heard the lady apologize embarrassingly.
The sun shone into each other's eyes, warm and soft.
"It's okay." Asakura Yuichi heard himself saying this.
"My will is like flowing water."
He saw the eyes widen slightly in surprise.
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Ahhhhhhhh I really like miss qwq
Another chapter without monster hunting x