leaning on dreams

06 wake up

When I opened my eyes, there was the sound of birdsong and children playing in my ears.I don't know how many days I slept, I just felt sore all over my body.

I was about to get up when the sound of the door opening interrupted me.Ji Ziyan stood at the door, holding a bag in his hand. When he saw me wake up, the joy in his eyes was uncontrollable.

I watched his somewhat disordered footsteps and frowned.

He put down the bag and looked at me happily: "Tianyuan, you finally woke up! Do you know that you have been in a coma for a few days?"

I frowned, questioning.

He sighed, and there was some regret in his eyes: "It's my fault. I made false assertions and hurt you. Those people are obviously here for you."

"It's none of your business. Who would have thought that someone would deal with me as soon as I came back. After all, no one has acted in the past four years." I'm not used to seeing him like this.

"I will investigate this matter thoroughly, and I won't let you get hurt in vain!" He stared at me and said word by word.

While I was in a daze, he opened the bag he brought and took out a finely crafted white porcelain bowl from it.There is a transparent lid on it, and the fragrant porridge inside can be vaguely seen.

I saw him put the bowl in front of me, open the lid, and the steam in the bowl floated out, engulfing his handsome face.

He smiled, took out a spoon from the bag, stirred the unnamed porridge, then put a spoonful of it to my mouth quite naturally: "Eat."

I was helpless: "My hand is not broken yet, I will do it myself." As I said that, I was about to take the spoon in his hand.

Unexpectedly, he quickly avoided: "No, you are a patient."

After finishing speaking, he handed it to my mouth, and said at the same time: "Open your mouth, be good~"

I glared at him and opened my mouth reluctantly.

"That's good."

I rolled my eyes and chose to ignore his words.

The porridge tastes sweet and delicious, soft and creamy, and warm, but I know it’s not just warming my stomach.

A bowl of porridge bottomed out quickly with my cooperation, but the door opened when he was about to clean up the bowl.

It was Ning Cheng who opened the door. Seeing me wake up, he breathed a sigh of relief, but when he looked at Ji Ziyan, he frowned slightly.

"It's great to see you wake up, is there any discomfort in your body?" Ning Cheng walked to the hospital bed and looked at me with concern.

Feeling rather unaccustomed to his behavior, I shook my head: "It's much better."

He nodded, turned around and looked at Ji Ziyan next to him, with a grateful expression on his face: "Mr. Ji, thanks to you for sending Tianyuan to the hospital in time this time."

Ji Ziyan gave me a soft look, and then said to Ning Cheng: "No, it's my fault, but don't worry, Mr. Ning, I will find out who instigated this incident, and Tianyuan cannot be hurt for nothing."

"You don't have to worry about this matter, I will find out. Also, thank you for coming to see Tianyuan." Ning Cheng was serious at this moment.

"I'm leaving the hospital today." I don't want to stay in this hospital bed at all.

"no!"

"I won't allow it!"

Two voices sounded in the spacious ward at the same time.

Their opposition didn't shake me. I looked at Ning Cheng and said stubbornly, "I can't miss my homework. I haven't gone to school for a few days."

Before Ning Cheng could speak, Ji Ziyan said first, "It's okay, Tianyuan, I can help you with your homework. And you are so smart, you shouldn't be too far behind if you delay for ten days and a half months."

I'm too lazy to answer his words, I just want to roll my eyes, please, I'm a sophomore in high school now, okay?

……

But what I didn't expect was that Ji Ziyan really did what he said, and the next day he came to my ward with a stack of books.

……

Looking at the dense circles on the book, and the notes that are many times more detailed than the ones I made before, I gradually felt an indescribable feeling in my heart. I just feel that the taste is astringent, but it can be very good. It touches the deepest feeling in my heart.

I spent the whole morning in this gentle and peaceful atmosphere, I stretched myself, and gave Ji Ziyan a rare smile: "Thank you!"

He bent his mouth and smiled: "It's my honor to tutor Tianyuan!"

Looking at his smile, somehow, the pressure of being immersed in study all morning seems to have been diluted a lot.

Watching him carefully put the books in the cabinet, I looked up at the bright spring light outside the window: "I'm going out for a walk."

"Okay! I'll take you out!" He said it as a matter of course, and for the first time, I didn't refuse.

He bent down slightly, lifted the pure white quilt gently, wrapped one hand around my back, and put one hand into my leg wrist, hugging me effortlessly, doing this series of actions His eyes were always filled with laughter and tenderness.

As for the way of hugging, I deliberately ignored it.

……

Walking along the corridor, we came to the park inside the hospital.Here, the birds sing gracefully, the sound of play is full of shade, the sun is light, and all things enjoy themselves.

Ji Ziyan put me on the bench, and he also sat down beside him, leaning his back on the back of the chair casually and naturally, his slender legs stretched apart naturally, holding the back of his head with his hands, squinting his eyes, Enjoy this rare harmony.

Obviously his posture is casual and dissolute, but when it comes to him, it becomes unspeakably wonderful, as if his posture is just to cater to this beautiful atmosphere.

"Tianyuan, what do you think this person lives for? Some people spend their entire lives in a daze, and some people spend their entire lives pursuing perfection, but in the end they can't escape a death sentence." You looked at me, "Why do you say this? ?”

I smiled: "Why? Now you want to talk to me about life and ideals?"

He shook his head and smiled lightly: "Tianyuan, if it were you, how would you like to live?"

Hearing this, I froze for a moment, and then replied firmly: "I live to live, I live because I was born, I don't think about what I live for." Because it is meaningless.

But Ji Ziyan pressed my head: "Tianyuan, one day you will live for someone else, believe me!" One day I will let you live for me.

"Ok?"

He raised his hand and smiled.

"What about you? What do you live for?" I blurted out, and then I was stunned.

"Me? I live to wait, but now I don't want to wait anymore, what should I do? Tianyuan?" He said mysteriously, staring into my eyes all the time.

"The devil knows!" I turned my head in confusion.

When I turned my head, I saw a light blue figure. Su Luo, who was wearing a light blue striped T-shirt and light white slacks, appeared in my field of vision.

Is he here to see me?How does he know I'm here?

Questions popped up in my mind...