[Lei An] Extremes must be reversed

Chapter 10 10.

Even after countless simulations in the brain, the feeling of actually kissing is still far from fantasy.

An Mixiu smelled the faint sweet smell of wine on Lei Shi's body, his body was hot, his heart was beating wildly, and the blood in his veins seemed to be boiling.

The moment his lips touched, his head went numb like an electric shock, and his body trembled uncontrollably.The lips of this mean-spirited man were softer than he imagined, and the overlapping breaths made him truly realize that there was no distance between him and the person he liked.

This is totally not enough.

The feeling of kissing was so good, he felt that every cell in his body was jumping for joy, and his vagina-like kke begged for more.

This is totally not enough.

His tongue pried open the other's teeth, Lei Shi in sleep was so obedient that it was unbelievable, he let An Mixiu deepen the kiss.

It's not because of longing, nor is it because of the illusion of family affection that I have been getting along with since I was a child. This relationship has been completely egoistic including the desire for monopoly and sexual desire from the very beginning.

I have already endured to the limit.

"I want you to give me a fair chance to pursue you."

An Mixiu's words were like a bomb, completely breaking the last wall between the two, in the form of bombing.

Lei Shi was completely dumbfounded, he didn't expect An Mixiu to have such a straightforward showdown, he was so shocked that his expression froze on his face.

"What did you say?"

"Don't you know?" An Mixiu paused, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "You didn't push me away that night, you know what I mean."

"That's what you—"

As soon as Lei Shi blurted out his words, he immediately regretted it. He noticed something lit up in An Mixiu's eyes, and immediately realized that he had fallen into a trap.

"I wasn't sure at first." An Mixiu said slowly, his voice a little dry due to nervousness: "But now I know, you were sober that day, right?"

Lei Shi was speechless for a moment, he stared at the person in front of him vigilantly, feeling extremely flustered.

Normally, Leishi is the one who controls the overall situation and is more comfortable. He always has a deliberately made mask in front of An Mixiu. He maintains the face of an elderly person and the dignity of a guardian, but now he finds out how he Unable to keep calm, the mask on his face was ruthlessly ripped off and smashed to the ground, and the fragile parts deep in his heart that he did not want to show to others were gradually revealed.

"You still treat me like a child? I'm an adult."

An Mixiu put the gift box in his hand back on the table, and took a step forward. Lei Shi subconsciously backed away, but the next second he realized something, he stood up straight instead, and his face was a little more angry.

"An Mixiu." Lei Shi said in his habitual superior tone: "Are you really capable? Do you think you can do whatever you want when you grow up? I'll bring you back and let you eat and drink, if not Me, you are still in a dirty orphanage, with a group of abandoned little devils, and what will you give me in return!"

Lei Shi asked loudly, and his confidence became more and more powerful. The candle light illuminated the shadows of the two of them on the wall. As they talked, the shadows kept shaking.

"You know that's not the point of the problem between us." An Mixiu said frankly, Lei Shi's reaction now made him mentally prepared to break the can, and now that he has said it, it is impossible to take it back .No matter what, from now on, Leishi can no longer treat himself like in the past, and the relationship between them can no longer be generalized as a simple "guardian and foster child".

"I'm grateful for you, you are my important family...but, this is different."

An Mixiu frowned slightly, his voice was no longer as aggressive as before, but to Lei Shi, it was more lethal and destructive.

"I don't want you to date other people, I don't want you to spend the night with other lovers, I don't want to wish you any happy love with other people at all, I think you should die alone..." The voice squeezed out of the throat Trembling with more and more excited emotions, An Mixiu couldn't help clenching his fists, he stepped forward, the shadows of the two people on the wall overlapped, and he stood less than half a step away from Lei Shi.

"Unless it's me with you."

Lei Shi looked at him with an incomprehensible and incredible gaze.

"By the way, I want to make a correction." He stretched out his hand while speaking, "Whether you give me a chance to pursue you or not, I will never give up."

Lei Shi subconsciously wanted to hide but was still grabbed by An Mixiu's arm. His hand was very strong, and his rough palm rubbed against the skin of Lei Shi's arm.

"I want to hug you, touch you, kiss you, and do other things..." The emotion in An Mixiu's eyes was naked and unobstructed, his voice softened, but his tone still did not give in the slightest , He kept explaining to prove his mind.

But Lei Shi knew very well that An Mixiu didn't need to explain at all, because he already knew what An Mixiu meant when he looked at him.It was earlier than that sudden kiss, but Lei Shi always chose to ignore it. He thought that An Mixiu might be caused by adolescent hormones, and he regarded good feelings as love, or just needed someone to vent his mood and physical needs. Leishi has also experienced such a period. The young kid will be attracted by the mature adults around him, and all the emotions that lead to confusion and rapid heartbeat will gradually fade away with time. When the mind matures, it will naturally realize the original How ridiculous I am.

He has always turned a blind eye to An Mixiu's admiration, and this is also the fundamental reason why he is now driven to a desperate situation.

"Don't touch me!" Lei Shi shook off An Mixiu's hand violently. The place he touched just now seemed to be burning hot. He couldn't keep calm anymore. Xiu's offensive collapsed, and that feeling was like a rampaging scourge. He was pulled out of his own territory, and forced to accept everything from the other party in a panic.

An Mixiu's pupils constricted suddenly, Lei Shi's reaction made him uncomfortable, his nose felt sour and his chest throbbed.

Lei Shi's eyes were full of panic that was unfamiliar to him, he never thought that one day he would be treated like this.

"Did I make you feel sick?" An Mixiu said, his voice was calm and his expression was also calm, but the light in his eyes gradually went out, "Does being liked by me make you feel so uncomfortable?"

Lei Shi suddenly couldn't say a word, he looked at An Mixiu, at the face that was on the verge of despair, as if if someone pushed him a little, this guy would be broken into pieces immediately.

He thought, An Mixiu has always been the child in his memory, stubbornly and clumsily showing and dedicating everything he owns, holding on to a smile as if to say, "You can take everything I have." Go, but do you like it?"

The "selfishness" and "demand" that An Mixiu spoke of were more like humble requests than tough plundering.

Lei Shi was in a state of confusion, he didn't know how to speak, and he even forgot to deny An Mixiu's words. After struggling for so long, he finally decided to put An Mixiu's feelings towards him behind him, and even "show mercy" Forgive the other party for secretly kissing him, but now everything is messed up.

He didn't even think about options other than ignoring this emotion.

In An Mixiu's eyes, Lei Shi's silence is equivalent to acquiescence.

"I see." An Mixiu looked away from Lei Shi, he walked to the wall and touched the button of the living room light, and turned on the light.

"I'm going to bed first, thank you for the cake and present."

After speaking, he stopped looking at Lei Shi, turned his head back to his bedroom, and closed the door.

The candles on the cake gradually burned out, the flames were extinguished, the faint smell of smoke mixed with the sweet fragrance of the cake, and the dripping wax oil messed up the original interesting cake.

This was supposed to be a very warm birthday party belonging to the "family", but now it is not only a mess, even after tomorrow, they may not even be able to do it for the family.

Lei Shi took a deep breath, went back to the room and found a pack of cigarettes, went to the balcony and smoked slowly.

-TBC-