Lazy rabbits only eat grass

Chapter 20

When I woke up in the middle of the night, I touched the side, which was empty, and suddenly woke up with a start.After hearing the familiar voice in the living room, my heart was at ease.

Once upon a time, Su Zhan, I actually relied on you so much.Let me die, let me leave you, I absolutely can't do it.

Dimly, I heard Su Zhan on the phone.

"No! I don't want any of these. Give it to whoever you like."

"So what? As I said, I won't go back. Whatever you think, I just know that I want to be with him. "

"That's right, even if I die, I won't let go!"

I can probably guess that Su Zhan was calling his family. What he said was very reassuring, but since that night, my heart has been beating non-stop, and I always feel that something terrible is about to happen.

When I got off work that day, a colleague sent me a message, saying that someone was looking for me on the rooftop.

My first reaction was Su Zhan, what kind of surprise did he want to make?

I went up to the rooftop with excitement, but saw unexpected people.

Su Zhan's mother.

She was wearing a black windbreaker, her hair was combed neatly, and her makeup was exquisite and perfect, but no amount of expensive foundation could conceal her haggardness from the inside out.

Su Zhan said that he severed his relationship with his mother because of me.

Every time I think about this, I feel so guilty.

Thinking of what I overheard what Su Zhan said on the phone that night, the fear in my heart began to expand infinitely.

"Auntie, what do you need from me?" I said.

She waved at me, expressionless.

I walked over slowly, she looked at me, and suddenly smiled: "Unexpectedly, in the end, the blood and blood relationship is still no match for a man. You are so amazing! I have won countless battles in the circle, but in the end, I still lost to you." you."

"An apartment, 400 million, isn't that enough? How much money do you need to leave him? You are so clever, even a woman like me can't help admiring you. Do you know what my son has done for you? He even took Threatening me to accept you? Hehehe, I am his biological mother, and I raised him for 20 years, but he threatened me with his life, hehehe." She smiled miserably, and her emotions suddenly became agitated.

She rushed over, grabbed my neck with both hands, her eyes were bloodshot: "Why don't you die? You killed my son, you killed my family, you bitch, if you die, my son won't change It’s like this! He won’t be like this, do you know! It’s you, it’s you who killed my son, it’s you who made my son like this! It’s you!”

As she said, she grabbed my neck and started pushing me to the edge of the roof. Just when I thought she was going to push me off, she jumped off herself.

I was terrified, and by the time I reacted to pull her, it was too late.

The sun peeked faintly through the clouds, and the wind was light.

I stood on the roof and looked at the place where there were people standing just now, but now it was empty.

It seemed that the soul no longer belonged to me. It seemed that the person who just fell was not Su Zhan's mother, but me.

In the end, the police took me down, with cold handcuffs on my hands, without feeling anything.

Under the [-]-story building, Su Zhan was standing next to the bloody corpse. He didn't look at me or anyone, his eyes were dead silent.

Because there were only me and Su Zhan's mother on the rooftop at that time, I was the biggest suspect.There was no camera there, and I said she jumped off by herself, but no one believed it, including Su Zhan.

Article 230 of my country's Criminal Law stipulates: Whoever kills intentionally shall be sentenced to death, life imprisonment, or fixed-term imprisonment of not less than ten years; if the circumstances are relatively minor, he shall be sentenced to fixed-term imprisonment of not less than three years but not more than ten years.

In the end I was not sentenced.

On my way out of the police station, a stranger handed me an envelope.

Inside, is the concentric knot.

We went to the temple to ring the bell to pray for the red thread, and I gave him the concentric knot after weaving it, and he gave it back to me.

From the beginning to the end, Su Zhan did not show up.

I don't know the reason why I was acquitted, maybe, the police investigation made it clear, not me, maybe, it was Su Zhan...

But it doesn't matter anymore, because Su Zhan doesn't want me anymore.

He returned the concentric knot to me, he doesn't want me anymore...

Life is still going on, like a burning torch, but my love with him has ended in that winter day after Christmas Eve.

We're done for good.

Later, I always thought, if I hadn't accepted his mother's 400 million, if I hadn't forced Su Zhan to break with his mother, then his mother wouldn't have lost control of her emotions and jumped off the building.

So, are we still in that small apartment, waking up every morning and looking at his messy hair and sleepy eyes, we will feel very happy.He would often kiss me on the lips when I was staring at him in a daze, and then he would linger, and then he got out of control and staged what happened last night again.

Probably too long really passed, so long that everyone thought I had let go.But only I know that he has already taken root in my heart, and unless I dig out my heart, it is impossible to forget it.

After a few years, I no longer hold any grudges against him, leaving only a lot of thoughts.After hesitating for a long time, I dialed his number with trembling hands, but there was already an empty number there.

At that moment, I wanted to cry, but I laughed while holding the phone.It was night at that time, and I was walking on the road. I didn't know how terrible I was laughing at that time. Several little girls next to me looked at me in horror, and suddenly ran away.

We never got in touch again.

I saw his name again, it was on TV, some paparazzi photographed him being intimate with a certain big-name star, and suspected that they were in a relationship.

Knowing that it is impossible for me to talk to him, but still unable to control it, I tried my best to collect information about him.

It was also at this time that I learned his identity.

At that time, he just told me in a few words that his parents were in business, but I didn't ask in detail.

His father, Su Haoyu, is a legend in the business world. The Su Group spans more than ten fields such as electronics, technology, business, entertainment, and cosmetics. The company is located all over China, with branches from the United States to Australia.

Su Zhan is not a rich second generation doing nothing, just like in high school, he had excellent grades and outstanding abilities.

When I sharpened my head and barely got into the position of financial manager in eight years, he had already established his own brand and established several companies.

Thinking of those years, we ate together, slept in the same bed, and watched movies hand in hand. We used to be the closest people to each other.

In a blink of an eye, he stood at a place where my eyes couldn't reach, looking down at the world.

We don't have any relationship anymore.

There are countless people who gossip with him ranging from entertainment stars to rich and famous ladies, from foreign girls to mixed race.

Dad didn't gamble anymore. He and his mother ran the small shop together. Chuchu participated in the model selection a few years ago and won the championship. Now she has joined the famous Lianqi Entertainment Company in China and has become an artist.I also became a financial manager from a small cashier.On holidays, our family will travel by car.

I live a good life, but occasionally wake up in the middle of the night, recalling that summer night many years ago, that starry sky, that boy, my heart will ache.

Eight years, I think I have come out, I can silently pay attention to him and miss him without any hope.We have had so many memories, enough for me to remember for a lifetime.

I'm in love, and this time, it's serious.

There is a little girl at the front desk of our company named Chen Xin, who is four years younger than me. She wears a long ponytail and has two dimples on her face when she smiles. She is very cute.

Chen Xin is the dream lover of many male colleagues in our company. When we made our relationship public, many male colleagues envied me.

We go on dates, watch movies, go shopping, we never argue.I took Chen Xin home, we sat on the sofa and watched TV, Chen Xin leaned in my arms and smiled sweetly.

Mom said to Chen Xin: "Xiao Xin, if Xiao Gan dares to bully you, just tell me and I will help you vent your anger."

"No, Auntie, Xiao Gan is very good to me. He will satisfy me whatever I ask. With him, I feel that I am the happiest woman in the world."

Dad doesn't talk much, but it can be seen that he is also very satisfied with this future daughter-in-law. My mother likes it very much, and often pulls her to talk privately.

Except Chuchu.

Ever since I brought Chen Xin home, Chu Chu has kept a cold face.

After so many years in the workplace, I am no longer as shy as I was when I was a student. Seeing her cold face, I teased her: "Chuchu, is your boyfriend bullying you?"

Chu Chu loves to joke around, and she always has an unscrupulous appearance, but today she is rarely serious. She asked me: "Brother, do you really love Chen Xin?"

This question stuck with me.

I like Chen Xin, she is beautiful and virtuous, who wouldn't like such a girl?Besides, I don't like her, and it's impossible to fall in love with her.

but love?

I do not know.

"Brother, can you really forget Su Zhan?" After asking this sentence, Chu Chu's eyes turned red, I don't understand, I'm not sad, why is she crying?

Dad, mom, everyone, except Chuchu, they don't know that I once loved someone so deeply.

I am still silent, besides being silent, I don't know what else I can do.

Chuchu broke down emotionally, and said without hesitation: "You don't know, let me tell you. In the past eight years, on the surface, it seems that you are better than before, have your own opinions, and are powerful. But you have no soul at all! After so many years , I have never seen you smile sincerely! You are like this, pretending to be someone else in your heart, but you are with Chen Xin, who are you worthy of? You are sorry for Su Zhan, sorry for Chen Xin, and even more sorry for yourself!"

In her words, I was too ashamed to speak.

I am like this, who am I sorry?

However, I can't propose a breakup. Everyone can see that Chen Xin really likes me, and I can't treat her like this.

I said: "Chen Xin is fine, I will try to love her."

As for the person who walked away with me, I think I should learn to forget.

The author has something to say: The next chapter, when the two meet again, has already been written, and I really want to publish it all at once O(∩_∩)O