Leaving the past behind 2019

Chapter 39

"How did you find out that you like men?"

For most people with non-public sexual orientation, this is the most natural opening line to get closer, just like asking a heterosexual what he ate last night, but Li Henan's first reaction after hearing this sentence was Li Jiageng was a little confused.

Li Henan asked: "Mind if I smoke a cigarette?"

No, is this topic heavy enough to require a cigarette?Dr. Li, have you forgotten your cleanliness?Smoking in this white and clean big bed with excellent air quality+?Even someone as careless as me doesn't smoke in bed easily, okay?

Li Jiageng: "This is your bedroom and your bed, what should I mind?"

Li Henan smiled: "Yes."

As he spoke, he stretched out an arm and took out a box of cigarettes and a lighter from the drawer of the small cabinet next to the bed, and without turning on the light, he half-lyed down and stuffed the lit cigarette into his mouth, and only half sat up when he put the lighter back. The body, with the head leaning against the head of the bed, slowly spit out a mouthful of white mist, the gray bathrobe and white chest were all blurred by the smoke.

Seeing how smooth his movements are, he seems to be a habitual offender. In fact, Li Henan’s appearance and inside have always had a great contrast. Just look at his bloody circle of friends. It’s just that he conceals it so well that it’s easy to be ignored. He’s personable during the day Under the bed is a basket of small human skeletons waiting to be processed, in a white and spotless bedroom, with cigarettes and lighters in the bedside cabinet... Thinking of this, a certain moment in the bathroom came to Li Jiageng’s mind. , Does the side of the neck that cannot be touched also belong to the side that he does not easily show?

When he was distracted, Li Henan picked up another thing from the cabinet next to him. Li Jiageng took a closer look and his scalp exploded: "What are you doing?!"

Li Henan glanced at him, without answering, he lifted the upper skull, and flicked the ash into it familiarly.

"This is an ashtray?!"

Li Henan rolled his eyelids: "Otherwise?"

"I..." Li Jiageng blinked, this person really can't be judged by common sense, "Your refrigerator is so big, you don't have anything left? Forget it, you don't need to answer."

The cigarette was smoked and the atmosphere was brewing enough. Li Jiageng waited to listen to the story with his elbows propped up, but he heard Li Henan say: "Why don't you talk about it first."

"I don't have much to say," Li Kah Kee shrugged. "I've known since I was a child that I'm different from other boys. I don't like to play with them. I hate gym class, but I like the gym teacher. When I watch porn, I watch male protagonists."

"Wow." Li Henan looked sideways: "Sounds very interesting, I really want to see you at that time, will you blush at the physical education teacher?"

"Of course I would, but everyone thought I was ashamed because I was the only one in the class who didn't dare to jump high."

"Don't dare to jump high?"

Li Jiageng had a calm expression: "Just jumping over the horizontal pole, I dare not jump, I always feel that I will hit the egg."

"..."

"Laugh if you want."

"No no no." Li Henan shook the soot into the skull: "I think it's cute."

"Tch." Li Jiageng rolled his eyes in the darkness: "Okay, now it's your turn."

"Okay." Li Henan heaved a sigh of relief, and hung his hand holding a cigarette above the skull hole, "I was...in high school."

Hearing this beginning, Li Jiageng knew something was going to go wrong, and sure enough, he only heard Li Henan's deep voice resounding in the night.

"When I was about to be in the third year of high school, I missed a lot of classes due to an accident. The teacher encouraged the students to group into groups to help me make up lessons and make up notes. Children aged [-] and [-], how could they have so much patience, and they all broke up in less than a week. ...Jiabei, insisted on helping me until the end. At that time, I only felt that this was a real buddy, righteousness. Later... I don't know why, I want to see him every day, and it is best to see him as soon as I raise my eyes. Later, thinking about it, At that time, maybe I was just... Well, after the college entrance examination, we didn’t contact each other, and I didn’t go well in school, and I went to the United States for a while.” Speaking of this, he paused, took a puff of cigarette, originally Half of the remaining cigarettes were sucked down to the buttocks. He threw the cigarette butt into the skull and lit another one. I don't know if it was an illusion. Li Jiageng felt that he was hesitating while taking advantage of the time he was smoking to light a cigarette. What are you hesitating about when sorting out your thoughts?Li Jiageng suddenly felt in a bad mood.

Li Henan continued: "I have always firmly believed that I still like women. The feeling in high school may be just a momentary confusion. Puberty, college entrance examination, accidents, these may be the factors that caused me to be confused. I don't want to classify myself so easily. In the small circle, I haven't contacted Jiabei for so many years in high school, because I didn't dare to, I insisted on going out with women, on the premise of getting married, but... no." After finishing speaking, he added another sentence : "It's not that I can't do it physically, it's that I can't pass the psychological level."

"I understand." Li Jiageng nodded, "So... your valve was opened by Jiabei."

Li Henan hesitated for a moment, his eyes darkened: "It can be said so."

This was the first time that the other party talked directly to him about his past with Jiabei, which was actually a good sign, but Li Jiageng still felt uncomfortable.

Knowing that the other party admires Jiabei, and knowing that the other party has been "guarding his body like a jade" for Jiabei, and knowing that Jiabei is the whitest white moonlight in his heart... Then what is he?

If you ask him now, do you still like Jiabei, what will the other party answer?Still silent?

Li Jiageng didn't want to try, he didn't want to put himself in such a passive position.

He took a deep breath and said softly, "Cigarette, give me one too."

"..."

Li Henan helped him light the cigarette, handed it to him, and at the same time looked carefully at his face, and asked, "Did I do something stupid? Are you... jealous?"

Li Kah Kee replied loudly: "No! How can I! Am I such a narrow-minded person?!"

After finishing speaking, he took a deep puff of the cigarette, turned the smoke into smoke rings, and sprayed it on the person next to him one after another. Through the white mist ring, he stared hard at Li Henan's eyebrows and eyes, and before the other party asked a second time, he put the He took a puff of cigarette and stuffed it into the opponent's hand, while he "slid" into the opponent's quilt.

"you--"

Li Jiageng's eyes, mouth and nose seemed to be pressed by the night vision probe. Under the pitch-black quilt, he accurately captured the other party's genitals at the first time, and then swallowed it.

Poor Li Henan didn't expect this move at all. He held two cigarettes in one hand and a skull in the other. His clothes on the upper body were still in order, and the lower part no longer belonged to him.

He had just ejaculated once not long ago, but the stimulation came suddenly and violently. He reacted quickly, tremblingly put his things on the bedside table, and lifted the quilt.

The naked Li Kah Kee is lying on his crotch. From this angle, you can see his thin shoulder blades, like shells under the moonlight, reflecting soft light slightly, and his waist, which can be held with two palms, is like a bunch of stems of aquatic plants. , while the plump and small buttocks are budding flowers, the seemingly quiet person, but the movements in the mouth are extremely smooth and flexible, he completely wraps the top, licks it wet, and scratches it with the tip of his tongue, his fingers are more secretive Kneading the corners, Li Henan's whole body tensed up, the blood flowed down the arteries one by one, he could almost see the blue veins in his abdomen.

"Lei... Kah Geng..."

He grabbed Li Kageng's hair, the soft, semi-wet hair was wrapped around his fingers like cattail grass, and as the other party swallowed deeply, Li Henan didn't know whether to pull him up or press him down.

"It's so fierce."

Li Kageng finally raised his head, his eyes were as bright as a cat's, he wiped the corner of his mouth, and swallowed again on purpose.

Li Henan was trapped in a state of emptiness, his eyes were not in focus, but he could clearly see the other party's situation.

This is not so fierce, it is clearly so strong, right?

Li Jiageng walked up to Li Henan's side, put the cigarette back into his mouth, and said to himself, "With half a cigarette, my skill is not bad, right?"

Li Henan's spirit gradually returned to the cage, and he quietly answered: "Then do you want to try my skills?"

"Huh?" Before Li Kageng could react, the world was spinning in an instant. He was already under Li Henan's body. He was shocked and laughed: "Everyone is an adult, is this the time to show off? I have to go to work tomorrow! "

The author has something to say: Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!

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