Chapter 5
Chapter 5
I pushed Su Zhan away abruptly and leaned a little to the side.
His chuckle suddenly came to my ears, I didn't read a word of the movie plot later, my mind was full of the squishy smell just now and the way he looked at me.In order to hide my emotions, I mechanically ate popcorn, anesthetized myself over and over again, don't think about anything, don't think about it, be rational, rational!
After watching the movie and walking out of the cinema, Su Zhan took the bucket of popcorn from my hand and threw it into the trash can.Then he came over and put his arms around my shoulders naturally.He usually likes to walk with his arms around me, and gradually got used to it, so I let him go.
Walking side by side, he asked me, "Are you happy today?"
I said: "Happy."
He smiled: "It's good to be happy, I have something to go home first. Be careful on the way back, and send me a text message when you arrive at school."
I nodded and watched him leave.
After walking a few steps, he turned his head again: "By the way, you are not a road idiot, you should be able to find it, right?"
I gouged him out and said, "You thought I was you, of course I can find it, you should worry about yourself!" He turned around with a big laugh, he seemed to be in a particularly good mood.
When I arrived at the dormitory, I texted him: I'm here.
He quickly replied to me: It's fine when you arrive, I have something to do tonight, so I won't come for evening study, don't wait for me.
I replied to him: good.
In the evening self-study, I will do the questions, review and read as usual.For some reason, I couldn't concentrate all the time, and always looked at Su Zhan's seat inadvertently.
After evening self-study, after washing up, I lay on the bed, took my mobile phone, and sent him a text message by accident: Su Zhan, are you done?
He replied: It's done, ready to take a shower, how about you?
I replied: I have finished washing, lying on the bed and getting ready to sleep.
He replied: Well, then go to bed early, I will go to bed after taking a shower, see you tomorrow, good night.
I replied: Good night.
Su Zhan didn't come to the evening self-study that week, and I was often in a daze when I was doing the questions alone.Wang Xiaoming at the back table kept asking me: "Yun Luogan, to be honest, are you in a relationship?"
I said: "No."
"No? Then why are you so youthful?"
I was very dissatisfied: "Who is youthful?"
Am I in a daze?I patted my head, who was in a daze!I'm obviously writing the paper very seriously, okay?Bow your head and continue writing the paper.When I saw the paper, I realized that I had an evening self-study, and I didn't do a single question...
Every day after evening self-study and returning to the dormitory, I would text and chat with Su Zhan for a while.Before going to bed, seeing his two words "good night" will make me feel at ease and sleep soundly.
I didn't know it, but since that time, I have put him in my heart unconsciously.
In the last sports meeting of the high school year, at the instigation of the sports committee, Su Zhan and I signed up for the men's 3000-meter long-distance race.
3000 meters is nothing to Su Zhan, who has strong abdominal muscles, but to me, a weak scholar who lacks exercise, I wailed: "Look at Su Zhan, I will definitely be at the bottom of 3000 meters this time."
Su Zhan comforted me: "It's okay, I will wait for you."
"Come on! It's nice to say now, wait for me? When I get on the runway, I'm afraid it will be a bit wilder than a wild horse!" Wait for me?Just fart!
"I will really wait for you!" Su Zhan said seriously.
I still didn't believe it, but Su Zhan continued to pester me: "Xiaogan, do you dare to bet with me once?"
"What are you gambling?"
"Bet that I will wait for you and not let you be at the bottom." He smiled all over his face, and then said: "If I didn't wait for you and ran forward by myself, then I would lose. If you say one thing, I will definitely do it." But, if I wait for you and don't let you be at the bottom, then I win, I say one thing, you do it, dare to bet?"
"Why do you win if I don't finish last? What kind of bet is this?"
He raised his eyebrows: "What? Is Xiaogan afraid?"
"Who said I'm afraid? Just bet!"
At that time, I was young and frivolous, high-spirited, and I was too naive, so I agreed without thinking. After thinking about it, I really regretted it.
When I ran to 2000 meters, I couldn't run anymore. In the next 1000 meters, Su Zhan held my arm, and the two of them ran slowly.The referee at the back probably thought that there was no one else, and we had to leave before we reached the finish line.
At the last step, he let me pass first, and of course, he became the last one.
"Xiaogan, I won." Afterwards, he came over with a bottle of water and told me excitedly.
I took the water, drank half of the bottle in one breath, and then said, "Shameless! Tell me, what do you want me to do?"
"Well..." He took the water I drank, took a few sips by himself, thought for a while and said, "I haven't thought about it yet, I will tell you when I think about it. Don't worry, I won't deliberately embarrass you, I won't It violates the principles of being a human being, and it is within your power."
I rolled my eyes at him: "Have you watched too much "The Legend of Yitian Tulong?"
"Yes, if I were Zhang Wuji, would you be Zhao Min?"
"I'm going to vomit."
After the sports meeting, time passed quickly, and in the blink of an eye, it was time to fill in the volunteers.
Since I entered high school, my goal has always been S University. What my parents expect is S University. According to my current grades, it is more than enough to apply for S University.But when I started to write, I hesitated.
I asked Su Zhan: "What is your first choice?"
"A big." He said.
Well, with his grades, it would be a shame not to go to University A.And I couldn't get into A University anyway.
"Xiaogan, we will not be in the same school in the future, will you forget me?" He stared at the volunteer book, twirled the pen in his hand, then pinched it, turned his head and asked me very seriously.
I smiled very brightly: "Of course not, we are good brothers, forever." Having said that, I feel a little lost in my heart, and I can't explain why.
"Are we... just good brothers?"
"After the college entrance examination, we will have a dinner with the whole class. In 'Midsummer Style', the old class will treat you!"
"Oh! Great!"
"Really? Ah—"
Later, Su Zhan's words were drowned in the cheers of the students. I didn't hear clearly, so I asked again, but Su Zhan didn't say anything.
The closer we got to the college entrance examination, the more depressing the atmosphere. I was busy reviewing all day, so I didn't go out with Su Zhan anymore.Su Zhan came here every now and then for self-study, and he didn't read books when he came, he just listened to music.Many times, he seemed to want to talk to me, but seeing that I was studying seriously, he didn't bother me, and fell asleep on the table.
Occasionally, he would look at me quietly for a long time.
I was tired from studying, so I turned my head and saw him sleeping on the table next to me. On the upper left corner of the table was the supper he bought for me.He was sleeping peacefully with his face resting on his arms, looking very well-behaved, with earphones plugged in his ears, as if he was deaf.
Just looking at him like this makes me feel happy.It would be great if time could stop at this moment.
The college entrance examination finally came, and Su Zhan and I were not in the same examination room, so we didn't meet each other during the few days of the examination.
On the night after the college entrance examination, all the students in the class came to have a dinner at the "Midsummer Style".Everyone kept toasting, shouting "If you don't get drunk, you don't go home".
We have been classmates for three years, and after this meal is over, we will never be able to get together again.I don't care how much I drink, I just toast with people glass by glass.
In the end, I seemed to be drunk. I watched Su Zhan in front of me become three people, and joked: "Su Zhan, you are drunk, you see you have become three people, hahahaha, why do you drink more than me? Can not be done."
Su Zhan ignored me, took my arm and led me out.
When I left the restaurant, the cold wind blew, and my thoughts came back a little. I looked around and pushed Su Zhan: "It's not this way, I have to go back to the dormitory, and I have to go to school tomorrow..."
"No more, we have already graduated." Su Zhan said lightly, my nose was sour, and tears welled up immediately.
Su Zhan helped me to walk while coaxing me: "Be good, Xiaogan, stop crying, I'll buy you ice cream, be good, stop crying..."
I cried even more, and looked at Su Zhan for a while with dim eyes.She put her arms around his waist, buried her face in his arms, and continued to cry.He didn't leave either, he just stood on the road, hugged me, and coaxed me.
I cried, not because of graduation, but because of him, because of Su Zhan.
After graduating, I won’t be able to see him every day, I won’t be able to hear him insulting me with a vicious tongue, I won’t be able to eat the ice cream he bought for me, and I won’t have anyone to accompany me to eat every day, to accompany me to study at night, to accompany me to skip classes to watch movies .
I was thinking like this in my heart, I was drunk and didn't know what to do, so I said it out.
"After graduating, I won't be able to see you every day, I won't be able to hear you hurting me with your poisonous tongue, I won't be able to eat the ice cream you bought for me, and no one will accompany me to eat every day, accompany me to study at night, and accompany me to skip class to watch Movie……"
"Well..." I was speechless, my lips had already been kissed by him.
Maybe it was because I drank too much wine, and I became more courageous. This time, not only did I not push him away, but I wrapped his tongue around him, hugged his head, and kissed him deeper and deeper.
It took me a long time to get home. Standing at the door, I looked at his handsome face and couldn't help it. I reached out and hugged his neck, wanting to kiss him again.
He half pushed and half said: "Wait a moment, wait a moment, Xiaogan, don't worry."
The door next to it was suddenly opened, he pushed me in, the lights came on, and I looked blankly at the strange environment.
He touched my face: "This is my home, go, I'll take you to take a bath."
When I heard it was his house, I lost my vigilance and followed him into the bathroom.He asked me to stand, but I couldn't stand still, so I leaned on the sink and watched him go to fill the bathtub with water.
Then he came over and took off my clothes.
The coat was taken off, the shirt was taken off, he began to untie my belt, I was not used to it, I pushed him, and said with a heavy drunkenness: "What are you doing... I want to sleep..."
He coaxed me patiently: "Okay, okay, go to bed, come on, take off your clothes first, and go to bed after taking a shower, good boy."
I followed him and took off my pants and panties.
When I was lying in the bathtub, I was half asleep, like a dead pig, being manipulated by Su Zhan.
After washing, he helped me put on my pajamas and helped me to the bed. As soon as I touched the bed, I fell asleep greedily.
In my sleep, I was woken up by a strange feeling in my lower body, and I opened my eyes to a strange environment and a strange big bed.There was a familiar person lying beside me, Su Zhan smiled at me, he was already pretty enough, and such a smile was even more unbearable.
"Hmm..." I suddenly felt a strong pleasure in my lower body, and I couldn't help but exhale.
My face was pale, and his hand held mine...
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